"She said, 'Who are you?', oh, you said it's not funny, and she asked me, 'Who are you?' She didn't know who I was, I hadn't seen her for so many years, and I could recognize her at a glance, but she asked me who I was. "When we are so small, we can't help but cover our faces, which may be a subconscious action, after all, whenever we feel embarrassed, our first reaction is always like this, covering up our ugly side.

Looking at her, I can't express my distress, I always think that my life is already difficult, but in places I don't know, there may be people who are as difficult as me, and even they have experienced more pain than me. The world is really not fair.

For a long time, Xiaoxiao didn't speak again, and I didn't urge her, and I couldn't urge her. Some things can only be figured out by yourself.

I quietly looked out the window, and I didn't know where my mind had flown to. Later, I told her that I was a little girl, her former daughter, and that "a small voice pulled me back to reality."

I continued to listen to the whisper, "She also couldn't believe it, obviously I told her, but she still said it was impossible, she said she didn't have a daughter." Didn't she feel anything at all? Xiaoxiao suddenly grabbed my hand on the table, and then said, "Do you think I'm cheap, she said that there is no such thing as my daughter, and I still rushed to find her."

The little emotion was a little agitated, and it was obviously a bit cruel to her. Yes, what difference does it make if there is such a mother and if there is not? At the end of the day, it's better than nothing.

Xiaoxiao continued, "I really didn't expect such a person sometimes, and since then, I haven't looked for her again, no one is really so cheap, and I don't want to use my hot face to stick to someone's cold ass." However, just today, this morning, she actually took the initiative to contact me. Xiaoqi, do you know how happy I am when I contact me? I didn't even eat early in the morning, so I went straight to her. ”

"But how happy I was, how disappointed and sad I was later." Xiaoxiao was even more excited, and the hand she was holding on to me felt numb in pain. But I didn't withdraw my hand, and then she continued, "When I got there, I thought she really cared about me and wanted to see me before she came out." In fact, she did care about me, and she did want to see me, but not for the relationship between mother and daughter that I longed for, but for my money. ”

"Heh, she said two words, asked me two words, and then asked me, 'Do you have any money, do you have it, I am your mother, should you honor me'." Xiaoxiao suddenly withdrew his hand, clenched it into a fist, and put it on the table, tightly, feeling that the green tendons in his hands were about to burst out.

Hearing her words, I really didn't know what to say at the time, I only knew that my head was blank, I only felt that I was really stupid, stupid thoroughly! At that moment, I realized that I still had such big illusions about her in my heart, and it was also because at that moment I felt that my heart was going to be cold and transparent." Xiaodao was silent again, after all, it was what happened above, and it was only a long time now, and it was normal for her to be uncomfortable

It's just that, in the next second, I saw what it means to turn grief and anger into food.

"Waiter, just serve the one again", I didn't react until the waiter brought those dishes to the table one by one, I didn't react to what Xiaoxiao just said, and then I heard her say, "Xiaoqi, why are you still stunned, hurry up and eat, didn't you say you were hungry?" ”

I was a little stunned, this person can't be amnesia, I stretched out two fingers and shook it in front of her, and then asked, "Xiaoxiao, how much is this?" ”

"Xiao Qi, are you okay, you actually asked me such a question" Xiao Xiao clasped my two fingers with her hand, and then continued to eat.

I took my two fingers back, brought them to my eyes and looked at them, not to mention, it was really a very two-fold problem. Wait, it's not a matter of either/or now. I then asked, "Do you remember that we just had dinner?" ”

"Did we just eat?" Xiaoxiao didn't continue to eat when she heard this question, but the pause was only two seconds, and then she said, "Hey, I don't know, I just feel very hungry, I shouldn't have eaten, otherwise how could I be so hungry." ”

"You really don't remember, do you? Xiaoxiao, after you finish this meal, I'll accompany you, let's go to the hospital" This has obviously been eaten, I can't be mistaken, my stomach is still uncomfortable.

"What are you doing in the hospital, I'm not sick, or Xiaoqi, where are you uncomfortable, if you are uncomfortable, let's go over now" said Xiao Xiaoxiao finished the last piece of meat in his hand, and then immediately stood up.

"Hey, what are you anxious about, I'm fine, I'm worried about you, you just had a meal with me, but you said you didn't eat, I'm afraid you said something" I hurriedly grabbed her and asked her to sit down, this person really said that the wind is the rain.

