Chapter 53: Sensory Impressions
"Okay, okay, then I'll be another day, when you are free, I'll ask you to have a meal or something, let's just make friends because of this!" Zuo Ankang was quite refreshing, and he didn't be polite to them, and reached out to help Tang Hongye, "I'll help you get up the car, your legs and feet are quite tired of walking now." ”
Tang Hongye was polite to him, but in the end he couldn't refuse, and was helped by Zuo Ankang to leave the restaurant and sent him to the car, and Zuo Ankang specially helped him sit in the car before leaving. Unlike his wife Wang Ziman, Zuo Ankang left more happily, and did not pull them to beg them to keep secrets for themselves, it seems that after deciding to tell those things, whether Tang Hongye and Du Juan can really keep their promises is already resigned to fate and is not within his control.
After saying thank you to Zuo Ankang, Du Juan also got into the car, watched Zuo Ankang walk to his car on the other side of the hospital parking lot, drove away, and then started the car and prepared to go back - Tang Hongye just injured his foot, he should rest a little anyway, and whether he can participate in the next work normally the next day, it is not Tang Hongye's own wishes, it depends on the specific situation to decide.
"Today is really fate! If I hadn't been smashed and injured my foot today, and then you took me to that hospital for an examination, it would have been impossible to bump into Zuo Ankang and run for a physical examination, if not, we wouldn't have found Wang Ziman and Zuo Ankang, who had been fighting for acting here for a long time! Tang Hongye didn't want to be silent quietly, he found that he still had to say or do something to divert his attention, which would make him feel a lot better, "Today is not in vain!" ”
"Yes, if you hadn't met Zuo Ankang when I went to buy crutches, and the two of them chatted so closely, I wouldn't have known that you also have such a delicate literary side." Du Juan couldn't help but want to ridicule Tang Hongye for a few words, the words that Zuo Ankang said before, in fact, when she heard it, she knew that it couldn't be Tang Hongye's original words, after all, the two of them have known each other for so many years, what kind of character Tang Hongye is, what kind of style he talks about, she can still know it in her heart.
In other words, a man who can say so literary and affectionate confessions may not be like Tang Hongye, who is bent on patronizing himself and wanting to prove himself in front of the girl he likes.
It can be said that Tang Hongye is far less mature and sophisticated than him in dealing with work and other interpersonal relationships, and he may be a little childish. But radish and cabbage, to have love, may make the cuckoo heart excited is precisely his immature momentum at the beginning. Du Juan also doesn't like the kind of love words that swear at every turn, the next life and this life, the kind of man who can say love words extremely moving, for Du Juan, it is like a face full of oil paint in Peking Opera, which makes people unreal and untouched.
Whether it is to treat feelings or life, everyone is gradually moving from youth to maturity along the way, a romantic and affectionate perfect lover will definitely not be gifted, and naturally has such an ability, which must be after love again and again, one lover after another, gradually learning and carving.
It's like a refined food, nice and maybe delicious, but less nutritious.
Du Juan herself is not a particularly mature and sophisticated person in her relationship, so she wants such an ignorant person as herself, running in together, growing together, and not from other women who have completed their careers in love, to play a romantic love game with her.
Although Tang Hongye could hear that Du Juan was deliberately ridiculing himself, he still felt extremely embarrassed, hurriedly waved his hand, and sighed: "I don't know how to explain it!" Admit it, I think it's too fake, I can't stand it, don't admit it, in case you think it's quite touching to say that, my denial seems to be quite striking! Let's tell you the truth, it was really not what I said, it was Zuo Ankang who asked me if I ever liked someone like that, and I answered him, the meaning was almost the same, and the words were definitely not so sour. ”
After saying that, he paused, scratched the back of his head, and suddenly became a little embarrassed.
The cuckoo turned his head to look at him, and when he saw his expression, he was a little puzzled: "What's wrong with you?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly remembered, in fact, I sometimes think about if people really have such a thing in the next life," Tang Hongye used to always raise his mouth with Du Juan, and most of the time he was giggling with others, and it was rare to have such a serious and serious way to tell his inner feelings, all of them unexpectedly talked about this topic, which really made him a little inexplicably cramped, "Especially when you come here, after the relationship between the two of us has improved, I have many times when I lie in bed at night and can't sleep, I will think, I am really stupid, just because of such a childish psychology, wasted so many years for no reason, if I had figured it out earlier, understand what I want in the final analysis, the two of us will not be noisy and delayed for so long, maybe we can still seize the opportunity to experience the feeling of early love! ”
Du Juan came to see him talk to himself seriously, and he also took out a very serious attitude, but he didn't expect to talk about it, and when it came to the last sentence, Tang Hongye still talked about this topic in the end, she was a little embarrassed and clenched her fist and slapped Tang Hongye's arm: "I know you can't say anything serious!" ”
"What's wrong with it? Isn't that serious? Tang Hongye glared innocently, "I guess, if I had come out of the tip of the horns earlier, the two of us would have fallen in love or something, I can't guess what attitude your parents had, but my parents would have been happy!" They don't know how many years they've been thinking about when they will have a daughter-in-law like you! According to my mother's words, since she can't exchange me for a cute daughter, she can only rely on me to give her a lovely daughter-in-law, after all, the daughter-in-law is also half a daughter. In fact, I was really stupid at that time, and I always felt that I was not good enough here, and I was compared to you there, so I was angry and felt hurt my self-esteem! What kind of self-esteem is hurt! I'm the male god in your heart, it's not good enough! I know exactly how many male classmates in the school were in love with you......"
Although it has been said that for so many years, the careful thinking between Du Juan and Tang Hongye, especially the side of Du Juan, can be said to be as clear as the fish in the glass fish tank, but she is a young girl after all, no matter how calmly and honestly she faces her feelings, she will still feel a little hot cheeks, ashamed and annoyed when she is said so straightforwardly by the other party.
