When you open your eyes, you can see that your eyes are white, is this the world after death? Will Grandma and Jia Qi be here too? It should be, I just don't know if they still recognize themselves, after all, their changes are really big. It's just that if he dies, will that person be punished, will there be any trouble? Well, I'm dead, and I still can't bear to hurt that person. Even if I die at his hand. However, this is really the best ending for me, the last stage of my life is to walk in the arms of the person I like, there is no fear, no pain, only full of warmth, I can still feel that I am warm, it's good!

I closed my eyes and opened them again, I really hoped it was true, but looking at the time on the wall, and looking at the TV that was hanging, I knew that was impossible. It's a pity, and a little relieved, he won't be in trouble!

Sitting up suddenly, I suddenly thought that I shouldn't be here anyway, obviously I went to my grandmother's grave, and I saw Jiangxi Yan there. A thought came to mind, but suddenly it felt ridiculous, naïve, and ridiculous. But in the next second, this idea became a reality.

I watched the door of the ward be pushed open, looked at the man I thought couldn't be here, and walked towards me with a smile on my face. It's really this person, a hot blood scorches himself, it hurts a little, but it's very warm, and the warm pain is nothing! But in the end, the moment the man walked to the bed, I lowered my head. I don't want to look at him, and I don't dare to look at him, for fear that I will show an expression that I shouldn't have, and have thoughts that I shouldn't have!

"You're awake," Jiangxi Yan asked softly.

"Hmm," I whispered.

"Is there anything else wrong with you?" Jiangxi Yan's voice was very gentle, very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something.

This time I shook my head and didn't speak, hoping he wouldn't be talking to me.

"The doctor said, you'd better stay here for two more days" Jiangxi Yan said, probably because I still didn't react, and felt that I didn't want to, so he continued, "It's okay if you don't stay, it's just that you have to come over every day to get two bottles of intravenous drips." ”

Listening to his words, I felt a little surprised, is it so serious? I didn't feel bad! It's just yesterday that I didn't cover the quilt, and then I woke up too early in the morning and felt a little dizzy. Well, I now know that I fainted, and it was this person who sent me here, and after thinking about it for a long time, I said, "Thank you, Mr. Lao Jiang doesn't bother, I can take care of myself." ”

Even if I can't, I still have to go through the next half of my life alone, what's the point of being good to me now? It just makes me more miserable and less like myself. It's just that I still don't want to make any changes to myself, and now I think it's good!

"It's not troublesome, how can it be troublesome?" Jiangxi Yan said, how could she feel that she was his trouble, he had never thought so. If it was really trouble, it should be her trouble, causing her so much pain.

"Jiang

Sir, go back first, I'm going to rest! "Say, don't care about anyone, just lie down, and then close your eyes with your back to him.

Although I closed my eyes, I really wanted to sleep for a while, but in the end I couldn't sleep, tense my nerves, pricked up my ears, and listened carefully to the movement behind me. But I don't know if it's because I'm too tolerant of him, or if I think it's been too long, he didn't move, just stood like that, and I could even feel his gaze staring at me. He, is he regretting it, after all, if you leave me there alone, I will freeze to death in a short time, so that you can't have both, I die, and he has nothing to do with him, I am relieved, and I don't have to worry about him!

I don't know how long it took, but I only felt like half of my body was going to be numb, before I heard him sigh, and then immediately after that, the sound of him leaving.

Knowing that the door was completely shut, my tense body relaxed, and then I didn't want to sleep at all. I rolled over and looked quietly at where he had just stood, not knowing what he was thinking, maybe I wasn't thinking about anything, just watching, as if he was still standing there, and I was just looking at him!

I don't know how long I watched it, but when I finally heard the sound of the door opening, I turned around, and then I saw a nurse walking over. "Are you alright?" She asked.

But what can I do? I looked at her with a confused expression, and then I saw her pull out a piece of paper from the small table next to me and hand it to me. We took it inexplicably, and then looked at her fixedly.

She didn't seem to know what to say, she just pointed to her face.

Seeing her move, I realized that my face was wet, especially the corners of my eyes. It turns out that he has such a deep influence on me? It turns out that I have forgotten myself, can't I forget him?

Watching the nurse remove the needle from my hand and then put a medical tape on me, I pressed it with my other hand for a while, but I felt that the force on my hand was getting lighter and lighter. I didn't think about anything just now, but now I'm thinking about him so much that I've forgotten about myself? This is not good news.

After the formalities, I went to get some medicine and went home, and as for tomorrow, I won't be coming at all! Maybe I really don't know how to take care of myself, maybe I don't care about my body at all!

