Chapter 174: His Explanation
Bai Ting was really considerate, afraid that the security guards would not let me in, so she went over to say hello, and only drove away after watching me go in.
The place where the rich live is scary, I searched for a long time to find the villa I was looking for, rang the doorbell, and soon a woman came to open the door.
It was a woman in her thirties, wearing a black floral dress, she didn't look good, but her eyes were very sharp, she looked me up and down, "Who are you looking for?" ”
"Excuse me, does Mr. Gu Bonan live here?" I ignored her not-so-friendly gaze and asked politely.
"Who are you?" She said warily.
"I, my surname is Xia, I'm his friend, please tell him, he must know me, can you let me in?"
She hesitated, looked at me again with questioning eyes, and then gave me a cold look and told me to wait, and she went in to report.
Who is this woman?
Could it be that she is a babysitter? But whose nanny is so young? And she doesn't look like an ordinary nanny, she has a very depressing aura on her body.
I could only wait patiently for her to come back, and after about a few minutes, she came out and let me in, and after entering, she asked me to go to the last room on the second floor, saying that Gu Bonan was waiting for me there.
When she talked to me, her eyes kept staring at me, and those eyes were very sharp, even a little hostile.
It seems that it is really not an ordinary nanny, and it is impossible for an ordinary nanny to be like this!
I couldn't care so much, I went upstairs, and was about to push open the door, but the door suddenly opened by itself, and before I could come back to my senses, a pair of big hands suddenly dragged me in, and just wanted to scream, I accidentally crashed into a pair of eyes as deep as the sea.
It's Gu Bonan, Junlang's face is a little pale, the aura on his body is a little weak, except for some weakness, there are no other major problems.
The moment I saw him here, my heart moved, and my complicated emotions made my brain forget how to operate except for staring at him.
"Linglong......" he called me, the familiar voice was a little weak, but still cool and magnetic.
This is my familiar voice, it's not a dream, it's him, it's really him.
Tears fell all at once, and the fear of these days and the longing for him poured out at once.
"You don't have a soul?"
He reached out to wipe my tears, took me into his arms, and hugged me tightly, "How dare I be distracted if I don't find you?" ”
Yes, how dare he be distracted if he didn't find me? He is reluctant, and he will be afraid that I will be reluctant.
Feeling the familiar aura of his body, I put my arms around him with trembling hands, and I was scared, afraid that as soon as I let go, there would be nothing.
That's good, that's good!
"Gu Bo Nan ......"
"Huh?"
"Do you miss me?"
"Yes!"
"How much do you want?"
"I thought of the point where I was obsessed with dreams and haunted dreams, thinking that your frequency is the same as your heartbeat, and if you are a little slow for a second, you will suffocate to death."
Nice voice, the answer was almost perfect, but when I moved my hand to his chest...... The lips that had just been hooked were quickly embarrassed at the corners of the mouth!
Does he have a heartbeat? Isn't it deception that there is no heartbeat?
I pushed him away with some annoyance, "You are talking nonsense, you are deceiving me with nonsense, what kind of heartbeat?" Tell me, how much does your heart beat in a minute? ”
The expression on his face was a little stiff, and then he touched his heart without changing his face, "I forgot that I don't have a heartbeat." ”
"Whatever the reason, it's deception!"
"Slip of the tongue! It's not about deception, if you don't believe it, I can make you disembowelment and see my heart! ”
Disembowelment? He didn't even have a heartbeat, could he really see who he was in his heart?
At this moment, Tang Banxian's words sounded in my ears, word by word, every sentence was still fresh.
When he tried to hug me again, I put my hand on his chest and distanced me from him, "You say, what is a heart that doesn't beat to do?" ”
In a word, the temperature in the room dropped wildly, and the subtle aura silenced us all.
His outstretched hand slowly drooped, his dark eyes staring at me, and there was a faint chill in his eyes. "What do you mean?"
"Literally, I heard you live here with a woman?"
His eyes became colder and colder, "You said that Ayu outside?" ”
"Is she the only one?"
"What do you think I'm going to have to do with her? She's just a Yin Spirit Master, she's been taking care of me these days, what the hell are you suspicious? ”
Just a Yin Soul Master?
I stared into his eyes, the look in his eyes, there was some coldness in his eyes, but also a little confused, he didn't seem to understand why I asked, but his eyes were very clear and clean, and there was no special look.
This made me a little unsure again, could it be that Tang Banxian made a mistake?
She said that she saw Gu Bonan living with a young woman, and I saw Ayu as soon as I came, and she looked to be in her 30s, which is not very old. So Tang Banxian should be talking about her?
However, it still feels wrong......
"Are you sure there is no one but her?"
"Xia Linglong!" The man's face sank, and his eyes were gloomy, "Who did you listen to all this nonsense?" ”
"You don't care who I listened to, anyway, I've heard it, then I ask you, have you ...... during the time you were apart?"
"Nope!"
"I'm not done yet!"
"You've made it clear enough."
"I don't understand enough, we should be ......honest with each other," I asked at the end of my voice, because there was a hurt look in his eyes, as if I had misunderstood.
But I've already asked questions, and I can't take it back.
He sneered, maybe he had been standing for too long and his body was a little unstable, he slowly sat back on the bed and leaned against the head of the bed, his handsome facial features were frighteningly cold, "Xia Linglong, I've been worried about you for so many days, as soon as you meet, you question my loyalty to you because of other people's words or two, what status do you put our relationship in?" Is it in the heart, in the head, or just in the palm of the hand, as soon as you let go, there is nothing? ”
Gone as soon as you let go?
One sentence pierced my heart......
No, by no means.
I love him, to a point I don't even know about, and today's questioning is not to ruin our relationship, just because I love him too much.
I love him so much, I panic, I'm a sparrow standing on the edge of a cliff, my wings are tied by him, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that as soon as he releases, I'll fall into the abyss and be crushed.
My inner situation is too passive, he choked my fatal point, in terms of feelings, I can't afford to lose, lose...... There is no return.