Chapter Ninety-Four: Love Cannot Stand the Wait

Lu Feng said, his eyes became misty, and his heart hurt somehow. "I don't usually drink a dive, but that time she said that she wanted to get drunk with me before she got married, and I readily agreed without much thought at that time."

Thinking of the bold words of getting drunk with Jun, Lu Feng said with sadness and disappointment on his face: "Originally, we said that we would raise a glass and drink together on the day we became sisters and brothers, but I was afraid that I couldn't help myself when I was drunk, and it was difficult to separate from her." I'm afraid that if she gets drunk and won't wake up, it will affect her wedding, just as the greeting card sent to me by Momiji says, how to go, how to live. It should be difficult to live, and it is difficult to pay at this time, which is really a contradiction. ”

After some fierce inner struggle, the entanglement of emotion and reason, Lu Feng finally shook his head and said: "Actually, I really want to invite Qingfeng and Mingyue to get drunk with her, but I can't be so selfish, so in the face of Hongye's expectant eyes, I still refused her last wish before marriage at the last moment." ”

Ruoyu listened carefully and sighed: "You'd better not drink the wine she gave you, keep it." Because it has a special feeling for you, it can also be said to commemorate your laughter and tears! This friendship is like this bottle of red wine, which will become stronger and stronger with the precipitation of the years, until you can drink it and laugh for a lifetime.

Ruoyu pondered for a moment and pondered: "He likes to drink, but we are thousands of miles away, and I am afraid that this will be broken." Hey, what are you going to do, I'm scared to death. ”

This person who is moved by love just thinks about it a lot, at least at that time, Lu Feng also pondered about the gift for a long time, so he suggested: "Spring is about to bloom, why don't you give a set of men's spring clothes?" ”

Ruoyu's body shook, and her eyes instantly showed a bright glow and said, "Yes, I didn't think of this gift so much!" ”

But after thinking about it, she shook her head again and said, "Sending clothes will cause misunderstanding." His current wife is a bit stingy, and I'm afraid she will misunderstand, because these things are usually only given to men by women, and she may get angry when she sees them. Hey, that's bothering me. He's getting married tomorrow, I don't know what to give yet? ”

"Tomorrow, so soon? I think even if you send it now, it's too late. Lu Feng thought of his friend who was at a loss at this time, and said with deep feelings: "I remember that I didn't sleep well all night on the night of Hongye's wedding, but when I thought of the end, my mind was white. ”

There are always some things that are engraved on the lifeline and cannot be forgotten in the end. There are always some people who are imprinted in our hearts, and the ups and downs of breathing come to mind. Life is a myriad of blooming flowers, and every period of time is the soil that nourishes it.

"I think maybe I'll be like you, sleepless nights. I think a lot, think about the past, think about the future, there are some things I really can't take up, I can't let go, I often get lost in the whirlpool of feelings, and in the end, my mind is often chaotic. Ruoyu bit her lip lightly, trying to calm herself.

"He told me that day he was getting married. So my heart was upset, conflicted, and more heartache. Ruoyu said this, tears couldn't help but flow down her cheeks, and she choked up.

"Actually, when I learned the news of Momiji's wedding, I was just like you, and I often couldn't sleep at night in those few nights. We are all emotional people, and if we have a choice, we will still have no turning back. ”

Lu Feng seemed to be very calm and said, but on his slightly pale cheeks, there was still a trace of sadness oozing at this time, and said, "In fact, everyone will feel this way when they encounter this kind of thing, but it is light or heavy. Don't think too much about it, since we can't recover the past, then make good use of the present! ”

"I'm going to forget about it all and hopefully I can do it." Ruoyu trembled and wiped the tears rolling on her face, calmed down, and said a little strangely: "The age gap between me and you is still very big, but I think it's very speculative to chat with you, I feel a little strange, there should be a generation gap between us!" ”

"Maybe I'm in a bit old!" Lu Feng said with a smile. Maybe it's because we have similar experiences and pains, maybe it's because we think too much about life, or maybe it's because we read more about it, they give me a lot to think about.

In fact, there are too few things that people can really hold on to for a lifetime. A lot of things, grabbed, and finally let go. Many things can be recalled, but there is no going back. When we first fell into the world, all we held in our hands was a one-way ticket, and we could only move forward, and we could not repent.

Ruoyu nodded, and said, "Maybe it's because you're very mature, you see some problems more thoroughly than me!" Maybe it's because you and I are fateful. Okay, you also rest early, thank you for talking with me for so long. ”

The starry sky is quiet at night, and the wind is not stopped. The next night, Lu Feng couldn't worry about his friend's affairs, so he came up to take a look, and sure enough, when he saw Ruoyu online, he asked with concern: "You didn't sleep last night!" ”

"I thought about it for a long time, and I fell asleep thinking about it. Hehe, in the early hours of the morning, I sent him a short message, and he replied with three words: I miss you. Ruoyu's pale and haggard jade face was only bitter, as if she had seen the scene in last night's dream again.

The shadow is sparse and slanted, the dark fragrance floats, each fallen flower is like a white butterfly flying in the moonlight, the red stamen is dotted, he stands under the tree, I see his slightly raised face in the moonlight, full of surprise and joy. I laughed, and the laughter was clear and bright, like the sudden ecstasy and sadness in my heart.

"I thought about it, I listened to what you said, and I went to see the wedding gift for him, but I still didn't have the courage to send it to him." Ruoyu took a deep breath and endured the sourness and stinging pain in her heart.

Then stay in the bottom of my heart, and he will understand. As for Lu Feng's relationship, I don't think I have to deliberately forget, at least in those beautiful and prosperous years, those things, some people, in the dark corners, have spared no effort to gradually open up, accompanying us through the brightest youth.

Lu Feng thought to himself for a long time and comforted: "That can only pass away like this, all we can do is cherish the happiness now." He didn't want his friend to indulge in sadness, so he hurriedly found a soothing topic and said, "What is your son doing?" ”

Thinking of her naughty son, Ruoyu's frowning brows relaxed, and said, "My son was playing chess with his father just now, and he not only plays chess online, but also plays backgammon, and sometimes I often lose to him. But he often regrets chess, and it's a bit of a trick! I often say that this is not right, but he doesn't listen to you can play with him when you are free, and you will know his level, one word: stinky. ”

No wonder philosophers say that the deepest memory of people is childhood, because there is no vanity at that time, and there is no need to deliberately dress up, we use the most honest and innocent attitude to interpret ourselves, with a naΓ―ve and pure heart to portray the future, the budding heart brings hope and laughter, and the true self performs dreams and pride.

Ruoyu couldn't help but show a look of love and hate on her face, "Then you will find that it is too late to regret it." If you don't let him, he might cry, but I just ignore him, and my son won't cry after a while. After all, he is only five years old, so he can still be considered capable of so many things. You should be going to be fast, and you'll know you're going to be upset by then, but it's still nice to watch him grow up day by day. ”