Chapter Seventy-Six: One Look at One Less Look
Jiangxi Yan leaned quietly on the back of the chair, closed his eyes, the past was like a horse watching flowers, scene by scene like yesterday, like a long time ago, there was yesterday, there was a long time ago. Raising one of his arms, his forearm resting on his forehead, and closing his eyes, the scene he had imagined so many times had not yet appeared in front of his eyes.
None of the many promises they had made had come true, she said that she was going to go with him to the author she liked to sign books, and she said that the one thing she wanted to do most at the age of eighteen was to be with him. She also said that she had an important friend she wanted to introduce to him, but only after they met.
But all of this failed to materialize, and it was annihilated with her disappearance. However, now that he has met the author she likes very much, and knows that the author's name is Wang Jiaqi, he can't ask her for an autographed book, because she is reluctant to publish a physical book, but he has no way of knowing the reason for this reluctance. But he asked her to help him write a book, even though it was now pressed into his computer.
He remembered that he was forced by that person to read Wang Jiaqi's novels at the beginning, but when he looked at it, he felt that he really liked it, and it was obviously some very simple words, but he could always experience a different feeling from it. During that period of time when that person disappeared, he also wanted to give up, wanted to give up everything related to that person, but in the end, his habit of reading books was retained, and he has been until now.
Not only did he know this author, he was still a little familiar with her, he should be regarded as an acquaintance, after all, they have experienced a lot of things together, he has seen Wang Jiaqi laugh, he has seen her cowardice, he has seen her serious, he has seen her grievances, and he has seen her cry. Every frame is like a movie, clear and profound. It always makes him forget everything and only remember to see what is in front of him.
I have to admit that Jiangxi Yan's heart is very conflicted and confused at this moment, he doesn't know what to do, if he hadn't met this person in the first place, then he can continue to wait for the person who disappeared, waiting for her to appear, but now, he doesn't know if he should continue to wait, reason tells him that he should continue to wait, but people's sensibilities and behaviors are not completely controlled by feelings.
I carefully flipped through each post, little by little, every word, trying to find some clues from these posts. But I seem to be underestimating the boredom of these people.,Obviously, the same picture.,Can have different interpretations.,So that there are too many posts here.,In the end, Lu Wei and Lian Xin are back.,I haven't finished reading it yet.。
"Xiaoqi, what are you looking at, we've all been back for a long time," Lian Xin said, but Lu Wei leaned directly on top of me, looking at the mobile phone in my hand with his eyes. As if sensing something, I turned my head to look at the man lying on my shoulder.
As soon as Lu Wei saw me turn his head, he immediately stood up, then raised his hands, made a gesture of surrender, stuck out his tongue, and then said, "I didn't see anything, I just put your food on the table for you, oh, just there, you see for yourself" said while pouting towards my table.
The food on the table seemed to exist to prove that what Lu Wei said was true, motionless, the bag drooped down, as if he was a little scared and didn't dare to look up. I sighed in my heart, I didn't seem to say anything, I turned my head to see who was on my shoulder, this is normal! Someone is lying on your shoulder, but you calmly pretend not to know, this is not normal.
"Thanks, how much, I'll transfer it to you later" Actually, that's all I want to say.
"It's okay, no need" Lu Wei waved his hand.
I turned my head and kept staring at her, and she was very uncomfortable being stared at by me, which was evident from the fact that she kept touching her nose and scratching her head.
In the end, Lu Wei was finally defeated, "Hey, okay, you have to calculate it so clearly for such a meal, really." Of course, if I had helped them bring food, I would not have calculated it so clearly. But I don't want to owe money to others, and many times, those conflicts arise from these little things. And I want to strangle the contradiction in the cradle.
While eating, I continued to look at my mobile phone, and finally, I found a key point, which seemed to be surrounded by three people, all things, only the owner of the luxury car who never showed up.
suddenly remembered that Cheng Yifan's phone call in the afternoon, at that time, because he had something in his heart, he didn't care about what this person said, but now that he thinks about it, he suddenly feels that there is something wrong with his words, and he is to blame for everything, obviously he is also one of the protagonists of this matter.
That said, that time he came to the school to explain to me, and then he was secretly photographed by others, which seemed to be a problem. When I thought of the first time I saw him, oh, no, counting the sophomore time I had long forgotten, it was the second time I saw him, he was meeting Fan Xin, and it was a little unpleasant, so these two people have always been in contact, and they didn't break up like they said on the Internet.
