Chapter Forty-Seven: It's Over Before It Begins?

Is it true that when people are not satisfied, unsatisfactory things will come one after another?

I went to the supermarket and met Zhou Qiyao.

It's a blessing or a curse, it's a disaster that can't be avoided, she saw me from afar, I can't run away at this time, and I can't pretend that I don't know her, so I can only go up and say hello to her.

"Senior sister, why are you here?" I grinned and ......

"Little girl, what a coincidence." She was also grinning with a smile on her face.

"That's right!" If it was a cartoon, I must have a big drop of sweat on my face!

I looked at Zhou Qiyao alone, pushing a big shopping cart full of things.

"Senior sister, you buy so many things alone?" I asked.

She looked at the shopping cart under her hand and smiled.

"Isn't this going abroad, thinking about buying more things, otherwise you won't be able to use domestic things abroad in the future." She pulled out a pack of biscuits.

"Oh, look, this is Yihua's favorite biscuit, I'm afraid that it won't be easy to buy abroad, so I bought a lot!"

What does she mean by that? Is she going abroad with Senior Yihua?

"Senior sister, are you going abroad too?" I asked.

"Oh, forget it, you know anyway, don't tell others, I'm going to study in the United States with Yi Hua, Yi Hua is low-key, I don't want to tell others, you have to keep it a secret for me!" As he spoke, he stuck out his tongue and blinked his eyes.

Senior Yi Hua is going to study abroad with Zhou Qiyao, and he won't go to college with me, I don't know when he made this decision, maybe he didn't want to study with me in college from the beginning, he used to just lie to me and make me happy.

My eyes widened, I didn't know what to do for a while, I didn't speak, I didn't walk, I just stood there, I only heard my heart beating fast, and it was very uncomfortable.

I can't even laugh anymore, I'm just stupid there.

"Senior, senior!" Zhou Qiyao shook her hand in front of my eyes.

"Senior sister, I suddenly thought that I had something to do, so I left first." I want to say goodbye to Zhou Qiyao quickly, otherwise I won't be able to hold back my tears for a while, so that she doesn't know what she will think when she sees it.

Before she could speak, I had already dropped the things I had picked out in the basket, and disappeared in front of Zhou Qiyao as soon as I ran, and I really couldn't hold back the tears as I ran, although they didn't flow out, but they were in my eyes, and I couldn't see the way clearly.

Originally, it was cloudy, but it would be fine, and it rained directly, and this weather can really see us humans, knowing my current mood, and deserving of the weather to cater to me.

I didn't have an umbrella with me, I was running, the rain was on me, my face, my hair, I didn't feel it anymore, the rain and the tears that fell merged together.

I'm not a particularly crying person, I try to endure everything in life, even if I'm feeling very uncomfortable now, but I endure it and only allow some tears to fall.

I suddenly felt that the more than a year I spent with Senior Yihua was fake, I may have never known Senior Yihua, and Senior Yihua has never put me in his eyes.

......

"Pan Pan, where have you been, you don't bring an umbrella!" I was already home, and my mother told me that I was soaking wet and couldn't bother watching TV, so I hurried to the toilet and got me a towel.

"It's okay, I forgot to bring an umbrella." The eye circles were red, but fortunately I didn't cry a lot, so my eyes were not swollen, and I tried my best not to let my mother see my red circles.

My mother touched my hair like a puppy, wiping it with a dry towel, and I didn't say anything, and I didn't say anything.

"What's wrong?" My mother also looked down at me, she was my mother, how could she not know how I was, if I was unhappy, she could see at a glance, although I didn't say anything, but this atmosphere could also let her know that I was in a bad mood.

"Mom......" I looked at her, looking aggrieved.

"Yo, why are you crying?" My mother saw the red circles under my eyes and the grievances aroused by my mother's words, and tears were ready to come out.

"Mom, I don't know what to do?" I'm already choking up, and I can't hold back in front of my mother.

"What the hell is going on? Who bullied you? Mom said.

I didn't reply, I just gasped, a little excited, and I couldn't calm down for a while, because I was holding back and had some convulsions.

I don't know how to tell my mother that because others don't like me, I'm so wronged and uncomfortable.

After calming down a little, I told my mother that I was under heavy study tasks and the pressure of art, and after a hasty explanation, I ran into the room.

I don't think my arguments are convincing at all.

I used to think that time passed very slowly, but when I was frustrated, time passed quickly, and when I was twisting and writhing, I was at a loss, and I really wanted to part with Senior Yihua.

