"Hey, then even if I beg you, okay, no more, I'll invite you to dinner, it's always okay" I looked at Xiaoxiao, looking at her as soon as she heard what she was eating, her eyes, which were originally a little wooden, immediately began to glow, it seems that her long-useless killer weapon has not rusted, and it is still swishing to use!

"Then let's go, I'm hungry," I stood up, patted my clothes, and then held out my hand to the tsundere man who was still sitting on the ground. And the man, looking at my outstretched hand, smiled even more happily, and it was clear that I had followed her wishes. Xiaoxiao, and finally stood up on my hand.

"Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's eat" As soon as this person talked about eating, this action was really leveraged, and he looked at her helplessly, and saw that she didn't care about the dust stuck to her body, so she wanted to leave directly. I hurriedly grabbed her and took it upon myself to pat her clothes. But in fact, I'm just afraid that the people in the restaurant will see the two of us like this and treat us as if we are asking for food, if that's really the case, then it's really embarrassing.

"Hey, okay, okay, don't shoot, let's hurry up, hurry up to eat, I'm almost starving" Xiaoxiao really couldn't help it, she hadn't eaten since morning, and now it's almost two o'clock, she can not be hungry, it is almost hungry. What's more, the world is big, or the biggest food, can these things be counted on the body.

"Okay, let's go" This man's strength is really a little big, this pull really almost made me fall to the ground, quickly adjust my pace, and then asked, "Hey, you say, what do you want to eat?"

"What do you want to eat?" asked Xiaoxiao.

"I, I, I'm casual" I was for a long time, and the result was casual, and I also obeyed myself, but eating is not a problem, the key is what to eat, it is a big problem for me, and I am most annoyed by this problem!

"What's the poop?" Xiao Xiao asked.

"Whatever," I replied.

"Say it again," Tiny returned.

"I say whatever," I replied loudly.

Then, Xiao Xiao was silent, but then there was an extremely loud brain collapse, "Ah, what are you doing" I covered my forehead and asked, you can't just bully me because you are taller than me, be careful that I don't invite you to dinner.

"What, what are you talking about, eating is such a sacred thing, can you describe it casually, huh?" Xiao Xiao took my hand away, looked at the place I talked about, probably felt that it was nothing, and then continued, "That must not be, not only can't, but also very cautious, you know, you have to treat it with a lot of sincerity, it will bring you very satisfaction to your taste buds, next time don't let me hear you say whatever, otherwise, hum."

"Hey, okay, I know, then you say what you want to eat, I'll follow you to eat" Looking at her eager hand, I hurriedly made a guarantee, sometimes, I really don't understand what kind of thinking she is, this person's theory is too strange.

"That's right!" Xiaoxiao said with a smile of satisfaction.

Eat and drink enough, the two of them are lying there like uncles, this is really no image at all, but in fact, it is also because there is really no way to estimate those anymore, because it is really going to die.

But it's really comfortable to sit and lie down here like this, especially when you can see the outside world through the window at a glance, you can enjoy the silence of being alone, and you can see the excitement outside, both of both!

"Did I tell you that I wasn't originally surnamed Su" At the moment when I was about to be brought to sleep by this comfortable position, Xiaoxiao finally spoke, and my sleepy insect was also frightened by her words, but I didn't look at her, but kept my posture, and even the direction of my eyes never changed.

"No," I said lightly. In fact, even if I don't have to look now, I know that this person is still in his original posture, and his eyes are looking out the window.

"Well, I haven't said it to anyone" Xiaodao here, did not continue, I think such a thing, once I think about it, there is always a process, whether it is the organization of words, or the impact of emotions.

"Alas~, sometimes, I envy Qingqing, there are so many people who are born to love and love, you say, how can the difference between people be so big, everyone is the same, isn't it?" Xiaoxiao asked, but in fact, I was also very envious of Qingqing, and I also wanted to know why there was such a big difference between people.

"I don't know, if I knew, would I still be like this?" If I had known why, I wouldn't have lived like this.

"Hey, yes," Xiao Xiao sneered and said, "Actually, I'm not the daughter of the Su family, I'm just an illegitimate daughter of that person, and I'm also a tool used by another person to make money." You said that you will have feelings for a long time with a mobile phone, why does she have no feelings for me at all, why? ”

I can hear it, the more Xiaoxiao speaks, the more her voice trembles, "Xiaoxiao, don't say it" I persuaded, I myself am used to uncovering my own scars, but I don't want others to uncover my scars because of me, because I know, again and again, it really hurts!