I feel that I already have the answer in my heart, but I don't know if it's because I often write novels, so I think of such a shocking plot. Forget it, I'd better ask first.
picked up the mobile phone and clicked on WeChat, but some didn't know where to start, and finally returned it, or dialed Cheng Yifan's phone directly. Within a few seconds, the phone was picked up, "Hey, Xiaoqi, why are you calling", Cheng Yifan's voice came from inside.
"I have something to ask you" I didn't talk nonsense, I was straight to the point, because I really didn't know where to start.
"This is the first time you call me" Cheng Yifan was interrupted before he finished speaking, and smiled bitterly in his heart, what should come will always come, and then he said the two words that had not yet been finished "phone".
"Do you know what's going on?" I said, obviously not questioning, but my voice unconsciously had a cold texture.
Cheng Yifan listened to the man's cold voice, for a while, he didn't know what to say, and at the last moment, he comforted himself in his heart and said that she didn't mean it, saying that she didn't come to question herself. But at this moment, all those self-comforts in his heart turned into jokes, laughing at him like a fool, laughing at him thinking that there was a little room for relaxation.
Halfway through, he said, "Well, I know what's going on, and I know who's doing it." The voice seemed to have reached out of space, empty, very unreal, he didn't expect that he would have such a day, and the voice that spoke was not his own.
"Then tell me what's going on" I guessed he knew about it, but from his mouth it was confirmed, it felt a little trance-like.
"You don't need to know, I will also take care of these things" Cheng Yifan didn't want to tell her about it, because, no matter what, everything was caused by him, and he knew that after this incident, he might never have a chance again. However, he still wants to maintain the last bit of image.
"No, I want to know what's going on" I want to know what exactly caused the matter, and even if it's possible, I'd like to fix it myself. "Tomorrow, tomorrow afternoon, do you have time, I want to hear you face to face".
Cheng Yifan didn't know whether he should cry or laugh for a while, this was the first time she asked him to meet, but when he thought of what he wanted to say when he met, he only felt like he had been skinned, except for pain, it still hurt. If there is no such thing, it would be good, without this matter, he will definitely be very happy to go to the appointment.
"Okay, see you tomorrow afternoon" Cheng Yifan didn't know how he hung up the phone, he began to be a little scared, he suddenly wanted to be a deserter, if he didn't go tomorrow, she wouldn't know what was going on, and he didn't have to pick his own skin.
Sometimes, things are really not as bad as we imagined, obviously, Cheng Yifan has entered a strange circle, he thinks that he is the one who hurt Wang Jiaqi, although it was not his direct hand, but even if it is indirect, he caused harm to her, which is also a fact. He was complaining about himself, and he took it for granted that Wang Jiaqi would definitely resent himself after knowing the truth.
However, what kind of situation things will develop in is not up to Cheng Yifan to decide. Sometimes, we're just the participants, not the final ones. Because all we know is our own opinions, but we don't know anything about others.
"Senior, can you start talking?" I sat down in my chair and couldn't help asking, since two o'clock in the afternoon, this man has not said a word, and now he has been sitting for twenty minutes, but he has kept his mouth shut, and then he has been looking at himself. That look, it looks as if it has been abandoned by the whole world, I don't understand, isn't it just talking about something, how can it, abandoned by the whole world!
Cheng Yifan heard that this person was urging him, and he also told himself in his heart that he couldn't drag it out any longer, but his mouth was like a thousand pounds, and he couldn't open it. At this moment, it would be nice if he was a mute, so that he would not have to speak.
"Senior, are you alright?" I asked very hesitantly, I felt that he was even more wrong, I always felt that this person was not only abandoned by the whole world, this state, it was almost the same as when the Mao Mao of the Yan family in Jiangxi was wronged, especially his eyes, watery, as if he was about to fall out of the beans, was this person bullied by people all over the world first and then abandoned.
"Alas~" Cheng Yifan let out a long sigh, and even his already not very straight body bent even more, and his head, as if it could no longer be supported, also drooped down, and he was about to hit the table. But the eyes were still staring at me for a moment, and it had been a few minutes, and it always felt like he hadn't even blinked.
Cheng Yifan really didn't blink his eyes this time, he didn't dare to blink, because in his opinion, this is likely to be the last time he saw this girl, he fell in love with this girl at first sight, and slowly searched for two years, and finally thought that he was willing to come and have a chance, but he was born to fall into a big mouth. This, it hurts, it really hurts! He's really looking at it for a while!