Early the next morning, Yan Xi and Jiang Li walked on the way to the east of the city with a leaflet, the warm sun was shining on their bodies, and even their hearts were warm, and they were talking and laughing.

Passing by the door of the supermarket and handing out a few leaflets, Yan Xi suddenly froze, was stunned for a second and immediately turned around, and walked out of the supermarket A happy family of three passed by her, Yan Xi lowered his head and couldn't help but secretly look at his back, and suddenly tears burst the embankment and fell down quietly.

He held a shopping bag in his left hand and a child in his right, and the child's childish laughter echoed in his ears.

The child had also nestled in her arms, calling her 'Mommy' softly.

Once they used to take their children to the supermarket, but that was only once.

After all......

The child is someone else's child, and it is impossible to call you mom all the time.

My husband is also someone else's husband, and sooner or later I will have to return it.

All the past is just a dream.

Satisfy his desires.

Fulfilled her youthfulness.

"Brother Haobin, long time no see."

Yan Xi trembled slightly and squeezed out a smile at his back.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Li turned around and saw her trembling slightly, only to see her face full of tears when she got closer, Jiang Li was frightened, put his arm on her shoulder and asked urgently, "Is there something uncomfortable?" Speak! Generation, what the hell is going on? ”

"It's fine." Yan Xi shook his head, wiped his tears indiscriminately, and choked up: "It's just a little thing,"

"What little thing can make you like this? Don't scare me, tell me. Jiang Li said worriedly,

"Let's get down to business! We'll talk about it in the evening. ”

Jiang Li didn't ask anymore.

On this day, Yan Xi was full of energy, tirelessly handing out flyers, and talking about the functions of the care project to interested potential customers, with a bright smile on his face, but that smile Jiang Li felt more ugly than crying in his eyes.

What the hell is wrong with you? Generation.

It's night, Jiang Li's house.

Yan Xi stood in front of the window and looked at the endless night sky.

Jiang Li looked at her back, always feeling that she was surrounded by loneliness, Jiang Li wandered behind her, wanting to speak and stopping.

"What are you doing?" Yan Xi turned around and saw that she was still walking around aimlessly.

"Generation~~" Jiang Li stopped and approached her.

"Okay, I got it." Yan Xi put his hands on her shoulders, "Do you still have stock?" Bring me a cigarette. ”

"What?"

"I'll tell you a long story, I need to light a cigarette and calm down."

"Wait."

Jiang Li opened the wardrobe and took out a pack of cigarettes inside, confirmed that the door was locked, and threw the cigarette to Yan Xi.

Yan Xi lit a cigarette and took a few deep breaths, and the slow smoke filled her eyes.

It was a summer afternoon, 16-year-old Yan Xi was eating ice cream in front of the landline in the living room while talking to classmate Xu Shuangshuang on the phone, and chatting about the handsome male protagonist in the novel nympholy.

Yan Xichen took Gu Haobin to open the door and enter.

"Xiaoxi, I'm back." Yan Xichen pointed at Gu Haobin and said to her, "This is my brother, Gu Haobin." ”

That was the first time Yan Xi saw Gu Haobin, his facial features were delicate with a touch of handsomeness, handsome with a touch of gentleness, he was full of vitality in white sportswear, and he broke into Yan Xi's heart so effortlessly.

Yan Xishui's eyes flashed, and he blurted out into the phone, "The Mo master is like a jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world!" ”

Frost's excited voice came over the phone. "Yes, yes, it is the stranger who is like a jade son, and it is the most appropriate to describe Jingyi Gongzi."

"Frost bye-bye, I'll call you later."

Quickly hung up the phone, she stood up, smiled a little shyly, and called sweetly, "Brother Haobin." ”

"Xiaoxi, hello." Gu Haobin nodded, with a smile on the corner of his lips, and pointed to the ice cream in her hand, "The ice cream has melted." ”

Yan Xi came back to his senses and was a little embarrassed when he saw that the ice cream melted and slid down his hand and dripped on the tiles.

