"Xiaoxi, this kid came at the right time." Gu Haobin hugged her and said excitedly, "In this way, I can use the child to tie you up." ”

Yan Xi looked at Gu Haobin's radiant appearance, and wanted to keep this child for a moment, but when she thought of her parents, she made up her mind again, "Brother Haobin, this child can't be wanted." ”

"Why?" Gu Haobin's expression became serious, and his tone was a little colder, "Don't you want to have a time with me?" ”

"No, Brother Haobin," Yan Xi explained, "Have you thought about my parents?" And my brother, they don't know about the two of us yet, what do you think would happen if they knew? ”

"Let's not talk about your parents, Xi Chen will definitely give me a few punches first, or more seriously." Gu Haobin sighed, a little irritable.

The reality that needs to be faced when the fairy tale is shattered is cruel.

"yes!" Yan Xi continued: "My brother can't accept it, let alone my parents. ”

"You can't do without children." Gu Haobin lay on Yan Xi's shoulder, his warm palm covering Yan Xi's lower abdomen, "This child is the crystallization of our love, I am looking forward to him coming, and he is coming fast enough, he has a heart with me, and knows that I need him to tie you up." Gu Haobin raised his head, "We can't do without him, let's take one step at a time, okay, Xiaoxi?" ”

Yan Xi couldn't resist Gu Haobin's begging, and had the idea of keeping the child.

Yan family, Yan Xi's birthday.

Yan Xi sat at the dining table and nibbled on apples, and Gu Haobin opened the takeaway box.

Gu Haobin's mobile phone rang at the dining table, Yan Xi saw the three big characters of Yan Xichen on the screen at a glance, and Yan Xi immediately panicked when he was a thief.

"Surprise~~~" Ruan Hanlu's voice echoed in the suite as the door opened.

The apple in Yan Xi's hand fell to the ground in response, her heart jumped to her throat, and she hurriedly looked at Gu Haobin, who nodded at her and signaled her to be calm.

"Xiaoxi, Dangdang~~~" Ruan Hanlu shook two bottles of red wine in his hand, "Surprised, not surprised, hey, Haobin is also there!" ”

"Surprise, surprise..."Yan Xiqiang squeezed out a smile, and his tone was really surprised.

The surprise is a little bit unknown, the shock is 100%.

"What? Haobin is also there? Yan Xichen changed his shoes and walked into the restaurant, and punched Gu Haobin, "Why don't you kid answer my phone, I was about to continue calling you to come over for a drink." ”

Yan Xi could hear his thunderous heartbeat and swallowed his throat.

"I was opening these boxes just now, and I didn't hear it." Gu Haobin said lightly, "I met Xiaoxi in the supermarket in the afternoon, and I heard that it was her birthday today, and you were not at home, so I came over to celebrate with her." ”

"Okay, very good," Yan Xichen patted him on the shoulder, and said with a little relief: "I look like a brother, you have to help me take care of Xiaoxi when we are not at home." ”

"Definitely, don't worry!" There was no flaw in Gu Haobin's handsome face.

"Sit down! We rushed back as soon as we got off the plane, so hungry, let's eat! Yan Xichen asked Gu Haobin to sit on the chair and sat down himself.

"Xiaoxi, these two bottles of red wine are Dad's treasures! He made a point of bringing us back to drink with you and wishing you a happy birthday. Ruan Hanlu opened the red wine and poured it into the decanter.

"Thank you, Dad, did you come back for my birthday?" Yan Xi pretended to be calm and showed a happy look.

"Of course!" Ruan Hanlu put the insulated aluminum foil canvas bag on the dining table and opened it, "Mom also made several dishes that you like to eat." ”

"We'll come back for a few days, and by the way, I'll supervise what kind of day you're living." Yan Xichen said.

Yan Xi smiled dryly, and frequently cast her eyes at Gu Haobin, but found that Gu Haobin never looked at her.

"Happy birthday Xiaoxi." Ruan Hanlu pushed the goblet containing red wine in front of her, picked up her own glass and gently touched hers.

"Thank you, sister-in-law, but I have an upset stomach these days and can't drink." Yan Xi frowned and touched his stomach, there was a little guy pregnant inside, how could he drink!

"It's not your style!"

"I'm self-cultivation, drink it!"

Yan Xi laughed and fooled through.

For three days in a row, Gu Haobin deliberately kept a certain distance from her, but Yan Xi still couldn't help but go to see him from time to time, and Gu Haobin occasionally looked at her once or twice, and immediately diverted his gaze, never stopping on her.

Yan Xi felt very hurt and especially didn't like this feeling.

Brother Haobin, why are you so good at acting, she actually had an impulse in her heart to tell Yan Xichen about her relationship with Gu Haobin, so that Gu Haobin would not have to keep a distance from her, and she would not have to look at Gu Haobin to ignore herself.

