If I had killed him at that time, I might have lost my life, but the heavens always don't fulfill people's wishes.

When I wanted to kill him so much, I couldn't get my wish.

When I put the radish soup on his desk that day, he looked at the soup, noticed my hand, frowned slightly and took my hand to take a look: "Burned?" ”

I let out a sigh and giggled, "It doesn't hurt very much." ”

He pulled me to sit next to him, put the book in his hand on the table, stirred the soup with a spoon and said, "Actually...... As long as you are well-behaved, I'm very happy, next time don't go to the kitchen to make soup, how are you doing your homework lately? ”

I never remember this kind of homework, I heard him ask me, so I said two words, I looked at the bowl he held up in one hand, I knew the medicinal properties of the half packet of arsenic, just one mouthful, he would definitely die, his heart was blocked, but he had scooped a spoonful of soup and was about to taste it, when the spoon was just close to his mouth, I quickly reached out to cover his lips, and snatched the bowl and spoon from his hand under his stunnedness, and his voice was inexplicably nervous: "That, this soup is a little cold, maybe ...... It may affect the taste, I'll go change it for you. With that, I rushed out with the soup arrow, ran to the backyard in one go, smashed the soup to the ground, stepped into the dirt of a few camellias, and ran back to the kitchen to fill a new bowl.

When I brought the freshly served soup to him, I was still a little out of breath because I was in a hurry, and I pushed the soup in front of him in his slightly puzzled gaze: "Taste it." ”

He took a bite of the soup and said it was okay.

My brain must have been caught in the crack of the door, and I couldn't kill him twice in a row, and when I saw the empty bowl on the table, I felt a little sweetness in my heart. I'm really sick.

Heaven does not fulfill people's wishes, and it is really heaven does not fulfill people's wishes.

When I went back with the empty bowl, I lay down on the rattan chair in the pavilion, and Huahua and Xiangxiang flew around the empty celadon bowl a few times and asked me, "Little Yezi, why did you lose?" Why didn't you kill him? ”

I covered my face and shook my head, I really don't know why, why I can't do it, why I can't bear to poison him, when he picked up the bowl of soup, I suddenly remembered Cai'er and told me that he cared about me very much, remembered that he leaned against the door and looked at me with a smile, remembered that time I fell into the water and he hugged him and said it was okay, I can't tell what kind of feeling it is, I just know that at that moment, I seemed to have changed as a person, and there was always a voice in my heart shouting not to kill him.

When I think about these things, I feel that from the very beginning, some things were predestined in the dark. It's like I haven't been able to find a chance to kill him, and when I have the opportunity, I can't kill him, and when I finally make up my mind to kill him, I find out that he is actually not the Feng Sheng I am looking for.

Huahua sighed and said, "You...... You won't like him, you won't fall in love with him, you won't fall in love with him. I raised my head a little stunned, and said in a daze: "What nonsense are you, I...... I just think it's too despicable and shameless to poison me before, after all...... After all, I've always ...... I ......"

Huahua fluttered her wings and leaned on the table and sighed: "You're finished, you actually fell in love with him, you actually moved your heart, he is really a talent." What a talent. ”

I was so angry that I seemed to have been poked in thought: "I didn't, you dead thing, what nonsense are you!" He was about to raise his sleeves to teach it a lesson, when Cai'er's voice came from behind him: "Girl, look at ......" and suddenly paused, "Girl, you just ...... Who are you talking to? ”

I froze in mid-air as I lifted my sleeves, withdrew my hand and said, "No, it's nothing." ”

"The girl will not be because of the time when the general left, and the lovesickness has become more and more serious. The girl is just now, but she can fly a kite. ”

She was embarrassed to say this to me, but I didn't want to expose her ambiguity with the little guard, so I couldn't hold back the words.

I said, "It doesn't matter if I don't fly a kite or not, you and that lover, but Qingqing and I are finished?" ”

Maybe the word "I" was too explicit for a little girl like her, her face was red and dripping blood, and she complained: "What the hell is the girl talking nonsense." ”

I saw that she still didn't admit it, so I quickly persuaded her what I was used to hearing in Cuiyun Pavilion before: "It's a very serious thing for this girl's family to like a person, isn't it a good saying that it is rare to have a lover, if you are in love with Zhou Cheng, I will wait for your general to come back and ask for an explanation for you, and it will be fulfilled for you." ”

When she heard me say this, she hesitated for a moment: "It's just ......"

I peeled a walnut and said, "Just what?" ”

"I just don't know what he wants."

