"Sisi, what's wrong with you?"

The gauze I was holding in my hand had not yet wrapped his wounds, so I retracted my thoughts, and while wrapping him in gauze, I looked at the scars on his back, and said, "You have some scars on your back, did you make them a long time ago?"

He nodded: "It's been so long that I can't remember it myself, after all, it's normal to dance with knives and guns all day long, and get injured." ”

He shouldn't be lying, maybe I was wrong from the beginning, maybe there was another person who had the same face and the same surname as him, so I mistakenly thought he was Feng Sheng.

If even people admit that they are wrong, then I have just stepped out of this road of revenge is wrong, and I am a little depressed when I realize this. And this is not a moment, for several days, I can't even eat. Thinking about Feng Sheng's affairs. But my decadent thinking seems to Cai'er to be lovesick.

In order to relieve my serious lovesickness, Cai'er has also tried her best in the past few days, either catching a few crickets to tease me, or catching a few butterflies to tease me, and even captured my flowers and fragrances in the net and gave them to me.

The other day, I sent two of them to find out the news for me. When I was in Yangzhou before, I asked them to inquire about Feng Sheng's news for me, but I found Feng Ziling by mistake. It's been a busy job for nothing.

I found an excuse to branch Cai'er away, and then asked them if they had found out anything about Feng Sheng.

Huahua sighed and said: "The capital is so big, where is it so easy to find a person, besides, we are butterflies, not people, our main source of communication is to ask the same kind of people everywhere, where is the news so well-informed." Xu is that this Feng Sheng did not get a meritorious name, otherwise he would not have been able to find such a person after looking for such a long time. ”

Hearing this, I became even more depressed for a few days.

Perhaps she couldn't bear to see me so depressed, but on the morning of the second day, she didn't know where she took a kite and handed it to me, saying, "Girl, you said before that it was not a good time to fly a kite, but I saw that it was a good time to fly a kite when the wind was strong these days." ”

I understood what she meant, and this kite was made very well, and it must have been made by the little guard named Zhou Cheng.

Her expectation was so high that it was hard for me to refuse

The grass warbler flies in February, it is a good time to fly paper kites, I hold the finely made four-cornered kite, and Cai'er went to the backyard to fly the kite, but unfortunately the technology is not enough, the kite is not old and does not fly high, after trying a few times, the enthusiasm for flying the kite has faded a lot, leaning on the railing to blow the wind, I saw the little guard Zhou Cheng is sitting on the corridor with dogtail grass weaving something, and Cai'er is standing beside him, the appearance of the little daughter-in-law makes me smell a trace of gossip.

He said that he would accompany me to fly a kite, but now it's better to leave me aside and go to a lover.

Since I knew that Feng Ziling was not the Feng Sheng I was looking for, I felt lonely at the same time, but I was also a little lucky, I didn't know what I was glad for, maybe it was because of the time I spent with him that I felt that he was not a heartless person like Feng Sheng. Otherwise, why would he have blocked the sword for me?

It's just a pity that a few days ago, I put a lot of effort into killing him. As long as he was not in the house, whenever I was free, I went to the kitchen to practice tying carrots, and after thinking for a long time and not finding a good way to kill him, I decided to practice the technique of killing people first.

I first used a knife to draw a point on the radish, the point as the heart of the person, each knife pierced to be accurate, and practiced the knife technique, then sat in front of a large bowl of chicken blood, so that after a few days, I saw that the big pool of chicken blood after all was not as dizzy as before, not only that, but I also learned to carve carrots with the master in charge, and I can carve a whole large carrot into a small flower, and then put it in the steamer to cook, then one bite at a time, So much so that I completely forgot to buy such a bunch of carrots to practice accuracy, but instead pestered the master in charge every day to teach me to carve this and that.

After the carving technique was perfected, I also found an opportunity to kill him, and at that time he was still busy with things, and there was not much time to return home. On the afternoon when I had finished my carving, he came back, and when I heard the maid say that he was in the study, I went to look for him. He rested on the rattan chair in the study, with a book on his face, and he didn't react when I approached him, it seemed like he was asleep, I remember Cai'er said that he was busy these days, and he should be very tired, but I have been taught his alertness, so I leaned closer to him and called him a few sentences.

He still didn't react, at that time I thought it was really a great opportunity, I turned an inch-long dagger out of my fingertips, holding the dagger slowly close to his chest, my heart trembled nervously, the knife was raised a few times, to his heart, but I was stunned that I couldn't stab it, I don't know why, at that time there was obviously a good opportunity to kill him, but my hands trembled frequently, probably the first real gun combat heart was timid, I kept comforting myself and said: Sisi, don't be afraid, the first time you kill someone is like this, the white knife enters, The red knife comes out, as long as one knife, as long as one knife......