"Look at your little bit of interest." Yan Xichen changed into sportswear and walked out, pulled out a few pieces of paper and stuffed them into her hands, "Wipe it yourself, and wipe your saliva by the way." ”

"Brother, you are so annoying~" Yan Xi said and wiped his mouth with paper.

"As my sister, that's it." Yan Xichen couldn't help but shake his head.

"Brother, don't say it, I originally thought you were the most handsome, and my classmates fantasized about you as a character in a novel," Yan Xi wiped his hands, and a sweet smile bloomed on his little face, "But I didn't expect it!" Brother Haobin is more handsome than you! It seems that in the future, the fantasy objects of my novels will be reformed. ”

"Xichen, your sister is so cute." Gu Haobin's beautiful voice and sunny smiling face all knocked on Yan Xi's heart.

"Let's go!" Yan Xichen patted Gu Haobin's shoulder and turned his head to look at Yan Xi, "Little nymphomaniac, let's go play, let's go." ”

"I'm going too, brother, I'm cheering for you, you, take me with you!"

Looking at Yan Xi's expectant expression, Yan Xichen rolled his eyes with hatred, "Look at your little bit of talent, let's go!" ”

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On an early autumn afternoon, Yan Xichen took his girlfriend Ruan Hanlu and Yan Xi to the amusement park to meet Gu Haobin, which was the first time Yan Xi met Gu Haobin's girlfriend, He Jiaqi.

16-year-old Yan Xi didn't understand what it was like, he just felt that his beloved rag doll was pulled and broken, but what if it was broken? The ragdoll is still the ragdoll.

That day, Yan Xi accidentally fell, her knee broke, the wound was not big, it was a little deep, and it would bleed as soon as she walked, Yan Xichen and Gu Haobin took turns carrying her, she felt very happy.

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In the winter when Yan Xi was 18 years old, Gu Haobin brought good news to Yan Xichen, he said that he was going to get engaged, Yan Xi's heart trembled, the first time he tried the feeling of distress, and the first time he realized that the rag doll belonged to someone else, whether it was broken or not, it was someone else's.

It snowed on the day he left, and it snowed in her heart, freezing her youthful time.

On the day of his engagement, Yan Xi followed Yan Xichen back to City A, and at the engagement banquet, he looked at Gu Haobin in a suit and leather shoes, He Jiaqi had a flowing white veil, he was a polite and handsome gentleman, she was a lady with dignified manners, they were a pair made in heaven to be a good match for a hundred years.

At the end of the engagement banquet, Yan Xi officially expelled him from his heart.

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Last summer, 21-year-old Yan Xi finally persuaded Yan's father to return to City A alone.

Yan Xichen's other good brother, Wen Lin, he has always regarded Yan Xi as his own sister, and he took Yan Xi to wash the dust.

At the wine party, the drum is beaten to pass the flowers, and a rose is passed to another person in his mouth.

Ling Xingyu handed the rose to Yan Xi's mouth, Yan Xi bit it, Ling Xingyu didn't let go, the corners of his lips were hooked so closely, his eyes were filled with a thick smile, and he squeezed his eyebrows at Yan Xi from time to time, this was the first time Yan Xi saw Ling Xingyu, Wen Lin's introduction to him was that the business school was a cold school.

Handsome is quite handsome, and it is not against the school grass to say that it is a school grass.

But the high cold? I'm afraid he has some misunderstanding about Gao Leng!

Ling Xingyu is mature, Yan Xi always thought that the two of them should be the same age, and later added WeChat to chat several times, only to know that he was three years younger than her.

In the middle of the wine game, Yan Xi went out for a turn, met a drunk Gu Haobin, and sent him home.

Gu Haobin's suite.

Yan Xi picked up the teacup on the table and poured him a glass of water.

"Hi Xiaoxi, long time no see." It was the first thing he said when he was a little sober after drinking water.

"Brother Haobin." Yan Xi looked at him with a scruffy beard, looking downcast, a little distressed, what did he go through?

