It was just a moment, and I couldn't stand up in pain, and I fell backwards, but as expected, I didn't fall to the ground.

"You're a girl, you actually have a trick!" The sound of Leng Si beating Yan Hai reached my ears, but at this time, I didn't have much strength to care about it, I could clearly feel the ice thorn feeling at the vertebrae was swimming along my body, and I felt that I might not survive.

Yan Beishen's handsome face was enlarged in front of me at this time, he hugged me very tightly, and shouted in a panic, "Kite, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't fight Leng Si!" ”

Leng Si also immediately let go of Yan Hai at this time, turned around and came to my side, and then quickly checked my pulse, and then his pupils shook slightly, and his words were a little trembling, "Yan Beishen, Nan, Nan Kite I'm afraid it's not good." ”

"You talk nonsense!" Yan Beishen pushed Leng Si away violently, and then I saw him walking towards Yan Hai, I couldn't turn around to look at Yan Beishen's expression, I just felt that I was getting colder and colder, colder and colder.

"Antidote! You give me the antidote, I let you go, let Yan He go! ”

Yan Hai was beaten at this time, and he only had one breath left, and his voice was a little panting, "Antidote, there is no antidote, Nan Kite is really a stupid girl." ”

I was so sleepy, more and more sleepy, I grabbed Leng Si's hand, and Leng Si immediately understood my intentions, "Yan Beishen, Nan Kite has something to say to you." ”

As soon as Leng Si's words were finished, Yan Beishen immediately returned to my side, and I shook his hand, "Yan Beishen, do you remember that I once said that I wanted you to be my surviving person, and I wanted you not to marry again for life, in fact, I lied to you, you must not be a widower." ”

I saw that Yan Beishen was already a little broken at this time, but the words he said were still comforting me, "Don't talk nonsense, we still have a lot of things to do, and when we return to Mocheng, we will have our own children, Nan Kite, don't be so ruthless, don't!" ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you, but you don't love me anymore."

Tears and blood in the mouth flowed out together, and I also completely entered a dark state at this moment, I couldn't hear any sound, I couldn't see any scene, the whole person stood up from the ground as if it was in the air, at this moment I saw the situation in front of me clearly, Yan Beishen was giving me artificial respiration, and Yan Dingchen was also standing a foot away with a blank face at this time, Kun Yu and Leng Si were hugging their heads and crying, and I only realized now that I was really dead, really not in that body.

When I was about to take a step forward, a gust of wind from somewhere blew me away, I was like smoke that had been blown away, and it was at this moment that I had no sense of 'self', and even the darkness no longer existed.

I don't know how time passes, I don't know if there is such a spatial ladder as the future past, and it is only after a long, long, long time that this dissipated 'self' slowly returns, but all this 'self' can see is a burst of light, followed by endless darkness and darkness, as if I have arrived in a place where there is nothing, and is this place a place of life and death, I don't know.

After a while, I felt that I could breathe, and a smell that I didn't smell very well entered my chest, and after struggling for a long time, I finally opened my eyes, and all I saw was white, where it was, I didn't remember it at all, and I seemed to hear something in my ears dripping.

"Kite, don't be afraid, I'll accompany you!" It was Yan Beishen's voice echoing in my ears, but why couldn't I see him, where was he.

"Yan Bei Shen, Yan Bei Shen."

"The patient is in a situation, go and inform Dr. Qin, go quickly!"

Patients, doctors, I'm back again, I'm alive again, but why am I not happy at all, why.

Three months later, Miao Miao held her one-year-old daughter to pick me up and discharge from the hospital, since I woke up, Miao Miao ran to the hospital almost every day, and under the detection of the hospital's precision instruments, it was finally determined that I was completely fine, and even the attending doctor said that it was a miracle that I could wake up after sleeping for two years.

In addition to Miao Miao, the person I saw the most was Su Cong, Su Cong was the first acquaintance I saw after I woke up, I heard the nurse in the hospital say that Su Cong would come to see me almost every day during the two years I was in a coma, and when I woke up, he happily hugged me, at that time I had no strength but to let him hold me, but my heart was a pool of stagnant water-like calm, I knew that I would not be happy in my life.

I told Miao Miao what happened after I fell into a coma, but Miao Miao said that it was just a long dream I had in the past two years, but I knew that it was not a dream, it would not be a dream, otherwise why would my heart keep hurting so much, Yan Beiyan, how are you now, I am so worried about you, I heard you say in a daze that you came to accompany me, what does that mean, do you want to seek death, no, no!

