CHAPTER XXVI
When Li Jun walked into the classroom through the back door, the class was still noisy, and Gao Yujun asked with a smile and no conscience: "How is it, have you suffered a physical blow?" ”
Li Jun just smiled at him and walked straight to his seat without much explanation, just after sitting down, the head teacher also walked into the classroom from the front door, with a stern face and glanced at the students below and coughed lightly and said: "Let's talk about individual things before this class, we haven't adjusted a seat since the beginning of the school year, and now three boys in our class have left our class, and these three male students have been empty after leaving, In order to make more space, I decided to readjust the boys' seats so that the classrooms could be more empty after freeing up the spare desks. ”
As soon as the teacher's words were finished, there was a buzz of the students' discussions, I don't know how the teacher suddenly had this idea, is it because of Li Jun's relationship, Li Jun's ears listened to the students' discussions, and he also felt that the girls' minds were quick.
"Everyone, be quiet!" The head teacher patted the desk with his hand, and then said, "I don't plan to make any big changes this time, if anyone has an idea, they can ask me to bring it up, and change the boys' seats a little before that." Li Jun changed the table to the back and shared the table with Gao Yujun, Zhang Wenyong transferred to Li Jun's previous seat and Guo Jibin's table, Zhang Wenyong's previous desk was moved to the last corner of the classroom first, and the two of you will change your seats after class this afternoon. ”
"Sure enough, it's because of Li Jun's relationship." Li Jun's ears heard the whispered discussion of the girls behind him, and Wang Xueyan at the front table unconsciously turned his head to look at her, and then turned back to the front.
"Alas, I'm finally going to leave this position, and I've moved from the front row to the back row, I don't know what will happen in the future, but at least I can be quiet for a while." Li Jun thought silently in his heart.
"Okay, this matter is decided, if anyone has any ideas, come to me in the office after class, don't talk about it now, start class now." After speaking, the head teacher then wrote on the blackboard what was not finished in the previous section, and the classroom fell silent.
Li Jun also opened the textbook and was about to take notes, at this moment a small ball of paper clicked and fell on his book, Li Jun hurriedly grabbed it in his hand, opened it gently, and saw a few messy big words: "Do you want to leave me so much?" I'm not that annoying, am I? The words are more messy than usual, which shows how troubled her mentality is.
Li Jun sighed softly in his heart, it seems that he has to explain to her well, so that she knows her thoughts clearly, for an innocent child like her, once she loves, she will be very persistent in love, and once she is frustrated, she may completely crush her heart.
Thinking about it, he also wrote on the paper: "It's not about leaving for the sake of leaving, it's better to have friendship between us." Think about how happy we are with each other in the past six months, and the tears of these two days have almost annihilated the joy of half a year, not much to say, we walked together after class in the afternoon, I want to talk to you about my heart, I hope you will return to the previous happy angel. While the head teacher was writing on the blackboard again, Li Jun secretly and carefully threw the paper ball to Yuan Yamin.
After class, Li Jun glanced back at Yuan Yamin behind him, and found that she was still lying on her desk in a distraction, and it was inconvenient to say anything. Now that her situation is chaotic enough, many people in the class are watching her every move, and it is not good for her to cause any unnecessary trouble, so she got up directly and walked to Gao Yujun's table in the back row.
"You kid, you are really a man of action, you are really gentle, run to the last row, there is no tenderness like water here, only the wind that keeps blowing in." Gao Yujun looked at Li Jun and just blindly ridiculed.
"What's the gentle township, it's really a gentle township can't be our hero mound, the back is more comfortable, the teacher can't see it, stay under her nose every day in front, the atmosphere doesn't dare to come out, or the back is comfortable." Li Jun sighed lightly, looking at the rows of classmates in front of him, this perspective is indeed different, it was not clear in the front row before, he moved in front of the front, and the people behind him could see it clearly.
"Will Binzi have any opinion of you, good at the same table, you came here with me?" Gao Yujun was still a little worried.
"I think he also knows why, he also saw my front and back, but I didn't tell him before that I was going to be transferred, and today the head teacher just talked to me and took the opportunity to do this." Li Jun said and glanced at Guo Jibin, who was chatting with Dong Yuqian.
