Chapter 51 For Whom the Wind Dews and Makes Midnight

Momiji shook his head slightly, and said with a complicated expression: "No!" As long as you can find happiness I bless you! As long as you're happy! ”

Thinking of the inexplicable words of the red leaves, Lu Feng trembled for a while, what do you wish me happiness, this stupid girl doesn't know where to go. She should wish me to find a good school as soon as possible and realize my dreams! So Lu Feng said: "I think so too, after all, studying is more important than eating KFC, but you have waited for me for so long, and you have made you hungry, and I feel uneasy." ”

There was no reaction for a long time, it seemed that Momiji was already on his way home, but he still thought silently, why did he wish me to find happiness, did she really think that I was with her apprentice. However, at this moment, Momiji's heart is also fluttering all the way, and no one knows her unspeakable loneliness.

The red leaves on the roadside flew in front of me, turning into tears and falling into the deep pool of memory. That day, Sister Zhao urged me to call you and ask you to eat KFC. I wanted to hear your voice over the phone, but I still laughed and avoided it, honestly I didn't have the courage!

Later, Sister Zhao still dialed you by herself. Listen to your answer, "Are you in Ningbo?" With friends? "My mind was inexplicably cranky, could it be that I went with my own disciples?

My heart twitched violently, shattering little by little. Although I understand that I have no qualifications, no reason, and no power to feel, I can't help myself. But I still try to pretend to be casual, try to pretend that I don't care, try to pretend that it doesn't matter.

Listen to Sister Zhao talk about her dissatisfaction with your broken promise, listen to Aunt Hua's nagging and incomprehension of your untold behavior, and listen to them say that you must wait for you to come back once. I'm still giggling and defending you, can I find your happiness and not be happy for you? No one noticed the sparkle in the corners of my eyes, no one noticed the paleness of my expression, no one saw my far-fetched smile.

When Aunt Hua got off work today, Sister Zhao dragged Aunt Hua to wait for us to get off work together, and then wait for you to come back. Aunt Hua asked for my opinion, and I grinned and waited for the next time! Sister Zhao firmly said that you will come back and invite you.

So I asked Aunt Hua to go home first and wait for you to come before calling her, Aunt Hua has always obeyed my words. They said that they would contact each other by phone when the time came. I really don't want to talk too much and talk too much with anybody at this point.

After work, I had no destination, couldn't find a place to stop, and was lost in fantasy for no reason. Xinhua bookstores, shopping malls, supermarkets, and the streets have all left my vague footsteps.

The sky is hazy, and the night is followed.

I rode slowly on the criss-crossed road network. Pedestrians are in a hurry, neon lights are flashing, I am looking for it, I don't know where to ride?

I know that you are serious and responsible for everything, you have a deep affection for your friends, and you will not break your word to us, I know, I understand, I am sure! I flowed silently in the crowd of the city alone, quietly savoring the desolation of the night, feeling the poignancy of loneliness, and slowly tasting the bitter tenderness.

I remembered that when I first came to the unit for internship many years ago, the unit gave out gift certificates to a food store to pick up items during the Dragon Boat Festival. I only knew the route of the city, so I was lost on the way home.

Today I am lost again. But then it was the loss of the eye, and now it is the loss of the heart.

The night is quiet, but now it is so noisy and floating; The starry sky is beautiful, but every shooting star streaks through it takes a heart with it. Now I am confused, but I know that people who love have locked their whole lives in a love-hate complex, and it is not until they are heartbroken that they will realize the beauty that comes out of the cocoon.

It turns out that happiness only begins after knowing how to let go. "How could I be obsessed with you, I'm asking myself, I can give up anything, but it's hard to leave today...... I'm always breaking your heart, I'm always cruel...... Maybe you didn't think my heart would ache, and if it was a dream, I would be drunk and wouldn't wake up......"

I don't know if I should still be here, if I should still be waiting for you, if I should miss you in the corner of the city. Should I go back? Shouldn't I wait? Should I find a reason to leave? The cold night spits away the dust and smoke of confusion. With a depressed heart, no one gave me an answer!

"Are you still there? It's finally home! It feels so good to be at home! When he received the message from Momiji, Lu Feng was still fidgeting and guessing that Momiji should be hiding at Aunt Hua's house, or she would have nowhere else to go? So he asked, "What did you do at Aunt Hua's house tonight?"

"Aunt Hua's house? When am I going to Aunt Hua's house? Momiji wondered.

"Hehe, you can be honest, with such a good relationship between the two of us, I will expose your shortcomings, then I can't shoot myself in the foot, I'm not so stupid." Lu Feng said smugly.

"Huh!?" Momiji smiled, and in that smile, there seemed to be more wrinkles on his face, making that smile seem to be bitter. "You think I'm at Aunt Hua's house? I went around almost the entire Yaocheng alone, waiting hard, how did I know that you were so ruthless that you didn't even come to the phone, and you couldn't get through! I waited there like a fool. ”

It turns out that what Momiji said is true, she waited on the street alone from half past three after work, until nine o'clock in the evening, and I don't know if she has filled her stomach, what is she so obsessed with, is it for me. But the red leaves are almost *, do you still have hope?

Lu Feng knew that she was not waiting so hard to eat, it was just a cover-up. He wanted to use PHS as an excuse for running out of electricity, but he felt that this reason was difficult. Lu Feng remembered that on the night of Guanyin Bodhisattva's birthday this year, he went to Shenggui Mountain with his mother to make a wish, and halfway through the visit, it began to drizzle.

He stood on the stone bridge, looking at the distant miserable mountains, the vast night, and thought of the red leaves for no reason, remembered the bright and lovely smile of the red leaves, he stood there stupidly, let the rain wet his heart of anticipation, it was a feeling of helplessness and happiness, maybe it was difficult for someone to let him feel this way in this life.

Seeing that he was silent, Momiji knew that he was not feeling good in his heart. So he pretended to be relaxed, and said with a shallow smile: "I know that you are trustworthy, so you will wait stupidly!" But that's okay, I won't mind! Don't take it to heart, I saw the night scenery everywhere today, but the people are too noisy, and there is no silence at night. ”

Lu Feng took a deep breath and replied in a low and powerful tone: "Somehow, listening to your words, I have learned a lot, and I am moved for no reason, if there is a girl who is willing to wait for me for so long, I will definitely wait for her in this life, without regrets." ”

That night, I made a wish in front of the Buddha, hoping that you would always be by my side, and the misty drizzle witnessed my expectation of this love!

Momiji felt uncomfortable in his heart, and he didn't dare to show the slightest clue on his face, and chuckled: "Haha, you will definitely run into it!" It's just a matter of time! It was the first time he had seen Momiji's desperate and heartbroken laughter, which made people laugh heartbreakingly, and for a moment he didn't know how to explain it, and his heart was like a mess.

In front of his eyes, the lonely figure of the red leaves flashed faintly, haggard in the lights of the city, and the heart that was scattered into ice drifted in the night wind, thinking about those images, his heart could no longer be calm.

I remember writing on a forum that the girl I like is about to become someone else's bride, but I'm still willing to wait until she gets married and has children, and then finds someone who loves me to marry.

You know? In my heart, no one can take your place, whether it is now, or in the days after you leave, it may be okay to forget love, but I can't do it if I forget you. After all, there are too few people who can accompany me to tears and be sincere to me.