He turned to Momiji and said, "I'm not going to go to the computer, it's too far away, it's extremely inconvenient." So I think it's better to apply for Chinese language and literature here, although I can't learn computer practicality, but I can also get a diploma. ”

Lu Feng said lightly, in fact, in order to make this choice, he still struggled for a long time, and thought about it for many days, one for survival, the other for dreams, a very painful decision.

Momiji nodded lightly, and said in support without hesitation: "That's good, after all, it's your favorite major." ”

Looking at the vast lights outside the window, Lu Feng clenched his fists, and the enthusiasm in his chest burned again. You know, I will use my pen to write down the stories we have had, the roads we have traveled, and then dust the words.

Sometimes I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to persevere, so I gave myself a deadline, that is, three years, to review my temporary life during the three years of studying Chinese language and literature.

Seeing Lu Feng struggling for his dream, Hongye's heart also felt a sense of urgency, "Recently, I suddenly felt that I wanted to learn something, and now I often see in the newspaper that the recruitment of workers must be college or above, waste materials like me, where can I go in the future, they are about to be submerged, but I don't know if my foundation can keep up, after all, I don't read general high school!" ”

"Of course you can, you have to believe in yourself. As long as we are in the right direction, it is better to go up bravely, although the pace may be slower, than those who stay where they are. What's more, with your ingenuity, how can such a small difficulty stop you from moving forward. ”

Lu Feng patted her on the shoulder, and said without hesitation: "I am very confident in you, you can apply for the foreign trade English application of the University of Electricity, then next time the two of us will go to the University of Technology together to register for a name!"

"Well, if you are with you, I think I can persevere. When you graduate, you can also get out of this place and seek a promising job. Seeing that he had regained his calm mind, Momiji said with confidence: "Then I'll go back to my post first." ”

Lu Feng stared at her distant back, and suddenly felt a feeling, although this winter this year is cold, what will be warmer than you beside you? This winter, with the gloves you sent to warm my hands, what am I not satisfied with?

After a few busy weeks, the work of rating Samsung has finally come to a successful end, and there is no need to work overtime every night. When you get home, you can go online and chat with your friends.

As soon as she saw Ruoyu, Lu Feng enthusiastically asked her what New Year's goods she sent? Who would think that Ruoyu over there shook his head and said, don't mention it, this year has been miserable! He sent thirty pounds of rice, and he was angry with me.

Thirty pounds of rice is worth a lot of money! At least it's better than Lu Feng's unit without a bonus, he snickered and comforted: "The people take food as the sky!" In this way, your family will be able to have a good year with plenty of food and clothing. ”

But Ruoyu was not amused by his words, but just looked up at the rising moon, stunned, and his eyes were hesitant, as if he was thinking about something.

After a while, he seemed to have made up his mind, and said with a long sigh: "Tomorrow is the day of that boy's wedding, and I just learned that there is a sour taste in my heart." ”

Lu Feng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered the story of the boy and the girl, remembering that the last time I heard Ruoyu say that the boy was not very willing to go on a blind date, and he was only going to get married in a few months, maybe he was forced to do it due to family pressure, so it was good that there was finally a result.

"It's been ten years, and I think maybe tomorrow is the day I should always remember." Ruoyu silently and painfully closed her eyes, and the past slipped past her eyes. After so many years, I thought that the young love had been forgotten, but at this moment it was torn apart vividly.

Ten years is just a drop in the ocean, and how many such days will we remember in life. Lu Feng couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion when he thought of this friend who had comforted him with sincerity and love, and when he thought of that loving and painful past.

Especially since he had just experienced this deep pain a few months ago, he knew very well how much suffering Ruoyu was enduring at the moment.

"He's thirty-one years old, maybe it's because I got married so late......" Ruoyu's heart swelled with guilt, and over the years, the richness of this guilt had been buried deep in her heart. As long as he doesn't get married, Ruoyu's guilt can't be erased or dissipated.

What kind of waiting is this, Lu Feng remembered what he had said to Hongye a long time ago: I will wait for you until you get married and have children, I will find someone who loves me again, get married and have children, and go through my life plainly. Since the long wait is just a pointless pain, would you still wait?

And what is this boy who has been waiting for Ruoyu for ten years to look forward to hopelessly, and what gives him the courage to support it. Lu Feng couldn't help but secretly admire the boy's perseverance.

In fact, there are some things that I know the result of, but in the face of such a sincere and obsessive feeling, how many people can be sober in a chic way?

"There are some things that you can never forget, we have been in touch since the day we broke up, we have been in touch for more than a decade. Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in myself, but I don't know what to do next. A trace of contradiction appeared on Ruoyu's face, and there was a confusion in her mind.

Lu Feng vaguely knew his intentions, but he didn't know how to comfort him, and his heart was full of flavors. Some people will always be engraved in their memories, even if they forget his voice, forget his smile, forget his face, but the feeling when they think of him will never change.

Ruoyu's eyelashes twitched, her eyes were misty like mist, and she said slowly: "I tell you, if I tell him now that he is waiting for me for a divorce, he may do it right away." ”

The power of love is really amazing, Lu Feng nodded thoughtfully, or many people have hidden an unknown relationship behind them, but some things are simply not under their control.

Let yourself go, it's all over anyway, time is the best healing elixir. Only then will you understand that no matter how deep the sadness is, it can be slowly cooled.

Thinking of this, Lu Feng's body trembled suddenly, and sadness flashed on his face: "This time it's your turn to attend his wedding, do what you comforted me at the beginning, face everyone with a smile, don't let him see your tears." ”

"I was too far away from him to go to his wedding, and besides, I didn't want to go, and he asked me to go again and again. I told him that if I went, it would make everyone unhappy. ”

"I asked him two days ago what he needed for his wedding gift. But he replied that I knew best what he wanted to be the gift. But I can't and never will be with him. Ruoyu's heart was like a knife, and when she was sad, tears almost burst out of her eyes.

Night frost, bitter love, but no more infatuation. The moon is too beautiful, the love is too deep, and the Tao is only a few words.

Lu Feng's expression became deeper. "But you should still send him something!" "Although Momiji also said that there is no need to give gifts, but on such an important day, you can't eat and drink for nothing.

Ruoyu nodded, and the picture that had been with him couldn't help but appear in front of her, and her heart was even more tingling, and she said slowly: "I think so too, I've known him for so long, and on his big day, I should express it to him." What should I send, I want to hear your opinion? ”

"Do you know what he likes? Or what hobbies or something? Last time, I was given a bottle of red wine before I got married, and I still keep it at home. ”

Lu Feng said, his eyes became misty, and his heart hurt somehow. "I don't usually drink a dive, but that time she said that she wanted to get drunk with me before she got married, and I readily agreed without much thought at that time."