Obviously, I was alone before, why did I start to adapt to it now, this is not hypocrisy, what is it.

Shaking his head secretly, sure enough, if he hadn't had it in the first place, he probably wouldn't have felt anything, but now, I can only say that time will not stand still because of anyone's prayers, and we will eventually dissipate.

On this day, the school is much more deserted than in the past, just talk about this cafeteria, usually, no matter what time of day, there will always be a lot of people, either waiting in line to buy food, or sitting in groups of three or five to talk and laugh. Now, there are very few people in the cafeteria.

After eating, I decided to go over this morning, anyway, there was nothing to do in the morning, so I just finished it early. But let's contact him first, otherwise it's a bit too presumptuous. I picked up my mobile phone and looked for the number that called Jiangxi Yan, and then dialed it, but it was not connected as I imagined, but was on the phone.

Well, let's talk about that later.

I staggered back to my dormitory, and before I opened the door, I heard that there seemed to be movement inside, but I was not in the dormitory, and neither were Lian Xin and Lu Wei. With an uneasy feeling, I slowly opened the door of the dormitory, stretched out my head to look inside, and saw the person I didn't expect in the dormitory.

But if you want to talk about accidents, it seems that there is nothing surprising, after all, this is also her dormitory, it's just that she disappeared for a month, but this time she suddenly appeared, which is really unexpected.

Ignoring her, I walked into my bed, turned on my computer, and sat upright. But half a day passed, and I couldn't concentrate. I would always listen to the person's movements, consciously or unconsciously, she seemed to be packing up her things, squirming, I could hear the rubbing between clothes, and a few other movements.

Turning his head, the man was loading something into his suitcase. I wanted to ask, but I remembered the unhappiness between myself and her, probably she chose this time to go back to the dormitory, probably because she didn't want to run into us, so let's forget it. Do what you have to do, don't make yourself unhappy.

After about ten minutes, the sound of cleaning things gradually disappeared, which also meant that she was leaving, silently breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, it was okay if she left, at least the atmosphere in the dormitory did not have to be so embarrassing.

"Wang Jiaqi." Suddenly, I heard someone calling me, but there were only two people in the dormitory, and if it wasn't me, it would have been her.

"You called me?" I turned to look at He Xiaolu and asked, but in fact, when I turned around, I realized that my sentence was in vain, because that person was looking at me at the moment. And she nodded.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault before, anyway, we won't meet again in the future, let's make it clear today," He Xiaolu said.

"You're leaving?" I heard her say several words, but in my head, I could only react to one sentence.

Sure enough, she nodded again, and then said, "Yes, I applied for an early internship with the school."

"Oh, then I wish you a smooth internship" I paused, I didn't know what to say for a while, thinking that she was sorry for what she said before, I hesitated for a moment and said, "It's okay, I also had something wrong before, your hand is fine". I remember her hand being punctured as well.

She shook her head, I just thought she was saying that her hand was fine, but I didn't want her next words to shock me, or maybe surprise me a little more. She said, "It's all my own doing, it's always been my own doing, I haven't been able to come out of the past, I've been deceiving myself, I'm not like myself anymore, think about it, in the past three years, I'm about to become unaware of myself." At this, she suddenly laughed, but I could see that there was no happy element in it, on the contrary, there was a hint of self-deprecation.

Then I listened to her and said, "I also listened to other people's words before, misunderstood you, so I broke a lot of your things, and finally pricked your hand, I'm really sorry." This time, her words were very sincere, and I couldn't figure out what she had experienced in the past month, and why a person could change so much. But, undeniably, I think she's a lot better at the moment than before.

"Are you alright?" I asked with some concern, after all, a person can grow so much in such a short period of time, and change so much, the things he has experienced will definitely be unimaginable to ordinary people, and I myself am not a living example.

She shook her head, and then said, "It's okay, by the way, and I want to thank you in the end, thank you, for making me completely sober, and there will be no time in the future." After speaking, she didn't say a word, and left directly with her suitcase, and I noticed that she seemed to have been pulling her suitcase, maybe this was what she wanted to say in the end.

She only seemed to have taken some necessary things, and the quilts that belonged to her bed were left in the dormitory, and I don't know if it was really the last time we saw each other, as she said, or if it was really going to be indefinite.

