Lin Miyang is no longer sure whether the beginning of the story will be at the first concert or at the celebration of the Chamber of Commerce, just remembering this girl, it seems that she can easily change her inner thoughts.

She didn't like music, but she was forced by her parents to learn piano, Lin Miyang looked at the little girl in front of her, thinking that maybe she hadn't felt the charm of music yet.

Her name is an ancient poem, so she was very impressed.

The only material in the world is Zizi, and people look up to Zhonghua.

Not beautiful, but atmospheric.

But he didn't think that many years later, when they met again, it would be in a foreign country eleven years later, and the girl with still big wavy hair was lying in the hospital because she couldn't save herself.

She didn't have any supporting documents on her, so no one knew who she was, and Lin Miyang didn't know at the time, but she still went to ask the doctor for the results.

Brain injuries can affect later in life.

Lin Miyang bore all the expenses and asked the doctor to hide the results from her.

If she really has something, she should be responsible for it for the rest of her life.

checked her identity, and found out that she was the girl who said she didn't want to learn piano, and now she is at the world-famous Hannover Conservatory.

She eventually studied music.

Lin Miyang couldn't tell her about the possible sequelae, so he couldn't get close to her so high-sounding, after all, he let the doctor hide everyone's diagnosis.

It was he who harmed others, and he must not stand idly by.

So he was invited to be a professor at the Hannover Conservatory, but when he went to the school to look for it, he found that she had returned to China.

Lin Miyang suddenly panicked, was it because she found out about her sequelae, so she couldn't learn music?

After returning to China and continuing the investigation, Liu Zihua has returned to the third year of high school and retook the national college entrance examination.

Lin Miyang was relieved, at least, she didn't give up studying music because of any physical problems.

Maybe it's because I suddenly don't like it.

It's just that I didn't expect her to easily become the local champion after studying for a year, and I think about it, this is really a girl who is very good at everything.

Thinking that this excellent girl might be ruined by herself, Lin Miyang's heart was even more uneasy.

Repeating the mistakes of the past, there happened to be a case to go to East China University to investigate, which was not Lin Miyang's business, but he still applied to go to the school to be an undercover agent.

This way I can occasionally find out how she's doing.

When Lin Miyang stood on the podium, the students in the audience stepped forward to ask, but Lin Miyang still noticed Liu Zihua's situation.

Her face seems to be a little red, and she is a little unsteady when she walks, is it a fever? Or is it a recurrence of an old illness?

Lin Miyang paid attention to her situation, but she didn't expect Liu Zihua to just look around, and quickly put something in the lesson plan.

Lin Miyang didn't plan to debunk her, but studied the letter when he went back.

It turned out that she remembered when she was eight years old, and she was in the third row at every recital, and when she was silently paying attention to her, she was also silently paying attention to herself.

Lin Miyang held the letter and thought about it for a long, long time.

He always felt that he would not fall in love with anyone in this life, because life was limited, he liked the violin, and he respected his parents' profession, two jobs had consumed all his energy, and starting a family would only hinder his life.

But he's sorry for others, and he has to take care of Liu Zihua for the rest of his life.

So if you want to get married, you can only choose Liu Zihua in this life.

At that time, Lin Miyang didn't have a relationship between men and women for Liu Zihua, and all he had was guilt.

Unexpectedly, due to fate, I accidentally saw the video of the Chamber of Commerce celebration, and the person who was brave enough to step forward to dodge the gun in the video turned out to be the girl who was injured because she was standing by.

She is diametrically opposed to herself, an ordinary person, how can she step forward so disregarding her safety when she encounters such a thing that has nothing to do with her.

So Lin Miyang said to his grandfather that if he wants to find a partner, he must find something like this in the video.

Grandpa was very satisfied and asked his father to arrange it, everyone thought that Liu Zihua was picked by his grandfather, but in fact, Lin Miyang arranged it himself.

This person who can get full marks in the professional courses of the exam, after the real contact, Lin Miyang felt that she was also a very ordinary girl, she would be in a daze, a nymphomaniac, and nervous.

How can I quickly "trick" her into getting her hands?

Lin Miyang remembered the letter.

Liu Zihua's thoughts are always so obvious, and her love for Lin Miyang has long been on her face.

Suddenly said that he was getting married, Liu Zihua seemed to feel a little fast, but he still accepted it.

In fact, it's not fast at all, Lin Miyang has been paying attention to Liu Zihua for two years.

Yasui said that Lin Miyang was crazy, because he was guilty of marrying a girl, it was just a joke about life, so he was not optimistic about this marriage.