Cuckoo pulled over to the side of the car, pulled through his bag and rummaged through it.
Before Tang Hongye's emotion could be finished, he saw that Du Juan suddenly stopped the car, and rummaged through it with his head bored, and he leaned over without touching his injured foot: "What's wrong?" Why did you suddenly stop to find something? Did you forget something, or did you lose something? ”
"Neither." Du Juan took out a box of chewing gum from the bag, didn't count it, poured a handful directly from the jar, turned around, held the back of Tang Hongye's head with one hand, and stuffed the handful of chewing gum into Tang Hongye's mouth with the other hand, "From now on, you are responsible for chewing gum, you are not allowed to speak, when you are ready to eat when you get home, when can you spit out the chewing gum!" ”
Tang Hongye was gagged by chewing gum without defense, and more importantly, it was not just one or two, the cuckoo poured out of the handful had at least ten and eight grains, usually one or two pieces of chewing gum in the mouth, and speaking was not affected, now so many of them were stuffed together, it was like stuffing a big mouthful of steamed buns firmly, full of mouths, don't want to say words at all, especially the chewing gum is not a big steamed bun after all, the steamed bun can also chew hard, this chewing gum is not good, but the cuckoo said, Don't spit it out until you get home and prepare for dinner, it is clear that you want him to shut up and stop talking about the topic of Fang Cai.
Tang Hongye looked at the cuckoo Although he tried to make a tiger face, he still couldn't hide his shy red and glamorous earlobes, and his mouth was full and he couldn't speak, so he half-squinted, puffed out his cheeks and smiled at her, and then nodded, and by the way, he made a lock movement for his mouth.
Du Juan pretended not to see Tang Hongye's smile, continued to drive back, and when he parked the car downstairs, he turned his head and saw that Tang Hongye was really chewing gum there seriously.
"Alright, you can vomit it out!" The cuckoo laughed and took a tissue and handed it over.
Tang Hongye took the tissue and spit out the large piece of chewing gum, and rubbed his cheeks: "I guess I won't want to eat chewing gum again in half a year!" Good fellow, this cheek raiser is sour ......"
Du Juan looked at him like that, she couldn't hold back her laughter, she got out of the car and went around to the co-pilot's side, took out the pair of crutches on the back seat, handed one to Tang Hongye, let him use it to support the weight of his body, and the other helped to hold it herself, and the free hand just supported Tang Hongye's arm. Now that it was completely dark, she was not at ease to let Tang Hongye walk alone on crutches, in case she tripped and bumped again, it would not be good.
Back at home, Du Juan settled Tang Hongye on the sofa, rejected his offer to help, and then took out the leftover meal from the refrigerator and heated it up, divided it into two parts, and ate it with Tang Hongye in one bowl, Tang Hongye was inconvenient now, and she didn't want to toss him to move back and forth between the sofa and the dining table.
Tang Hongye's cheeks have also eased up at this time, although the injured foot has been aching faintly, but this does not affect his appetite, after a few mouthfuls of rice and vegetables into his mouth, he chatted with Du Juan again, this time he did not take the matter between the two people out to tease Du Juan, but chose to chat with her about serious things: "Today, the two of us can be regarded as meeting Wang Ziman and Zuo Ankang, what is your impression?" ”
"If I look at the two of them from a woman's point of view, I will feel that Zuo Ankang should really care about Wang Ziman, and the child at home, his feelings for the child are not like pretending, as for the child is not his, whether he will really be as open-minded as he said, I also have doubts." Du Juan replied, "As for Wang Ziman...... I don't think it can be said that she has no feelings for Zuo Ankang, she should also love Zuo Ankang, but the relationship between the two people may not be so equal, Wang Ziman may be more dependent on Zuo Ankang, or even a more realistic consideration. ”
"How do you see that? Is it because Wang Ziman not only had a 'confused' with Leng Zhiqiang before marriage, but also continued to meet Leng Zhiqiang after marrying Zuo Ankang? ”
"Of course, that's also the main reason for my impression," Du Juan nodded, "After all, if you really let go, completely let go, knowing that the other party has a sensitive relationship with her in the past, I believe that no woman will secretly run out with her ex-boyfriend behind her husband's back, not to mention that Wang Ziman also said that she and Leng Zhiqiang were separated and reconciled before, what kind of personality and character Leng Zhiqiang is, I don't believe she doesn't know her at all." So I think it may be a relatively more reasonable explanation is that she was abandoned by Leng Zhiqiang back then, so this matter has always been a matter of concern in her heart, although she was shaken before marriage with Zuo Ankang, but later she chose to be with him and gave up Leng Zhiqiang, there should also be reality to consider in it, intellectually Wang Ziman must be very clear that Zuo Ankang is better for her, more reliable and more reliable. ”
"So do you think Wang Ziman still can't let go of Leng Zhiqiang after so many years of marriage?"
It may be a bit serious to say that she can't let go, she may not be able to let go of the heart knot, the heart knot that she was abandoned, so when Leng Zhiqiang contacted her later and asked her to miss the past, Wang Ziman actually enjoyed it, because through Leng Zhiqiang's move, she felt that the things she had been holding on to at the beginning seemed to have been resolved, and she was now very happy and happy, and she abandoned her ex-boyfriend at the beginning. Do you remember when she said that when Leng Zhiqiang went outside to pick up other women's calls, there was a sour taste in her tone that she might not have noticed herself? It's just that when she found out that Leng Zhiqiang didn't come back because he still loved her and couldn't let go of her, and wanted to use her to get money, she was a little annoyed and angry. Du Juan helped Tang Hongye analyze.