Two months have passed.

Yan Xi looked at the color ultrasound list and walked out of the maternal and child health hospital with Gu Haobin.

"It's almost the New Year," Yan Xi touched his slightly bulging lower abdomen, a little worried, "I'm not in Y City this year, my parents will definitely go back to City A to celebrate the New Year with me, what if I show a flaw?" ”

"No, you can't see it in thick clothes." Gu Haobin stroked her hair and said comfortingly: "And uncle and aunt will come back for a few days at most, and they won't be discovered." ”

"Brother Haobin, I always have a bad premonition......"

"Okay, don't worry," Gu Haobin took her into his arms, "And me!" I'll take care of all the big things for you, you stand here and wait, I'll go in and buy a pack of cigarettes. ”

Gu Haobin walked into the convenience store, Yan Xi stood on the side of the road and waited, his hands reached into his coat pockets and covered the bulging lower abdomen, and the corners of his mouth were unconsciously hooked.

With a sharp brake sound, a gray Volkswagen suddenly lost control, crookedly and straight towards Yan Xi, Yan Xi protected his stomach and retreated again and again, the back of his head hit the green tree behind him, and his eyes were black and he fainted.

When she opened her eyes again, her nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant water, and what caught her eyes was the white quilt in the hospital ward, and there was a tag on her left hand, Yan Xi subconsciously touched her stomach, her usually slightly convex and slightly hard belly, soft, her heart was empty all of a sudden, tears came out of her eyes, struggling to sit up, and the pain from her lower body made her desperate to the limit.

"Is there anyone? Can anyone tell me what the hell is going on? ”

Yan Xi's cries echoed in the empty hospital room.

"What about my children! What happened to my child? ”

"Is there anyone?"

Yan Xi lifted the quilt and turned over to get out of bed, his legs were powerless, and the whole person fell to the ground softly, the needles in his hands were displaced, and the blood flowed backwards, Yan Xi did not notice the pain in his hands at all.

"Someone! Is there anyone? ”

The almost desperate cry gradually quieted down, and the thinly clothed Yan Xi curled up on the ground like that, shivering.

Finally, the ward door was opened, and two nurses walked in.

"What's wrong with you?"

The nurse stepped forward to help her, Yan Xi opened her eyes and grabbed the nurse's hand with her backhand and asked eagerly, "What about my child?" What happened to my child? ”

"Don't worry, you get up first." The nurse helped her onto the bed.

"Please, tell me, my child!" Yan Xi pleaded, tears falling down her eyes.

Her left hand was swollen into a large bag, and the nurse sighed and helped her deal with it, and re-injected the drip in her right hand.

"You just had uterine evacuation surgery, you have to control your emotions, tears are not good for your eyes."

"No, it's not true, please tell me it's not true......"

How she wished she could hear from the nurse that after hard work, the child was saved, and you can rest assured, as long as you can raise the fetus with peace of mind.

Evacuation surgery? Is the child really gone? The last glimmer of hope in Yan Xi's heart was shattered.

"No, I just had a pregnancy test in the morning, and my baby is very healthy," Yan Xi touched his soft belly, "I just heard his heartbeat in the morning, plopping plop, plopping, so powerful, why, why is this." ”

"Where's my clothes! Where's my clothes! Yan Xi scanned the ward, looking for her coat.

"Don't get excited, you control your emotions." The nurse brought her coat.

Yan Xi took out the morning color ultrasound from his coat pocket and opened it tremblingly to show the nurse, "Look, Director Zhong said that my child is very active and he is very healthy." ”

"Why do you need to have a uterine evacuation surgery? Why, exactly? Yan Xi struggled to accept such a result.

"You passed out and got a blow to your abdomen, the placenta peeled off, and you had to clear your uterus." An elderly nurse saw that her eyes were red from crying, and she couldn't bear it, and comforted: "You are still young and well, and you will soon be able to have children again, don't cry anymore, your eyes will fall into the root of the disease if you cry again." ”

Yan Xi closed her eyes tiredly, the nurse shook her head and walked out of the ward, and it happened that Gu Haobin came.

"Brother Haobin......" Yan Xi's tears were like broken threads, and the beads were rolling and slipping.

"Xiaoxi, don't cry." Gu Haobin put down the thermos box in his hand and held her in his arms.

"Where have you been, Brother Haobin......" Yan Xi beat his chest, crying breathlessly, "They performed uterine evacuation surgery on me, our child is gone, he is gone." ”

"It's okay, we're still young, the child will still have it, don't be sad, don't cry, just treat this child as if we have nothing to do." Gu Haobin comforted.