"Oh, you're okay, you're okay, then I'll eat again" Xiao Xiao sat down, and then continued to eat. But she didn't answer my question at all.

"I said, don't eat it yet, I ask you, you really don't remember that we just ate it?" I don't have to look at it, I know I have a serious face, I'm really worried, it's not a small problem.

Xiao Xiao stopped when she heard this, her face was silent, her eyes were still glued to the dishes on the table, and then she raised her head and said, "We haven't eaten just now, have we?" ”

As soon as she said this, my heart sank suddenly, this person really didn't remember, and when I realized this, my face became more and more ugly in an instant. "Let's go, let's go to the hospital quickly, just treat me as if I'm not feeling well." Whatever the reason, take her with you first.

"Hahaha, hahaha, haha" Hearing a small laugh, looking at my anxious expression, I suddenly understood, this person, it's okay! But in the next second, the raging fire burned in my heart, and this person actually lied to me, and even made me so worried, I was really angry. Not only that, but this man also added fuel to the fire.

"Hahaha, Xiaoqi, you

Say why are you so easy to deceive, I said I don't remember, you really believe it. How could I not remember, before the things on this table came up, those scraps had just been removed, and even if I forgot, I was not blind, I could still see it," Xiao Wan began to laugh again.

However, she waited for a long time, but she didn't see the standing person sit down, and at this moment she suddenly realized that her joke seemed to be a little bigger, and she wanted to look up at this person's face to see what kind of expression this person was, but she didn't dare. Finally, as if he had mustered up enough courage, he finally raised his head.

Then she didn't see anything, the man's face was calm, there was no expression, it was really expressionless. But it shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be. Xiaoxiao is scared, really scared, even if this person is angry, it is better than this expressionless face. Then she saw the man sit down, his face still expressionless.

"Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, you can say something." Xiao Xiao said in a low voice.

But she was destined not to hear anything, because I made up my mind to ignore her all day today, pick up the chopsticks at hand, and start eating, but it was still a mouthful of food, I regretted it, I wanted to vomit, hold on!

"Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, I was wrong, I really know that I was wrong, you say something." Seeing that she ignored herself, Xiaoxiao spoke again. But she still didn't hear any answer, as if the person in front of her really hadn't heard anything.

"Xiaoqi, is it okay for you to say something, I don't have a mother anymore, I have no mother at all today the moment she asked me the lion opened her mouth, don't you want me" As she spoke, Xiaoxiao actually cried, "Don't ignore me, I really know it's wrong, I'm hungry and want to eat."

I still didn't speak, I didn't even look at her, this person must be acting.

Xiaoxiao then said, "She asked me for money, I originally wanted to say it to her, but she asked for too much, 500,000, where can I get it, I said I didn't, she still didn't believe it, said that my father must have it, let me ask him for it, you say, can I go and ask for it, I spend my own money now, I have long wanted to break away from that family, how can I ask for it now?" Xiaoqi, do you say that all mothers in the world are like this, or is she the only one like this? ”

Listening to the little words, I softened my heart a little, and when I raised my head, I saw tears on her face, okay, looking at these tears, I really softened my heart, and I said, "It's okay, I'll accompany you in the future, not everyone is like this."

"Really?" Xiao Xiao asked.

I nodded.

Then, Xiaoxiao smiled, "Then can you ignore me, I really know it's wrong."

"No, I won't ignore you, I was just too worried, you don't play such a joke with me in the future" because I'm going to take it seriously, I'm going to be scared, I can't stand the people I value leaving me.

"Well, then I'll continue to eat, Xiaoqi, you're also eating, and there's a lot more" said Xiaoxiao and continued to eat happily

Thinking of his own things, just in a place where no one saw it, Xiao Xiao smiled, even laughed out of tears, secretly stretched out his hand, and erased the evidence while the person opposite was not paying attention. She is the happy Su Xiaoxiao again.

Seeing her eat so happily, I couldn't help it and ate again. It's just that the consequences of not controlling the appetite are really serious. "Xiaoxiao, do you have any stomach digesting tablets, give me one."

Xiaodao "Stomach Digesting Tablets? No, how could I have something like that, you are not only an insult to me, but also to my powerful stomach. As a foodie, no matter how much you eat, you can only digest it by yourself, and you must not rely on external forces, otherwise, you are not qualified to be called a foodie. ”

I was stunned by her bold words, this, this, where did this fallacy come from! Why did she say it so justifiably! And the more I listened, the more I felt reasonable!

(End of chapter)