Chapter 122: Watching the Dawn

People, once the spring is full of red and old, prosperity and withering have become dreams. Lu Feng said with mixed feelings: "Have you watched "Ordinary World"? Do you still remember Runye in it, Sun Shao'an, whom she loves, went to find a wife of comparable status in other places because of the difference in the door, and Runye felt very pitiful at that time, and couldn't be with the person she liked,"

"Lu Yao's? Yes, but it was a long time ago. Momiji replied. I vaguely remember that when Runye learned the news of his beloved's marriage, he was so helpless and hurt, running alone to a no-man's corner, crying silently.

Then Runye reluctantly married someone he didn't love according to his parents, and that person was called Xiangqian. In order to win Runye's sincerity, he did a lot of things for her without complaint, which can be described as a deep love, but at that time, Runye still cared for mercy in the past memories, and had been avoiding the existence of this love.

The two lived together for a few years, but still didn't find a common language, so Runye proposed to separate and move out to live alone. But Xiangqian still loves her deeply, still honors her parents without regrets, and loves her younger siblings. Faced with the selfless love forward, Runye gradually felt guilty and didn't know what to do? ”

"Heh, I don't know if it's going to be her second." Momiji closed his eyes slightly, and exhaled a long breath of white air, and a trace of flush passed across his face, as if his mood was fluctuating very much.

Until one day, he broke his leg while driving forward, paralyzed the lower half of his body, and could only spend time in a wheelchair, until then Runye slowly assumed his responsibilities as a wife and silently took on the family. Because of Xiangxiang's dedication to her family, Runye always has a sense of guilt for Xiangxiang. So when Forward encountered the biggest setback in his life, gave up on himself, and even let Runye leave, Runye stayed without hesitation and resolutely helped him through this difficulty. I was very touched to see this. ”

"yes, I don't know whose fault it is. Ignorance...... Is it that susceptible people are prone to more scars? Momiji was in a trance, confused.

"Heh, you'd rather choose numbness, can you do it, maybe a deeper scar. If you look a little more open, it will hurt less. Remember to be kind to yourself, because life is not long; Be kind to the people around you, because you may not be able to meet in the next life! Lu Feng shared those philosophical words and some of his own insights with Momiji.

"It seems that you didn't choose to read Chinese wrongly, and now even your speech has become so meaningful."

Momiji's praise made him smile: "Yes, learning Chinese has a benefit, you can see life more thoroughly, for example, Eileen Zhang's love itself is a legend, and it can't be repeated; And Xiao Hong's road to love is even more bumpy and confusing, after thousands of hardships, she still hasn't gotten the so-called true love. Whenever the teacher talks about their ups and downs, it is as if they have traveled and experienced it in it, and after sighing, they find that they are still happy. ”

Momiji listened with fascination, and couldn't help but look forward to it: "Heh, next time you have time, you can tell me the story of these talented women, now you still have to guide me to the diary I wrote a few days ago:

At eight o'clock on time, the mobile phone in my pocket sang briskly. It turned out that my husband called me, I don't know what happened? I picked up the phone at home and went back.

You're home, I thought you were off work now? "Oh! By the way, today is the deputy manager of the lobby, from 8 o'clock to 20 o'clock. It's just that recently affected by SARS, very few people come here to consume. I didn't bother to stay in my boring post anymore, so I said hello to my colleagues and got off work early.

It turned out that my husband remembered it so much, but I didn't say hello to him, so he waited until eight o'clock, and his heart was inexplicably moved. can inadvertently come to a greeting and convey some heartfelt voices.

A friend opened a forum called Wind Passes Without a Trace, and I have to go there once a day. Idle and bored, take the time to go for a walk! Walk around, look at the bottom, occasionally on some of the good layout, good articles and a small post, occasionally with people to carry it, or with the landlord to exchange their opinions, it's really interesting!

It was nearly twenty-three o'clock. Oh, it's so late, I have to go to work tomorrow, it's time to sleep. Only then did I remember that my husband hadn't come back yet. Hehe, I'm having fun on the computer, he's swimming outside, he's having fun, and the two of them are really a couple. An inexplicable melancholy rose in my heart, I was really depressed! The good mood disappeared, and the trace of touching him just now was gone!

Lying on the bed sullenly, thinking about the essay "Honest Life" written by Feng Wu I saw just now. Quite impressive! Hey, in this world, you just said it, anyway, yes, honest people are always looked down upon.

It's not that they're incompetent, it's just that they're too honest to be clever and talky, duplicitous, rudderless, observant, likable, eye-catching, ...... I don't know how much "won't ......" to interpret them all.

In the end, honest people are not suitable for such an environment and such a society. Although they also have great ambitions and sincere enthusiasm, they are eventually overshadowed by their character and bent by their weakness...... Inspired by a friend, I couldn't sleep anyway. Let's write about his sisters!

turned on the computer, crackled and wrote, and "Hypocritical Life" was roughly completed in half an hour. I didn't want to make any more changes, so I uploaded it to the forum. Close the computer, it's time to go to sleep now, the clock is pointing to zero, and he hasn't come back yet.

What's wrong with him, what does it matter to me, but it's not a taste in my heart! It's so late, don't say hello, make a call, and report safety. That's not what transparent people do!

I'm so depressed that I still can't sleep, so let's play with the computer again! The chest is full of airflow, and the brain is full of characters, strung together line by line, condensed into this boring work.

It's one o'clock in the morning! Heartwood, eyes, ears, I have become numb to this kind of life. At half past one in the morning, he returned. I remembered Zhang Xinzhe's song "Half past Two in the Morning". He was still thinking about his lover at half past two in the morning, and I didn't know what to think about at half past one in the morning. What am I thinking at the moment? What else could I think of! ”

Lu Feng took a closer look and understood the reason why Hongye was unhappy these days, but this was just her unilateral guess, and there was no real evidence.

So he comforted: "Don't think about it, maybe your husband also has his own difficulties, and there is nothing to be unhappy about, is he missing a phone call to reassure you." But although you were worried, you didn't hit him, which is also a report and a report, and the two are clear. ”

"I don't know what I want. He's there, and I don't like it because sometimes I think he's feeling bad. I still like to be alone, quiet. Speaking of which, there is a slight wrinkle between Momiji's eyebrows, as if he is thinking about something, thinking quietly, and there is a kind of worry.

"I accidentally broke into the chat room the other day, chatted with a few people, passed some boring time, it feels good, it's easy to forget everything, when you're not happy."

Lu Feng sighed in his heart, and suddenly felt a sour pain in his heart. In fact, how happy it is to be with the people you love! But why is there always someone who doesn't know how to cherish it? If you miss too many things in this world, you will never get them back.

Lu Feng didn't know how to answer for a while, and finally said after a long time: "In fact, there are many ways to forget your troubles, you might as well put your heart into reading, so that you can not only broaden your horizons, forget your worries, but also mix up your diploma and lay the foundation for the future road, why not!" ”