"Where's Sister Jiaqi?" Yan Xi looked around the room, the doors of the room were all open, but there was no human appearance.

"Gone." Gu Haobin sneered, with a thick self-deprecation in his tone, "She thinks I don't care about my family and left with other men." ”

"Gone?" Yan Xi couldn't believe it for a long time.

"My husband doesn't want it, and my children don't want it, so I just left without looking back." Gu Haobin grabbed his hair to relieve his pain.

Yan Xi looked at Gu Haobin like this, and the dusty things in his heart woke up instantly, and he felt pain in his heart.

"Brother Haobin." Yan Xi really wanted to reach out and hug him and give him warmth, but she didn't dare, so she patted him on the shoulder to comfort him.

Gu Haobin took her hand and pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly, "Xiaoxi, let me hold it for a while, just for a while." ”

Yan Xi was surprised and didn't struggle, this was also her intention, she wanted to hug him, she wanted to give him comfort and warmth.

For a few days, she could meet Gu Haobin, who had drunk too much, in various places, and then send him home, just like a few years ago, Yan Xi secretly ran out to drink and jump at home, no matter where Gu Haobin was, he would be met by Gu Haobin.

Maybe it's the doomed fate!

"Brother Haobin, don't do this again, okay?" Yan Xi looked at Gu Haobin, who was sitting on the sofa and was decadent, she was about to go crazy in distress, and a firm thought came to her mind, she wanted to help him get out of this whirlpool of pain, and she couldn't let him continue to be decadent in the vicious circle.

That night, Yan Xi stayed in his guest room, Gu Haobin entered her room with the strength of wine, hugged her and fell asleep together, Yan Xi did not resist.

The next day, Yan Xi opened her eyes and saw Gu Haobin lying beside her, looking at her seriously.

"I have a terrible thought, Xiaoxi, I have a strange feeling."

"I also have a strange feeling." Yan Xi smiled, she is not surprised by this feeling, this feeling is like, she likes Gu Haobin has always liked it, He Jiaqi is gone, the dusty ice in her heart is cracked, she still likes him, with the youthfulness of the year.

And she didn't know what the strange feeling Gu Haobin was talking about.

Later, Gu Haobin told her that the feeling was: My sister can start when she grows up.

He said: Wine is bitter, lollipop is sweet, a combination of bitterness, bitterness.

He said: I don't love the bitterness of wine, but I love the appearance of being drunk.

If you can't do what you want when you're awake, you'll be drunk and dreaming of death.

After all, she developed a lollipop with wine, but she never saw him drunk again.

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"Xiaoxi, I want you." This is not the first time Gu Haobin has mentioned it, he said that he was panicked, and he was afraid that Yan Xi would leave him.

"Wait for my birthday, okay?" Yan Xi comforted him, "It's been more than a month." ”

"I'm afraid."

Yan Xi didn't give up his mind in the end, half pushed and half relied on him, and at the moment when he was at a negative distance from Gu Haobin, Yan Xi cried silently, half because of pain, half of happiness, happiness as he wished.

I gave you the most precious, and in this life you are my God, my all.

"Yaya, call Mom." Gu Haobin taught his 3-year-old daughter to call Yan Xi's mother.

"Mom~Mom~" The babbling girl called Yan Xi's mother softly.

Yan Xi held her in his arms, his heart was very warm, he would definitely treat her as his own daughter.

The menstrual period has not arrived for a long time, and the pregnancy test stick shows two dazzling red lines, as if someone has invisibly choked her neck, and the tighter and tighter she is, she is panting, as if she is in an ice cellar, and tears are falling from her trembling eyes.

God loves to joke with her so much.

The Yan family pays attention to face, and disciplines children strictly on weekdays, especially in the relationship between men and women, and now she is pregnant before marriage, which is undoubtedly a heavy slap in the face of her parents.

She reached out and put her hand over her lower abdomen, which was warm, and there was a little life in it, but the child could not ask for it.