Chapter 61: Love is speechless in the depths
Lu Feng hummed softly and stopped talking, but his thoughts were tumbling in his mind. I remember one day, you told me not to drink coffee all the time, so I went from at least one cup a day to less than one cup a week, and now I think that you will never be able to be, so I stop thinking about the person in the past.
I remember the day when you said your hands were so hot, especially in winter. So I thought that this winter, I could stop being cold. Now that I think about it, you won't be the one who warms me.
"Fifteen moons and sixteen rounds! It's a pity that you didn't see it! Momiji's eyes were filled with sadness, and he sighed faintly. I remember one day, you asked me if I missed you. I remember, I remember it all, bit by bit, and I never missed it.
Lu Feng raised his head and looked at the bright moon in the sky, his face gradually showed bitterness, and it became a sigh. But what can we do, we will eventually part.
Especially when he got off work these days, Hongye's tone was less gentle and gentle, giving him a cold feeling, so Lu Feng complained: "You have been so cold to me recently, in the future, remember that I am your little brother, speak softly, don't always order, do you know?" ”
"Oh, really?" Momiji explained inexplicably, "Maybe it's because of the cold weather lately?" You're misunderstanding me, aren't you? I'm not the same as before, please add a few more clothes! ”
It turns out that this is the case, maybe it is his own psychological effect, because Hongye is about to become sensitive, Lu Feng breathed a sigh of relief, his cheeks trembled slightly, but he could no longer find the feeling of love in the past.
Maybe when love is no longer there, when people are no longer the same, when it feels no longer familiar, should I pick up the only remaining pride and say to you with a smile, it's okay, I'm not sad. Even if my heart hurts, I can't breathe.
Love to the depths of the speechless, because too familiar with each other, afraid of each other hurt again, in the next few days, they all remained silent, without the usual laughter and joy. Under the bright spotlight, Momiji's face lost its previous agility and mischievousness, adding a touch of melancholy.
I used to have my phone turned on twenty-four hours a day, and I always carried it with me, because your love would come at any time, and every time the two beating hearts were displayed on the screen, it was a joy for me. With you by your side, every bit is beautiful.
Now when I get home from work, I always turn off my phone, and I know you won't call anymore. In fact, I am afraid that I can't help but call you, how many times I have pressed your number, and how many times I have cleared it. So far, the calls on my mobile phone have been dialed, and the missed ones are still all your numbers, as well as the dozens of text messages you have sent.
I didn't dare to look through it, for fear that I couldn't suppress my heart of thinking about you, and every text message told me that we were so deeply in love.
In those days, every time he passed by the front desk, Lu Feng looked up and saw the eyes of the red leaves, the girl's eyes he had never seen before, the eyes were still crystal like diamonds, but they lost the ethereal spirit with lively excitement on weekdays, and instead of it, it was a deep complexity.
Finally slowly turned his head. I can't bear to look at her, when we look at each other and smile again, will the sad heart gradually grow old and fade away? It turns out that love is deep, but it is lonely.
Maybe love itself is a dream, and when you wake up from the dream, there is nothing left, only two broken hearts, blessing each other from afar. But compared with Lu Feng's frustration, the personal experience of the wind illusion in the forum makes people no longer believe in the existence of love.
I am the wind from afar, I ended my first love for two years, ten months and fourteen days on the eleventh of last month, and now I am single again, losing the girl I love the most, my heart seems to have no sustenance for a while, as if from the dancing wind to the autumn leaves that are blown away by the wind. The weather in the south had just turned cold that day, and my cold heart was struggling.
It's like the plot in a romance movie, I want to drink and forget my worries, I want to go crazy and forget my sorrows, I really want to fly to a place where there are no people, the pairs on the street will remind me of the past, I don't want to be so painful, it's so uncomfortable, I want to break free from this feeling, I think I can definitely do it.
Cancer, whose ruling planet is the Moon, brings me a nostalgic and sentimental temperament, and I am really afraid that I will involuntarily think of her in the future, and I am so afraid that this feeling will surround me for the rest of my life. No, I have to break free, I can't live in memories. So I began to try to restrain my nostalgic heart, it was so difficult at first, every bit of the outside world could touch me, and I scolded myself for being useless.
I work, watch movies, surf the Internet, exercise...... I also learned to cook, using all kinds of things in life to fill the gaps in my heart, I found that my heart really recovered so quickly, and in the process I found the value of being single.
I found that I don't have to think about her every day, I don't have to text her every day before bed, I can socialize with other girls without worrying about whether I am sorry for her, and I don't have to think about some practical problems with her in the future.
I felt so relaxed, I didn't have to worry about being alone, so much so that when a friend introduced a girlfriend to me, I didn't want to go into the siege again.
When the ceramic doll saw this, a faint pain passed through his heart, two years, the man's smile was still blurred in front of his eyes, but he suddenly couldn't remember the man's face, as if it was a dream. The reality is really scary sometimes, and there are so many things that I need to learn and do, and I can't care about mourning the love that has passed.
Wind in the Illusion, I'm really happy to see these words above, and even a little moved, in fact, I know that it's really not easy to get out, but you did it. You're right, without red wine and coke, it's actually a very happy thing to have coke with you, love is not the whole of life after all.
The trench coat also sighed: Time flies so fast, youth has passed in a blink of an eye, there is no time to reminisce, it is already a big deal, and the burden of a family is about to be pressed on the body. Desperately chasing, desperately trying to get something, helplessly unable to catch up with the pace of time, this society is changing too fast, any conditions for realizing dreams are changing all the time, we are caught off guard, and when we are ready to succeed, it changes again. Maybe life is such a dream that is relentlessly chased!
Windbreaker Sweeping Pavilion, Cangcheng Cold Moon, Phoenix Dance Nine Days, Ceramic Doll...... My friends, I will never forget you in my life, without your company, I would not have recovered so quickly, thank you so much!
I am now coming out of my emotional trauma, restarting my meaningful life, and living my own life happily. Don't think about love anymore, and don't care what love is. The breeze and the moon are bright, the birds are in the sky, don't let the heart be in love. The reason why the wind is so relaxed and casual, because it is free and unhindered, so it flies far away. The Phantom in the Wind whispered,
"Okay, Mr. Feng Wu." Since the ceramic doll said goodbye in tears that night, the two met for the first time, and Feng Wu said with joy in her heart: "Miss Doll, I still talked about your story with the red leaves in those days, and we are still guessing your age, is it older than us!" ”
"Go, you're only a year older than me, how can you think of talking about me?" The ceramic doll opened its eyes wide and wondered.
"You were heartbroken about your relationship that day, so I also asked Momiji to come up with ideas to help you solve the difficulties." Lu Feng explained that although the two had never met, this crying lily was pitiful.