"I just want you......"

I was stunned, staring at Wang Yijia with wide eyes, and the hot white smoke rushed straight to our faces, and I couldn't see Wang Yijia's expression clearly.

Wang Yijia may also reflect it.

"I mean, I just need you a friend." He said.

My nervous mood was relieved, "Oh oh......"

But I'm still recalling his words, it's very ambiguous, which makes me a little embarrassed, but fortunately I misunderstood.

"How can anyone make me one friend?" I say.

He stopped talking, picked up chopsticks and ate powder, and I didn't speak anymore, and I also picked up chopsticks and ate powder.

After eating and drinking, we went back to pack our things and headed to the station.

There is no subway in the small town, and it is the first time I have taken the subway when I am so old, although there are many people and it is very crowded, but I am still full of curiosity, which is also an experience.

......

After I went back, I went by day after day, every day was to go to class, paint, eat, sleep...... Such a cycle of death, adults always say, just survive these three years, it will be easy, these three years in life are the most important, and so on.

The high school years were so fulfilling, I woke up at six in the morning and went to bed at twelve in the evening. For parents, high school should be studied, there should be only study, everything else is a floating cloud, as long as you survive the three years of high school, your life will be different.

I'm still going through our high school years.

At the class meeting, the head of the year group was talking about all kinds of chicken soup and various tasks on the radio, and we all listened to it without paying attention, and we were all busy with our own things.

"Okay, I want to praise Wang Yijia for winning the first place in this provincial English competition, Wang Yijia is our role model, and each of our students should learn from him......"

I'll go, Wang Yijia is really amazing, others may not know, but I witnessed the whole process, he didn't have to review a few days before the game, and he was sick the day before the game, so he can get good results, it's really good!

"Eh, your childhood sweetheart is really powerful, no wonder you don't like me." Cheng Ming looked at me as if he was watching the excitement from the sidelines, with a look of ill will.

"It's a little more powerful than you, but I heard that Jing Shi recently won the championship of the provincial piano competition, this one is even more powerful!" Two days ago, I called Senior Yi Hua and mentioned Cheng Ming, Senior Yi Hua told me.

I was so scared, Cheng Ming had nothing to say, I originally wanted to see my unhappy appearance, but now I am the general of the army, and I secretly rejoice.

"Do you like Yihua or that childhood sweetheart?" Cheng Ming smiled sheepishly.

"What's the matter with you?" I don't like to tell him that.

"Could it be that you like me! Ha ha. "I really don't know, Cheng Ming looks harmless, but what he does is very different from his innocent face.

"I don't like you, I like no one who likes you." I gave him a blank look.

I'm also wondering if my relationship with Wang Yijia is too close, causing others to misunderstand that we are a couple, but our relationship is good, and I don't want to give up friendship because of those gossips, after all, Wang Yijia himself said that I am such a friend.

"Forget it, forget it, I won't tell you, I'm doing my homework." I saw that Cheng Ming was still looking at me, as if he wanted to say something, in order to prevent him from talking, I choked his words back first.

I ignored him, I started to write my homework, I have to do my homework quickly every day, and I still need to go to the art classroom to paint in the following time, although I don't say it's mandatory to go, but I'm almost not absent every day, sometimes other students are lazy, and I'm the only one in the empty art classroom, but I'm insisting, I think, my congenital conditions are not good, then I'll work hard the day after tomorrow, how can I catch up with the pace of Yihua seniors if I don't work hard.

The art classroom was empty, and sometimes I was a little scared when I was alone, so I put on my headphones and listened to the songs, and turned up the sound so that I was not frightened by the gloomy atmosphere around me.

Although I said that I studied liberal arts, I didn't need to do physical chemistry questions, but the long essays on history and politics were really difficult to write, and every homework was a dense one, and my grades have improved a lot since the second year of high school.

"Pan Pan." Between classes, someone outside the classroom was calling me, it was Li Mengli from Class 8, I have always been very strange, she can go to Class 8 must be a person at the level of a scholar, why should she learn to paint.

Li Mengli and I only met when I was in the studio, she is in class eight, and her grades are good, but she likes to paint since she was a child, and it was not easy to persuade her parents to learn to paint, she is very serious, she wants to go to the art classroom to paint every day, but their top class is not so idle than our ordinary class, sometimes she can't find time to go, she will be sad for a long time.

So, she would come to our class and ask me to go to the art class with her, because she knew that I would definitely go every day.