"You did the right thing, the distance can indeed be distancing, but you always have to make things clear, Wang Xueyan I don't think it's anything, Yuan Yamin is a character who dares to rush and dare to break through, and her feelings are also very warm, try not to hurt her, her brother, you know it too, don't make trouble for yourself when the time comes." Gao Yujun muttered softly to Li Jun.
"I know that Yamin is a good girl, it doesn't matter if she has her brother or not, I'm actually most afraid that I will hurt her, so I haven't dared to accept it, because I'm afraid that the longer the time comes, the deeper the injury will be, in fact, my heart is also very painful." A trace of sadness spread in Li Jun's eyes.
"You're just a lover, I don't know how many times you'll have to suffer emotional wounds in your life, so you can know for yourself." Gao Yujun patted Li Jun on the shoulder and comforted him.
Li Jun smiled bitterly and said: "I don't want to be like this, but there are always feelings around you, I hope that after a table with you, I can reduce some of my troubles in this regard, I will go back first, and we will be at the same table after class in the afternoon." ”
Yuan Yamin didn't say a word to him until school in the afternoon, and Wang Xueyan didn't pay attention to him, but Dong Yuqian made a few jokes about him, and spent the whole day in plainness.
After class in the afternoon, the other students left the classroom one after another, Guo Jibin and Gao Yujun helped Li Jun move the books on the table to Gao Yujun's desk at the end, and then helped Zhang Wenyong move things to Li Jun's previous position, and then lifted Zhang Wenyong's desk to the back corner of the classroom, and moved the back desks forward in order.
It wasn't until all this was put to rest that Yuan Yamin, who had been sitting quietly in his seat, stood up and walked out of the classroom through the front door, Li Jun hurriedly greeted Gao Yujun and walked out of the classroom through the back door, following Yuan Yamin one after the other towards the outside of the school.
Before he reached the gate of the school, he watched Yuan Jiayi hurriedly walk in from outside the school, and when he saw the two of them, he walked a few steps towards them.
"Yamin, Li Jun, I just came to look for you, are you going there, going to my house to see Xiaoting?" Yuan Jiayi watched the two of them go out together, and they will go to their own house to see Xiaoting in the future.
Yuan Yamin's face flushed slightly and said: "Yes Jiayi, Li Jun is still not worried that Xiao Ting is going to see her after school, he feels that it is not convenient for him to pull me, why are you here, Xiao Ting will not have an accident, right?" ”
Hearing Yuan Yamin's inquiry and remembering the risks mentioned by the head teacher several times, Li Jun was also shocked, Yuan Jiayi should be at home with Xiaoting now, and now she came to find them, could something really happened to Xiaoting?
"Sister Jiayi, nothing really happened to Xiaoting, right? Hurry up and tell me what's wrong? Li Jun stepped forward and grabbed Yuan Jiayi's hand in a few steps.
"Li Jun, pay attention, hurry up and let go of Jiayi's hand, you see the doorman over there, Lao Zhao, look at this side again, and turn around and pass it on to you again." Yuan Yamin also seemed to be a little afraid of Lao Zhao's mouth, and his eyes were staring at Lao Zhao who was wandering around the gate.
"Li Jun, Xiaoting didn't have an accident, but she was gone. At noon today, Gao Qi bought some canned food and malt milk essence and looked at Xiao Ting, the two of them also talked at the door, Xiao Ting was very depressed when she went back, her eyes were red, and then she asked me for a letter paper, wrote on my desk for a long time, finished writing the letter in an envelope and put it next to it, said that he was going out to buy stamps, and then he didn't pack up much, just put on his favorite red cotton jacket and went out with her small bag, and then never came back, I also went around to find it, I also went to the glasses hotel to look for her, but the other waiters in the hotel said that Xiaoting had passed, but she just walked around the hotel and left, and she didn't say where she was going? Yuan Jiayi paused when she said this.
"Are the glasses back?" Li Jun hurriedly asked, "Did the glasses take Xiaoting somewhere?" ”
"He hasn't come back yet, I asked them the waiter, and said that Xiaoting's glasses are usually very relieved when she is in the store, but Xiaoting is not there in the past two days, and the glasses can't be contacted, she is taking care of the store these two days, and the brother of the glasses will come to see the store every night. I saw that I really had no choice but to go home, and then look at the letter that Xiaoting put on the table, and see that the envelope said let me hand it over to you, so I hurriedly came to find you, can you see if she said to go there? Saying that, Yuan Jiayi took out a letter and handed it to Li Jun.