Suddenly I felt that this time passed really quickly, I watched the people around me come one by one, and saw them leave with my own eyes, I wanted to stay, and tried to keep them, but this seemed to be beyond my ability, and it seemed to be beyond the scope of everyone's ability. After all, we can't control other people's lives. In the end, I am the only one who seems to be the only one who has gone around in this world.

I opened my mobile phone and dialed again at the number I had just dialed, I admitted that I was suddenly a little scared, afraid that even this person would leave me, this time the call was connected, "Wang Jiaqi? A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, and the uneasiness in my heart faded slightly.

"It's me, I want to ask if it's okay for me to clean up this morning?" There was trepidation and fear in my voice that I hadn't even noticed.

Apparently the man heard it, and he said, "Yes, come here."

About an hour later, I rang his doorbell, and he came and opened the door for me as usual, but the difference was that the first few times, I would always talk to him a few more times, and then start cleaning, but this time, I didn't say anything, and after a simple hello, I started straight to work.

"Are you alright?" Jiangxi Yan stretched out his hand to block my movements, obviously he might come out this time, there was something wrong with this person in front of him.

"I'm fine" I was just a little scared, I seemed to overestimate myself, I used to think that I could bear whatever the consequences, but now, I realized that I couldn't just watch you disappear from my world.

I avoided him and went on my own.

"Are you okay, I don't think you're okay" Jiangxi Yan, this time he snatched the broom directly from the man's hand. Is it really that he is blind, this is obviously different from before, okay?

"I'm really fine" I looked into his eyes and said, suddenly a little disgusted with myself like this, obviously I just wanted to see him immediately, to make sure he hadn't disappeared yet, but now that I saw him, I didn't know why I was making a fuss, what was wrong with me, I didn't understand myself.

"Nothing? If it's really nothing, you definitely won't be like this now, if you have something to say, I don't want you to grind and chirp" Jiangxi Yan said, "What, is it really something unsightly?" It's okay, anyway, I haven't seen any of you, let's say. ”

"What's the matter, is it dumb, didn't you be able to say it before, and now you are pretending to be dumb" Jiangxi Yan saw that she had kept her head down, silent, and an irritability in his heart for no reason, he wanted to know what was wrong with this person, but he was impatient, and the words he said were even more unpleasant, obviously he wanted to speak softly, and it was clear that he wanted to express that he didn't mean this.

"Forget it, if you're in a bad mood, you don't need to clean up today, you can go back" But in fact, what he wanted to say was: If you're tired, just rest first. But if you say it yourself, it's really annoying.

"Don't, I don't want to go back" Go back, he told me to go back, where to go back, back to school, or back to that world without him, did he not see me? Is he driving me away? Is he trying to disappear from my world? No, I don't allow it!

"I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going" I was a little hysterical. "Don't let me go, okay, I don't want to go, I like you, even if you don't like me, but you put me in a place where I can see you, okay?"

"I don't want you to disappear from my world, I don't want to, anyone can, but you can't, I don't want to go through that kind of pain anymore, please, don't disappear, okay?" I looked into Jiangxi Yan's eyes and said word by word, but at this moment I seemed to have lost my mind, I didn't know what I was talking about, how could I notice the shock and uneasiness in Jiangxi Yan's eyes again.

All I know is that the only thing I have on my mind at the moment is, I don't go, don't go, don't go!

Jiangxi Yan didn't know what he should say at the moment, what he should say, but in fact, when he heard the sentence 'I like you', he had a moment of joy in his heart, but then he was uneasy, he was annoyed by his momentary joy, he didn't know what he should do, this matter, he thought it wouldn't happen so soon, he thought he still had a lot of time to think things through, but now, in his defenseless situation, something happened.

I lowered my head, and sure enough, I saw the hair swirling around my legs, and when I heard its cry, I finally reacted, and I reacted to what I just said, and in an instant, the blood flowed backwards, and I only felt that my whole body was cold, didn't I cut off my own way back, I obviously didn't want him to disappear, but now I personally pushed him out of my world.

"I'm sorry, I'll go first" After speaking, regardless of the person's expression, or the rest of the unfinished work, he took his things and left.

It wasn't until I got on the bus that I was able to think calmly about my problems. Looking at the house that was getting farther and farther away from me, I thought I probably wouldn't have to come back again, after all, no one would leave a person with bad intentions for him by his side. At this moment, I had to face the facts, I personally cut off my own sunlight, and destroyed the cluster of light in my own world that was so hard to ignite.

I didn't want to cry, but the wet touch on my face reminded me that I cried, and I can no longer deny that that person is really important to me!