Chapter 31: I'm not unwanted

The next day, He Xiao returned to the military compound, and Xu Xinyi was not there.

He went to her room to take a look, only to find that her clothes and daily necessities were all gone, and she should have left Nanqing.

didn't leave a word, and walked quietly.

It seems that this time ..... Xu Xinyi is really dead.

Obviously, he was still nervous on the way back, worried about how to face her, but now that Xu Xinyi is gone, it stands to reason that he should breathe a sigh of relief, at least he doesn't have to rack his brains to persuade her, but instead of being relieved, there is an indescribable sense of loneliness, with mixed tastes.

There was a faint mark on the pillow, which should be a trace left by the dried tears.

She must have cried so sadly last night.

In fact, every time she rejected her, she was sad, and he couldn't stand it, and his heart was uncomfortable.

He was lying on Xu Xinyi's bed, one leg on the edge of the bed, one leg hanging on the ground, his eyes were blank, staring at a certain point on the ceiling without focus.

In this room, there is a lot of Xu Xinyi's breath, and it is the smell of cherry blossoms on her body, which is very fragrant.

The fragrance seemed to bewitch people's minds, and he couldn't help but see her face in front of his eyes, laughing, crying, indifferent, and charming.....

In this house, there are so many memories about her, so many that they have exceeded the load of brain storage, big and small things, beautiful and sad quarrels, countless counts.

But as soon as she left, the house seemed to be empty in an instant, it should be said that this heart was empty.

He Xiao sat up violently, strode out of Xu Xinyi's room, and if he stayed any longer, he would only get more and more bored.

The biggest disadvantage of children's affection is that it makes people emotional and powerless.

Missing is like an unspeakable I miss you, I can't see or touch it, but it's the most uncomfortable in my heart.

*

Xu Xinyi has been away for nearly a month, and he has not taken the initiative to contact He Xiao during this period.

But He Xiao can hear about Xu Xinyi from time to time, her dynamics, and her daily life.

"Team He, I didn't expect Xinyi to be a big star!"

"It's so good-looking, if you don't want to be a star, you can't be blind!"

"The heart has been on fire recently, and I went to Paris Fashion Week a few days ago to walk the catwalk as a brand ambassador in China."

"It's all going abroad, good guy, it's amazing."

"But she seems to be talking to someone, the man is shy, delicate and dripping like a girl, and she is smaller than her heart, and she feels unreliable at all!"

"The two of them are hot searches every day, and it is said that they were photographed entering and leaving the hotel together."

"Team He, your mind is so small, you have to take care of it!"

During this time, Xu Xinyi suddenly caught fire, and the scandal with Gu Zixiu spread all over the city, and even the group of rough men in the army talked about it.

He Xiao can hear different gossip about her every day, and after listening to it too much, he can't help but make a Weibo by himself and secretly peep at her Weibo.

A month ago, at two o'clock in the morning on the night they broke up, she posted a clarification Weibo: He is not my boyfriend, he is my uncle.

was a simple sentence, but it made He Xiao's heart dull pain.

What was the mood in which she posted this Weibo at that time? She made their relationship public.

Death, perhaps, began at that moment.

....

She doesn't often change Weibo, but she is diligent in hot searches, and basically links up with Gu Zixiu every time.

He looked at Gu Zixiu's photo, and at first glance, he felt that this man was not good, he looked more naΓ―ve than Xu Xinyi, and he didn't have the temperament that a man should have, which was inexplicably disgusting.

He is more or less clear about the affairs of the entertainment industry, and hype up scandals, which is the norm.

But seeing hot searches such as "Xu Xinyi Gu Zixiu entering and leaving the hotel" and "Gu Zixiu visiting Xu Xinyi's apartment late at night", He Xiao couldn't sit still.

Several times, I almost couldn't help but call Xu Xinyi, wanting her to stay away from that Gu Zixiu.

But in the end, he dispelled this idea, what right did he have to interfere in her private affairs?

From the moment he gave up Xu Xinyi, he was ready for other men to appear in her life.

He gave up on her because he wanted her to be with a man with an ordinary career and a stable life.

Now that other men have appeared in her life, He Xiao is not as relieved and relaxed as he imagined, but depressed all day long, and his mood is heavy and depressed.

Every Weibo she has recently updated is about the endorsement and magazine of cooperation with Gu Zixiu, and she is always in the hot search, with Gu Zixiu by her side, basically with a shallow smile on her face every time.

Looks like she's starting over and doing well.

Since he is doing well, all he can do now is not bother.

He Xiao retired from Weibo and no longer read any of her news, the more he looked, the more annoying he became.

