Only then did he know that it turned out that gaining and losing again was not the most painful. Gaining and losing, losing and regaining, and then losing again is the most painful. Although he never seemed to have gotten it, it seemed to feel like it was about the same. If he hadn't met her in the first place, or if he hadn't met her again, maybe everything would have been different. But what is most lacking in this world is ifs, and the last thing that is lacking is no ifs.

"Senior, do you want to say it?" I was really impatient, I desperately wanted to know the cause and effect of the matter, but this person kept not speaking, this feeling was really uncomfortable, as if the answer was clearly in front of my eyes, but there was a thin veil to hide the truth.

Cheng Yifan knew that he really couldn't delay it any longer, and the person in front of him was afraid that he would not be able to bear the anger, and he was also afraid that he would have become angry if he sent it to himself. Slowly opened his mouth and said, "I didn't say anything."

I, I really don't know what to say, a big man sells cuteness and buys it so fresh and natural, and there is really no one. Well, well, even I felt that I was really guilty when he said that, and I didn't do anything wrong!

"Then I said it," Cheng Yifan said.

Say it quickly, I urged in my heart, but I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that if I said more, the water in his eyes would really flow down. In desperation, I could only nod desperately, and use the nod to explain what I really thought in my heart.

Cheng Yifan saw that this person nodded like pounding garlic, fast and hard, and sighed in his heart. Let's just say it, since she wants to know so much, she should be the last thing she will do for her. "Actually, this matter has to start from two years ago, when ......"

This story is quite long, Cheng Yifan talked for almost an hour before he explained the cause and effect clearly, and I finally understood what was going on.

Two years ago, Cheng Yifan and Fan Xin were indeed a pair of lovers, no, to be exact, two and a half years ago, they were lovers. But this relationship did not last long, although in the eyes of outsiders they talked for almost a year, but the real situation, only they know.

About two and a half years ago, Cheng Yifan hadn't recognized what kind of person this Fan Xin was, he only felt that this little girl seemed to be pretty good. At least, since he started to be with her, although it hasn't been for a long time, she doesn't pester herself every day like those people before, and she does things in a very measured way.

He really thought that Fan Xin was such a person, and he felt more guilty about her in his heart, after all, he didn't really want to be with her in the first place. Although he didn't use a lot of energy emotionally, he was doing his best to help her in other aspects. But who would have thought that these were just the surface of this person.

Once, Fan Xin asked him out to eat, but unfortunately he had a class that day, and he was still a little puzzled, obviously this person knew that he had a class today, and he would never go out with him on a day before, but today he unexpectedly sent him a message: Yifan, let's go out to eat this afternoon.

Although Cheng Yifan was a little puzzled, he still returned: Not today, have you forgotten that I have a full class this afternoon.

The message quickly came back: Alright then, you go to class.

Looking at this news, Cheng Yifan suddenly felt that he was a little sorry for others, this person is really reasonable, although he doesn't have too many feelings for her, but to be together, it will not be emotionless, and even, he has thought about it, if the person he really likes does not appear in the end, he will decide to go through his life with this person.

But when you feel that you are right, you will always be given a big mouth without warning.

That afternoon, the teacher who taught them had something to do on a business trip, and everyone sat down, but finally I heard that the teacher was not coming, and within two seconds, there were only a few people left in the classroom, and they could count on one hand. Of course, we also have to count Cheng Yifan, who is thinking about it and hasn't had time to go out yet.

As for what Cheng Yifan is thinking, it is actually very simple, just one, whether he will call Fan Xin or send a message to tell her the good news first, or go directly to her dormitory downstairs to wait for her. In the end, after struggling for a long time, he decided to go directly to her, just to surprise her.

Thinking of this, Cheng Yifan didn't delay, picked up his things and went straight to Fan Xin's dormitory. Along the way, he thought about what kind of expression this person would have, surprised, excited, but according to the impression she gave him, it was also possible that he was calm, but there should be a little excitement in the calm.

But when Cheng Yifan actually walked downstairs, he was stunned. As if not believing his eyes, he closed them and opened them again, seeing nothing different. It was really Fan Xin, but who was the person sitting in the car, her friend, or her brother, but she never told him that she had a brother. Even if it's a friend, what friend of the opposite sex would make such an intimate move!

For a while, Cheng Yifan was a little stunned, he felt that he was full of enthusiasm and joy, but in the end, he was poured cold by a large basin of cold water. He didn't feel sad, but he couldn't believe it, and he was a little blocked and stuffy. He didn't know what to do, whether to rush up and ask for clarification, or wait for her to come and explain.

