Chapter 40, just as first seen
In the carnival, Yan Xi held the microphone and sang.
"Three rounds of wine past you in the corner, stubbornly singing bitter songs, listening to him drowned out in the hustle and bustle, you pick up the glass and say to yourself.
A cup of respect for the rising sun, a cup of respect for the moonlight, awaken my yearning, gentle cold window, so that you can fly against the wind without looking back, not afraid of rain in your heart and frost in your eyes.
A cup of respect for my hometown, a cup of respect for the distance, guarding my kindness, urging me to grow, so the road between north and south is no longer long, and the soul is no longer nowhere to put it.
A cup of respect for tomorrow, a cup of respect for the past, supporting my body, heavy shoulders, although I never believe that the so-called mountains are high and the water is long, why should life be short.
A cup of respect for freedom, a glass of respect for death, forgiveness of my ordinariness, dispelling confusion, well, always scribbling away after dawn, sober people are the most absurd. ”
"Your little sister is not in the right situation today! These eight glasses of wine are sung, one cup is stronger than the other, and the other is more bitter than the other! I was about to cry. Lin Qingfeng hooked the corners of his mouth, raised his cup and touched Ling Xingyu's cup.
Ling Xingyu picked up the wine glass and drank it slightly, put down the glass and said slowly: "Let her hear it in a while, she wants to beat you, I can't stop it." ”
"That's nature, I know this, you didn't help hold me down, I should thank you." Lin Qingfeng said with a smile.
"Since you were a child, you have been the most sensible." Ling Xingyu patted him on the shoulder.
“………………”
"Not the life I wanted,
Not the self I'm chasing,
It's not the lake of my dreams,
Not the rudder in my hands,
It's not my fault,
It's not my ephemeral obsession,
It's not that I'm too weak,
It's not that I don't believe in myself,
I want to fly in the free sky,
Only music takes me free,
I've also tried to give it a go, but the reality only swallows me, ah~~lala~~~"
"I can't sing, I'm suffocating." Yan Xi put down the microphone.
"Hurry up and drink a glass of wine to moisten your throat," Lin Qingfeng said with a smile: "Drink a few more glasses, open the second pulse of Ren Du and sing again, and ensure that no matter how high the pitch can go up." ”
"Come, let's drink together." Yan Xi picked up the wine glass and invited them to drink together.
Yan Xi put down the cup after drinking, raised his eyebrows at Lin Qingfeng, and teased: "Don't you call over at night when you are convex and backward?" ”
"As the saying goes, women are like clothes," Lin Qingfeng flicked the dust that didn't exist on the clothes, "I can wear a piece of clothing for a month at most." ”
"Scum...... "Scum" Yan Xi glanced at him, "That saying that a husband and wife are a hundred days in one night!" Did you do it? ”
"No, haha......" Lin Qingfeng laughed frankly.
"Baby, we don't care about him." Ling Xingyu slightly hooked the corners of his lips, "Scumbags like them. The beast is a big handful, a good man like me is a rare treasure now, baby, you have won the jackpot. ”
"Young man, may you not be arrogant or impatient, and continue to keep it up." Yan Xi's eyebrows were slightly raised, and she smiled.
"If I'm not mistaken," Lin Qingfeng thought for a while and smiled, "Before I met the young lady, Ling Shao's clothes had always been only worn for a week, yes, no more, just a week." ”
Ling Xingyu's face did not change, and he stepped on Lin Qingfeng's feet mercilessly.
Lin Qingfeng's smile froze on his face, "I'm sorry, I remembered wrong, Ling Shao never changed his clothes." ”
Ling Xingyu's feet were a little heavier.
"I'm sorry, I said it wrong, Ling Shao never wears clothes," Lin Qingfeng's brows showed a few more wrinkles, "Oh no, for Ling Shao, women are not clothes, Ling Shao treats women as nothing, and young ladies as if they are treasures." ”
Ling Xingyu slowly withdrew his foot, and Lin Qingfeng gasped.
"A raccoon dog, hum~~" Yan Xi looked at their small actions and rolled his eyes.
"Don't listen to his nonsense, come here." Ling Xingyu handsomely hooked the corners of his mouth and opened his hands, looking like he was about to come into my arms.
Yan Xi pursed her lips and approached him, Ling Xingyu took her into his arms, Yan Xi lay softly in his arms, her ears were close to his chest and she listened to his powerful heartbeat, she needed his warm embrace to relieve her irritable heart.
"Hey! Pay attention to whether the impact is good, there is a pure single dog! Shouldn't you worry about my feelings? Wang~~" Lin Qingfeng protested dissatisfiedly.
'Knock~Knock~' The waiter knocked on the door and pushed open the door of the box.
Lin Xuan walked in and said with a smile, "It's late, it's late, I'll punish myself." ”
"You're finally here, this dog food, I'm really going to eat it alone." Lin Qingfeng stood up and was just about to raise his legs to meet Lin Xuan when he saw the woman following him, he fell back on the sofa and burped, "Hiccup~~ I'm so full, I really can't eat." ”
Lin Xuan took the woman to sit down on the sofa, Yan Xi raised his eyes and glanced at it, and sure enough, he also changed to a female ticket.
"I'll punish myself first." Lin Xuan opened a bottle of wine and poured himself a glass to punish himself, and after drinking, he poured another glass to honor Lin Qingfeng.
