Lu Feng was stunned for a while, and recently Hongye also mentioned that he was looking for a girlfriend, and he specially looked for one, who was Feng's cousin, I heard that she was dignified and gorgeous, and she could play the piano well, and she could be regarded as a lady! But I still have an inexplicable sense of resistance from the heart.

At this moment, Lu Feng's face showed a hint of pain, his lips moved, and he said, "If you introduce a girlfriend to him now, as a boy who once liked you, this kind of resistance is normal, if I don't accept this way, then how can it be embarrassing." ”

"Actually, if you miss it, you miss it, there's nothing to say, it's just that his current attitude to life makes you feel guilty, so if you have time, write him a letter, write what you think in it, and comfort him."

Ruoyu was conflicted in her heart, hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "The problem is that I don't know how to write it, and I don't know his address, how can I give it to him!" Even if he asked a friend to bring it, it felt a little weird, because his family knew that he was ...... because of me I'm most afraid that others will be unhappy or can't think about it, and then I'll be sad. ”

Ruoyu frowned, worried: "He is like this, I am really afraid that he will not marry for the rest of his life, I feel that if he can (without very strong pressure from the outside world), he may really do this, and he used to take care of me so much at school, I should also do something for him." He doesn't want to see me at all right now, and I think maybe he wants to forget about me, which I can forgive. ”

"Loving someone doesn't have to be together forever, if you can't be a lover, you can still be a confidant, if he sinks like this, I'm afraid he won't even have to be a friend. Or you leave him a message on the Internet and let him face the reality, since he once loved you deeply, he should understand that he wants to make his loved one happy. ”

Some love is as simple as having a hug. Some love, it is the wind flying over the mountains, the swallows flying over the eaves, as long as there is a heart in it, it is enough, although this understanding is very painful. Thinking of this, Lu Feng's heart suddenly ached.

I left a message asking him to find his girlfriend quickly, but he said to look at his own creation, and he also said that he would be lonely for life. His family was about to make him angry. Ruoyu smiled bitterly in her heart, and sighed secretly: "My son's nickname is Lin Lin, just because his surname is Lin, and he is my son's godfather." ”

It's really a bit like Jin Yong's novel, but life is not a fictional story, it is really presented in front of us, Lu Feng thought to himself.

It's just that we are young and frivolous, always think that we can withstand the ruthless washing of time, and when our hearts are clear, we have been abandoned in the memories of others, reduced to the vicissitudes of life fluttering in the sky, even if we can retain the short-term prosperity, it is difficult to freeze the prosperous years in Fanghuali.

Thinking of his lovely son, Ruoyu faintly smiled with relief: "Lin Lin is five years old this year, and he looks very cute, others say so about him." I often listen to relatives and friends praise him for his beauty, I am numb to listening, he is very smart, and can play the violin, I like Liang Zhu's music, there is such a faint poignancy in the moving. ”

Lu Feng could hear the pride in his friend's words, a five-year-old boy could play the violin, and that kind of innocence and talent were only in his dreams. If I have such a child in the future, I really want to train him to be a talented person.

Ruoyu's expression was inspired, "Sometimes I think that children are very cute, and when I am happy, I dance with my hands, and when I think of my son, I feel that it is a kind of happiness, because he is my future and hope!" So mother's love is the greatest, I didn't feel this way before, but when I became a mother, I really realized that. ”

"Your sons are so old, and I haven't found the other half of my life yet." It's been another year, and his parents are busy arranging a blind date for him, and he doesn't know what the outcome will be, thinking of this Lu Feng's heart feels indescribably bored.

"You're still young, and there will be half of you waiting for you in front of you." Ruoyu blessed and talked about her family affairs: "My husband's parents died, and he was an older brother, but he never had children, so my family Lin Lin is their treasure." His father died when he was very young, and his mother left when he first went to work, so I sympathize with my husband, he was very bitter when he was a child, and to be honest, I am more capable and able to endure hardships than him. ”

"I opened my own shop two years ago, I got up at six o'clock in the morning to go to work, at that time it was a twelve-hour shift, and when I went home after work, it was usually after nine o'clock in the evening, I would eat casually, and then I would take the train to Chengdu to buy goods, usually it would be four or five o'clock in the morning, and I would go to the market to buy goods and get all the goods back. When I get home, it's usually 9 p.m. and I go to work the next day. ”

"You can imagine what it's like to walk alone on the street at five o'clock in the morning in winter. I run a children's clothing store, and I have to go to Chengdu twice a month to buy goods, and I have a few big pockets, because my husband said he was tired, so I had to do it alone. ”

"The monthly income is also good, which can be worth one person's salary. I probably like to do business, when I was studying in Chongqing, I was selling snacks at school, and the business was quite good! But then I didn't have much time to take care of the store, so I didn't do it. My husband doesn't even know how to cook noodles, so when I'm not around, he buys them and eats them. ”

Lu Feng couldn't help but think that he was like this, as if he had met a fellow practitioner, it seemed that he would have to find someone like Ruoyu who could cook a good dish on a blind date in the future. It's a pity that I missed the autumn leaves, otherwise I would have been able to follow her and eat the delicious food of a lifetime, and now I can only achieve it in my dreams.

So he comforted himself, because this is not something he can choose, just like life, most of the time it is life that chooses me, not me who chooses life.

Even if he was reluctant, he had to face it and accept it. Perhaps, life is like this, life requires us to know how to accept, and life tells us to learn to take responsibility. Some things, some feelings, are so beautiful and wonderful, but when we have them, we don't care about them and don't cherish them.

It is the depths of winter, the weather is cold, the work of evaluating three stars in the hotel is in full swing, up to the leaders, down to the staff, are tired and busy, listening to the explanation that the investigation has basically passed, and then the inspectors will disguise themselves as guests, to conduct unannounced visits on the spot.

So when Lu Feng was about to get off work that day, the manager came in with a solemn face, inspected it carefully, and said, "The people from the inspection team may come to check again at night, so you should work hard and work overtime!" ”

Lu Feng originally thought that he would go directly to the class reunion after getting off work at six o'clock, which is good. He hesitated, opened his mouth and wanted to refuse, but after all, he still didn't have the courage to refuse, maybe the courage had already been smoothed out in this oppressive environment and disappeared.

He sat there sullenly, and at some point, the phone rang, and it was a friend urging him to go to the class reunion. Lu Feng could only explain the reason, and he was very unwilling to say that he couldn't go.

At this time, Momiji walked in, noticed his sullenness, and understood the reason, so he could only be relieved by example: "Don't sulk, it's not good for your body." That's the way it is here, we can only see our efforts, but we don't see any gains. I'm not the same, I'm temporarily the deputy manager of the lobby tonight, and I have to work overtime until 11 o'clock in the evening! ”