Chapter 149: Kindness does not need to be repaid

This scene, just like when the sun is shining, I, Song Lingjian, and Han Sanxiao are chatting in the courtyard, everyone's faces maintain different shades of smiles, with the departure of Eleven Lang, there is a silent smile of the sea drift, everything seems very happy, and then suddenly a gust of wind blows out the sun, the mountain rain is coming, everyone gets up in a panic, and they all take shelter from the wind and rain in their respective directions, and no one cares about holding an umbrella for whom.

There was a sudden chill in my hands, and I shivered, and I woke up from this shallow dream of panic.

I immediately opened my eyes and vaguely saw someone standing next to me, holding a letter paper, and a bamboo butterfly that had just walked out of my hand.

I rubbed myself up and said, "You're here?" ”

Song Lingjian flipped the bamboo butterfly and looked at it, and said, "En." Where did this butterfly come from? ”

I stared at the letter in her hand, knowing that she must have read it, but even if she didn't read it herself, I would show it to her and say, "It's with it." ”

Song Lingjian said: "Yan is wrong? ”

"Yes." I thought about asking about Song Lingjianxin.

Song Lingjian said: "Did Yan Cuo go out today?" ”

I was stunned: "Why do you ask this?" Is there something going on? ”

Song Lingjian said: "Just ask, you haven't gone out all day, have you?" ”

My heart was beating fast and I shook my head: "No-"

Song Lingjian put the letter and the bamboo butterfly back in the envelope and put it back in my hand, at this time, I actually smelled a similar smell on her sleeve as Yan Cuo's body, the smell of wine and blood, but hers was stronger than Yan Cuo's, maybe because of more contact, or longer-

How can it taste the same? Have they been to the same place?

I grabbed her hand and asked, "You haven't been here for a day, where have you gone?" ”

Song Lingjian sneered: "When did you care so much about my whereabouts?" ”

"I'm afraid you're still angry with me, so you deliberately avoided me. I'm half-blind now, and I can't find you even if I want to. By the way, I think my eyes can faintly distinguish some colors today! ”

"Well, give the last few stitches in the evening. You can't use your eyes for too long, close it for a while when it's sour, rub your palms and cover it, and activate your blood. After that, Song Lingjian began to inject me, and the smell of wine on her sleeve became stronger, constantly fluttering on the side of my face, and it made me want to vomit.

I looked for something to divert my attention, and remembered that something seemed to have happened to Haipiao when I was in Zheng's Mansion during the day, so I asked, "What about Haipiao?" Why didn't I see him come to talk to me today? ”

Song Ling archer stopped and said, "Lying down, there is something wrong with you." ”

I was worried, "Is it possible to cure the disease that fell in the past?" ”

Song Lingjian said: "You just worry about yourself, he is in good health." ”

I suddenly remembered and said, "By the way, look at me, I just remembered that I prepared new clothes for you, and I didn't remember to take them out for you for a long time when it was cold, and this year's business is good, and the clothes and fabrics made for you are also very good, and I will find them for you laterβ€”and the sea drifters, you remember to bring them to him." ”

Song Lingjian said: "The silver is deducted from the monthly money." ”

I smiled and said, "Got it, it will." ”

This Song Lingjian likes everything clearly, making clothes for them every year, every year is this sentence, I don't bother to argue with her anymore, and finally symbolically deduct half a tael from the monthly money.

After applying the needle, the disgusting smell was finally far away, and I couldn't help but say, "Song Lingjian, what is on your sleeve, it tastes so strange?" ”

Song Lingjian raised his hand and sniffed it, frowning slightly, I can actually see her expression very clearly, it seems that this last shot is really very effective.

"Xu got it in the soup somewhere. I went back. ”

I stood up and said, "Wait, I'll get you the clothes, right away." ”

Song Lingjian nodded, I walked out, put my clothes in the embroidery room, and Song Lingjian also walked beside me with a lamp and candle.

When I arrived at the embroidery room, I went to rummage in the cabinet, Song Lingjian may not have entered my embroidery room for a long time, looked at the fiery red in the room and said, "Are these Zheng Jewel's wedding dresses and happy things?" ”

I replied, "Yes." The satin was all transported back from the imperial capital by Master Huang, and the material was excellent, slippery to the touch, like water flowing on his hands. ”

"Has Zheng Jewel's new wedding date been set?"

"I don't know, we haven't seen each other since she left......" I said weakly.

"She still has some kindness to you, and now she is seriously ill, so it doesn't hurt for you to go and see it if you have the chance." Song Lingjian actually said something that surprised me.

I stopped what I was doing, pretending not to know what was going on, and then said unexpectedly, "Is she sick again?" How soβ€”I thought you wouldn't like her very much, and you wouldn't like us to be in a relationship. ”

Song Lingjian stared at the candle flame and said: "I can't interfere with who you interact with, you are resentful, you always pull to be fair, and if you owe others, you always have to pay it back." ”

I glared at her and said, "Aren't they all friends, why do you have to be so clear, then you heal my eyes, do I also want to repay your kindness?" How do I report it? Do you have to pay for a pair of eyes? ”

Song Lingjian glanced at me thoughtfully.