"What do you mean by this kid having nothing to do with us? What does it mean that it doesn't matter? What do you mean not to be sad? Yan Xi looked at him, there was an uncontrollable sadness surging in her eyes, she was hysterical, "When he was still an embryo, I didn't want him, it was you, you said that he was the crystallization of our love, you had to keep him, now he is a flesh and blood life with a heartbeat, he is my blood and flesh, he is my child, you tell me not to be sad?" You still say it's okay? ”

"Yes, you still have children, you have children with He Jiaqi, my children are gone, you can not be sad, but I can't ......"

"You're so ruthless...... Brother Haobin...... You're so ruthless......"

Yan Xisheng pushed him away with tears, feeling that her sky had fallen, and she was pressed down piece by piece, and she was out of breath, and her eyes were black and unconscious.

That year was the most tragic year Yan Xi had ever had.

can avoid the drinking game of purple drunkenness, but can't escape the loneliness of the dead of night.

Yan Xi, huddled in the dark, thought about it again and again.

If my child is born, who will he look like? A little more like Brother Haobin? Or is it a little more like me?

On the tenth day of the first lunar month, the solar calendar is February 14 Western Valentine's Day.

Gu Haobin took Yan Xi to the amusement park to play, and accompanied her to play all the exciting projects.

At the beginning of the lanterns, they ate steak in the open-air western restaurant on the top floor of Haoting while watching the night view.

Gu Haobin held a large bouquet of fiery roses and gave it to her, whispering softly in her ear that tugged at her heartstrings.

"Xiaoxi, I love you, forever and forever ......"

"When you are free, I will take you to the beach, we will watch the sunrise and sunset, we are facing the sea and the spring flowers are blooming, I will take you wherever you want to go......"

"Xiaoxi, if one day, you leave me, I will die, or I will be bored to live......"

"Xiaoxi, when you are well bodied, we will have two children, a boy and a girl, the boy is as handsome as me, and the girl is as beautiful as you......"

"Xiaoxi, I will definitely let you have no worries for the rest of your life......"

"Xiaoxi, thank you for loving me, I will live up to your ......"

"Xiaoxi, wine is bitter, when you drink in the future, you will have a lollipop, so that it will not be bitter if you synthesize it......"

If Yan Xi knew that this was the last time they would see each other, maybe she would cherish it more, if she knew what she would face tomorrow, maybe she would stick to Gu Haobin and didn't want to go home, but she didn't know.

The next day, the message sent by Gu Haobin was only five words, but it made Yan Xi fall from heaven to hell.

"Jiaqi is back."

When Yan Xi saw the information on the screen, his mind suddenly went blank, and he couldn't stop trembling and replied to him.

"What do you mean?"

"Yaya needs a complete home."

In an instant, Yan Xi understood everything, she would never be Yaya's mother, Gu Haobin never belonged to her, maybe her existence was just a little third who could not see the light in the eyes of the world, He Jiaqi was gone, she filled in, He Jiaqi came back, she was going to roll up and leave.

This relationship is not visible, and she doesn't even have the courage to tell her family.

Last night's Wen Cun is still in his heart, and the sweet words are in his ears, Brother Haobin must be in trouble, he must be forced to be helpless, I can't make it difficult for him, perhaps, it's time to end, and I will be sad for Brother Haobin.

Yan Xi, who had strong self-esteem, replied to Gu Haobin with one last message.

"Okay, I see."

After that, all Gu Haobin's contact information was deleted, all the information about him, photos, everything, all of them were a dream, and now that the dream has woken up, it's time to return to reality.

At least, she didn't regret fulfilling her dream when she was young, but she didn't know how deep her feelings were, so deep that she didn't eat, drink, or sleep, and spent those painful days like a walking corpse.

She overestimated her ability to control her feelings.

Even at this moment, she still didn't feel that she was the only victim of this evil fate, and she even helped Gu Haobin think of a hundred unavoidable reasons.

And the man who swore that he was going to die if he left her was alive and well.

'Love you pierces my heart,

gave you the only piece of heaven,

The fragments of memory, knocking over the fire of my heart's thoughts, burning my entire fortress,

Loving you hurts my heart,

Without you, there is still a piece of heaven left,

I think I'll just hold the withered rose in my hand and taste the tears you give......

Heartbroken, Yan Xi curled up at home for a whole week, not thinking about tea and food, haggard and not looking like a person, until Ling Xingyu rang the doorbell at her door for a long time and no one opened the door, so he directly called the lockpicking company to pry open the door of Yan Xi's house, opened the curtains, and forcibly took her out who was curled up on the bed.

Ling Xingyu pestered her every day, took her to drinking parties, amusement parks, climbed mountains, went fishing, and even took her into the academy to listen to lectures, trying every way to take her out of her sadness.

In fact, the wrong person is the wrong person, never because you can endure more, or can wait more time to become the right person, the person who should go will leave sooner or later, after the breakup, in fact, you can't let go of him as a person, but you have unreservedly paid and cherished, after the breakup, you can't forget him is not the person, but your strong unwillingness.