Chapter 11 Be self-aware
From the time I sat in the car to the time I got in the car, I kept thinking about the conversation just now, and finally I figured out that the so-called talking was not a word, because he had promised Professor Liu to send me back before, and if he didn't send it, it would be considered that he broke his promise. Well, I don't know if you send it to the professor or not, and I won't say it, not to mention that I don't use it myself, so I can't be considered a broken promise. However, I also found a problem that he just said, it seems that when I call him president these days, he doesn't seem to ask me to change it, because he thinks I can't change it, but it's okay, calling the name of the president of the people, no matter how many times it will be a little awkward.
However, the school should not be so far from the professor's house, it's been more than ten minutes, I should have walked there, turned his head to look outside, and looked at it for a few seconds before I was sure that I was not mistaken, this is not the way back to school at all, this is where to go, "The president, can I ask where this is going, why not go back to school" I was just frightened by him, and I spoke with caution. "It's only now that I can see it, you're too slow to react, right?" is obviously a very normal sentence, but I seem to hear contempt, is a contempt for IQ, I'm also a student at a prestigious university, or admitted with the first grade, although, maybe, not as high as your IQ, but not so low as to be despised, for a while, I was indignant in my heart, and I didn't dare to refute, that would only get more crushing. Well, I've been really slow to react lately, because the weather is too hot, and my brain is a paste, and sure enough, the learning environment is very important, and my brain is hot and mush, and how to study, I think of what teachers used to say: what learning is the most important thing is attitude, as long as you study hard and put your mind on learning, the environment doesn't matter. I want to say, it's really fooling people.
Pluck up the courage to ask again, "Haha, I was just in a daze, so where are we going now?" "You don't need to know this, don't worry, I won't eat you, although it looks like it should taste good." I didn't feel anything in my ears when I heard this, but it caused a lot of waves in my heart when I heard it, what does this mean, but no matter what it means, my heart can't be calm for a long time, and even in the thump and bang, I feel like I'm going to jump out, sure enough, people like me who have never been in love, and even people who have little contact with people can't stand flirting, not to mention that the other party is still a handsome guy with a good look, it's simply a king level. Calm and calm, think about your own identity, and then think about the identity of others, the world is different, and my heart suddenly calms down.
If you think about it carefully, it seems that since yesterday, I have been a little abnormal, although I don't know what he means, but at least I have to be clear about my attitude, and I should never provoke what is not my own. I didn't talk any more along the way, just do what I wanted, why did I become so irrational since I met him. Soon the car stopped at a styling shop, and I turned my head to look and asked why it was parked here, but when I thought about the gap between the two of us, I felt that I still needed to keep the necessary distance, so I didn't ask again. I saw him open the car door and get down, and I followed him down.
"Why didn't you ask why you parked here this time, and you came down so consciously" Xu is I have been asking questions before, but this time I didn't ask, he felt surprised, so he said this. I smiled and didn't speak, and then I didn't seem to have any need to speak, I have been tossing and turning here for a long time, to be honest, I never felt that I could be tired like this by changing my clothes and getting my hair, and I suddenly felt very sorry for those stars, and I had to change them all the time every time.
Finally, the feeling of exhaustion has overshadowed the awkwardness of wearing this dress for the first time. When I came out of it and saw that the man had been looking down at things, I have to say, this man is really good, he is God's favorite in every aspect, and I belong to the one who was abandoned on the side of the road. Suddenly, a person passed by me, walked straight to the person, and then bent down and said a word, a little far away, her voice was very small, I didn't hear what she was saying, I only knew that after the person got up, he stood aside, and Jiangxi Yan looked up at me, I also kept looking at him, I don't know if his eyes are too hot, I still don't open my eyes first. He walked up to me and looked down at me quietly, I felt my head getting lower and lower, it was really uncomfortable to be looked at by him, this kind of gaze was not the same as before, I can't say, it was different, but it was also suffocating. I took a few steps back and kept a safe distance of one meter, which reduced the feeling of suffocation a lot.
"Why are you really afraid that I will eat you, let's go" He didn't see my abnormality, probably thinking that I was shy, while speaking, he stretched out his hand, trying to pull me along, and I stretched out sideways to dodge, "It's okay, president, you go first, I'll follow you." Looking at my obvious dodging action, he was a little surprised, stunned for a moment, didn't say anything after all, turned and walked towards the door. Looking at his back, I knew my movements were obvious, but I had to dodge.