It should be said that since Xu Xinyi left, this mood has not been comfortable.

As soon as people are free, they will breathe and think, even after the night training is over, he did not go back to rest, but went to the shooting range, and vented all his frustration on the target.

"Bang Bang β€”β€”β€”β€”"

The sound of gunfire crushed the silent night, deafening.

"Buzz β€”β€”β€”β€”"

The vibrating sound of the mobile phone seemed so insignificant in the sound of the artillery fire.

But fortunately, his mobile phone was in his trouser pocket, he felt the vibration of buzzing, and then slowly took out his mobile phone, wondering who would call him so late, but when he saw the caller ID, he was suddenly stunned.

Xu Xinyi.....

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He Xiao thought that Xu Xinyi was doing well, everyone thought that Xu Xinyi was doing well, and successfully entered the entertainment industry from the modeling circle.

But only she knows how bad she is.

It's been a month, a full thirty days, He Xiao hasn't taken the initiative to contact her, even if she makes her life public, only when she is famous, her every move can be known by him, even if the scandal between her and Gu Zixiu has reached the point of living together, he still doesn't ignore it, it seems that he really doesn't like her as he said.

Although he knew that he didn't like her, he had never said the phrase "I don't like you" so firmly in his previous refusal.

That's right, as early as that night, she was disheartened.

The agent called her and said that she and He Xiao were on the hot search, and asked her to make it clear quickly.

The phrase "he's not my boyfriend, he's my uncle" took almost all her strength and courage.

The whole world knew about their uncle-nephew relationship, cut off her retreat, and just forced herself to let go completely, but she just couldn't afford to let go, she still had heartache, cried until her heart was broken, and then left his world in disgrace.

Fortunately during the day, countless people gathered in front of her, and when she was busy, she could temporarily forget about He Xiao, but at night, her thoughts became demons, destroying all her forced smiles.

The night is very charming, and it can always restore a person's truest appearance.

Still tossing and turning tonight, unable to sleep.

She couldn't bear it anymore, so she grabbed her mobile phone directly and called Gu Zixiu.

"Little sister, what are you going to do if you don't sleep in the middle of the night?" Gu Zixiu's voice was wrapped in a thick sleepiness.

"Come with me for a drink." Xu Xinyi went straight to the point.

"I want to sleep, spare me!" Gu Zixiu cried and begged for mercy, "I'm going to film early tomorrow morning, sister." ”

Xu Xinyi was completely unmoved, got out of bed, took out a random set of clothes from the closet, turned on the mobile phone and put it on the bed, and changed it while talking: "Don't talk nonsense." ”

"Let's go out for a drink, and tomorrow there will be another hot search: Xu Xinyi Gu Zixiu jumped late at night, isn't your play almost finished? It's just hot to stir up, I'll lend it to you for free, and you're not happy? ”

Gu Zixiu sighed extremely exaggeratedly, "Okay, then you dress up beautifully, wait for me." ”

Xu Xinyi didn't respond, and hung up the phone directly.

didn't deliberately dress up, just wore a skirt casually, didn't even wear makeup, and went out with a mask on his face.

At half past twelve in the morning, she and Gu Zixiu went to the bar, sat on the loose platform in a relatively remote corner, drank strong wine, and watched the men and women sinking on the dance floor.

The lights in the bar were so strange that it was bewildering, the feeling of dripping thinly, shallowly, into the glass of colorful liquid, and slowly, sinking.

"What's your real name?"

After being silent for a long time, Xu Xinyi suddenly asked.

Maybe it was too boring, or maybe I wanted to divert my attention, so I found a random topic.

Now that I think about it, I've known Gu Zixiu for so long, she doesn't even know his real name, during this time, she has been tied up by the company and hyped, and she has had more contact, I feel that this little kid is pretty good, at least he can accompany her crazy and make trouble with her, just like He Xiao said, you can accompany her when you are bored.

Gu Zixiu took a sip of wine, and a wisp of meaningful complexity suddenly appeared in his bright eyes, and he pretended to be mysterious: "This is a secret, I can't tell you." ”

"Cut." Xu Xinyi sneered disdainfully: "You make a name like a state secret, could it be that you are the son of the president, and in order to be self-reliant, you came out incognito to make a show?" ”

Xu Xinyi has always been prickly when he speaks, but Gu Zixiu is not angry at all, and he also knows that Xu Xinyi is a knife mouth tofu heart during this time.

He nodded thoughtfully, applauded, and then gave a thumbs up: "Awesome, you can guess this!" ”

Xu Xinyi glanced at him.

