The two of them probably guessed something from Li Jun's expression, and seeing Li Jun raise his head and look at the sky in the west, Yuan Jiayi asked, "Is Xiaoting gone?" ”

Li Jun handed the letter to Yuan Jiayi, and whispered the poem written by Xiaoting to himself: "Moss flowers are as small as rice, and they also learn to bloom peonies." Li Jun had never seen a moss flower, but he had seen the moss in the dark and damp environment where it grew, the moss was still so low and small, if it bloomed, it would be even smaller and smaller, but although it was small, it could still bloom to its heart's content. Xiaoting compares herself to the gloomy living environment, but she still persists for so many years, which shows the strength of her heart, but she didn't dare to accept Gao Qi's feelings in the face of it, and chose to stay away.

"Is it really harder not to love than to love? Didn't Xiaoting really fail to do it, she was such a stupid child, where could she go alone, could she solve all this by escaping? Yuan Yamin also finished reading Xiaoting's letter, and people were a little stupid.

"Sister Jiayi, thank you, thank you for everything you have done for Xiaoting in the past few days, I think it will definitely bring you a lot of trouble to your family, now that Xiaoting is gone, you can tell me if there is anything to deal with." After speaking, Li Jun bowed his head deeply and bowed to Yuan Jiayi.

"You're such a stupid boy to be so polite to me." Yuan Jiayi hurriedly straightened Li Jun's body, "It's Yamin, you always have to talk about it, I don't want you two to always have an awkward relationship." Saying that, Yuan Jiayi's face showed a trace of worry.

"Sister, I know, then you can go home first, don't worry about Xiaoting, she is also a very assertive person, and she has more social experience than us, since she chose to leave, she will definitely consider where to go." Li Jun could only better comfort the two women in front of him.

"Would you like to eat together? Now it's time for dinner, so let's invite the two of you to dinner. Yuan Jiayi looked at the two of them, thinking that she could enlighten them more.

"Jiayi doesn't need it, you go back, I'll walk with Li Jun and talk, I have thought about it a little bit through Xiaoting's matter, you don't have to worry about me." Yuan Yamin's mentality has indeed changed a little, and she is no longer so persistent.

"Silly girl, it's best if you think about it, for a simple and kind person like you, maybe it's a good thing to have experienced something, and you will suffer a big loss in the future. Then I'll go home, you guys have a good open heart and talk, Li Jun will tell Yamin everything you think, she has experienced too little, don't let her always have a knot in her heart that can't be solved. Yuan Jiayi stroked Yuan Yamin's head, like a big sister comforting her little sister.

Both of them nodded vigorously, maybe they were more afraid of each other becoming familiar strangers, at this moment, Yuan Yamin's innocence all appeared in Li Jun's mind, her smile and every action were so happy and happy, which stimulated his heart even more.

Seeing Yuan Jiayi's back gradually walk away and disappear, Li Jun turned to Yuan Yamin, who was looking at him, and said, "Xiaomin, let's go there for a walk?" ”

"It doesn't matter where you go, you know what I want, I just want to hear what you really have to say, if you want to make up some lies to deceive me, I will look down on you forever." Yuan Yamin raised her stubborn little face and looked directly into Li Jun's eyes.

"How could I deceive you, if every word I say to you today is not from my heart, let the sky thunder five times, and let me die a good death!" Before Li Jun's words were finished, he was covered by a warm little hand.

"Who made you make such a messy oath, I just hope you can face me sincerely, unlike the men on TV who only deceive girls with rhetoric." Yuan Yamin's face showed a hint of blush again.

"Xiaomin, maybe there are some negative people in the world who deceive girls' feelings, but I will never be such a person, I am serious about treating every girl and every relationship. I just hope that my sincerity will be rewarded, I never thought about cheating and playing with anyone, maybe because of this dedication, I also experienced that kind of heart-wrenching pain, so I don't want you to follow my pain. Li Jun's sincere eyes stared at Yuan Yamin's slightly amber eyes, hoping that she could see her heart.