After she finished speaking, I burst out laughing, and quickly covered my sleeves and said seriously: "This is not easy, wait for me to call Zhou Cheng to ask." I was about to get up on the railing bench, but she grabbed my sleeve and said, "Girl, no, I am a daughter's family in this matter, why am I embarrassed to ask like this, I am embarrassed." ”

That's right, I pondered for a moment: "Well, if you wait for me to write you a letter, it is a letter that will make an appointment with Zhou Cheng, if he is interested in you, he will definitely come if you ask him to come out, if not, then give up, there is no shame." What do you think? ”

She thought for a moment and nodded.

After all, I overestimated myself, and I regretted that I didn't study well before, Feng Ziling taught me to write first, and I was full of thoughts about how to kill him, and I had no intention of learning at all.

How to write the beginning of this letter, I bit my pen and thought about it for a long time, and wrote that I love the city.

When I finished writing, I felt full of excitement, and I was disgusted with goosebumps on my back.

But that's what it's called.

I'll write it down and see you tomorrow evening on the bridge in the backyard.

Now that the time and place are there, what is missing? I bit the pen and thought for a while, and added a sentence, "The willow tops on the moon, people are about after dusk." When I finished writing, I took away the paperweight that was pressed on the white rice paper, and a breeze blew from the window and blew the white paper on which I wrote the letter off the table.

I squatted down to pick it up, and saw a pair of dark cloud boots, and the letter to Zhou Cheng had already reached Feng Ziling's hands.

He said that he was busy going out for a while, but he didn't want to come back today.

He took a look at the letter I had written, and I hurried to grab it: "Give me back." ”

He frowned slightly, his face sank, probably because he thought that my words were ugly and couldn't be read, in vain he had worked hard to teach me to write before, I couldn't reach his raised hand when I stood up, the slender hand held the piece of paper on which I wrote the letter, and he looked down at me: "This is what you wrote?" ”

I nodded, "Give it back to me." ”

"Do I love the city? Who are you writing to? ”

His face became more and more ugly, and I still couldn't get the letter, so I had to say: "It's a little guard, you return the letter to me first, this letter is very important." ”

"Important?"

I nodded: "Yes, it's very important, it's related to Cai'er's happiness." ”

"Cai'er?"

"Yes, this is a letter I wrote to Zhou Cheng for Cai'er, Cai'er likes Zhou Cheng in her heart, but I don't know his intentions, I think I can also write a few words, it is better to write a letter for her to ask Zhou Cheng to try."

Only then did he return the letter to me: "Such an ugly word......

I glared at him, and he coughed and said, "In that case, I will pass on this letter to you." ”

I was a little uneasy, but if this matter was handed over to Feng Ziling to do, it would indeed be very appropriate, I moved my wrist and was about to go to the front yard to eat something, but the voice of the maid came from outside the house: "Princess, princess, you can't go in...... Princess, the general hasn't come back yet......"

Then came the voice of Princess Yushan: "What a boldness, now even a maid dares to deceive this princess?" This princess saw Ziling come back with her own eyes, could it be that this princess is blind? ”

"This ...... Princess......"

I raised my eyes slightly and looked at the corridor, and the princess Yushan was about to come to the study. This Princess Yushan is really haunted, I think if she runs into me in a room with Feng Ziling, a lonely man and a widow, and I don't know what she will do, I think I should go first.

The step was about to step out of the threshold, and the back of the neck was pulled by a strong pull: "Where to go?" ”

I said, "Of course, I will go first, if that Princess Yuzen discovers me, I will definitely make a fuss." ”

After speaking, the figure of Princess Yushan had appeared in front of the stairs of the study. I screamed no.

And even worse is yet to come.

I finally understood Feng Ziling's vicious thoughts, he grabbed me and dragged me back, and pressed me against the desk with his backhand when Princess Yushan just entered the door. I didn't see Yu Shan's expression, my lips were warm, and there was a pair of hands around my waist that held me tightly. I lost my mind for a moment, and after the loss of consciousness, I caught a glimpse of Princess Yuzen's stunned face, her face was pale, but her lips were bitten heavily, and I exhaled so painfully that his tongue was pushed in, and the feeling of interlaced lips and teeth made my mind blank.

When he finally let me go, I regained my senses, and I pushed him away with hindsight, looking at the figure of Yushan who had run away crying and the corners of his mouth that seemed to be smiling.

I get it, use me again!

I raised my hand to wipe my lips and walked out with my skirt, and he grabbed my wrist: "Angry? ”

I shook him off with my backhand and strode out.

If you say you're angry, you don't know what you're angry about, didn't he leave me in this general's mansion just for Princess Qi Yushan?

But I'm really curious in my heart, if it's about appearance, that Princess Yushan is really a delicate beauty, in terms of character, some princesses are also sure of their temper, but the important thing is that she is infatuated with Feng Ziling. But why are the two of them in such a state? What did Princess Yushan do to be sorry for Feng Ziling?