Li Jun took the letter and saw that the envelope read: "Please give it to Li Jun." ”
Li Jun didn't care too much, and hurriedly tore the envelope open and took out the letter paper from inside.
"Let's go outside, don't stand here, Lao Zhao has looked at this side several times, and the head teacher will go home and leave here after a while, and she can't tell if she sees it." Yuan Yamin reminded Li Jun, and then took Yuan Jiayi's hand and walked towards the school gate.
Li Jun had no choice but to take the letter in his hand and follow them outside, and when he walked to the gate, Lao Zhao looked at the second daughter in front of him with a deep face, and looked at Li Jun with a smile and said, "I have heard about you, and now it is getting more and more powerful." ”
Li Jun glared at Lao Zhao a few times and said: "Don't spread it to me, didn't you spread those rumors of mine, beware of letting me find out that day, don't blame me for being behind my back." After speaking, he ignored the old Zhao with black lines on his face and walked straight out of the door.
When he walked to Fuqian Street, Li Jun stood up and picked up Xiao Ting's letter and read it, Xiao Ting's words were also seen for the first time, and they were really like her people, her words were as beautiful and neat as her people.
Jun:
When I saw this letter, my sister was already gone, in fact, after the operation, my sister thought about leaving, and I felt the warmth and sincerity that I had never felt before, but this is also the saddest place for me, because I lost my most precious thing here.
Gao Qi came to me at noon today, you know, she actually came to tell me that she likes me, she doesn't care if I'm pregnant or not, what he likes is my people, my spirit of self-improvement. Do you know? When he told me that he liked me, I was completely blindsided, and when we were together, he was against me at most, but when I beat someone else's child, he came to tell me that he liked me. Of course, my heart is also very happy and sweet, but how can I accept him, I am no longer a simple little girl now, it can be said that I am a miserable flower, how can I be Gao Qi's girlfriend, if I let others know what kind of woman he has, then how can he raise his head in front of people, and there is Jianying in the middle. But his feelings at that time were so hot, he said that he could find me a place to live, and he would take care of me, but I couldn't, let alone accept it, so I had to choose to leave, I was going to leave, but I left earlier.
In the more than half a year here, I met Jianying and gave him my most precious things, but then I met you, Gao Qi, Jiayi and Yamin, you are all good people, I don't know what to repay you, but I will always remember your kindness, you thank them for me, and when my sister's dream really comes true, I will repay them one by one.
I think maybe you will read this letter with Yamin, I don't want to say anything about you, you also have your own opinions in your heart, in fact, Yamin is also very reasonable, explain everything thoroughly, so that she can really understand your heart, don't misunderstand each other, in fact, sometimes it is more difficult to really not love than to love.
Sister is so reluctant to leave you, but I must choose to leave, today I went to the hotel for a turn, to see the place where I have lived for half a year, where I have retained the imprint of my life in the past six months, every corner makes me extremely nostalgic.
Sister is gone, you help my sister to say sorry to Gao Qi, saying that I am not worthy of him, and thank him for looking up to me, in fact, the inferiority complex in my heart is from the bottom of my heart, because so many years of life at the lowest level of society, although I have honed my mind and body, but in the eyes of others, my inferiority complex is deeply rooted in my heart, not to mention that I am now disabled, here I can only say thank you for his love, at least he warmed some of my cold heart.
Finally, there is a poem that I particularly like, it has always supported me to move forward, he let me know that although I am small, I can still bloom myself, and I give him to you, which is the only thing left to you.
moss
The day is not everywhere, and youth comes naturally.
Moss flowers are as small as rice, and they also learn to bloom peonies.
Sister: Ting left a pen
Li Jun's heart is extremely painful, Gao Qi's love makes Xiaoting choose to escape, and isn't his own also running away from Yuan Yamin, as Xiaoting said, it is easy to love a person, but it is more difficult to choose not to love a lover.
Feelings are fragile, love is fleeting, but the obsession in our hearts can support us for how long Li Jun slowly raised his head and looked at the vast sky in the distance, as if he saw Xiaoting's resolute face looking at himself with a smile.