"No, I said, you just have to be responsible for listening," Xiaoxiao said very stubbornly. "The man sent me back to Su's house when I was very young, and she told me that I could eat and dress well here, and I didn't have to go hungry with her. She thought I was too young to remember, but I still remember the excited look on the man's face when he got the money, and she said, 'This is what I deserve, such a money-losing man can finally make some money'. Heh".

I don't know who she is, but I guess that person must be important to her. But Xiaoxiao seems to simply want to say it, and doesn't give me time to think carefully at all.

Then I watched her walk out of the door step by step, and I cried and begged her, no matter how much I shouted, no matter how I screamed, she didn't look back, and I thought at that time, it must be because my voice was too low for her to hear. But now that I think about it, she may not have heard it, but it wasn't because my voice was small, but because she listened

And not see. ”

"It's funny, but I still think about her every day, thinking about her every day, and the already not very good-looking situation has been made worse by myself. The first time I met Qingqing, it was also because I was being bullied by the two real ladies at home that day, and Qingqing helped me out. It was also after that time that Qingqing and I gradually became acquainted. It wasn't long before I left the country, and I never saw him again. ”

"It's really useless to think about myself now that I'm stupid. At that time, Qingqing was so much smaller than me, and she was not very tall, but when she said it, she was full of momentum, on the other hand, whenever I talked to others, I would annoy people, because my voice was too small to be heard clearly. ”

To be honest, I really haven't seen the low voice of my voice, and it's clear that this voice can kill people now.

"Xiaoqi, you say, am I useless," Xiaoxiao turned his head to look at me and asked.

And when she turned around, I realized that I was already looking at her at the moment I didn't know, I don't know what kind of mood I feel now, but one thing I know very well, it is by no means sympathy, and I don't think what she needs is sympathy. "It didn't work, you were pretty useless," I said.

"Hey, you can't say it, don't you, why don't you know how to comfort and comfort me" Although Xiaoxiao said this, what hung on his face was not blame, but a kind of relief, "Forget it, forget it, I don't count on you anymore, I know I can't say anything good."

I smiled, but only I knew that I could say anything and say it when I needed to, but obviously those comforting words were not needed at this time.

Seeing me smile, Xiaoxiao also smiled, and then continued, "Don't look at that family to send me to study abroad, but in fact, I know what they mean, don't they just don't want to see me?" But that's just right, I don't want to get along with them, live together, look up and don't look down all day long, I'm annoyed to death. So as soon as this opinion came out, I immediately agreed, and I was much more comfortable on my own."

Hearing this, I also roughly understood what kind of situation Xiaoxiao was in at that time, after all, I felt that I was more comfortable living alone, and it must be because of the unpleasantness of getting along with those people.

"Later, I came back, but I didn't live with them, I lived alone, and those people couldn't control me now anyway." Trail.

"Then why did you come back?" I don't understand, this person's personality will change so much now, there must be a reason for being abroad, but, now Xiaoxiao, I really like it, cheerful, no heart and no lungs, such a heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys, I am really a little uncomfortable.

"When I came back, I also asked myself why I came back, and now I really regret that I came back, I knew that the man had abandoned me for money, but I still remembered her in my heart, and I always wanted to look at her, wondering if she was just like what I saw at the time, or if there was something else hidden." Speaking of this, the little face hangs

The expression of indifference disappeared, replaced by loneliness, sadness, and a hint of anger.

"I really regret that I went to her at the time, if I hadn't gone, maybe in my heart she might have something else hidden, but now the last bit of thought I used to deceive myself has been shattered by her, she is really not a qualified mother, no, people like her are not even worthy of being a person, let alone a mother, she is not qualified to be a mother at all. Do you know what she said at first sight when she saw me? The more Xiaoxiao spoke, the more angry she became, and even the decibel level of her voice increased a lot, but in that full anger, I still heard a trace of loss.

I think what she is saying now must be the reason why she cried like that today, and after thinking about it for a while, I asked, "What did she say?" ”

(End of chapter)