Tang Hongye took the piece of paper and unfolded it, and found that it was a physical examination form, which was the results of some health examinations of Zuo Ankang's body, Du Juan sat next to him, in fact, he was a little embarrassed, she could see that Zuo Ankang glanced at herself a few times in embarrassment when he handed over this physical examination report, so she didn't rush over to look at it together, afraid that Zuo Ankang would feel uncomfortable and couldn't open his mouth.

Anyway, the information that Tang Hongye learned after that would definitely be shared with himself, as long as it had nothing to do with the main case, they didn't spread it everywhere, and there was no need to embarrass the family in person.

Zuo Ankang saw Du Juan's concerns, he smiled at her with a little gratitude, and said: "It's okay, you don't have to be afraid that I'm embarrassed, I'm too uncomfortable and hard to hold it alone, so if I can talk to you today, it can be regarded as a free breath, and I want to vomit." Since I'm going to vomit as soon as possible, at least for now, I don't care about losing face. I'm just going to tell you straight, so you don't have to spend time looking at that medical report. I...... Not of childbearing potential. ”

Tang Hongye had not finished reading the physical examination report, but when he heard this, he couldn't help but be stunned, and hurriedly shifted his gaze from the page to Zuo Ankang's face, wanting to see if his expression was serious.

Zuo Ankang saw his doubts, smiled bitterly, and sighed: "You are a man, and I am also a man, do you think I, as a man, will make fun of my own things?" I also want to have self-esteem. ”

"You...... Is it that I have never had this ability, or is it ...... What happened later? Tang Hongye knew that Du Juan was probably embarrassed to ask about this topic, so he cautiously asked tentatively, thinking in his heart, what did Zuo Ankang mean by this, did he already have an understanding of the child's bloodline.

"I didn't have any problems, but in the early years, when I was in my twenties and didn't get married, there was a small accident, and I didn't find out at the time, so I recuperated from my injuries, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with it, so I didn't go to my heart, I always thought that I had no problems, and then the business conditions improved, and I had spare money and energy, so I was worried about adding a younger brother and sister to my child or something, and I also had a companion, so as to save myself from being bored alone, and later, I didn't want to go up. I went to the hospital for a sneak check-up, and found out that it was the root cause of the injury that caused me, and since that accident, I can't have children at all. ”

"So you're ...... from before you got married It's no longer possible to have children of your own? Tang Hongye was a little surprised, this thing was something he didn't expect in advance, so it sounded a little unbelievable, after all, according to Zuo Ankang's statement, he should have realized that the child in the family could never be his, but that day they met the father and son at Wang Ziman's house and came back from outside, Zuo Ankang's love for the child was not like pretending, and he was also very peaceful, as if he didn't mind at all.

"Yes, I didn't know about it before I got married, so before that check-up, I always thought my son was ...... It's really my son. Zuo Ankang smiled bitterly and sighed, "When I did that examination, it was when my son was four years old, because my plan at that time was that the age of the two children should not be too different, otherwise they would not be able to play together in the future, so since my son was more than two years old, I discussed with my wife, saying that I wanted another one, and she was willing, I was quite happy, and then I tried for a year without results, and I couldn't sit still, so I went to check, and this inspection knew everything, and I really knew everything." ”

After he said this, his mood was also very low, his eyelids were lowered and he fiddled with the teacup in front of him, Du Juan and Tang Hongye looked at each other, and no one dared to speak for a while, for fear of accidentally stimulating Zuo Ankang again.

Needless to say, Tang Hongye also understands Zuo Ankang's embarrassment and sadness, even if the gender is different, Du Juan will not have such a strong ability to empathize with this kind of thing, but aside from what issues such as male self-esteem are not discussed, just the child he has loved for several years turned out to be born by his wife and another man, and I am afraid that anyone will feel a strong betrayal and anger.

Then the question comes back, why didn't Zuo Ankang show any anger at all?

Soon, this question was answered by Zuo Ankang himself.

"When I first found out about this, I felt like my sky was going to fall, it was that feeling, I didn't know how to describe it, I felt like I was being wrenched by a meat grinder, I felt like I had eaten a meal of dynamite, I wanted to blow up the whole world, I wanted to rush home as soon as possible, smashed everything in the house, and then grabbed my wife by the collar and asked her why she was sorry for me, wasn't I good enough for her? Why cuckold me. But I don't think I can do any of these things, and I can't ask, because of what? Because as a man, I am not an able-bodied person myself, and I simply cannot have my own children! As soon as I thought that if I had made it clear, my wife might just break the jar and divorce me? Shouldn't I have nothing left? The wife is gone, the children are gone, and the home is gone. ”

Zuo Ankang took a deep breath, his breath trembled, although he was recalling his mental journey a few years ago, but until now it seems that he has not completely calmed down. This is not difficult to understand, after all, it is such a big blow, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and it will not be so easy for anyone to let go.

He rubbed his face with the palm of his hand, and after saying this, he fell into silence again, Du Juan and Tang Hongye simply didn't say anything, they could also see that what Zuo Ankang needed now was actually an object to talk to, what he needed was two pairs of ears, and what he needed was two listeners who would not laugh at him if they heard his secrets, and spread around in his life and circle of friends.

In the final analysis, whether it is a cuckoo or Tang Hongye, he may have given Zuo Ankang an impression of being able to trust him professionally, and he is a stranger who has nothing to do with his actual life, so Zuo Ankang, who has been struggling alone for several years, regards them as his own tree hole this time, a tree hole where he can vent his emotions and tell his heart. It seems that Leng Zhiqiang's death still brought him a certain amount of stimulation.

