Chapter 62: How Much Love Can Be Repeated

"Which day? I forgot, as soon as I'm unhappy, say it, cry, and I'll be fine, and it will work every time. "The smile of the ceramic doll is very simple on the face, full of happiness and beauty.

In the days I was away, I had more time to think about whether my departure was the right one, and when I understood that my departure would only make me miss the person who cared about and hurt me more, I knew that I had long regarded the wind without a trace as a habit, even the BBS with red sleeves and the powerful BBS of Tianya Community had never made me so nostalgic.

I can't put into words how I feel about the wind without a trace, but I know that I am nostalgic for the innocent and lovely people here, those who take care of me and really care for me. The ceramic doll seemed to be afraid of dismantling the wound that had not been healed for a long time, so it changed the topic and said: "Brother Trench Coat is not busy getting married, and there is no shadow." ”

"Well, Brother Trench Coat has been busy decorating the wedding room recently, and he will get married next year." Seeing that the doll had come out of the sadness of that night and returned to the cute and happy doll before, Lu Feng was overjoyed. He suddenly felt a little envious, how much courage it would take to forget the pain of the past, and he didn't know when he would be able to stand up again like a doll.

The ceramic doll smiled and said enviously, "It's a pity that I couldn't go when he got married." It's a happy thing to get married, I went to see a friend last night, and his wife gave birth to a girl, so cute. I happened to be sleeping when I used to, and my little mouth pouted, which made me like it to death. ”

Her face showed the sunshine that she hadn't seen for a long time, and she looked at it from afar: "In the past, I usually took my little nephew to play every rest day, but now it's good, my sister took him to the nursery, and I gladly felt a little empty." ”

Thinking of the doll's fascinated appearance, Lu Feng deeply sympathized, indeed the clarity and innocence in the child's eyes made his soul pure and full. He grinned and said, "Then you should hurry up and give birth to one, just hold it in your arms and play with it yourself." ”

"It's still early, at least wait another two years, and when I get married, I will definitely love my children very much." During the summer vacation last summer, I was bored and went to the kindergarten to be a preschool teacher for a month, and although I was quite tired, I felt good. ”

The ceramic doll's eyes flashed with the brilliance of motherhood, and she prayed: "I want my child to wear the sweater I knitted, and eat the food I cooked, ha, isn't it too fantasizing, don't laugh!" ”

A very good dream, many people have thought of, a warm and happy home. Lu Feng looked forward to it: "I also want to be a teacher, of course, at least a primary school teacher, kindergarten children are still too young, in case of bedwetting, then I can't bear it, I haven't even learned to cook now!" ”

The ceramic doll smiled and said, "Girls can't enter the kitchen now, they have to be behaved by boys, hurry up." Hehe! ”

There is also this thing, this woman has been the master of the house for so many years, and even the cooking has to be in charge of the man. The ceramic doll saw him dizzy for a while, and hurriedly teased naughtily: "No, it's dizzy like this, I have someone Dan, do you want it, and cool oil, wind oil essence." ”

After a while, the ceramic doll returned to the truth: "I am very happy to see that the wind has become active on the Traceless Forum recently, I have read every article carefully, maybe the text is simple." Although I was speechless when I saw it, my heart was moved. ”

These days, when the ceramic doll is free, he quietly looks at the posts of the altar friends, and then silently ponders alone. "The wind passes without a trace", I think the original intention should be so that after we have been hurt, we can leave no scars on our souls. Let's talk about the unhappiness in our hearts, and forget the pain of the past as soon as possible!

"Doll, if you have the desire to write, then you can start writing to relax your feelings." Lu Feng encouraged. The wind passes without a trace, why let the past disappear into the air? No, I really don't want that! Because the past can never come back, only one's own heart can appreciate its existence! I'd rather it have ripples in my heart than be like the wind that has passed and there is no trace at all.

"Now I feel very sluggish, I can't find any words in my head, maybe I'm old! And because of work, I have to socialize every night, drink some wine and get drunk, and then go home to surf the Internet, read the articles and friends who have passed through the wind without a trace, at least I can keep myself from indulging in alcohol! ”

It turns out that this is the case, and it seems that you can't calm your mind and can't write. Writing requires a state of long-term perseverance, and once you let it go easily, it is difficult to regain inspiration. But because ceramic dolls need to be socialized, they can often read some fresh and beautiful texts, which is also a kind of cleansing for the soul.

Lu Feng quipped: "Then let me grow old with you!" ”

"Oh, my boyfriend will be jealous when he sees it! In fact, this song is very good, but the sad thing is that I am music blind, as long as I listen to good music, I just don't know the lyrics, but the good thing is that my boyfriend sings well and understands. Thinking of that song, the doll couldn't help but sing.

The ceramic doll hummed a few words and felt tasteless, explaining: "I prefer to sing children's songs, maybe my voice can only sing this kind of song, such as the red star shining ......, oops, I forgot the lyrics." ”

In this flood of pop music, the ceramic doll is still fascinated by children's songs, and he is amazed that the classics will not disappear, it will still exude a unique light in a corner, and there are some lingering things in his mind.

It's like the classic old song 'How much love can come back', I have listened to it many times, and it still makes people feel stunned. Many people and many things seem ordinary and insignificant in ordinary life, and only when they are lost can people truly understand their preciousness.

Perhaps, this is another kind of helplessness in life. Why do we have to suffer and suffer to understand the value of what we once had? It's just that how many people in the world are lucky enough to start over?

Thinking of the night of the opening performance of last year's Plastics Expo, Lu Feng did not go home after work, and hid outside alone to solve dinner. Because his mother always mentioned blind dates in those days, and mentioned several times that the other party was a girl with a good family background, and asked him when he would go to see it, Lu Feng was silent, how could he give up the love in his heart, so he could only choose to escape.

After getting off work that night, Lu Feng didn't dare to go home, sitting in the cold restaurant, his heart was lonely and confused, and suddenly the phone rang, it was the excited voice of Hongye, mixed with passionate shouts on the side.

It turned out that Momiji was at the scene of the party at this time, and excitedly told him that Dick Cowboy was invited to the scene, and he was sincerely interpreting 'how much love can come back'. They quietly indulged in the song, how much love can come back, how many people are worth waiting for, and whether they still have the courage to love when love has been in the sea.

The high-pitched voice, the long-lost sense of cangsang hit, making people powerless to break free, and the song is surrounded by a distant and faint artistic conception, a long-standing mood.

I remember a friend said that a person can only love once in his life, and he can only be hurt once. I categorically deny it. In such a long life, how can a love be enough, time is always a good medicine, and it can always be recovered. But I believe that the only time I can love that I will never forget.

Lu Feng walked out of the store, the sky was high and the dew was thick, and a crescent moon hung quietly in the southwest sky. The cold moonlight sprinkled on the earth, and it was so gloomy. 'The night is dustless, and the moonlight is like silver', this is a sentence written by Momiji in prose, and it is really apt to describe the scene tonight.