Chapter 12: I Don't Like Him
With this in mind, I decided that I should still say whatever I needed to say, after all, we had to work together in the future, and I couldn't just stop working. But that little girl just gave me an idea, and I thought I needed to think about it, write it down, and start updating it when I was done, and now I can save a draft. I took out my phone and found that there were a lot of messages on it, okay, I went to Professor Liu's house before and turned off the mute, and I haven't turned it back yet. The above is all Qingqing's news: Xiaoqi, are you there. Xiaoqi, let me tell you that I am happy today. Xiaoqi, I'm going back soon, wait for me to go back and play with you. Xiao Qi... Then a few minutes later: Xiaoqi, why don't you reply to me. Xiaoqi, where have you been? Have you had your phone stolen? Your phone is dead...
Okay, I didn't reply for a while, and I sent me more than 30 WeChat messages, and quickly went back: I was here, and my phone was turned to silent before, and I forgot to turn it back. I thought it would take a while for Qingqing to come back, but I thought she would reply in seconds: Ahhh
I replied: What can happen to me, and the mobile phone was stolen, and there is no electricity, I can understand, what the hell is this abducted and murdered, can we think normally, do you think I am the kind of person who can be abducted.
Qingqing: Hehe, aren't I in a hurry, who told you not to reply to me all the time. And I haven't been looking for you these days, don't you know what to look for, are you someone outside, so you don't want me anymore.
I'm helpless: I don't have anything to do, why bother you with your trip every day, what else is there to call not you, there are people outside, I think it's you outside with your male god all day long, forget me.
Qingqing: Hehe, I didn't mean to, who made Brother Sen too charming, and I'll go back tomorrow, I'll play with you on Monday.
Me: I'm afraid I won't be able to do it on Monday, I have to go to work during the day on Monday.
Qingqing: You go to work, where do you go to work, you must have someone outside, unhappy.
Me: I took a job, but I really met a friend in the company, and he was a very nice person. I couldn't help but tease her, and sure enough, the next second, she went berserk and called directly, I clicked to answer, but there was a wail, I couldn't stand it, I took the phone away from my ear, it was too loud, my ears were going to be deaf, I knew that it was quiet inside, so I put it back in my ear "Okay, you're too loud." "You really have someone else" spoke in a hoarse voice, probably howling just now, or maybe really unhappy. I don't want her to be unhappy "How can there be anyone, I met a friend, rest assured that you are my most important friend right now, always in the first place" Yes, it's now. Sure enough, she was happy to hear it, "That's good, then when can I go to you, I miss you." ”
I talked with her for a long time, and finally decided to come next weekend, come at night, even if there is a driver to pick me up, I always feel uneasy, although in the end she is a little unhappy, but compared to safety, that unhappy is nothing, not to mention that she will definitely forget it for a while. Take a look at the time, well, why is today's time so slow, it's only a little more than 8 o'clock now, I don't know when it will end, I really want to go back and conceive the next book, mobile phone is not impossible, but people who are used to computers will feel that the mobile phone code word is too slow, and the hand speed can't keep up with thinking, very tired. But seeing that the man was still talking to the people around him, I thought it might be a long time. Before I knew it, my eyes were following him again, well, he was really dazzling. Close your eyes so you can't see.
Sitting there quietly, leaning back against the sofa cushion, with his eyes closed, naturally I couldn't see that the person was looking at me, and even the people around him noticed that something was wrong, "Mr. Jiang, how about the contract I told you before, Mr. Jiang, Mr. Jiang" I can't see who the person next to me is, and I don't know who the person next to me is, but the person I know turned his head to look at him after being called by him several times, "I'm sorry, I'll go over there to rest", and after speaking, he left directly, leaving a circle of people around who wanted to talk to him standing there awkwardly. He was walking in my direction, but stopped a few steps away from me, sat down in a random spot, and just kept looking at me.
Of course, I don't know this, I'm still closing my eyes, and I'm getting a little sleepy after a long time, I don't want to fall asleep here, so I straighten up, turn my head slightly, and just sit like this for a while and feel so tired. "You finally woke up, I thought you were going to sleep until tomorrow" Jiangxi Yan's voice came from somewhere, and he was not sleepy now, he woke up in an instant, his eyes looked around, and he saw him in an inconspicuous position on the left, "President, why are you here, is it over, then can we go", it is really boring here, and the mobile phone is about to run out of battery. "Wait a little longer, if you're sleepy, you can rest on me for a while", said as he walked towards me, then sat down next to me, and I immediately stood up, waved my hand and said, "No, no, no, I'm not sleepy, I'm in good spirits now".