"Here we go!" I quickly packed up my books and took out my pencil case from under my desk, "Lingluo, I'm going to draw, bye-bye!" ”

People who are better than me work harder than me, what reason do I have not to work hard, since I know what I want, then work hard, but also to be able to get closer to Yihua seniors.

The temperature has gradually cooled down, another year Christmas is coming, I think of last year's Christmas, last year I just met Yihua senior, a year has passed in a blink of an eye, a lot has happened this year, I have grown a lot, I pulled the coat I wore outside the school uniform, a little cold.

......

Christmas has passed, New Year's Day has passed, my final exams have passed, and the most important national art examination has passed.

Although I didn't take the exam myself, I was more nervous than anyone in the exam room, and I could only be nervous, I couldn't go to Senior Yihua to accompany me, I could only nest in the room and be nervous, I didn't know what his situation was, I didn't know if the exam was over, I didn't know anything, I could only worry in my heart.

I remember, on the day Senior Yihua came back, I saw him coming back in Zhou Qiyao's car, they were talking and laughing, and there was a sense of relief on their faces after the exam, I didn't catch up, it was too long, we hadn't seen each other for a long time, some embarrassment, some strangeness, or I was unhappy when I saw the intimacy between Senior Yihua and Zhou Qiyao, and I didn't know what it was.

In the evening, Senior Yi Hua invited us to sing, some people I don't know, are senior Yi Hua's classmates in the third year of high school, they are all unfamiliar faces to me, Senior Yi Hua is very happy, saying that it is to celebrate after the exam, look at his appearance, there must be no problem with the exam, so I didn't ask him again.

They sing, drink and play games, I'm not a familiar person, there are so many people I don't know, I'm a little uncomfortable, the air in the box is not very good, some seniors smoke, for me, it's really a bit of a torment.

"Lingluo, I'll go outside and get some air." I said to Lingluo that only Lingluo and Yang Jiaxin were present.

"I'll accompany you." Ling Luo said, but at this time, Yang Jiaxin came over, handed the microphone to Ling Luo, and the song they ordered began.

"It's okay, you can sing, I'll be back in a while." I waved my hand and walked out.

There was a cold wind outside, and I had a breath of white smoke, and even though it was a little cold outside, it was better than in the box.

"Elementary school girl."

"Senior sister, why did you come out?" I didn't expect to meet Zhou Qiyao here.

"It's too stuffy inside, and I want to come out and breathe." She smiled and squinted.

"yes, I also felt bored and came out." I said respectfully.

"It's still comfortable outside." She took a puff, a little cold, and shivered slightly.

"......" The two of them were silent for a while, very embarrassed, and the whole space was only the white smoke exhaled by the two of us.

"That, senior sister, how did you do in the exam?" I broke the silence and thought I should congratulate her too.

"It's okay." She smiled, "But, Yi Hua doesn't seem to be able to pass the test." ”

"Ah......h

"No, I think Senior Yihua is very happy today, I thought he did well in the exam." I thought that Senior Yi Hua was very successful in the exam, so I didn't ask him.

Zhou Qiyao came over to hold me, and I noticed the bracelet on her hand, because there was a heart on it, and it looked very good.

"I may not be able to take the Central Academy of Fine Arts, but Yi Hua doesn't care, anyway, he plans to go abroad." Zhou Qiyao held me and whispered next to me, sounding like she was very happy.

"Going abroad?" I looked at her in disbelief, I had never heard Senior Yi Hua say that he was going abroad.

"Uh......" Zhou Qiyao made a gesture to shut up, "I said that I leaked my mouth, and Yi Hua didn't let me say it, so you should not hear it, hehe." ”

Finally, she said it was a little cold outside, so she went back to the box.

I was disappointed, obviously I had made an appointment with me to go to the Academy of Fine Arts in Beijing together, why did he decide to go to a foreign country now, and he didn't tell me about it, whether it was in his heart I didn't matter at all, so there was no need to tell me this, these future things, he only said to Zhou Qiyao, who got along with him day and night.

When I returned to the box, I saw Senior Yi Hua talking and laughing with the classmates around me, dancing and dancing, and I was even more sad, the feeling was that the people I valued didn't pay attention to me, and I couldn't tell the sourness.

"Lingluo, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll go first." I leaned into Lingluo's ear because the room was loud.

"Are you alright?" Ling Luo said.

"It's okay, you play, I'm leaving." Without waiting for Lingluo to speak, I had already walked out of the door, I didn't want Lingluo to keep me, I quickened my pace, and I didn't want Lingluo to catch up with me, I probably wanted to be alone now.

I didn't cry, but I felt a sour feeling in my nose all the time, and it was very uncomfortable.