Looking at the man in front of me, I felt that I had never known him, but in just two years, can I really change a person's mind?

"I can finally understand your mood at the time, how powerless it is to be liked by someone you don't like, Su Cong, you and I are both adults, don't force me to say no words."

This party broke up unhappily, and when I left, I realized that Su Cong is now Miao Miao's husband's superior, I don't want to go deeper and think about what the purpose of today's party is, I'm just a little sorry for Miao Miao.

That night, Miao Miao finally accompanied me home, and then stayed with me.

It's the climate of May now, and the weather is gradually getting warmer, just a thin blanket is needed to keep warm, and only after the two of us finish washing up will we lie quietly on the bed, obviously Miao Miao has something to say to me today.

"Nan Kite, my husband did a little too much today, and I didn't even know about it in advance, if I knew, I would never agree."

I naturally believe Miao Miao's words, "You don't have to explain, I naturally believe you, it's just that there won't be a next party like today, otherwise Su Cong and I will be embarrassed." ”

The window in the room was halfway opened, and a trace of cool breeze slipped in like this, this feeling was comfortable for me, Miao Miao adjusted her sleeping position at this time, and looked at me with her arms on her pillow, "Why don't you tell me what kind of person the person in your dream is, although I have always felt that it is just a hysterical dream of yours, it may make you unable to get out for so long, I really want to know more." ”

Actually, I didn't say much about Yan Beishen to Miao Miao, but she suddenly asked me today, but I didn't know where to start, "Miao Miao, I'm going to sell this house." ”

"Why so suddenly!" Miao Miao's voice suddenly raised a lot.

I adjusted myself to a comfortable position before continuing, "Life is impermanent, and I can still have an objective amount of money after this house is sold." "Actually, I didn't say what I really thought in my heart, if I said Miao Miao, I'm afraid I'll kill me immediately, since I woke up, I don't seem to be really happy one day, and even I've been looking forward to one day when I have another accident, but I finally survived, if I don't value my own life so much, I'm afraid that God will really take it back one day."

"You're crazy, where do you live if the house is sold, and if you get married in the future, this house can be used as your own nest, you don't want to be crushed by your husband in the future."

Married, where will there be a wedding day, I can't fall in love with another person in my life, sometimes I will be in a trance in the past few months, I feel that I am really just having a long and tortuous dream, but the feeling in my heart is not a dream can be explained, I gradually restrain myself from thinking about Yan Beishen, intentionally or unintentionally forcing myself to pay attention to other things, such as playing games, running, eating, but I will do my best to operate all the entertainment that can satisfy me.

"Miao Miao, I've already decided, it's late at night, go to sleep."

I didn't say much to Miao Miao, just turned around and closed my eyes, today as usual, it was still dark in my dream, nothing, since I came back, I don't seem to dream anymore, so it's okay, I don't think about that person if I don't obey in my dream.

In the following month, I posted the information on the sales website and handled it through a dedicated sales staff, but there was no one who contacted me to buy a house in this month.

And I also tried to find a job, but no matter what work in the end, I could only hold on for three days, either I was in a daze when I was doing things, or I made a mistake when registering the company's information, all in all, everything went wrong, and the most unpleasant thing was that at the end of the month, I just took the garbage in the house downstairs, and I met Su Cong's mother.

I haven't seen Su Cong for a long time, I think he probably figured out what I said to him before, but I didn't want to meet Su Cong's mother, her face was a little unnatural after seeing me, and I saw her come over to greet me with an embarrassed smile, so I had to let her in.

There was no hot water at home, so I could only immediately go to the kitchen and plug in the power and start boiling the water, thinking that there seemed to be no tea at home, and it would be too rude to let the elders drink plain water.

"Nan Kite, in fact, I should have come to see you a long time ago, you woke up a few months ago, but I haven't had the courage to see you, today for my son, I had to be cheeky to come here to find you, your address was found in Xiao Cong's dash cam."

Her words were polite and polite, so I felt that I couldn't find anything wrong, so I could only sit quietly and wait for her words.

"Before, I was wrong, I didn't see which one was a good girl, and now that you're awake, can you give Xiao Cong another chance, I can see that this kid is very interested in you now."