"I heard that you dropped out of school, and you didn't even read books for the sake of fire?" Xu Xinyi asked again.

"What about you, you're only 20, why did you do this?" Gu Zixiu didn't answer the rhetorical question, and quietly changed the topic.

"Because of poverty." Xu Xinyi said frankly.

"Your grandfather is a general, and your uncle is a colonel, are you still worried about spending money?"

β€œ.....”

originally wanted to chat for a day to divert attention, but in a few words, he was brought back by Gu Zixiu, and he remembered He Xiao again.

Xu Xinyi's face changed slightly, she didn't say anything, held the wine glass, raised her head and drank it all.

Her alcohol consumption is very poor, oh no, there is no such thing as alcohol consumption at all, and she is still a strong drink, and she is drunk into a puddle of mud with a glass.

This is the first time Xu Xinyi has been drunk, and the wine is surprisingly bad, stepping on the sofa and howling, making Gu Zixiu a head and two big.

In the end, enough tossing, Gu Zixiu caressed her out of the bar, just about to get into the car, she covered her mouth and retched, Gu Zixiu reacted extremely quickly, half-hugged her, ran to the side of the roadside sewer, and then she vomited on her stomach.

After vomiting, she didn't know what was wrong, she took out her mobile phone, rolled her eyes for a long time, and then found He Xiao's number.

Sure enough, the wine is strong and intimidating, and what I usually struggle thousands of times and don't have the courage to do, at this moment, it seems so relaxed, but it's just a matter of clicking on the screen.

After a long time, no one answered.

"Huh." Xu Xinyi leaned crookedly on Gu Zixiu, sneering a little sadly, and muttered to himself: "Okay, you don't even bother to answer my phone call now, right?" ”

"Go back and fight again, okay?" Gu Zixiu hugged Xu Xinyi's waist and coaxed lightly.

"It's not good, it's not good, it's not good at all." Xu Xinyi shook his head unconsciously, like a doll without a soul.

"Hey."

Just when the phone was about to hang up automatically, a deep and hoarse voice came from the receiver of the mobile phone.

Xu Xinyi's heart, which was about to fall to the bottom, seemed to be alive again the moment he heard He Xiao's voice.

It's been a month, I haven't heard his voice for a month, and all of a sudden, my heart is turbulent, countless emotions are tumbling into disasters, missing and complaining about grievances, and I am mixed in the wrong.

Xu Xinyi's eyes were moist for a moment, and his nose was sour.

"Something?"

She didn't speak, and He Xiao couldn't help but remind her.

"I'll ask you one last time, don't you really think about me?" Xu Xinyi sniffed, his voice was filled with a thick cry, and there was a hazy drunkenness.

He Xiao ignored her question and said with concern: "You are drunk, go home early and rest." ”

As soon as I cared, it was endless, "Alone outside so late?" ”

His tone was always light, he couldn't hear any emotion, and when he cared, he was in the posture of an elder.

It was precisely because of his indifferent appearance that Xu Xinyi immediately became angry.

"I'm telling you, I'm not unwanted!" Xu Xinyi yelled at the receiver of the mobile phone, "You have lost your last chance!" It just so happens that I have a boyfriend too. ”

Xu Xinyi choked his voice, and tears flowed down unconsciously, but his mouth was still stubborn, and he was deliberately angry.

Pointing his phone at Gu Zixiu, "Come, say a few words to my uncle." ”

"Huh?" Gu Zixiu looked confused.

"Tell him how much you love me! Tell him he's not even a fart to me right now! Xu Xinyi cried and shouted, and forcibly stuffed the mobile phone into Gu Zixiu's hand.

Gu Zixiu held the phone, at a loss, with a dazed and shocked expression, Xu Xinyi and her uncle .....

"Gu Zixiu, right?"

After a long time, He Xiao's voice came from the earpiece of the mobile phone, the sound quality was low, but the tone was cold.

Gu Zixiu subconsciously handed the mobile phone to his ear, even if it was across the power grid, he could still feel the low pressure from He Xiao, dangerous and ruthless.

A nervous "um" sounded, "Hello...."

"She got drunk and sent her home."

"Okay." Gu Zixiu immediately responded

"If only she was missing a strand of hair..... He Xiao's voice gradually lowered, and rolled out of his throat, strong and awe-inspiring, full of oppression.

As he spoke, he paused for a second, followed by a "bang-", and the deafening gunfire exploded into his eardrum through the earpiece of the mobile phone, which made Gu Zixiu shudder.

"You're just waiting to eat the gun, you know?"