Chapter 139: Parting in the Fireworks
"It seems that you are tired in the past few days, but now it is much better to stay with me at night, unlike the last time I held a wake-up for my grandmother, it was the coldest weather, even my feet were almost frozen, and my heart was numb with pain." Lu Feng's voice was a little low, and he said with a thick pain.
Momiji turned his face away, and two tears slowly condensed in his eyes, slowly falling down the corners of his eyes, and finally falling to the ground. I always thought that the love in return for her would last for a few years, and suddenly I left like this, leaving me deeply sad;
I always thought that in return for her love, I could slowly replenish it,
In the twilight, heaven and man have said goodbye forever,
Leave me deeply sad;
I always thought that the love in return for her could accumulate over time,
Suddenly, I can only see each other in a dream,
Leave me deeply concerned.
A glass of residual wine, who gets drunk together.
How much love, I can't sleep at night.
How much love turns to ashes in a blink of an eye.
How much love, time can't wait.
The past is as long as flowing water,
The drops are endless, red dust and tears.
The sadness that passed between the red leaves' eyebrows made Lu Feng feel a tingling of pity, and he became more and more determined about writing, and said: "So I think that people must leave something behind in this long life, otherwise they will be in ashes and everything will be nothing." ”
Momiji endured the sadness in his heart and sighed: "Life is a life, dust is a place, what's the use of staying." After saying that, a sense of sadness struck, and my heart became empty and unsettled.
Thinking of the emptiness of life, Momiji's courage to move forward seems to have disappeared in an instant. I know that the end of life is unremitting pursuit and struggle, but at this moment, I would rather forget love and pain.
Everywhere the wind passed, a warm voice lingered in her ears through the treetops, slowly soaking her eyes.
"Ha, the idea is different, I want to leave something, and you have reached the realm of Buddhism without leaving anything, my understanding is not as high as yours! I haven't enjoyed life yet, so it's not in vain. I think everything will pass, and the good will come, just like Aunt Hua recently became obsessed with the lottery, spent 200 yuan, and won a small prize of five yuan, and even didn't earn it back, it's really pitiful! ”
Looking at his calm and gentle smile, for some reason, Momiji's confused heart suddenly settled down, "Haha, there are too many beautiful bubbles like this, but it's not bad, at least it's happy, and it's poor and happy." ”
On the way back, it was dark, and you sat by the car window, and I sat silently beside you, speechless.
I don't know when the fireworks sounded outside the window, turn my head, look at the fireworks that are faintly visible, the bright and ephemeral fireworks, the faint fireworks, the fading beauty, the fleeting stay, the feeling of wanting to stay, gently and softly......
Suddenly, I saw your gentle smile, emerging, in that place of fireworks, wordless emotion poured into my heart, I always felt that the love in this world is also like fireworks, shining brightly when it is brilliant, and suddenly it may be without a trace.
The loneliness after the beauty makes people start to be afraid, afraid that one day the friendship between each other will disappear after the fireworks are set off, and there is no trace of it.
"I'm going to be twin brothers with you in the next life, okay, when you're old and no one accompanies you, let my brother play with you, so that we won't be alone." When the time comes, we will hold hands, like when we were children, watching the green water flowing in the fields, playing with flowers, flowers, grasses, butterflies, and butterflies, and I will accompany you to swim all over the mountains and rivers of your hometown. ”
Lu Feng turned his head and looked directly at Hongye, the latter's crystal eyes, looking at him quietly, as if there was an extremely complex emotion surging.
There is a kind of flower that, at the moment when beauty blooms most brilliantly and fully, also goes to wither and decay. In the eyes, the dazzling brilliance is gorgeous, and it is like a glass shattered in the bottom of my heart. This kind of flower is called fireworks.
"Are you telling the truth, or are you kidding me? I'm old, I don't know if you'll still recognize me? Speaking of which, Momiji's eyes are full of antimide and hope, a little bit of light seen in despair.
In fact, I have always been so lonely, I really want to find someone to accompany me, I am afraid that we will be separated by then.
Two hearts, a love, bits and pieces, whispering the truest emotions. The spring flowers are beautiful, and they are our affectionate gaze; The murmur of the summer rain is the movement of our hearts; The sky is full of maple red, full of the happiness of our hand in hand; The winter snow is fluttering, echoing our unwavering expectations. Even though the mountains are high and the roads are far away, they are constantly blocking the surging of the soul.
"I'm going to know you, it's one of my dreams in this life, as long as you're willing to let me accompany me when the time comes. Unless you forget my brother, or I'll lose consciousness first. Lu Feng said firmly, tears gradually appeared in his eyes. Why is it that such a simple dream, but there is a feeling of tears.
Momiji's expression became lonely, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I am a migratory bird from heaven, accidentally thrown into the net of the world, I want to break free from the shackles to find heaven, but I have to wait until the white man is old." ”
"The promise I made will definitely be fulfilled, unless I am no longer in this world, no matter what worldly constraints, I will definitely fulfill it with my heart." Lu Feng's face showed a look of determination again. We believe that there will be no afterlife, and that everyone only has this short life.
"I'm afraid that when the time comes, you will fly alone with me like a kite in the sky. I want you to promise me personally, okay? We hang ourselves and will not change for a hundred years. Lu Feng stretched out his little finger and stared at her gently.
On the red dust road, who can not have joy and sorrow, the most beautiful is after experiencing frost and rain. I have always believed that if life casts a haze on you, it will return you a ray of sunshine not far away, and life will be completed in the realization while walking.
Those years of words, is finally rich in the years of mediocrity, thick life chapters, a light pen, no longer write the mark of vicissitudes, love and time blend, the sun will overflow the heart, the most beautiful life, is from the depths of the soul of transparency and joy.
He nodded, hooking his little finger tightly, "Okay, that's my wish too." ”
In fact, the sky before every fireworks open is a long loneliness; And after a short period of brilliance, it is the withering of despair, but by the time we understand, we have missed a lot.
When he was about to reach the end, Hongye Mudi remembered something, his face changed slightly, and he said in a low voice: "Aunt Hua, I am afraid when I think about it now, it is so late, I go home alone, and there is no light on the dark road, and there was a traffic accident on that road not long ago, and a person was killed." “
Looking at Hongye's pitiful and frightened eyes, Lu Feng was very worried, and wanted to agree to come down and accompany her home, but the moment he wanted to blurt it out, his mind was quickly drowned out by another voice.
If you want her to be happy, you have to let her face life alone, you have no right to interfere with her life, and their own paths can only be completed by themselves. If all this can be turned back, I will definitely hold on to it. But we can't go back.
Lu Feng's heart froze, and he regained his previous clarity, and seemed to have made up his mind, not in words. At this time, Aunt Hua reminded on the side: "Don't worry, call your husband and ask him to come and pick you up." ”
Yes, after all, you are a family, and if you destroy your family like last time because of yourself, I feel at ease.
Young hearts always think that love is like fireworks, just want to be beautiful after burning, and don't care about the result, how can they know that after letting go of each other's clasped hands, the sky that belongs to each other will be full of lonely fireworks; Who knows if after the vicissitudes of the world and love will still be what it was at the beginning?
Toast and reunite
Looking back, the years are like water
It must all pass
The fireworks flashed again
Sympathy is in my heart
- "Fireworks Sentence"