"What are you doing standing up, am I that terrible" He frowned, very dissatisfied with my behavior, and his tone was unconsciously a little harsh. "No, the president is very good, not terrible" and moved to the other side, and then sat down, the distance was just right, it didn't seem scary, and he was far enough away. I don't know if he noticed any of my caution, but I don't think he said anything, I guess he just didn't see it, or maybe he acquiesced to the right distance. "I thought about it again before the president, and I think I want to write it a little warmer and more beautiful, because I think this can give our company a better meaning", when there is nothing to say, the topic of work can never go wrong. "Then let's talk about it briefly" He looked at me, always feeling like he was going to be seen through, and always made me feel that I had nowhere to hide. "Oh, okay, it's that I've been hesitating in the end when the hero and heroine are not together, together, it feels like there will be less meaning, not together, and I feel that it is not satisfactory enough, but today I suddenly thought that this is for our company to advertise, and in the end it is better to be more complete, the specific process is..."
Originally, I just wanted to say it briefly, but I thought that after I finished speaking, he would keep chasing me and asking this and that, and in the end I felt that my mouth was dry when I asked, "That, president, can I go drink saliva" I was really thirsty, in fact, I also feel hungry now, I seem to have not eaten since the afternoon, but now I can't say, so drink some water to relieve my hunger. He looked at me and didn't speak, every time, what does it mean not to speak. Gollum, at that moment I really wanted to find a place to bury myself, I felt that my face was ruined by my stomach, why did you say that you just sounded at this time, I really want to be embarrassed "Uh, haha, haha, I, I'm just too hungry" I know oh my laughter is too stiff, but I can't help it, if I don't laugh twice, it will feel more embarrassing.
"Let's go, you can go back" After saying that, he stood up directly and looked at me. Met his gaze, I was stunned for a second, then looked away and stood up, "Oh, let's go" After speaking, he walked directly to the door, walked two steps, felt that there was no movement behind him, turned around, and found that he was still standing in place, "Don't you go" Didn't he say he could go just now. He looked at me and sighed helplessly, "Ahhh The moment he touched my finger, I reflexively wanted to withdraw, but it didn't work, and then it was the scene just now, maybe I was afraid that I would take my hand, he didn't let go of his hand, but bent down and said in my ear, "Before leaving, shouldn't you go and say goodbye to the master, don't worry, it won't be delayed for a few minutes", after saying that, he took his hand away, and the moment the skin gradually separated, I felt that the temperature on my hand was also dissipated. Well, it's that I'm thinking too much, and it's also that I don't know how to be polite, so I should say goodbye.
A few minutes later, out of the door, although it is already night, but the weather in July, it is still very hot, compared to the temperature inside the door is simply two worlds, I put my hand back, and unexpectedly got a gaze from Jiangxi Yan, "Haha, is it too hot" But this is only a reason, it is still not an important one, the most important thing is that I feel that the previous action is too intimate, and I need distance. "Get in the car, I'll send you back" I didn't refuse, because my clothes and computer were still in his car.
There were a lot fewer cars on the road, and soon they arrived near the school, and then the car stopped, and I was still thinking about why he didn't send me to the door of the dormitory this time, but found that he had already opened the car door "wait for me here for a while", and got out of the car after saying that, and walked into a porridge shop that was still open on the side of the road, and came out again in less than two minutes, but there was an extra bag in his hand. Open the car door and sit in, "Here, eat something digestible so late" said and handed me the things in his hand, I looked at the bag in his hand, and for a while I didn't know what to say, I stretched out my hand and took it, lowered my head, and said "thank you" for a long time.
I got out of the car in front of the dormitory building, walked up the steps twice, turned to look at the person in the car, he was also looking at me, I waved my hand, and then the car started moving again and left in the direction I came. He stood like that until he couldn't see a shadow, and turned and went upstairs.
Today I feel like I've been in the car, the mood ups and downs, I feel that a lot of things have happened this day, think about it carefully, everything is related to him, Jiangxi Yan, it is also him who causes my mood to fluctuate, obviously, we have known each other for more than a month, but why is his weight in my heart so heavy, a casual word, can make my mood change, let my fawn crash, I don't know what I think like this, I don't know what it is like to like a person, But I guess that's probably what I like. It's just this like, I don't think I can say it, I know it's impossible, why do I have to hit the south wall, do I have to break my head and lose my dignity, I don't think I can do it, so it's good to be silently in my heart, hide it in the depths, not only so that others can't see it, but even I can't see it. I have to remember that I don't like him, I don't like him, I don't like him. On July 14, 2018, the weather was sunny and the weather was very hot, but my mood felt like I had fallen into a cold cave.