I have found clothes, four pieces, in my arms, thick: "Song Lingjian, I don't like to hear the story of the tragic ending the most, because I am always afraid that one day, I will become the hero of a certain tragic story - we all have to be good, no one can change, okay?" ”

Song Lingjian took the clothes from my hand and flipped them absentmindedly: "Who told boring stories and felt emotionally on yourself?" ”

I was stunned and said, "Don't you think that what is happening around you is tragic and makes people feel desperate?" ”

Song Lingjian stared at me unexpectedly: "What did you hear?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I haven't heard anything, just the wrong thing between my father and Yan, I often feel bad when I think about it, I often dream of my father, I dream that he calls me Fei'er, I dream that he follows me every step of the way, saying that he wants to watch me grow up all the time, who knows what will happen in the future." ”

Song Lingjian glanced at me, picked up the lamp and said, "It's okay, don't always be trapped in something irreparable that has happened, let's go." ”

Song Lingjian took her clothes with Haipiao and left, and didn't even open them to take a look.

I went back to the room, hesitated with Yancuo's letter and the bamboo butterfly, and opened my eyes to look carefully for a while, and now my vision is much clearer, and I can basically see the appearance of the bamboo butterfly - why do I feel more and more as if I have seen it somewhere?

I didn't remember it for a long time, I have loved things like butterflies since I was a child, maybe my father made one for me when I was young.

I don't want to do so much, since this letter and this butterfly are Yan's fault, then I still have to return it in time, so as not to accidentally see that the thing is in my hand, thinking that I picked it up and refused to return it, and then the relationship will deteriorate again.

I put on my clothes and went to find Xia Xia, hoping that she would find a way to return Yan Cuo's letter quietly.

I knocked on Xia Xia's door and said, "Xia Xia, have you slept?" ”

Xia Xia's voice was a little relaxed, and said, "What's the matter?" ”

I whispered, "There's something I want you to help with." ”

Xia Xia opened the door and said, "Sister Fei, can you see clearly?" Come out in the middle of the night and don't light up? ”

Only then did I realize that I really didn't light the lamp, and all the way over, it seemed that I had also touched it with my eyes closed, and it seemed that I was used to being blind, and I forgot that I could open my eyes to see.

I laughed and said, "yes, I almost forgot that I wasn't blind - I want you to think of an idea to return this envelope to Yan Cuo, the thing he was looking for like crazy last time may be this envelope." ”

Xia Xia said strangely: "Sister Fei, where did you find it?" Why is it only being taken out now? ”

I thought about it and said, "It was Miss Zheng who picked it up last time and put it in the drawer in my room, I never remembered it, and I only remembered it when I was looking for something today." ”

Xia Xia nodded, took the envelope and said, "I'll find a chance to return it to him tomorrow." ”

I sighed and said, "Xia Xia, last time Yan was so fierce, can you not blame him?" He's deaf, and you let him- I'm not being biased with him, I'm just- I just thinkβ€”"

Xia Xia said: "Don't say it, I know-"

"Don't talk angry to Sister Fei, okay?"

"I didn't say anything angry, really-Sister Fei, I'm a little uncomfortable, I'll take care of this tomorrow, I want to rest first."

I almost heard Xia Xia's voice crying, I missed the time when Xia Xia always came to my room to sleep on a cold day, and forced a smile: "It's so cold, why don't you come to my house, the two of you sleep warmly." ”

Xia Xia refused, and said, "I have to get up early tomorrow, I'm afraid that I will wake up Sister Fei when I get up, next time." ”

I nodded my head, "Oh, well, you should rest early." ”

Xia Xia sighed and slowly closed the door, not leaving me, let alone sending me back to the room.

How did we come to this? How can we repair our current estrangement and return to our former intimacy?

Back in the room, it was difficult to fall asleep, and I pressed my eyes on the bed boringly according to Song Lingjian's method, it was indeed much more comfortable, and I was about to get up to change the seat of the small stove, when I suddenly heard a "boom" sound in the backyard - Yan Wrong?

I put on my clothes and quietly went out to the backyard.

When I was about to reach the backyard, I suddenly heard a cold voice, piercing the silence through the night, and sounding coldly: "I will make him pay the price and die a painful death in fear and torture - mother, when I finish all this, I will go to you, you wait for me on the road to Huangquan......"

My whole body is cold, what is Yan wrong talking to herself? What other revenge does he want to avenge? Could it be that he stayed here to recuperate just to wait for the right moment to take revenge? Does his life have no other meaning than revenge?

The sound of the door opening, the sound of footsteps, Yan Cuo should have come out of the room, I hid in the dark, trying to control my breathing, Yan Cuo wandered in the backyard for a while, and suddenly there was a gust of wind, and his movement disappeared?

I opened my eyes and looked, and there was no one in the courtyard - Yan Coo's way out over the wall?