Miao Miao took me home, to be honest, it was really strange to return to this home of her own again, Miao Miao's daughter was very well-behaved, and she didn't make much trouble along the way, and she fell asleep sweetly after arriving at my house.

"Nan Kite, I know that if I tell you this now, you will definitely not listen to it, but Su Cong has been really good to you in the past two years."

Miao Miao had something to say, and I wasn't stupid, so I asked directly, "Didn't he get married a long time ago?" ”

I remember that two years ago, it was because of Su Cong's mother and his girlfriend that I was in the hospital for two years, and it would be false to say that I didn't hate it, but since I woke up, Su Cong was too attentive to me and made me feel uncomfortable.

"That woman simply wants to find Su Cong to be a pick-up man, Su Cong knew the truth soon after you fell into a coma, I originally thought he deserved it, but he said that he had already liked you, but he couldn't be that negative man, to be honest, Su Cong's performance in the past two years has been really good, and even Su Cong's mother, who has been opposed, has relented."

I smiled, "Miao Miao, I know you are kind, but I don't love Su Cong anymore, or I just have an infatuation with him, I may never love him." ”

"I know you're sad, if you really don't mean anything to Su Cong, then I'm definitely on your side."

At night, Miao Miao said that she wanted to stay at my house and sleep with me, but I also knew that today was the day when her husband was at home, so in the end I let Miao Miao go back, I didn't want Miao Miao to ring the doorbell as soon as she left, and it was Su Cong who I just met yesterday.

"Nan Kite, I brought you a lot of fruits and vegetables when you were discharged from the hospital today, you shouldn't have packed anything here, it just so happens that I am free tomorrow, otherwise you see me ......"

Su Cong is so enthusiastic about me now, I am not used to it, and when he was about to continue talking to himself, I interrupted him with a loud voice, "Su Cong, you have done enough, and now that I am awake, you don't need to feel guilty anymore." ”

Su Cong put the things on the table in one go, and then spoke, "Nan Kite, I like you, can we start from scratch." ”

His eyes were very sincere, and I knew that what he said liked was just a sense of responsibility because of guilt, if he really liked me, then he should have liked the relationship in the previous days, "Su Cong, I don't like you." ”

Too many explanations will make more and more mistakes, and only by being concise and concise can we make it clear.

Probably because I have been such an attitude towards Su Cong in the past three months, Su Cong was also a little embarrassed, turned around and was about to leave, I called out to him, "Wait." ”

He thought I had changed my mind, but I just gave him back all the things he sent, "I have your heart, but I don't need it, and we won't see each other again." ”

The next day, Miao Miao's husband said that in order to celebrate my discharge from the hospital, he held a simple party for me, and I am now ready to continue looking for a job, after all, most of the expenses in the past two years have been paid by Miao Miao and Su Cong, and Su Cong paid this money It was his obligation, and it was because of him that I would be like this, but I had to pay back the money owed to Miao Miao.

But when I arrived at the place where I ate, I felt speechless, Su Cong was actually there, Miao Miao saw that my face was displeased, so she hurriedly pulled me to sit next to her, but Miao Miao on my left hand side, and Su Cong on my right hand.

"Nan Kite, Su Cong's kindness to you in the past two years is obvious to all of us, and now you and Su Cong are also bitter, you are not too young, Miao Miao has given birth, you should hurry up." Miao Miao's husband said this with good intentions, but I was so uncomfortable to die, I didn't eat much, so I went to the bathroom under the pretext, and after I came out, I felt that I was breathing smoothly.

I didn't want Su Cong to come out of the private room, and it was not strange for him to see that I didn't go to the bathroom, "Nan Kite, you should hate me, but I really want to be with you, not for anything else, just because I really fall in love with you." ”

Su Cong's words were a little lonely and pitiful, if I had been in the past, I might have been moved by his pitiful appearance, but now I am an impregnable heart, "Su Cong, do you want face?" You say you're in love with me, but you tell me what you love about me, whether you love me stupidly, or if you love me and don't know anyone. ”

"Do you know, since you woke up, I have never seen half of my love in your eyes, can people who have been asleep for two years even fade their affection? If you want me to say exactly what I love you, I don't know, it's just that I realized it after you fell into a coma, I can't leave you anymore, no one will learn to make soup for me like you, no one will take my words to heart like you, Nan Kite, I won't give up, I've survived the past two years. ”

At this moment, I realized why I was infatuated with Su Cong before, if he was good-looking, but even Leng Si was several times better looking than him, now it seems that I am probably attracted by his seemingly gentle but selfish temperament, I am really blind.