Jiangxi Yan watched this person step by step out of his sight and out of the gate of the hospital, he really wanted to catch up, but he didn't dare, he grew so big, this was the first time he encountered something he wanted to do but didn't dare to do. It wasn't until the man was completely gone that he turned around and walked inside. Finally, I saw the little nurse who had gone in earlier in the hallway.

"Hello, how is the patient who was discharged from the hospital just now?" He couldn't see it, but he wanted to know, and in the end, he could only learn about her in this way.

"You mean that girl just now?" The female nurse asked rhetorically.

Jiangxi Yan nodded.

"She's going to be fine." The female nurse paused, then continued, "Are you her friend?" ”

Jiangxi strict

Nodding again.

"Oh, that's good, you have to persuade her more, I don't think she's in a good mood, when I just went in, she cried a lot?" The female nurse didn't know what was wrong with the man, but she could see that the man was really uncomfortable and in a very bad mood, otherwise she wouldn't even know that she was crying. After saying that, the female nurse left, she was still very busy, that is, she would say a few more words when she saw that the person was really pitiful.

However, Jiangxi Yan couldn't move, he thought that he would cause her a lot of pain, but he didn't know how deep this pain would be and how long it would last, but now it seems that he didn't say anything or do anything, and the impact on this person was already so great, he couldn't imagine how uncomfortable she would be at that time.

Jiangxi Yan lowered his head, he had doubts about his decision for the first time, he wanted to get back together with her, he wanted to take care of her with his life, he wanted to make up for her with the rest of his life, but now can she accept it? Can she really forgive herself for someone who once vainly threatened to die? Is she willing to accept that she has made amends to her? Jiangxi Yan is not sure.

But such a thought only appeared for a few minutes, and he was suppressed by his strong desire for her. He admits that after so many months, he is very sure that he does not want to leave this person, and he does not complain about letting go! He was reluctant to give up the warmth that person brought to him.

Jiangxi Yan didn't drive to see the person this time, in fact, from the moment he came to this person's door on a whim on Chinese New Year's Eve, he knew that this person was back when he saw the light on.

Originally, he came here with the idea of trying, and he missed this person so much that he couldn't help but come over to see something related to her, but maybe in his subconscious, there was a thread pulling him here. And now, he really saw it.

Jiangxi Yan used a lot of strength to control his impulse to knock on the door, and then hug her hard, now is not a good time, not a good time, he is afraid that he will be too impulsive, and do something to hurt her, now what he needs is a perfect plan, last time she took the initiative first, then this time it was time for him to take the initiative.

The next day, Jiangxi Yan came to the door of the hospital again, he hid in the shadows, wanting to see this person, but he couldn't wait for anyone, from morning to afternoon, he didn't even see her figure. Well, after seeing this person, he won't come. Jiangxi Yan was annoyed and distressed again, how could this person abuse his body so badly? He shouldn't have let her go yesterday!

Jiangxi Yan drove to this place where he had been guarding for several nights, got out of the car, and stretched out his hand to open the door.

Hearing the knock on the door, I put down the chopsticks in my hand and hesitated, who could this be? The neighbors around them don't come and go very well, and they won't come and knock on the door at this time, but if it weren't for the people around them, who would come back when it was dark?

Standing up, I picked up the broom next to me, then walked behind the door and asked, "Who?" "It's on the side of the road, and it's common to be picked up by passers-by or something, but you can't take it lightly, just in case,

Although no one wants this to happen, what is reported on the news is still very scary!

"It's me," Jiangxi Yan's voice came out of the door. But I found that I couldn't move, and my mind was full of: how could he come, what was he going to do?

"Open the door" Unfortunately, before I could figure it out, he spoke again.

Open the door? How is it possible that I will not find pain for myself.

"Mr. Jiang, is there something wrong with you?" I asked, and I found that if I hadn't seen him with my own eyes, his influence on myself would have plummeted, and apart from the shock just now, I was now in my heart and I was completely in control. After all, I am not the same person I was a few months ago!

"I'm fine" Jiangxi Yan Youqi was weak, he came over on impulse, and he really didn't think of a good excuse, obviously he had controlled it very well before, why did he get impulsive at this juncture!

"If it's okay, Mr. Jiang will go back" It's okay, it's okay, what are you knocking on?" It also scared me, God knows how scared I was when I just thought of the news of those burglaries and murders, I looked at the broom in my hand with disgust, so small, so soft What can it do, if I have more strength, I can break it directly. Well, this strength refers to me, once, a careless, a little force, this broom will be cut in half. Since then, I've basically been light-handed, handling lightly, for fear that one will be accidentally folded and another will be folded.

I was thinking about it here, but I completely forgot that Jiangxi Yan was still outside, and it wasn't until this person spoke up again that he woke me up.

(End of chapter)