Stared fixedly at the car, and the people in it.

Fan Xin seemed to know, and suddenly looked out of the car through the glass, she always felt that someone was watching her, but now, it was time for class, and there was not even a figure in front of the dormitory building, otherwise she would not have allowed this person to drive the car to the school. After looking carefully again, and making sure that there was no one else, the uneasiness in her heart also subsided slightly. Then continue to play Tai Chi with the person next to him.

She thought that now that she had gotten what she wanted, maybe it was time to part ways with this man, after all, they also took what they needed, and he took a fancy to his body, and he fancied his money. But now she didn't want to continue, but obviously she couldn't just say it, she wanted to make this person disappear from her world.

Cheng Yifan hid in the shadows and watched the car drive straight away. He doesn't know what kind of heart he is, it's clear that it's his girlfriend who walks with others, although he doesn't use much emotion, but that's also his girlfriend! But at the moment, what he had was not that kind of sadness, not even anger, he only felt like a relieved balloon, relieved.

They must be even. He doesn't really like her, and she betrays herself during their relationship. That way, he shouldn't owe her anything.

seemed to be free and easy, and seemed to walk back to the dormitory helplessly, he should find a time to clarify this matter with her, otherwise the more it drags on, the more difficult it will be to untie the knot between them.

Early the next morning, Fan Xin, as usual, sent him a message: Yifan, are you up, let's go out to play today, I remember that you didn't have classes today.

Cheng Yifan, looking at this message on her phone, word by word, it was all what she said in the past, there was no difference, as if yesterday's events had not happened. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't have noticed it at all. He didn't know if he was too stupid, or if the person's city was too deep, or if her acting skills were too good, and acting had long been a part of her life.

Within two minutes, a message came again: Yifan, haven't you woken up yet?

Looking at this news, Cheng Yifan suddenly felt funny, haven't you woken up yet? Maybe he hadn't woken up before yesterday, but today he really woke up. A few swipes of my finger over the screen, and a message immediately came over: Wake up, it's okay.

Fan Xin looked at these four simple words, she felt a little strange, Cheng Yifan had never spoken to her in such a blunt tone. The feeling of uneasiness in my heart hit me again yesterday, and I thought about it again, he might have been like this because he didn't wake up, and after thinking about it, she replied with a message: Yifan, I didn't disturb you to sleep, it's okay if you don't go out today, you took a day's class yesterday, just rest today, if you want to eat, tell me, I'll help you take it downstairs in the dormitory.

From this point of view, Fan Xin is really a very considerate girlfriend, and she will always think about him, instead of only losing her temper and playing petty like other girls. Maybe this is the sin of one's own making, as the saying goes, one cause and one effect, there will be effect if there is a cause, and cause and effect are corresponding.

Speaking of which, is his current fruit also because he planted too many causes before, so now he is going to be rejected by the people he is really waiting for. In my heart, I couldn't help but feel bitter.

Having said that, Cheng Yifan, who was still lying on the bed, sat up straight, and then sent a text message to the man: No, let's see you at the school gate.

Thirty minutes later, Cheng Yifan came to the gate of the school, lowered his head all the way, and finally when he arrived at the school gate, he raised his head and saw the person standing on the edge of the garden at the school gate at a glance, still as usual, whether it was in terms of dress or appearance, he was as eye-catching as ever.

Walking forward a few steps, Cheng Yifan greeted her. Seeing her turn around, her face was full of joy that went straight to the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't imagine that the person in front of him was the same as the one he had seen yesterday. "Let's go, where do you want to go?" Cheng Yifan asked.

"I just bought two movie tickets, recommended by my roommate, I heard that it looks good, let's go together" Fan Xin looked at him as if he was no different, and breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, it should be because he didn't wake up like that.

Cheng Yifan looked at her and smiled so brightly, and he didn't know how to talk to her, so he simply nodded, and accompanied her to watch the movie first. So they watched a movie today, then walked with her all afternoon, and finally, came to a restaurant and sat down.

Finally can sit down, this is Cheng Yifan's first thought. It's finally time to say it, that's his second thought. He knew that he would have said it directly, so that he wouldn't have to walk all afternoon, this was his third thought.

But he didn't want to spoil her, he could feel that she liked him, but that didn't mean he had to put up with the cuckold he gave her. After thinking about it, there is a beginning and an end, and after eating, he will definitely say this time, and he will never delay it again and again.