School is about to start in a blink of an eye, and I didn't take the initiative to contact Senior Yihua throughout the holiday, I always have some thoughts in my heart, but I can't say it, and I can't say it to anyone.

The start of school is imminent, this is also the last semester of the second year of high school, for Senior Yihua, it is the last semester in the experimental middle school, just a few months later, he will go abroad, I don't know which country to go to, I don't know who to go with, I don't know anything.

Maybe my dream at the beginning was wrong, what I was pursuing may seem worthless in the eyes of others, and others may not care about your dreams at all, and they don't care about you as a person at all.

"What do you think?" Wang Yijia was fascinated by what I thought of, and shook his hand in front of my eyes.

That's when I was pulled back to my senses, "Oh, it's okay, let's go, the opening ceremony is about to begin." ”

I quickly returned to the classroom and put down my school bag, the music in the playground outside had already sounded, this music seemed to be called "Athletes' March", anyway, it was the volume that accompanied everyone from childhood to adulthood, all sports meetings and various ceremonies.

The whole school is noisy, the corridor is also crowded, the students are walking outside one by one, everyone in the corridor is more careful, the school stampede that was broadcast on the news before also scared us, we are all sorry for our lives.

While the classmates were walking, chatting about their gossip and chatting about the ground, I just walked with my head down, Lingluo holding my hand, and telling me something about what I didn't have.

"Yi Hua ......" I heard Senior Yi Hua's name from a distance, it was a girl's name, the voice was not very loud, I looked up, it was in front, separated by two people, Senior Yi Hua was walking in front, next to Zhou Qiyao and some classmates I didn't know.

As if I had made a mistake, I quickly avoided my gaze and stood still.

"What's wrong?" Lingluo tilted her head to look at me.

"Eh, let's go......"

"Don't get in the way......" Some of the students in the back were stopped because they stopped, and they complained about me.

I moved to the side, and the whole person was almost stuck to the wall, and Lingluo was looking at me in confusion.

The crowd was surging, and I couldn't see Senior Yi Hua and Zhou Qiyao for a while, so I took a step forward, and Lingluo kept looking at me, I go, she goes, I stop, she stops.

"What's wrong with you?" Lingluo asked me anyway.

"Oh, it's okay, I was just thinking about things." I just made up an excuse casually, I really don't know what to say, do I want to say, am I because I want to avoid Senior Yihua, I used to make up for him, and now I still avoid it, maybe others will not believe it when I say it.

"Okay." Ling Luo didn't think much about it, she definitely couldn't think of this layer either.

We are like doing recess exercises, men and women stand in two rows, each teacher, school leaders began to say all kinds of words on the stage, chattering, in fact, everyone tacitly, who would have the mind to listen to what the teachers said, from childhood to adulthood, it was those words, changing the soup but not the medicine.

Although it is already spring, the temperature is still a little low, I can't help but shiver, I still stand at the back of the line as before, it used to be convenient to see Senior Yihua, and now I don't seem to have that mind, but I am used to it.

Wang Yijia went to class 8 and will never stand next to me again, but he also stands at the back of the line like me, the second class and class 8 are separated by five classes, but the students in the back row look over from the back and can see the bottom at a glance.

So I saw Wang Yijia, I waved to greet him, and he responded to me, looking at him standing alone, it was a little lonely.

This feeling of loneliness may just be that I feel lonely in my heart.

I don't know how long it took for this opening ceremony to end, and we were all impatient, and we couldn't stand on our feet, so I shook my legs and made a stretching motion.

"It's finally over, Pan Pan, it's still early, do you want to go to the commissary?" Lingluo came and took me by the hand.

"Okay." I agreed, thinking that I would be in time for the morning, and I hadn't eaten breakfast yet, so I would go to the commissary and buy some bread and milk.

There are still so many people in the commissary, and there will always be a lot of people in the commissary in our school, all of whom are delicious ghosts, thinking that this commissary must make money, otherwise I will go to which school to open a commissary in the future.

After buying things, we should also go to the classroom, and if the head teacher goes later, we should say that we know how to eat all day and will not go back to the classroom early.

Unfortunately, as soon as we went out, we ran into Zhou Qiyao who came over, alas, really, I can meet anyone if I don't want to.

"Elementary school girl." Zhou Qiyao is very enthusiastic, I have always wondered, I am not familiar with her, why is she always so enthusiastic about me.

"Senior sister, are you here to buy something too?" Nonsense, isn't it a shopping thing or an outing to come to the commissary.

"Well, I'll buy Yihua breakfast." She smiled.