Opened the car door and sat in, he turned his head to look at me, "I'm going to participate in a business event in a while, there is a lack of a female companion by my side, the secretary used to go with me, this time I also decided to participate temporarily, I happened to see you, so I didn't look for her again, if you don't want to go, I can send you back to school now", this is very official, the distance between us was widened all of a sudden, obviously it was the result I wanted, but my heart was a little sullen, "No need, it's taken so long, go straight ahead, After I go in, I can just find a place to stay, and I will thank Professor Liu for his hospitality today", I replied more officially. He looked at me a few times, didn't speak, and drove away.
Soon we arrived at the venue of the event, the scale of this event seemed to be larger than the previous banquet at Qingqing's house, followed him down, took his arm and walked in, until I was watched by so many people, I felt nervous, the awkwardness of wearing a dress that was pressed down also appeared, I am not used to being the focus of others, which will make me have an embarrassing feeling that others can see through. I really am more suitable for staying alone, I took a deep breath, and felt that the journey of these few minutes was like walking for a long time, and in the end, I felt that my palms were sweating a lot. As soon as I entered the crowd, someone saw Jiangxi Yan, and walked over with a wine glass, "Mr. Jiang, I didn't expect you to come over this time, it's really my honor" The person who came was Wang Mingshen, it should be the first time I went to the company, the beautiful secretary said Wang Dong, no wonder I want to come over, there should be cooperation between these two people, I feel that it is not convenient for me to listen to the words after that, so I tugged his clothes with the hand that grabbed his arm, and when I saw him turn his head to look at me, I whispered "President, you and Wang Dong talk first, can I go over there and sit." He glanced at the place I was pointing, and there were quite few people there, so he nodded. I let go of my hand and turned and walked over. "Why didn't Secretary Zhang come with you this time, this is your new secretary, why haven't you seen it before, or is this your girlfriend?" The person who spoke was Wang Dong, and this was the last sentence I heard, as for how Jiangxi Yan answered, I didn't hear it, and it doesn't matter.
I walked into the corner and sat down, this is the least crowded place I can find at a glance, because it is in the corner, so it is much darker than other places, but, it is exactly what I want, I need more time to think, to manage my mood and my own heart. But I don't think I'm going to be happy, because I saw a few people coming here and sitting down around me, I don't know who they were, but looking at their dress and temperament, I can also know that the identities of several people are not simple, at least I am far from being able to compare.
"Hey, why do you say that someone is so self-aware, and doesn't look at their own identity, just thinking about sticking it upside down," said the young girl sitting to my left. "Yes, don't look at who Jiangxi Yan is, that's the most famous diamond king in X City, we don't dare to think about it, this person, you still have to have a little dignity, don't let people look down on you", this time the girl on my right is talking. Okay, sitting next to me, and mentioning Jiangxi Yan again, this is talking about me, is it making me a little self-aware, I heard it, and I did feel a little uncomfortable, but I didn't refute it, because what they said was also in line with the facts, two hours ago, I was indeed a little inflated, and the ugly thing to say is that people give me some sunshine and it will be brilliant. They may be waiting for me to refute, and then they can humiliate me even more, but after waiting for a while, they find that I don't make a sound, and the girl on the right can't wait a little "Hey, what about you, why don't you refute it". "Ah, I think what you said makes sense, and I agree with it, how can I refute this?" I said from my heart. "You really think what we said makes sense, you are reasonable", hearing the girl on the left say this, I suddenly felt that she was a little cute, is she too young, and her mind is very simple. On the contrary, the girl on the right was very calm and did not speak.
"Hey, do you know Jiangxi Yan, I saw you come in together, I heard that he is very scary, is it true, you tell me about it" Okay, I said how did you find me at once, and the eyes of the relationship just now include you. I just wanted to speak, but the girl on the right preempted me, "It's good to be self-aware, Su Xiaoyu, hurry up and follow me, don't talk to people you don't know here." "Sister, why are you so fierce, why did you leave, didn't you come over just now", "Shut up, I'm really not afraid of god-like opponents and pig-like teammates, you are a pig, hurry up" The girl on the right heard her sister's words, and finally couldn't hold her breath, and said angrily. "Let's go, why are you murdering me, and scolding me for being a pig", while saying it, his face was full of grievances.
Watching them walk away, I finally couldn't help laughing, this girl is too cute, and the previous gloom has been swept away. Indeed, to have self-knowledge, always remind yourself, what kind of pot to have what kind of lid, but there is no need to be presumptuous, sometimes I find that I really think too much, in fact, I didn't think about what to do at the beginning, I also know that after this job, we don't have a chance to say goodbye, but we still have to control ourselves, at least there will be no nostalgia when leaving.