Chapter 52: Returning to the Dream Without Remorse

In order to make up for the guilt in his heart, Lu Feng thought for a while and said, "I heard that you are going to recite poetry at the Mid-Autumn Festival party, why don't I accompany you to the stage to recite it!" "Since he was a child, he has loved recitation, and once recorded a cassette tape for Momiji on a hot summer day, which contained the poems he recited, as well as touching stories.

"I can't ask for it, but with you by my side, my heart is much more steady. I remember the tape you gave me, I listened to it many times, and I was very touched by the story in it. "Thinking of the good times we had together at that time, a warm smile escaped from the corner of Momiji's lips, but this time I am afraid that it will be our last swan song.

"Is the poem you're going to recite ready?" Lu Feng asked carefully. As for recitation, which is one of his hobbies, he will record his favorite articles with background music when he has free time, so he has persisted for more than ten years, and he also has a lot of experience in grasping the skills of recitation.

"Not yet, I've been busy with work lately, and I'm also busy with things at home. Aunt Hua will be off next Wednesday, and I have made an appointment with her to go to Ningbo to buy some wedding utensils. You can help me find it on the Internet, about the Mid-Autumn Festival poetry, trouble you. Momiji entrusted me politely.

Although the words of the wedding utensils were said very lightly, they fell on Lu Feng's ears, but they were as piercing as a cold wind. I don't regret my dreams, I just hate being too hurried. Lu Feng smiled solemnly, full of tiredness, and said slowly: "Don't worry, I will definitely do this for you." Go to bed early! Let me in my dreams, reflect on your smile, with my wordless apologies, sleepless tonight. ”

A hazy moon was emerging from the thin wing-like transparent clouds, shining with a silvery glow. Momiji stared for a long time, dazed. In the past few days, watching the young lady busy with marriage, the kind of hard work but happiness is busy, she said, "I knew I was so tired, I wouldn't get married", saying so, but the sweetness of the newlywed has already overflowed.

It's just that I am getting more and more painful under her happiness and sweetness, without you, I have no right to happiness for a long time. There used to be you 24 hours a day, every minute and every second, but now that every minute and every second of happiness has turned into ashes, and it has turned into every minute and every second of pain, and endless thoughts about you.

Autumn comes with the sound of falling leaves, and the morning is as fresh as dewdrops. The sky glows softly, clear and ethereal, making one want to hear the singing of a high-flying lark, just as looking at the blue sea and thinking of a white sail. The sunset is the wings of time, and when it flies away, there is a moment of extremely brilliant unfolding, so the twilight.

It's almost evening, there is no news from Hongye, and I don't know if the dowry has been bought, Lu Feng didn't feel at ease so he called over and asked: "Is it going well today, what good things to bring me, I like small and delicate souvenirs." ”

Momiji was carrying a big bag in his left hand, answering the phone with his right hand, and said busily: "We're almost there, there are a lot of things, can you come to the station to pick us up?" ”

It seems that he is really timely and can help Momiji, although the things he moved are not what he expected, but Lu Feng's eyes are still resolute, and he is obligated to say: "Okay, then I will leave now and come to pick you up." ”

Stepping on the bicycle, Lu Feng rushed to the door of the waiting station. The whistle whistles in the distance sounded, telling how much reunion and separation. Rolling red dust, fate comes and goes, I already know that what belongs to me will be a good time, even if it is a mixture of sorrow and joy, I will cherish it.

"Lu Feng, we're here." In the crowded crowd, Lu Feng stretched his neck, looked up, and saw that the red leaves were waving their hands and smiling at him, their hands and back were full of items, and they wanted to come here to gain a lot. Lu Feng took a few steps forward, took the objects in their hands, and chuckled: "After buying so much, you can open a commissary."

The three of them found an empty corner, Lu Feng took off Hongye's backpack, put it on his shoulder, looked at them after a hard day's work, and said, "Put the heavy objects on the frame, I'll just push it away, and you can relax a lot." It's getting late, and it's too much trouble to go home for dinner now, or let's go to the nearby wonton shop together, I often go there, and it tastes good. ”

"That's fine, let's rest there first, and then it's not too late to go home." Momiji said tiredly. The night is getting thicker, and at this time, night stalls have been set up on both sides of the street, and not long after the three of them walked, Lu Feng pointed to one of the signboards and said: "That's it, let's have a bowl each, haha, a bowl of big wontons for five yuan may kill your stomach." ”

Walking into the store, I first found a free table, put the bag full of luggage at the bottom of the table, and Momiji took out the book from the backpack and said, "Kaede, I don't know what to buy for you, so I'll give you this "Reader"." ”

"Heh, it's okay, books are the best food for thought." Lu Feng took the book and flipped through it roughly, and said, "Yes, you haven't read it yet, it's not too late to give it to me when you're done." ”

At this time, Aunt Hua looked at the objects at the bottom of the table, and said to Hongye worriedly: "How can you bring this big pile of things to a girl's house, and your family's road at night is not easy to walk." Why don't you leave it at my house first, and you can ask Feng to drive over and pick it up when you have time. ”

"I can't help it, that's all I have for now." Hongye looked at them with some embarrassment, and said gratefully: "That's going to be hard work for Aunt Hua and Kaede again." ”

"Haha, you are polite to us, it should be, what is our relationship!" Lu Feng smiled heartily, but there was an indescribable depth in the depths of his eyes. True love is not to love you because of what you can bring me, but to be ready to accept all that you bring because of love for you.

Although Lu Feng at this time gave people a pleasant feeling, when he fell into Hongye's eyes, he seemed to see a wisp of inexplicable sadness. She knew that in order to fulfill his promise, Lu Feng needed to endure the pain in his heart, and on this road of no return of love, he might be stabbed all over his body, and even lose his original clean smile.

After the three of them solved the problem of food and clothing, they packed their luggage and went to Aunt Hua's house. When she came downstairs, Aunt Hua raised her voice and shouted, "Huahua, come down and move things." ”

Soon a lean boy staggered down the stairs, and when he saw the three of them full of belongings, his feet jumped and he exclaimed, "Wow, you have bought so many things!" I'll help you move it up. ”

Fortunately, Aunt Hua's house was on the second floor, and it didn't take much effort to move all the supplies. Seeing that the victorious goods that had been busy for a day were safely transported home, Momiji finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'll first sort out the items I bought today, and take away what I can take first." ”

Aunt Hua was also helping to count the items, and soon the ground became dazzling, which really opened Lu Feng's eyes. "Ha, you have bought all the pots and pans, which is really amazing. And this pair of music cups is also quite novel, and I will buy a pair when I get married one day. ”

The red leaves are in the eyes, and the pain is in the heart. I suddenly remembered a song in my ears, "You have worked so hard, I know better than anyone else", your smile vaguely reveals loneliness. I remembered what a friend said to me on the phone that day, and I told him that I was fine, and he said, "Your smile is a tearful smile, and your goodness is good in disguise".

"Hey, there's a big vase, it seems that it's not easy for you two today, and even this fragile item has been moved all the way for you." Lu Feng's voice gradually dimmed, and finally fell silent, if this dowry was mine, how good it would be. He slowly sat on the edge of the bed next to him in a daze.