Zuo Ankang adjusted himself for a while before he spoke again: "So I felt like I was going crazy, I hated my wife, and I was afraid that she would leave me, I suddenly didn't know how to face my son, for so long, I loved him and loved him, all because I felt that it was my flesh and blood, but now, it is equivalent to evidence that my wife betrayed me!" How will I deal with my children in the future? Am I still being nice to him? I don't know if I can do it, but if I say that I have been cold to my child since then and ignore it, what will my child think? Could it be that he did something wrong and that his dad suddenly stopped loving him? ”

This man should really love Wang Ziman and love that child. Cuckoo thought secretly.

"I went out for a long time that day, I didn't dare to go home, I was afraid that I would be irrational, and I would accidentally do something particularly impulsive and angry, but I still went back later, I went back very late that day, it was more than my son's usual sleeping time, as soon as I entered the door, the stinky boy suddenly pounced, put his arms around my neck, kissed my face, and said Dad, Dad, why did you come back so late today, I thought I couldn't see you before going to bed! I haven't seen you this day, I don't think you can even eat! ”

Recalling this incident, Zuo Ankang couldn't help laughing, and his face was originally full of sorrow with a little more tenderness, "You don't know, that stinky boy in my family has a very sweet mouth since he was a child, and he is the best at coaxing people, and he is especially good with me." I was so hugged by my son that my neck at that time, my heart suddenly softened, and it melted, and I felt as if what I was worried about before was nothing to worry about, no matter whether he had my blood in his veins or not, this child is my son, and I am also his only father, he is good with me, loves me, and that's enough! I can't ignore him ruthlessly, let me ignore him in the future, I really can't do it. ”

"So you decided to pretend that you didn't know anything and continue to live with Wang Ziman?" Tang Hongye sighed, feeling that in fact, this child is still quite lucky, Zuo Ankang's father, compared to the dead Leng Zhiqiang, it is definitely stronger I don't know how many times.

"That's part of the reason," Zuo Ankang sighed and licked his somewhat dry lips, "I remember that my wife cooked me a lot of delicious food that day, and the meals at home were particularly rich. She saw that I was listless and didn't care about people, and asked me what was wrong, and I said that I had a headache and was uncomfortable, so she asked me to eat in the kitchen first, and she went to get me medicine and water, and asked me to take some medicine after eating, don't be stiff. When I didn't come back, she didn't eat, she waited for me, and my stinky son ate, so we both ate together, and while I ate, I looked at the house, clean and organized. I silently asked myself at that time, if a woman didn't really want to live with you at all, would she spend so much effort to clean up the house so well? Will she not even care about the fumes in the kitchen and make you something to eat? I didn't think I could, so after dinner, I decided to talk to her frankly. ”

"You told her that you know that the child is not related to you?" Du Juan frowned, according to Wang Ziman's attitude before, Zuo Ankang definitely did not reveal to her that he had known about this matter, otherwise Wang Ziman would not be so nervous to pull himself, and let himself agree to keep it secret.

"No, I didn't dare, I'm afraid that if I opened the two of us, we would become broken mirrors, and there would be no way to go back to the state of the past." Zuo Ankang denied Du Juan's speculation, "I just told her that we both have always wanted to have another one, but there has been no way to realize this wish, I went to the hospital to check, the problem is me, I have no way to have a child, so this matter can only be abandoned, there is no other way." After my wife heard what I said, she comforted me and said that it doesn't matter, we are still young anyway, and we may be cured when we will be cured in the future, and we will be able to have children again. I looked at her and tried to see if she was pretending to be confused with me, but I found that she was really comforting me, afraid that I would be sad and afraid that I would be in a hurry, and there was no weak reaction at all. So I told myself that maybe she didn't know if my son was really my son. ”

"You mean ......?"

"Before my wife and I got married, the original plan was to get married a little later, but she was pregnant, and we were both very happy, so we got married in advance, and then we always discussed together, hoping that it would be a boy or a girl, and that the child's eyes and nose would be like, and she really didn't have that kind of weak heart or unnatural reaction at all. I didn't sleep that night, and I thought about it, and I thought that my wife must have been confused at the beginning, but emotionally, she was sincere to me. So then I didn't mention that incident, my wife also comforted me, saying that take your time, it will be successful, she is not in a hurry or anything, let me not be in a hurry and don't get angry, and said that if it really doesn't work, I don't want it, anyway, it's enough for the two of us to have such a child, give him all the love, let him be a happy child. I think maybe she didn't figure out who the child's biological father was at that time. ”

Du Juan calculated the time and felt that the possibility that Zuo Ankang said really existed, after all, Wang Ziman realized that the child may not have been born with Zuo Ankang because he found that the blood type was not the right during the child's physical examination, and when Zuo Ankang found that he was infertile through the physical examination, whether the child had undergone that physical examination was still unknown, if it was before the child's physical examination, then Wang Ziman really did not necessarily know the secret of the child's life experience. And Zuo Ankang became the first person to know.

And in this way, this couple has now become a state of pretending to be confused with each other's understanding, everyone is afraid that the other party will know, and everyone is afraid that the other party will leave them after they know, so they pretend to be nothing to do, pretend not to know, pretend that everything is normal, and the world is peaceful.

However, it is relatively easy to understand that Wang Ziman made such a choice, after all, the child is still her biological child, and Zuo Ankang is obviously a more suitable partner than Leng Zhiqiang.

And what about Zuo Ankang? Would he choose to pretend not to know the truth, is it really the kind of reason he said?