Chapter 175: I miss you so much, I miss you very much
I was also justified when I asked, but at the moment I was actually empty-hearted.
My heart is weak not because I have done it wrong, but simply because I am afraid of doing it wrong.
I'm curious as to why feelings can make a person so cautious and frightened.
I lowered my eyes, hiding the complicated look in my eyes, "I'm just asking that, if you don't want to answer, you can not answer." ”
"How not to answer? If I were silent today, would you be left with a scar in your heart? Linglong, I Gu Bonan swear to the sky, except for you Xia Linglong, I will never do anything unscrupulous to any woman, if I have, then let me thunder to the top, eternal life and eternal fall into hell must not ......"
"Enough!" I interrupted him, not wanting to listen to this so-called oath, or perhaps because of inner rejection, "Don't say it, so be it, I...... Retract the words just now. ”
Withdraw...... It means that I lost today's confrontation, but it's nothing compared to loving him.
There was some indescribable look on his face, his handsome facial features with a strong sense of oppression, he waved at me for a while, and said with a cold face, "You come here!" ”
I thought about it and walked over to stand in front of him, and when I looked at him, I finally explained, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have doubted you today, but it's all because I care." Maybe you don't know, in fact, I've been looking for you for the past few days, I'm going crazy, I thought you were gone, I was in a hurry, I escaped death several times, and it was hard to ......"
Before he could finish speaking, suddenly he stretched out his hand, and a strong force pulled me over, and my body lost my balance, and I fell directly on him, and he snorted, as if he was in pain after being hit.
I was anxious to get up from him, but he rolled over and pressed me underneath, "Don't move, let me hold for a while." ”
"Is it involved in your wounds? Hurry up and let me see how you're doing, isn't it serious? I anxiously nudged him on the shoulder, telling him to hurry up and let me check it out.
When I first came in, I saw that he was fine, except for the weakness he usually had, but when I threw him down just now, the look on his face was clearly painful.
He took the hand I was pushing him and buried his head in my neck, his voice with a deliberately low hoarseness, "As long as you're there, it won't be serious, and if it weren't for you, I might be hopeless." ”
"What are you talking about?" I was worried about his injuries, and I didn't have time to think about what he meant.
"Monochromatic Yun told me that you may be gone, but I don't believe it, and I won't want to believe it. Linglong, you know, I'm scared these days, I'm afraid that you won't come back, I've been asleep for many days, and I want to go to you when I wake up, but I find myself too vulnerable, I've never hated myself like this for a moment, I hate myself for not being able to protect you. ”
His voice was unusually hoarse, and the cold liquid seeped through my neck, and my nerves tensed.
He...... Crying?
Why? Because of the fear of almost losing me?
I never thought that this man would cry, and I have never seen him cry, and I even thought that a person like him would never know what crying was, because I knew him who could be cold, stubborn, strong, and powerful, but I had never seen him so vulnerable.
This is not the first time he has lost me, did he also hide in a corner and grieve for me in a car accident last year, until he found me again?
My heart was like being bitten by an ant, it hurt and itched, I reached out and hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." I know how you feel, because I'm scared these days, and I've thought about hundreds of possibilities, but I don't want to think about the worst. I always believe that as long as I come back to you, you will be there. So I don't want to give up on you, I desperately want to come back to you, and in that moment, I know how important you really are to me. ”
The corners of my eyes were a little moist, and I quietly forced the tears back, but I couldn't control my feelings for him.
The more you love, the more you fear losing.
On this day, we finally found each other, and we were finally together, at this moment, I suddenly wanted to be with him, whether it was a person or a ghost.
It's just that this world is always much crueler than we imagined, and later on, I realized how ridiculous the idea was at this moment.
He said, "Linglong, I miss you, I miss you very much. ”
"I miss you very much, too, but can you get up first, you're so heavy, you're about to crush me......"
After I finished speaking, he didn't react at all, but the body pressing on me seemed to be getting lighter and lighter, and I couldn't help but gently push him again, but he still didn't move at all.
I suddenly felt as if something wasn't quite right, and pushed him away, his handsome face was so pale that it seemed to be slowly getting closer to transparency.
Mono Seyun said that he was very seriously injured, and I did see that he was very weak when I first came in, and he suddenly fainted at this moment, and the situation is definitely not optimistic.
I didn't have time to think about it, so I rushed downstairs to find the Yin Spirit Master, just now Gu Bonan said that she was responsible for taking care of him, right? Then she must have a way to save Gu Bonan.
But I went downstairs and looked around and didn't find her, where did she go when she wasn't at home at this time?
No, I definitely can't let Gu Bonan have an accident, I have to find a way to save him quickly.
The first person I thought of was Tang Banxian, and she helped save Gu Bonan from an accident last time, so it must be no problem to find her as a top priority.
Originally, I had her WeChat before, but after the first meeting, she blocked me, for the ring of more than 200,000 yuan. Since then, I haven't added her WeChat, and her phone number has not been left, and I guess she won't give it to me if I ask. Hey, it's so much trouble to encounter this kind of thing, and I have to go to her myself.
As soon as I gritted my teeth, I could only plan to leave here first, and then turn back after I went to find Tang Banxian.
I was about to go out, my mobile phone suddenly rang at this time, and after a glance, it was Bai Ting calling.
I thought about it and connected, "Miss Bai Ting, what's wrong?" ”
"Linglong, I'm in a bit of a hurry, I'm going back right now, you can come out and give me the key card later......"
"So suddenly?" I touched the door card in my pocket, I was a little anxious, I was going to find Tang Banxian now, and I couldn't come in if I returned the door card to her.