There was no noise in the house except for the sound of boiling water, I pursed my lips before I said, "Auntie, I let you in today not because you are Su Cong's mother, but because I want to make my true thoughts clear to you, otherwise you will think that I am deliberately taking revenge on you and your son, I have to admit that I did have a good impression of Su Cong before, and I did want to marry him, but now I just want to live alone, not because of your son's relationship, just because of myself, Su Cong has the conditions and ability, I'm sure he'll find the right guy for him. ”

I can't say anything more heartless to her, for the simple reason that she plays the role of a mother today.

Seeing that my attitude was so categorical, she didn't say anything, just said that I should persuade Su Cong, but the only thing I can do now is to have nothing to do with Su Cong, and I won't do this kind of thing with a large amount of work and a low rate of return, not to mention that the hero of the incident is still myself, and in the end she didn't even drink a sip of freshly boiled water and left in a hurry.

The days went smoothly for another month, and I was not in a hurry to find a job in this month, because I put all my energy on Miao Miao, Miao Miao was pregnant again, and I was hired to be her personal caretaker in the name of beauty, but what I really had to do was to accompany her to eat, drink, play, sleep and sleep, thinking that I couldn't find any good job anyway, so it was better to accompany Miao Miao first.

I thought that if I accompanied Miao Miao, then my time would be taken up a lot, of course, the actual situation is naturally the same, because I have to take care of her, I have given up all the mobile games that I have been addicted to recently.

On this day, Miao Miao said that she wanted to eat strawberries, and her mother-in-law went to the so-called Lingshan to ask for a signature, so at noon, I took Miao Miao out to eat out, and then took Miao Miao to the supermarket after lunch.

Now this season, strawberries are rare, and in the end, strawberries were not bought, but they bought a lot of snacks, including squid and phoenix feet, potato chips and cola, in short, what pregnant women can't eat Miao Miao had the courage to buy anything, if it weren't for a person I controlled by the side, it is estimated that she would only buy snacks and not buy fruit.

After leaving the supermarket, Miao Miao said that she had some urine, so she asked me to wait for her outside.

After waiting for ten minutes, I didn't think it was right, why didn't Miao Miao come out so slowly, carrying two bags of heavy objects and preparing to look for her, but at this time he collided with the person behind him.

Fortunately, I had enough strength to keep the things in my hands from being knocked over, and the person who collided immediately apologized to me.

"Yan Beishen, Beishen!"

The back of that person was ninety percent similar to Yan Beishen, and I didn't think about it, so I put down the heavy object in my hand and ran towards the back, but when I ran to the person's side, he turned around and asked, "Recognize the wrong person." ”

It's true that I recognized the wrong person, although the back is very similar, and the figure is very similar, but no matter how much it looks like it, it is not my Yan Beishen, I am a little stunned, and I forgot to say sorry.

I thought that if I didn't think about him, if I didn't miss him, then I could hide that miss well, but today is just a similar back, I chased it out like a demon, what to do, what to do, Yan Beishen, I miss you so much, I really miss you.

I stood on the crowded street, and saw many people walking past me, everyone has hope for the future and life to continue to go, but where is my hope, I never knew that I would be so afraid, afraid that I would never be able to see my lover for the rest of my life, afraid that I am the only one in this world to resist the wind and snow in my heart.

Squatted down slowly, tears just snapped and smashed to the ground, how should I live in the future, the future, do I still have a future, what should I do, how should I live!

"Nan Kite, are you okay?"

I raised my head and glanced at the person who was bending over to look at me, it was actually Su Cong, I wiped my tears, "It's okay, my eyes are in the sand." ”

As she spoke, Miao Miao also appeared behind her, but now she was carrying two big bags of things, looking a little angry, Su Cong was a guy with good eyesight, and he immediately went up to help take the heavy object in Miao Miao's hand.

"Nan Kite, what are you running, I just got out of the toilet and saw you running here like crazy, is there a ghost chasing you behind!"

"I'm sorry, I'll explain it to you when I get back."

Before leaving, Su Cong told me that he was ready to go on a blind date, but he was still hesitant to meet, I looked at him and said, "Congratulations." ”

But after turning around, I found that the tears fell again somehow, it turned out that I thought of Yan Beishen pretending to be Gu Yanbai and deliberately said the word 'congratulations' when he learned that I was married, once the valve of this longing was opened, it could no longer be stopped, could I rely on these memories to spend the rest of my life in the future.