Chapter 53: Hate is too hasty
At that moment, he was silent, yes, he tried to make himself laugh, to make himself happy, he didn't want them to know the pain in his heart, I was nothing in front of everyone, no matter friends, colleagues and family, I let myself live as before.
Lu Feng sat there in a daze, suddenly feeling so tired. He stretched his tired body and slumped into the soft bed. Every time I let go of all my pretense and be alone, the true emotions in my heart surged out like the sea that burst the embankment.
The pain that had been suppressed in front of people for a long time erupted like a volcano, burning myself, what kind of suffering it was, the tears behind the smile flowed into my heart, and then penetrated into my whole body drop by drop.
"Big lazy worm, get up quickly!" In the confusion of thoughts, Lu Feng's back suddenly came with a light blow, and he saw that Hongye was picking up the pillow on the side and making a gesture of wanting to fight, looking at him with a smile, with love and pity in his eyes.
Lu Feng didn't get up, a pale smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "You big villain, why do you want to beat me." "Actually, I like your naughty appearance, that innocent and cute, just like the immaculate sky in my childhood.
"I'm massaging you with a pillow!" Momiji felt great pain in his heart, but he didn't dare to show the slightest sadness, smiled and picked up the pillow, volleyed it down, and gently hit his head, as if beating his unspeakable heart at the moment.
Kaede, you know, I don't want to see your sad expression like this, and I don't want you to cry for me anymore, then I will feel very guilty and heartbroken. So please have to be happy, okay?
If one day, you see tears in the corners of my eyes, don't look gloomy, because I know in my heart that it is also happy to be haggard for a person. Tears are just another language I use to express myself.
Lu Feng put away his feelings, smiled and said: "Kitten, a friend had a birthday last night, looking at the tenderness and sweetness of the couple, I was really envious of each other. In fact, the focus of this sentence is on the unfinished meaning, I want to be with you.
"At first sight, the heart fell in love, and then the heart lingered. Get up early to think about it, and sleep late with its name. sighs and doesn't stay often, wandering in the figure. Momiji said that his chest hurt sharply, and all kinds of sourness and tenderness came to his heart, and he turned his head to wipe his face.
"Hey, it's a pity that I'm alone, and I'm about to get married if I like it, what should I do?" Lu Feng sighed faintly, looking indescribably lonely and helpless.
"Hurry up and find it, otherwise everyone else will snatch all the good ones." I heard that young people nowadays fall in love very early, don't you cheer up?! Lu Feng put the pillow over his face in disappointment, and the two fell into a long and oppressive silence.
After a long time, Lu Feng remembered the Mid-Autumn Festival recitation of the red leaves, so he said: "In the past few days, I took my lunch break to find a few good Mid-Autumn Festival poems for you from the literary website, but this patchwork and improvement work still needs you and me to study and discuss." ”
Hongye heard this, and the big stone in his heart was finally put down, fortunately with this good confidant, otherwise there were a lot of trivial things before marriage, and how could he have the effort to prepare for the Mid-Autumn Festival. She looked at Lu Feng happily and said, "I don't know if you are free this Sunday afternoon, I'll go to the library to find you after work, the environment is good, we can finish the repair slowly, how about it?" ”
"Well, that's a good idea, then I'll wait for you in the library!" Lu Feng nodded in agreement, but there was no joy on his face. Seeing that Momiji was about to finish packing up, he turned around and said goodbye: "You're also done, then I'll go home too." ”
The autumn breeze is light, the osmanthus is quiet, a kind of breath is flowing, and a faint refreshing fragrance is transmitting, which makes people feel refreshed and refreshed. Lu Feng sat alone in the library, looking at the time, it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon, and the red leaves were almost here.
Sure enough, a few minutes later, a smiling face poked out of the door, and Lu Feng hurriedly beckoned. Momiji handed over his library card and sat down in the back row. "Kaede, you've been waiting for a long time, then let's start work right away!" Momiji took out the prepared paper and pen from his pocket.
Sometimes waiting for someone is also a kind of happiness, since we can't change the ending, then we can only make the process happier. "I feel good here, I can pick up my favorite books for free, how comfortable, this is my ideal peaceful life." Lu Feng spoke calmly, but his expression contained deep emotion,
He paused and said: "And last time, although I invited you to eat KFC, but in the end, you waited for so long, I really can't help it, this time there is a chance to make up for it, I can't ask for it!" ”
Lu Feng pushed the script that had been arranged on the table to Hongye and asked him to review it: "This is a poem that I have carefully selected and thinks is suitable, you can take a general look at it first, and then we will negotiate how to improve it is the best." ”
The two whispered softly, and the advantage of sitting in the back row is also here, so that it does not affect others. After some patchwork, deletion, deletion, modification, addition, increase and decrease, the two looked at the finished trophy with a spring breeze on their faces, like warriors returning triumphantly.
Hongye was so happy that the corners of his mouth turned up, causing a crescent moon, and said happily: "It's finally done, this time we can show our skills at the Mid-Autumn Festival party." ”
The matter has been done, the two of them walked out of the library, Lu Feng's eyes were shining, and his expression was bright: "I listened to Aunt Hua's words yesterday, it was about the two of us, I was really happy to laugh haha, I didn't expect Hua Hua to have such a powerful insight, we all underestimated him." ”
"What did Hua Hua say? Let me haha! "At this time, Momiji is dressed in a brown-green autumn shirt with a white lace neck; Pale green pants and milky white high heels, it is simply a jade statue!
Lu Feng stared at her stupidly and said, "Hua Hua said that the uncle and aunt who came last time were playing around, laughing and laughing, and they can talk more, they are really a natural pair." But Aunt Hua immediately told him that the aunt would get married in more than two months. But you know how Hua Hua answered, he said that if you don't get married, a good relationship is the most important thing! ”
Momiji's ice-carved body twitched lightly in the sunset, staring at the floating clouds wandering in the sky with empty eyes, and said hoarsely: "No, how can you see it, we haven't talked much about it!" ”
"I also wondered, I have time to ask Hua Hua, this kid seems to have an unlimited future!" Lu Feng smiled comfortably and said meaningfully: "Seriously, sometimes we don't even have children to see it thoroughly. ”
Momiji's heart was stung fiercely, looking at his lonely back, and affectionate eyes, he said softly: "Why don't you eat in the cafeteria for dinner tomorrow, I'll bring you scrambled eggs, okay?" ”
Lu Feng's heart swelled with a warm current, and he said happily: "Well, I like to eat the fragrant scrambled eggs you burned with your own hands the most, it is the most delicious thing in the world, which makes me have a great appetite." ”
He stared at Momiji's pale and haggard face, and said with concern: "It seems that the rush of these days has exhausted you, and even your voice has become so hoarse, you have to protect your body well, otherwise our Mid-Autumn Festival recitation will leave regrets again."
"Yes, my throat was a little uncomfortable yesterday, and I had a hard time speaking today, I knew that I wouldn't go to Ningbo to buy a lot of things, it seems that Ningbo ...... both of us."
Hongye's eyes were slightly moist, and he blinked his eyes twice and said, "I have moved home with Aunt Hua's house, but he said that he has this and that he also has the things I bought, which is really unreasonable." Alas, this is not easy! ”