I'll go, she did it on purpose, she said it to me on purpose.

"Hehe, okay, then I'll go first." I was embarrassed and wanted to walk away quickly.

"Zhou Qiyao, you promised to help me give this to Yi Hua last time." A girl walked next to her, with a red face and something like a letter in her hand, talking to Zhou Qiyao.

I didn't want to hear it, but out of curiosity, I didn't take a step before I could take a step.

"Xiaoxiao, it's not that I don't want to help you, Yi Hua has already told me last time, he already has someone he likes, and it won't help you to send these again." Zhou Qiyao said to the girl.

Like someone? Senior Yihua has someone he likes, and he has never said it to me, and Zhou Qiyao knows everything, no matter who he likes, or he wants to study abroad, Zhou Qiyao knows everything, but what about me, I don't know anything, maybe Senior Yihua's favorite person is Zhou Qiyao, so I am willing to tell her everything.

I couldn't take it anymore, so I buried my head and walked forward, and Lingluo chased after me.

"Pan Pan, what does she mean? Senior Yihua has someone you like? Lingluo caught up with me and asked.

"I don't know." I don't have a good tone.

"Are you alright, what the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, who does Senior Yihua like, it's his freedom, he doesn't like me anyway." My tone was choked up.

"Pan Pan, I don't think Senior Yi Hua will like others, I think he just likes you, otherwise he wouldn't ......"

"Okay, don't say it, you heard it too, Zhou Qiyao said that he has someone he likes, who do you say, is it me? It's me, how did I not know? "The more I talked, the more excited I became.

"I think what he likes is Zhou Qiyao, otherwise he wouldn't tell her everything, even when he went abroad."

Ling Luo was a little surprised, "Going abroad? What are you going abroad? ”

"I don't know, I don't know anything about Senior Yihua, he won't tell me anything, I don't want to say it, go back to the classroom." I couldn't hold back my tears and ran back to the classroom.

Later, I don't know if it's my inferiority complex, or what's the reason, I gradually stopped contacting Yihua seniors, sometimes I met at school, and it was just a simple hello, and I just responded to him coldly when he came to me, maybe he was also puzzled, obviously how did he become stranger.

When his art results came out, I didn't ask, maybe I was running away, knowing in my heart that he was going abroad, not the one who agreed with me to go to the Academy of Fine Arts.

At that time, I didn't know that there were only a few months left, and I still spent all my time getting angry with Senior Yihua, and how much time I wasted.

On the playground, spring comes, the four seasons are as usual, physical education class is rare to make people relaxed, there is no homework trouble, there is no boredom of drawing, boys play basketball, girls sit on the lawn to chat, play.

"Pan Pan, what's wrong with you lately, I feel like I'm always on my mind." Lingluo and I leaned against each other, feeling the spring breeze.

"I'm fine." I said lightly.

"Don't hide it from me, don't you even tell me now?"

"I ......"

Lingluo sat up straight, and I almost fell.

"Aren't you just because Senior Yihua has someone you like? I didn't understand that you were so sullen, no matter what you said, you should ask, he admitted it himself. ”

Alas, that's true, but I don't have the courage to ask him.

"Alas....." didn't know what to say for a while, just depressed.

"Don't sigh." Lingluo came to comfort me.

"I don't know how to ask him." I say.

"Just ask." Lingluo probably didn't know what was going on in my heart.

"Let me think again!"

I'm just looking for a reason to prevaricate, no matter what, I can't go to Senior Yihua to ask, Zhou Qiyao has already said that Senior Yihua is going abroad, and if there is someone he likes, maybe he just wants to go abroad with the person he likes.

There may be so many unsatisfactory things in life, and falling out of love is one thing.

"However, you have to go to the province for training next semester, right?" Lingluo asked.

I didn't care about it myself, and I didn't think to inquire about which school was better, but Lingluo reminded me.

"You don't have to go to the province, there are schools here." I say.

"However, it seems that all the people who study art in our school go to the province for training, and the school here is not very good, so you should go to the province."

Indeed, most of the students who study art in the small city go to the province for training, and the province is more prosperous, there is everything, there are first-class teachers, success or failure is in one fell swoop, so everyone wants to use the best, go to the best school, and have the best teachers.

"Let's go back and talk to my mom in the evening." I say.

"Well, I'm sure you'll make it." Lingluo's vows really gave me a lot of encouragement.

"Good!" I also made a struggle face, and I told myself that no matter what, since I have chosen, I must work hard and not disappoint the expectations of those who care about me.