Chapter 50: Know how to let go
Momiji hesitated for a while, and finally said, "It's too far, this time and again, why don't you go?" Lu Feng was disappointed when he heard this, why can't our agreement always succeed, is it really God who is embarrassing us?
Sister Zhao on the side saw that the plan was about to run aground, so she hurriedly took the phone and helped: "You can't do this, Lu Feng is not here to invite you, we are just by the way, you don't have to let him down." β
Momiji bit his red lip lightly, and his glass-like eyes were filled with hesitation, and said, "Then let's go together after work tomorrow, okay?" β
Lu Feng thought for a while, and was left and right: "I'm going to Ningbo tomorrow to sign up, and I don't know if I can get it at four o'clock in the afternoon, so let's say this first, and then I'll contact you then, then I'll go home and rest first." β
Three months later, when he first stepped on the long road that Momiji passed every day, he realized that the rugged and undulating road had been stretching, as if there was no end, and at that moment he finally understood the hardships of Momiji's previous ride on a broken car, especially when he walked through the path without street lights, wandering alone between loneliness and panic.
In the early morning of the next day, Lu Feng called his friend Zhang Yang and got on a high-speed bus to Ningbo. For Lu Feng, taking a car is a chore, and the space of the big bus can still last, but the taxis in the city are really guilty.
I remember that when I went back to Ningbo, I was dizzy and pale. So he doesn't dare to go out alone, and he always finds a friend to accompany him.
I found the school that I signed up for according to the address, but who knew that because it was a weekend, the registration location was temporarily changed to another school, and I finally learned that this year's computer major is not like last year's cooperation with a famous school like Tsinghua University, even if I finish my course, there is no seal of this famous school, and the distance of this study is too far and inconvenient, and it is difficult for a person to persevere. So he planned to go to another school in the afternoon.
The August sun is like an umbrella, and at noon, the sky is dazzlingly bright, like a large burnt iron plate. The branches of the weeping willows by the roadside were motionless, the shadows of the trees shrunk into a ball, and the leaves covered with a layer of dust were wilting and curling. The asphalt pavement was also softened by the sun, and when you looked into the distance, there seemed to be a transparent vapor rising on the silent and uninhabited road.
At this time, it was lunch time, and Zhang Yang's aunt and uncle lived nearby, so they stained his light and had a place to eat. As soon as he entered the door, his aunt greeted him warmly, put a sumptuous meal on the table, and his cousin Jun specially took out a bottle of red wine and poured it for them, sat down together, and chatted while drinking. Jun is a very amiable person, with a white face and a thin figure, looking a little haggard.
I remember the Spring Festival when I was a child, the army often went to Zhang Yang's house with his family for the New Year, Feng was his old neighbor, and he played together since he was a child, so he often got together every year.
It's just that more than ten years later, in their growing rings, Kaede's parents will occasionally talk about him sadly or with a smile at critical moments, saying that people who are almost thirty years old have not yet asked for a wife and a family, and they are deliberately calling for something. Lu Feng understood that it was a reminder that he was not far from the lessons of the previous car.
Lying comfortably on the bed, the feeling of home can only be vividly reflected at this time. When waving goodbye in the afternoon, the army sent them downstairs, and Zhang Yang said that his brother was a very carefree person, who rested at home for a long time, and did not go out to look for work, and often went to Internet cafes to chat online.
Under the pressure of a secular family, it is not easy to maintain this alternative freedom, maybe he hides some unknown pain in his heart, but that is also a matter of the future, life is always unpredictable and unpredictable.
The university campus was quiet, a sacred place he had always longed for, but it was so far away. Browsing the enrollment brochure and training exams, it is dazzling, dizzy, and the high tuition fees are even more shocking. The sunlight shines through the dappled trees and falls on the campus path, a relaxed and peaceful mood. Sitting on the stone bench and feeling the sacredness and tranquility of the ivory tower, suddenly the bell rang, and it turned out to be Momiji's phone.
"I'm in Ningbo now, with friends." Lu Feng replied succinctly and clearly.
"When will you come back, we are waiting for you to have a treat?" Sister Zhao also urged on the side.
Lu Feng saw that the business was not finished yet, and it was still early, so he said, "I'm still in school, I may have to come back later." β
"Then we'll wait for you." There was the laughter of Aunt Hua and Momiji next to the phone, distant and clear.
However, things are always twists and turns, on the way home by train for Lu Feng, his father called and said that today was his cousin's tenth birthday, and he would have a treat at the hotel in the evening, and asked him to come as soon as he got off the train.
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a ticking sound, and the PHS screen flashed, and the battery was over. This is really bad.,Momiji's mobile phone number is still stored in it.,How can this tell her about the cancellation of the agreement!
After getting off the train, Lu Feng came to the hotel with the dust and fatigue all the way, relatives and friends had already arrived, the lights in the box were brilliant, and the night was already low. Thinking about whether he was still waiting to eat KFC's red leaves, Lu Feng's heart couldn't help but become anxious, and he wanted to make a call to tell them to wait for the banquet to disperse before inviting them to eat, but he couldn't remember the long string of red leaves' mobile phone numbers.
He soothed his eyebrows and thought, Hongye may be at Aunt Hua's house now, or maybe he can't be contacted, and he has already gone home! Besides, now that relatives and friends are here, it's not easy to escape, so let's wait until the birthday dinner is over!
The time at the dinner always passed quickly, and before he knew it, Lu Feng came home at eight o'clock, and he hurriedly turned on the computer, got on QQ, and hurriedly sent a text message to Hongye: "I'm sorry, I went to Ningbo today, and I didn't see a school that suited me, so I came back." The ride was so hard, my face was white, so pitiful. But for the sake of the future, I will try to overcome it, and I hope you can give me encouragement. β
"How are you? But I'm so pitiful! was scolded to death by them, how can you blame me for missing the appointment! "The tip of the nose is upturned, and there is a slightly sour feeling.
Alas, this red leaf is really pitiful, he carried the black pot for himself, Lu Feng was very apologetic: "It's all my fault, tomorrow I will help you say some good things in front of Aunt Hua and Sister Zhao." So what are you doing now? β
"When you go home, I'll go back, and when I'm hungry, I get a "sorry", and my heart is ...... heheοΌ β
We always pass by, we always say goodbye to each other, but we don't understand that at a certain corner and moment, walking to the left and right, we really walk out of each other's lives and into a scene of cherry blossoms blooming and ice and snow.
"Where are you, why don't we go to supper together first, and KFC will make up for it later." Lu Feng said apologetically.
Countless regrets, countless tears, countless stories of encounters and misses, turned into the Milky Way that hangs horizontally in the sky every summer night sky, crystal vast, that is the tears that fill the whole world with a smile and feel distressed, that is countless choices of giving up and willingness, that is enough to drown the planet like a tide.
"Forget it, I'm going home, it's not early, my parents are waiting for me!" A few leaves were blown by the wind, crumbling, and finally couldn't hold back the loss for a long time, and slowly floated in front of the red leaves, just like her mood at the moment.
"It's miserable, I have to be scolded to death by you this time, I apologize tightly, I knew I wouldn't go to Ningbo." Lu Feng said with some regret. Although he traveled for a day and saw the university he said, he didn't find the major he needed, and he was wronged by Momiji, and he felt a little more than he gained.