Lin Qingfeng raised his head and put down the cup after drinking, picked up his mobile phone and said while pressing: "I can't be attacked by the two of you on both sides, I also have to call someone over." ”
"Scream! Who won't let you call anymore. Lin Xuan poured another glass of wine and raised his eyebrows at Ling Xingyu.
Ling Xingyu reached out and picked up his cup and touched it with him.
"Little sister," Lin Xuan held his wine glass.
Yan Xi sat up and touched a glass with him, and then retracted softly into Ling Xingyu's arms, unable to lift his spirits.
"Hello brothers! Six-six-six! Five Leaders! Eight horses! ”
"Three-star photos! Four happy wealth! Nine in a row! Full house! ”
Lin Xuan's female ticket this time is heroic! The whole room was filled with her voice, and the atmosphere was stirred up by her, and the listless Yan Xi was also enlivened by her.
"Tonight is particularly long, there is a number that has been stored, from a certain stubbornness, reluctant to delete and dare not think, obviously miss you, after thinking about it, more and more nervous, can not hide deeply, love has not loved and wants to listen to you.
To tell you the truth, could it be that I was fascinated by ghosts, and I was perfunctory too much, how could I not be sad, I want you to say it yourself, don't just be silent, maybe you have already answered me.
To tell the truth, it's the hardest thing to give up, it's better to have a good time, it's better than to keep procrastinating, and it's self-inflicted, okay, I admit it, at least I can exchange it for relief and freedom, and I haven't lost myself. ”
Yan Xi stood in front of the floor-standing stand microphone and sang.
"Buckle ~ buckle ~" The waiter pushed open the door and someone walked in.
"Seriously, could it be that I was ............ by ghosts" Yan Xi caught a glimpse of the person who walked into the box, and the singing stopped abruptly.
Jiang Li stood ten steps away from her, she actually cut her long hair short, that short hair was the same as her hairstyle, Yan Xi's heart trembled.
"Generation ......"
A smile bloomed on Jiang Li's face, and his inky black eyes shone with crystal light.
Yan Xi knew that there were tears in it, hot tears, and she hurriedly cast an inquiring glance at Ling Xingyu.
Ling Xingyu smiled at her, glanced at Lin Qingfeng and Lin Xuan, and they took their women out of the box with a sense of interest.
Yan Xi held the microphone stand hard and didn't look at Jiang Li, she no longer had the momentum to rush up and blame her for not trusting herself, and she was ready to part ways with her.
She kept muttering in her heart: It's late, at this time, seeing or not seeing is futile, and I will not waver.
"Generation...... I'm sorry...... Please, forgive me......" Jiang Li stood in place and didn't dare to step forward, crystal tears sliding down, "I know it's wrong, I can't live without you." ”
Yan Xi thought that she would be able to control her emotions, but her sour nasal cavity and instantly moist eyes immediately betrayed her.
"If I hadn't met you, where would I be? How is the life, whether life should be cherished, maybe I know someone, live an ordinary life, I don't know if there will be feelings as sweet as honey..."Jiang Li sang with tears in his eyes, "Let the time pass in a hurry, I only care about you, I am willing to infect your breath, I can get a confidant in life, and it is not a pity to lose the power of life, so I, please, don't let me leave you, except for you, I can't feel a trace of friendship, if one day, you say that you are about to leave, I will lose myself............"
Yan Xi lowered his head and couldn't cry anymore.
Ling Xingyu couldn't stand it anymore, stepped forward to wipe the tears from her face, and hugged her tightly.
"Generation, forgive me, okay..."Jiang Li begged.
Yan Xi broke free of Ling Xingyu and walked straight towards Jiang Li, the pent-up resentment was rolling up, she pointed at Jiang Li angrily, "Why did you go earlier?" I'll also send you a word, don't call me a generation, I him. Mom also has a name, I trample and destroy you at will when you dig out your heart and lungs, I'm sorry, I don't have a heart and lungs now, I don't know what forgiveness is. ”
Yan Xi rubbed shoulders with her and walked past the door, Jiang Li hurriedly turned around and hugged her from behind, "I give you my heart, I give you my lungs." ”
Yan Xi could feel Jiang Li behind her trembling slightly, and the solid fortress she had built in her heart collapsed instantly.
"You don't call it the first generation, and I don't call it the second generation, you cut your hair short, and I will also accompany you to cut it short, can you turn it over?" Jiang Li choked up, "Let's turn the page, okay?" The first generation with long hair and the second generation with long hair broke up, they are both dead, they are in the past. We are the short-haired Yan Xi, the short-haired Jiang Li, let's start again, okay. I'm sorry Yan Xi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ........................"
The tears flowed until they dried up, and time passed minute by minute, and Yan Xi and Jiang Li froze in place like that.
Leaving is to be retained, since I can't bear you, it just so happens that you can't bear me, then take a step back, give each other a chance to be reborn, if life is only as first seen.
In the middle of the sound, Yan Xi broke away Jiang Li's hand tightly around her waist, turned around, stretched out his right hand to her, and said without being salty, "Hello, I am Yan Xi when we meet for the first time." ”
"Hello, my name is Jiang Li," Jiang Li shook her hand excitedly, "It's a pleasure to meet you." ”
"The wound on your hand, okay?" Jiang Li gently took her hand and looked at it carefully.
"A small injury, it's long gone." Yan Xi pulled out a smile.
The wounds on the body can always heal on their own, while the wounds in the heart can only slowly dry and scab over time, seemingly healing, but the scabs cannot fall off, and once uncovered, they are still dripping with blood......