To be honest, Lin Miyang herself has no confidence, because Liu Zihua is still young and doesn't seem to have met someone she really likes, so she cut off her future romance like this, what if she meets someone who really loves her and feels embarrassed?

Will she blame herself for the culprit?

If she does come across, let it go.

Lin Miyang thought.

So no matter what the reason is, as long as she doesn't like someone else and files for divorce, Lin Miyang can't agree.

If she knew that she got married because of guilt, she would feel disappointed and sad, so she would just hide it from her for the rest of her life.

But no one expected that her life would be so short.

She really relapsed, but she thought she had hidden Lin Miyang, so she quietly had to go abroad for surgery.

Lin Miyang knows, he knows everything.

When the operation was performed, he waited outside, and he didn't dare to let people know, silently watching the progress of the operation.

Fortunately, the surgery was successful, but the eyes were temporarily blind.

Lin Miyang sat on the edge of the bed, grabbed Liu Zihua's hand, and asked her to treat herself as a mute in the next bed and listen to her talk to herself.

"I'm having nightmares again." She said, with sweat on her face.

Lin Miyang held her hand tightly, hoping to give her some strength.

"Do you also have nightmares after surgery?"

I don't know how she came to the conclusion that she doesn't have nightmares, and said to herself: "I really envy you, you don't have nightmares, dreams are really scary sometimes." But now it's much better, I don't have my husband in my dreams. I think I'll always get used to the days without him in my heart, after all, we've only been married for a few months. ”

She began to choke, and Lin Miyang's heart also choked.

She used to have him in her heart, but now, she said that she would get used to living without herself and wanted to divorce herself, because she had a lot of lace news, and said that she came to rejoice.

Lin Miyang wanted to tell her that she didn't come to Chongxi, but secretly arranged it in private.

But he couldn't, because he didn't have such deep feelings for her at that time, but now without her, Lin Miyang can't live well.

He'll feel guilty, he'll miss her.

Because her sequelae flare-up.

Maybe it's family affection, maybe it's love, Lin Miyang still hasn't made it clear.

But he was nervous, and told everyone at his concert that he was married, so let everyone stop spreading it, so that if he clarifies it, maybe Liu Zihua will feel a little better.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that in the first half year of her marriage, she was always mentioning divorce, Lin Miyang was thinking, maybe she didn't do well enough, so she misunderstood for so long.

But when he misunderstood that Liu Zihua liked other people, he had no choice but not to agree.

After all, this is the promise she once made to Liu Zihua in her heart, if she falls in love with someone else, let her go.

Just let it go, why do such a dangerous thing?

During those days, Lin Miyang really felt that tobacco and alcohol were the best things in the world, and he could temporarily forget the days when Liu Zihua was away.

For three years, there was still Liu Zihua in his dreams, and he wanted to ask Liu Zihua how he controlled his dreams without him.

At this time, he is still free, he can live in a mixed bag, he can rest when he should be drunk, and he has to smoke a whole pack when he should smoke.

He waited for more than three years, waited for more than a thousand days and nights, and finally looked forward to Liu Zihua, but how long did she give herself?

Only fourteen months.

She was pregnant, Lin Miyang thought that this was the final ending, he couldn't believe that Liu Zihua would relapse from the old illness, trying to deceive himself, her forgetfulness was only caused by pregnancy, and there were no sequelae, and the sequelae had been cured by surgery.

In the damn fourteen months, Lin Miyang had already told her that he loved her, and he didn't want her to leave anymore, why did he still leave, leaving a short fourteen months, leaving responsibility to Lin Miyang.

She's so ruthless.

But these are all Lin Miyang's own doings, what right does he have to blame others, her departure is all his own fault.

If she hadn't sat idly by, perhaps she would have become a famous musician by now, marrying and having children with other people, rather than having a painful final time.

It's his fault, it's all his fault. He killed the people he loved with his own hands.

The last time Lin Miyang saw her, she secretly hid, she was in a wheelchair, as if she didn't have any trouble and had to bask in the sun, Lin Miyang stood there and watched, until she saw the sunset.

She forgot everything, but Lin Miyang still didn't dare to show up, as long as she could still be seen, it was enough.

Everyone thought that Lin Miyang didn't know that Liu Zihua had passed away, and he cooperated well, anyway, life is only left with responsibility, right?

Lin Miyang looked at the original intention in his arms, and suddenly hated in his heart, why do you want to exist, why do you want to leave this responsibility to yourself?

But it was only an instant, because the Zhao family told him that Liu Zihua liked this child very much.

She loves this child, so Lin Miyang loves this child too.

Lin Chuxin is eight years old, do you remember this age?

We met for the first time when you were eight years old.