"I know you're not that kind of person, and I know how affectionate you are, how could you get into my heart if it weren't for that. When I saw you sad and sad for Fang Ning, in fact, my heart was as painful as yours, I don't know why they didn't know to cherish you, although I just asked you to cheer up on the surface, in fact, my heart is as weak as you, and it is also in this constant care, I feel that I am slowly liking it, and I care more and more about you. Yuan Yamin's face had turned red, and she might feel that she was always a little embarrassed for a girl to say such a thing to a boy.

"Xiaomin, in fact, it's right to like someone, we may pay too much attention to a person in this period, and it is easy to have feelings for him, this is just a good impression of the opposite sex, but this can't be said to be love, love is the feeling that you can give everything for each other, even your life."

"But I can give everything I have for you!" Without waiting for Li Jun to finish speaking, Yuan Yamin directly interrupted him.

"Yamin, you listen to me, I'm not worthy, you can't think like this, in fact, I like you too, I can do everything for you, but what I'm talking about is another kind of feeling, it's family affection, in my heart I have always regarded you as my little sister, just like Brother Yajun, you can do anything for you." Li Jun endured the feelings in his heart.

"Hmph, it's still Yuan Yajun who threatened you, right, see how I deal with him when I go back, if he dares to take care of my business, I will ignore him, just take care of himself, I don't need him to care, I have grown up, and I am no longer the little kid who followed him before." Yuan Yamin's face flushed with anger.

"Xiaomin, don't say that about Brother Yajun, he is a good brother, he didn't threaten me, no one can threaten me, I have my own attachments. Actually, I'm going to say that I don't dare to love you, do you believe it? Xiaoting's departure is also clear to you, she doesn't dare to accept Gao Qi's feelings, because she feels that she is not worthy, and what if I say that I also feel that I am not worthy? Li Jun saw Yuan Yamin's persistence, and she just wanted to show the softest heart in her eyes in front of her.

Hearing Li Jun's words, Yuan Yamin was a little stunned, she never thought that Li Jun would say such a thing, he has always been chic and comfortable in front of him, and he is versatile, can he be inferior in front of him.

"In your world, everything is the best, nothing is impossible, because you have lived in this environment since you were a child, so there is nothing wrong in your understanding, but it is not clear that the outside world is also a lot of opposites, this is not the difference between people, but because of the difference in living environment and quality in this world, there are many different classes.

Judging from the endless struggle between the Red Guards and social hooligans in the later period of the Cultural Revolution, they were antagonistic because of different classes and different living environments; and then to the antagonism between the children of these cadres and social ruffians in the past few years, this is also because of the struggle between different classes, and this difference in class may not completely cause antagonism, but it does affect integration.

You have also seen "Romeo and Juliet", "Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai", although this is only a literary and artistic work, but it does reflect the tragedy caused by different classes, from ancient times to the present, "the right person" is not just a casual thing, it is the essence of the development of this society. Li Jun told Yuan Yamin what he was thinking these days, and then looked at her quietly.

"But now it's a socialist country, the teacher said that all the classes have disappeared, and everything in our socialism is equal?" Yuan Yamin tilted his head and thought for a while before saying.

"Classes are gone, I say class, if everyone is really equal, we can only wait until communism. Why did Gao Yujun come back to school again, this matter was also told to me last time we were drunk, and it was also because of the love story of a girl and a girl with an unequal identity, although both of them loved each other deeply, but in front of the family, society, and class, the two of them could only helplessly fly apart, so I was also afraid, I don't care, I just don't want to be so simple that you are scarred by this. After Li Jun finished speaking, a painful look appeared on his face.

Yuan Yamin listened to Li Jun's words and fell into deep thought, in the past ten years of growth, no one has ever said such things to her, let her know that the outside world is not just simply beautiful, not just love can be loved, there are so many constraints behind this love, and for a while, the two of them were relatively speechless, just silently walking in the empty world.

