"You can't do it, I told you not to watch it when you were tired, but you still didn't listen, I thought your neck was beaten with iron, it won't hurt" Jiangxi Yan said this, but his hand naturally stretched out to the back of my neck and rubbed it vigorously. Very comfortable, quite comfortable. The soreness has also eased a lot.

Although I said that I would never come again, the second time, I still came with him, but this time, instead of stupidly buying tickets in the front row as before, we tried to choose the middle seat. However, looking at the tickets in hand, they have already lined up in the last few rows, which is also very helpless, at least I don't have to shake my neck from side to side. I comforted myself helplessly, I couldn't help it, I didn't plan to watch a movie today, but looking at the little couple one after another, walking into the cinema, my curiosity was hooked up again. As for the remark of 'never look at it again', it comes out of the girl's mouth, just listen to it, seriously, it's stupid.

It's okay this time, it's actually not a big problem in the back, the eyesight is good, it's so capricious. Of course, it would have been better if the people in front of me could have been quieter, and after the whole show, I felt that I really only saw the picture on the screen, and I watched the whole show completely by relying on the subtitles, and as for the sound, my ears were full of what's 'You're so good-looking!' ''You're so pretty', 'You're so beautiful today', 'You're eating a little'......

I'm also very tired, and watching movies doesn't stop me. Although most of the romance movies are couples, let's respect the characters in this movie a little, and respect the money you pay for tickets no matter how bad it is.

"I'm really not coming here in the future, it's too uncomfortable," I said the same thing as before.

"Really not coming?" Jiangxi Yan raised his eyebrows, obviously he was a little skeptical of my remarks. As for why he doubted, he didn't say that I also knew, he couldn't come last time, but this time he still wanted to come. He continued, "Are you sure? ”

I nodded my head vigorously, as if the harder I pushed, the more I could prove my resolve. But "don't you like to come here too", I was willing to come for the first time, it must have been because of curiosity, and as for the second time, it should be because I wanted to come!

Sure enough, the man nodded, and then said, "It's really not interesting here, there are too many people" Of course, the main reason is because once the person in front of him comes, he is really purely watching the movie, and in order not to waste the money to buy tickets, he doesn't even blink his eyes from beginning to end. However, there are a few more people who really come here to watch a movie, especially those who appear in pairs! The more Jiangxi Yan thought about it, the more he felt congested, and he still didn't want to come in the future.

This time, I have completely fulfilled what I said, and since that time, I really haven't been in it once.

The next day, I woke up early because I went to bed early. Until the moment I woke up, the corners of my mouth were still raised, and although the two experiences of watching the movie were not perfect, it was the sweetest place in my heart after all. I know why I dreamed about this, and it was because I had never forgotten him.

Close your eyes and hide all your reluctance, as if your thoughts about him can be isolated with your closed eyes.

On the first day of the new year, I broke my 'never go again' remark, and I once again set foot on the road to the cinema, only this time I was alone, buying tickets alone, walking in alone to find a place, and chewing there alone holding a bucket of popcorn, everything seemed so natural, except that the popcorn was for two people, the Coke was two glasses, and the movie tickets were two. That seems to be a good thing, too.

Originally, I thought that I would continue to live like this, and I would go through my life indifferently and see what kind of answer would be given to me at the end of my life. However, things still went a little unexpectedly, something happened that I never thought of, but it was also this change that made me really feel the trajectory of this fate, feel how I am walking step by step according to the gears, think about it, this is also my greatest luck.

On that day, as before, I got up early to go to my grandmother's grave, I thought I was early enough, after all, it was winter at this time, and it was still dark. But as I stood there, I saw a person, someone I hadn't thought of.

When I saw that person, I couldn't believe it, I thought I must have been delusional, but when I walked in, I realized that this was the real person, the person I had been thinking about for a long, long time, and the person who made me fall into the abyss. I walked a few steps to him, then walked around him, and went straight to my grandmother's grave, I tried not to look at him, tried to control my desire to turn to him, and did not squint, but when I stopped, I felt that I had used up my strength in these few steps alone, and my whole body felt like I had collapsed.