I was silent in my own sadness, and I had one thing in my heart every day, remembering that day Zhou Qiyao went to the supermarket to buy things, food, drink, and daily necessities, just like the newlyweds procuring what the family needed, and she was purchasing for Senior Yihua, she was his wife, and Senior Yihua was her husband.

It was the first time in several months that I took the initiative to contact Senior Yi Hua, and I didn't have the courage to call him, so I sent a text message asking him to meet him at the place where we first met.

Like that time, I arrived at the agreed place early, and I still sat on the bench, but I was no longer in the mood I was in at that time, even if I didn't sleep for three days and three nights, I couldn't sleep at this time.

Senior Yi Hua walked towards me, still that teenager, looking good, I haven't had time to confess yet, nothing has happened to us yet, is it going to end now, how I want to go back When I first met, if I go back, I must confess to Senior Yi Hua earlier.

But if I confess, will I be accepted?

"Pan Pan, long time no see." He was still smiling, still as usual.

It's been a long time, obviously I've seen it at school, but a sense of distance can't be said, I don't actually have any thoughts, it's already like this, I just want to say goodbye to him.

"Senior....." I smiled too, not very natural.

"I've been a little busy lately, and I've been a little busy lately, and I haven't been out with you for a long time." You mean Yang Jiaxin and them, it seems that he not only did not contact me, but also did not contact Yang Jiaxin and them, he is really busy, he is going abroad, and he must be busy preparing a lot of things.

"Mmmm, I'm about to go to a training camp, I'm very busy." I say.

"You can also go to the school where I take classes, it's good, and the admission rate is also great, you go, I'll say hello to the teacher, so I can take care of you." He said, smiling brightly.

It's a really beautiful smile that I really want to have.

The school where Yihua's seniors trained is really good, and many art students in the province go to that school, and there are many people who broadcast and dance.

In fact, I have always been willing to go to this school, and I told my mother before, and my mother agreed.

"Good!" I just said one word lightly.

"Senior, are you ready?" I say.

Senior Yi Hua paused at first, and then asked me, "What is it?" ”

"College stuff, isn't this about to start?" Actually, it's not summer vacation yet.

"I haven't taken the college entrance examination, and I haven't written the eight characters yet." Senior Yi Hua said.

"Oh....." I lowered my head and didn't look at him, in fact, I listened to what he said, and my heart was already flying and I didn't know where to go.

Maybe Senior Yi Hua didn't want to tell me that he was going abroad, or maybe he had forgotten the things he agreed with me.

"Senior, no matter what, you have to be good, I'll do my best." I suddenly poured a sentence of chicken soup, and it occurred to me that this was actually what I was expecting.

Senior Yi Hua was also stunned by this sudden chicken soup, and then smiled at me.

"Okay, you have to be good too." These words are more like saying goodbye, and I hope that the other party will be okay when saying goodbye, because we may not see each other again in the future.

Bright things flashed in front of my eyes, a ray of sunshine hit us, it was that thing that was too dazzling, I saw the bracelet on Senior Yihua's hand at a glance, compared to the last time I saw Zhou Qiyao, this is obviously a men's model, not so good-looking, but it symbolizes something.

"Senior Yihua, I want to ask you something, is it okay?"

"Yes." We walked side by side.

What to ask him, who does he like? Or do you ask him when he's going to tell me he's going abroad? Or ask him why he didn't keep the agreement?

I thought for a moment, "Will you still be admitted to the Central Academy of Fine Arts?" ”

"I'll fight for it, it's not easy to get in, but I'll do my best."

"Senior, do you treat me as a friend?" I asked.

Senior Yi Hua didn't expect me to say this.

"Definitely!" He said.

"Is there something you haven't told me?" I asked tentatively, I didn't want to say it explicitly, I couldn't say it, I was scared in my heart.

"Huh? It's nothing. Senior Yi Hua scratched his head, it was really a look of not knowing anything, if it wasn't for Zhou Qiyao telling me, I might really think it was like this.

"yes, okay." I say.

I was in no mood to listen to it anymore and say anything more, I just remember that I didn't know what nerves I had at the time, and I left Senior Yihua and ran away by myself.

The college entrance examination is at the beginning of June, the teacher arranged for us to arrange the examination room, and we also took the college entrance examination for the blessing, we can have a two-day holiday, everyone is excited, but the school teacher will easily let us go, and assign a bunch of homework, so that we can review at home with peace of mind, because after the college entrance examination is our final exam, we can't take it lightly.

This time it was our group's turn to be on duty, and it was also unlucky, but we encountered such a big cleaning as arranging the examination room.

After the college entrance examination, am I going to have nothing to do with Senior Yihua anymore, this love I imagined has ended before it has even begun?