My heart cried out to kill him over and over again, but I couldn't move my hand, nervous or afraid, or I told myself not to kill him, I still can't understand where my complicated feelings came from.

Just when I was so anxious that I was about to cry, his hand moved slightly, I hurriedly hid the dagger back in his sleeve, he took away the military book that covered his face, my heart trembled, the body that was already leaning forward was unstable, pressing on him, he opened his eyes and looked at me, I nervously shook my hand, and the sword hidden in the sleeve accidentally grazed my arm, and I frowned in pain, and he woke up and looked at me with a complicated expression: "Sisi...... What are you doing? ”

The way I am pressing on him now, looking at his expression, I know that he should have misunderstood, aunt and grandmother, I don't want to take advantage of you, but to kill you.

I tried to kill him several times, but my face turned red, and I turned around and ran away, which was really humiliating, and he would definitely think that I was trying to take advantage of him while he was asleep. I ran all the way to the kitchen with my face in one hand, and no one could bother to check my injuries, and instead of killing him, I wounded myself, I was really a two-hundred-and-five.

There was a bloody cut on my wrist, and the cyan blood continued to flow out, and I used my spiritual power to heal the wound, leaving no scars, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, but I thought about it before I ...... I covered my hot face, I don't know why my face was still so hot, was it because I was too nervous when I killed him?

I think I shouldn't just focus on the technique of killing, but also train the mentality of killing, just like those who are going to take the imperial examination, I usually don't know how many sage books I have memorized, but once I enter the examination room, I still play abnormally, this is a problem of mentality after all, but it is a pity to miss such a good opportunity.

I turned my head with a long sigh and saw Feng Ziling leaning on the door frame looking at me, I was about to run out with my hands covering my face, and when I ran to the door, he grabbed my wrist, he looked at me with some smile: "Anyway, shouldn't I be the one who should cry at this time." I glared at him fiercely, Fang Cai's emotions were completely gone, and I yelled: "I'll press on you, what are you, I'm pressing on you, that's your ......" I said confidently, "That's your blessing!" Why, you still feel wronged, you, you don't know that people who want to be intimate with this girl can circle around the general's mansion five times, I ......" He smiled: "Hmm, then, you just want to be intimate with me?" ”

When he said this, I suddenly had a feeling of being molested, and this teasing word was very difficult for me to refute, I: "......"

He suddenly took two steps forward, looked at the carved flowers of a few carrots lying on the cutting board, and said, "This, you carved it?" I snorted and raised my head high.

He commented: "The carving is not bad. ”

I leaned in happily and proudly: "Yes, hehe, you don't know, I've been practicing for a long time." ”

I got carried away as soon as I was proud, and after showing off myself, he suddenly asked, "What are you carving this for?" ”

My smile froze on my face, I coughed, lowered my head and pulled at the hem of my skirt shyly, "I...... Me, I heard the maid say that you like to eat turnips...... I ...... "At this time, I really admire my acting skills and go to the next level, lying as if there is really such a thing, and this appearance also carries a touch of shyness, I don't believe he will suspect anything."

He looked at the pile of turnips, and after a while, he said, "I don't remember when I liked to eat them...... and coughed after a pause, "Well, the turnips are not bad." ”

After he said that the carrots were good, I enthusiastically said that I wanted to cook him a bowl of carrots to eat. I didn't have nothing to do, and I didn't want to please him, but I wanted to poison the carrot and let him die, I thought that since I was nervous and afraid to kill him in such a bloody way, then I would kill him in a calmer way without blood, anyway, no matter what method was used, the way to kill him was a good way.

But this good way to kill him is very hard to do, I use a slow fire to carve the carrot into a pot stew, holding a spoon to stir the soup accidentally by the hot soup burned my hand, the pain made me take a breath, it can be seen that before the big thing to suffer some suffering is inevitable, there is a poem does not say that without a cold bone, where to get the plum blossom fragrance, so it seems that I suffer this is still worth it. After the radish soup was stewed, I added some condiments to it, and after mixing it again, a bowl of radish came out, I conjured a big bag of arsenic, and poured half a bag into the bowl, until the refreshing soup was a little chaotic, I clapped my hands with satisfaction, poured another spoonful of soup into it, and happily took this bowl of soup to Feng Ziling.