Trying to ignore the people behind him, doing his own things according to his own process, and finally talking to his grandmother a lot, reporting good news and not bad news, not to mention that now everything is a good thing for himself, in short, the most difficult days have passed, and now it is nothing to me, and it will get better and better in the future. It wasn't until dawn that I kowtowed to my grandmother and got up to leave.

I could feel his gaze on me all the time, from the moment I was here, he kept staring at me, as if he had locked onto a target, tightly, but it also made me feel very uncomfortable. He, shouldn't be here, he, what does it mean to be here, what is he going to do, is it difficult, is it to see if I am dead? If not, will he strangle me to death with his own hands?

I don't know, I don't understand, but seeing that he was standing still, I think he probably had the idea of strangling me, but he wouldn't have done it, because he didn't bother to touch me even on the way to death. No matter what I was doing, I couldn't come back because I missed the opportunity, and I strode in the direction I came, just wanting to get away from the man who had sent me to hell.

Unfortunately, I didn't know him after all, and I couldn't anticipate his next move, and at the step that was about to get around, he grabbed me and said

"Where are you going?" "His voice was a little shaky, I don't know what he was for, but he had been standing here for so long, and he was so cold.

"Mr. Jiang, please let go, I will naturally go where I should go" I looked at him calmly, saying what I should say, even if my heart was not calm at all, what I wanted to say was not these.

"Go where you should go, where is where you should go" Jiangxi Yan grieved, where should she go, where should she go? Is it the place that doesn't have its own? Is it the place he can't find? As long as he thought of this, Jiangxi Yan couldn't control himself, he pulled the person over suddenly, hugged him tightly in his arms, obviously in his arms, but he still felt uneasy, felt that he couldn't catch her, thinking like this, Jiangxi Yan used more strength, unwilling to let go, and didn't dare to let go, he was afraid that this let go, the person in his arms, would disappear, and he would not be able to find her again!

However, being held in his arms, I only felt that my whole body was going to be strangled to death, and really he still wanted to die by himself? However, it seems that it is not bad to die in this way, at least he died in his arms, at least at the end of his life, he can still feel the warmth he brings to himself. Thinking like this, the hand that was still a little struggling, let go, and let yourself finally leave in this calm and beautiful way!

I don't know how long it took, the uneasiness and the feeling of loss and recovery in Jiangxi Yan's heart gradually calmed down, he slowly let go of his arm, making the person in his arms more comfortable, he put his chin on the top of this person's head, and then said, "You go back with me, don't go any further, okay?" Let's play together on the next road, shall we? However, he had been saying his words for a long time, but the man in his arms still did not move, did not answer his questions, did not struggle to leave, and he only now realized that something was wrong, that the person in his arms was not right.

"Wang Jiaqi, Wang Jiaqi?" Jiangxi Yan let go of the person and wanted to see what was going on, however, this person seemed to have no strength at all, and fell straight to the ground, Jiangxi Yan hurriedly stretched out his hand to stop the person's waist, stretched out his other hand and put it on the person's forehead, sure enough, it was very hot. Jiangxi Yan's heart was again a burst of self-blame and distress, if he hadn't said those words, if he hadn't deliberately gone to find something awkward, she wouldn't have been like this at all, let alone sick and no one to take care of.

It's just that it's too late to say anything now, and if you hurt, you're hurt, no matter how much or less the damage is, whether it's intentional or unintentional. But she still heard it, although his original intention was not to let her know, although it was also an accident to be known by her, but who is to blame, is Wang Jiaqi to blame? Even if she killed Jia Qi, it is clear that she is the most innocent person and the one who suffers the most. blame Townsend and Qingqing, but they are also trying to help themselves. In the final analysis, I still blame myself, I shouldn't have said those words, no, I shouldn't even have the thoughts I want to say, those words shouldn't have happened!

A person who is said by someone he likes, 'Why is not her the one who died?' can know that this person will have it just by thinking about it

How uncomfortable, how desperate it should be, but the person he likes is also the one who wants to die. Obviously it was fine the day before, but the next day it became like this, and no one can accept it so calmly, and anyone will feel pain.

But this pain was given to her by herself. Jiangxi Yan held the person in his arms, and then walked quickly according to his car. No matter what the future holds, now he wants to make amends, wants to compensate her, wants to take good care of her, even if she is unwilling to forgive herself, that is her right, and it is also the punishment he deserves, he admits it!

(End of chapter)