Looking at Yuan Yamin's expression, Li Jun continued: "What my family is like, you definitely don't know too much, I live in the countryside, maybe you have also stayed in the countryside, but the environment you grew up in is still in the county, there will be heating in winter, and your superior families may also have air conditioning in summer." But back in the countryside, heating in winter is to cover an extra layer of quilts, and in summer it is better now, but there is only an electric fan, and when I was a child, I always took a mattress and went to sleep on the roof; You can insist on these, but the hardest thing is to go to the toilet, the village is full of dry toilets, and the toilet is under the pigsty, mosquitoes and flies fly in summer, you can endure the nausea, but the difficult winter, the cold wind is whistling in winter, dripping into ice, think about the feeling of squatting in the pit, how a cold word. ”

The expression on Yuan Yamin's face began to become cloudy, love can overwhelm a person's mind, but when reality appeared in front of him, people had to think about it calmly.

"I used to grow up in such an environment, of course, sometimes sitting under the big poplar tree in front of the door, I also dreamed that one day I could go out of the countryside, go to live in a big city, live in a building, have a comfortable environment, have a person who loves me, and live a happy life. When I graduated from junior high school, my mentality was too naïve, for Fang Ning, I once thought about giving up my high school studies and living in one of our small villages for the rest of my life, but in the end my parents forced me to come to high school, and they still hoped that their children could have a better future, so I still came to high school. I thought that Fang Ning would go to their county to study in high school, but I didn't expect that in the end she also came to us, and she had a heart attack because of worry, I have always cherished her, but in the end I forced her away. When he said this, Li Jun's eyes were full of pain.

"And for your feelings for you, I have actually been aware of it for a long time, but I don't dare to accept it, because I don't want to destroy your purity because of my selfishness, only this time I finally need to face it, but my heart is even more panicked and uneasy, I dare not say love, in fact, it is not just because of my self-preparedness and cowardice, but the love for you in my heart is better, you care about me in the past six months, how can I take revenge to hurt you." Speaking of this, Li Jun excitedly held Yuan Yamin's hands, and his eyes were full of tears.

"But, I really haven't thought about it that much, I just think I just like you, I haven't thought too much about it, am I particularly arrogant and unreasonable?" Yuan Yamin also raised his hazy eyes and looked at Li Jun.

"Xiaomin, you're not, you're just simple, but I can't break it easily with my selfishness. Let your innocence be preserved for a longer time, in the course of life in the future, Bibi is a lie and a trap, I am now willing to protect it for you, and then let us grow up slowly, and when the day comes, I have my capital to compete with the class, I will definitely marry you, because I actually love you in my heart. ”

"Really? Do you really think so, will you really marry me in the future? Yuan Yamin's face showed sweet joy, and then darkened again, "So what now?" Now you still have to hang me aside, you just said to leave, completely ignoring my feelings, and ran behind Guan Xinlei, who knows if you have any other ideas? ”

"Silly boy, how could I, I sat in the back not to escape, but I didn't want to bring you more negative influence, you have heard so many rumors, and the head teacher also talked to me, she also wanted me to stay away from the center of the rumors as much as possible, for me and at the same time to protect the girls in the rumors. Guan Xinlei has a favorite person, do you think everyone treats me as a treasure. Li Jun stroked Yuan Yamin's head with a smile.

"I heard that the tone of the voice is a little sour." Yuan Yamin has gradually recovered after this enlightenment, and she is not a scheming girl in the first place.

"Yes, I can't eat other people's vinegar, there are such gentle and lovely girls around me, I can't sit still, let alone that cold and emotionless woman." Li Jun just smiled lightly.

"Then how can I get involved with you now, even if you change your mind in the future, or I don't like you anymore, I want you to never want to get rid of me." Yuan Yamin pouted and looked at Li Jun playfully.

"We are now married to 'Jinlan Zhihao', you first treat me as the eldest brother, and slowly cultivate you, okay? In this way, we will be tied together forever, even if the lovers may break up, but the brother and sister will not break up! Li Jun finally said the best thing he could think of.