Chapter 90: Dust Sealed Behind Memory
His words seemed to take a deep breath, and then slowly spit them out, powerlessly but so solemnly knocking on Lu Feng's heart, making him smell the breath of parting again. Hey, when did this kid become so sentimental, he really can't stop it if he goes on like this.
"I'm miserable, but it's okay, I've gained a little, I've learned something, and ...... Make good friends like you. How much can life know, Lu Feng's heart suddenly throbbed.
In fact, this sentence is what he wants to hear the most, and it is also what he wants to say to Quan the most: I am very happy to have a friend like you. I don't dare to say that this life is in vain, I am afraid that my life is too long for me to bear, but at this moment, I will completely remember, remember the years I have walked with you, and remember the pain of parting at this moment.
"I'm leaving, you can rest early." Looking at the night outside the window, the resolute face revealed some loneliness and expectation, this go, I don't know how many years before we can reunite, we should have our own families at that time, and it is estimated that when we meet again, we will drag our children and daughters.
Sincere friendship, like the moonlight of water. Lu Feng sighed softly: "Goodbye, I wish you a smooth journey and a successful career," After saying this, Lu Feng sat in front of the computer in a daze, his thoughts were chaotic.
Tomorrow is the day you go home, and I don't know what to say, whether to be happy that you can make a world of your own in your hometown, or to be sad about the loneliness after you leave.
Maybe this day when we will never meet again, my heart will ache faintly for some reason. When the brilliance of friendship gradually leaves us, we suddenly feel its preciousness.
A hazy moon emerges from the transparent clouds like cicada wings, shimmering with a silvery glow. As soon as Ruoyu came up this night, she said with deep understanding: "I read your QQ love quotations a few days ago, and I was very touched, and I thought that I should tell you the story of my first love, which may be helpful to you." ”
That love quote is a chat record between Lu Feng and Hongye on the Internet, recording the sweetness of their love word by word, and recording the heartache in the depths of their souls when they parted, so he spent a lot of time sorting it out and uploading it to the homepage of the wind without a trace, but he didn't expect to be seen by Ruoyu.
"After talking for so long, I've always wondered if the final outcome of your boy and girl story will be as heartbreaking as ours. How is the boy now, is he married? Lu Feng couldn't wait to ask, Ruoyu's first love story has been entangled in his heart for a long time these days.
"Hey, it's not as good as yours!" Ruoyu's face crossed a trace of sadness, and asked faintly: "Will you not marry for the sake of a girl, you like that girl very much, and you are very happy together, but you didn't confess, the girl has always been your confidant, but when she wants to get engaged, you confess to her, because the girl said that if you said it earlier, you would accept it, will you not marry for life in order to punish yourself?" ”
I have thought about this question carefully, and I remember that he once said to Momiji, I will wait until you get married, and then find someone who loves me and get married. Now that this promise has been fulfilled, the road ahead will still run according to the established trajectory.
Lu Feng said in a deep voice: "I'm afraid not, everyone is not living in this world independently, we don't need to wait for a fruitless love, that pain is not only for ourselves, but also for the family and the woman we love." Besides, the engagement is not hopeless, and it is not marriage. ”
Ruoyu's face was calm, and she shook her head and said, "Our engagement here means that the two of us can be together, and besides, that girl is more worldly and will soon marry another boy." The years have passed in a flash, and now the boy is very old, but he still refuses to go on a blind date or develop further with other girls. ”
"I think that boy was just the result of impulse, and after a long time, he will slowly fade away. But I don't know if that girl really likes her current boyfriend, if the two don't get along, then even if they get married, the days after that will be difficult. Lu Feng's expression carried a trace of melancholy and regret.
In fact, a few months later, I learned from Aunt Hua that the days after Momiji's marriage were as expected, her husband always came home late in the middle of the night every day, and he didn't know what he was busy with, and the affairs of the family were rarely taken care of, leaving Momiji alone in the empty room.
Momiji also admonished him more than once, but unfortunately her husband could only be well-behaved for a while, and then went his own way, so in the end, Momiji could only ignore it, saving the two of them from having conflicts again.
Could it be that this is the price of obeying his parents and completing his mission, and Lu Feng's personality is similar to Momiji, and I don't know if he will follow the same path in the future.
Ruoyu said in a calm voice: "I can't say I like it, I can't say I hate it, anyway, life is like this, because they are already together."
The boy still cared about her, but he was afraid of getting too close, and he didn't want to contact the girl. Sometimes the girl wanted to help him find a partner, but he refused. ”
Ruoyu's mind couldn't help but think of the good times they had together, and a faint smile escaped from the corner of her lips: "That girl is me, seriously, although he is my longing boyfriend, because he is considerate, romantic, and a person worthy of my reliance." When I was in school, we had been together for three years (not really in love), and he used to laugh and tell me that we were the fourth kind of relationship between men and women. I've always treated him as a confidant. ”
"I didn't expect that when I was getting along with my boyfriend for a month, I was tired and ready to get engaged to him, but he came to confess to me. It was a rainy day, and he was reading his love letters on the street, the only love letters I had ever received in my life, and he was on a hunger strike for me for days. ”
"I almost wanted to say yes to him, but I couldn't hurt my boyfriend because I had a relationship with him and he was nothing, so I refused. He said that he would never marry for the rest of his life, and now he really did. ”
"It's been nine years, he's already 30 years old, and he still refuses to marry, and it's not until this year that he is willing to talk to me online for a while. Ruoyu Xing's eyes were even more vaguely worried.
It is also a heart-warming but can't stay together, just like the full moon in the sky that is as pure as a jade plate, only one night is like a ring, and the evening is as long as Jue, not to mention people? Lu Feng said indifferently: "Take a step back and say, even if you turn back at that time, there is no need for this, it will only bring more harm." ”
In the past years, those times that have been filtered by flowing water, finally in tears and watch, quietly become the most beautiful love in the world, the same heart silence, follow the initial warmth, and do and groan, and stay in the days with you, I chant and sing, and tactfully alone.
Ruoyu didn't hesitate for a moment, nodded without thinking: "Well, I will always be loyal to my current husband, and now we are a feeling of dependence on each other." Although my husband is not very considerate and sometimes makes me feel a little tired, I am still happy. ”
Just thinking of his first love at a young age, Ruoyu's heart was still a little uneasy, and he worried: "I heard from a friend that he still doesn't want to go on a blind date now, and I wanted to have a good chat with him on the Internet that day, but he said that he didn't want to get too close to me, and as soon as he heard that I was going to introduce a girl to him, he suddenly went offline, and he didn't pay much attention to me until now." I really don't want him to be depressed because of me, so I'll be sad and guilty for the rest of my life. ”