Chapter Seventy-Eight: I Can't Bear It
"Yifan, why don't you eat it?" Fan Xin was a little strange, why wasn't he hungry after walking such a long way this afternoon?
"It's okay, you eat, don't worry about me, I'll have something to tell you after eating" Cheng Yifan wanted to wait for her to finish eating, because he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to eat after he finished.
"Ah, what do you have to say, say it now, why do you have to wait until you finish eating" Fan Xin, thinking that he had something to give to himself, he felt that he was much gentler than usual today.
"Let's eat first" Cheng Yifan refused.
Fan Xin looked at Cheng Yifan, and saw that he was very reluctant to reveal anything, and felt that he should be right in guessing, after all, there must always be a sense of mystery. So, I nodded, and even ate a lot faster.
"Have you eaten?" Cheng Yifan put down his chopsticks and asked.
"Well, if you have anything to say, just say it" Fan Xin said very calmly and calmly, but her heart was already a deer and pounding. She quietly waited for the surprise that Cheng Yifan wanted to give her.
However, whether she has tinnitus, or she has just hallucinated, what Cheng Yifan just said, what he said. "What did you say" I don't know if Fan Xin really didn't hear it, or if he heard it but couldn't believe it.
"I said, let's break up" Cheng Yifan looked at her originally generous and decent smile, and slowly stiffened on her face, the delicate and quiet temperament that had been hanging on her was gone at the moment, and it became a little hollow, and even a little ruthless in it.
The next moment, this kind of ruthlessness disappeared, as if it had never appeared, she became the usual Fan Xin again, the original stiff smile regained its previous look, and then asked, "Yifan, are you joking with me?" It's not funny. ”
Cheng Yifan has been staring at Fan Xin since he said that sentence, and naturally he couldn't miss the ruthlessness she had just revealed, and he knew it in his heart, sure enough, his understanding of her was too superficial, maybe she was the real one "I'm not kidding, you know it in your heart." ”
If Fan Xin could still convince herself and smile again just now, then at this moment, she really couldn't laugh. She trembled her voice and asked, "Why?" ”
Cheng Yifan naturally saw Fan Xin's abnormality, he knew that he might have really broken her heart, but could he blame him all, if this really had something to do with him, it would probably be due to his wrong motives at the beginning, and he would be blamed for not making a decision, but giving her more hope.
"Do you really not know?" Cheng Yifan didn't want to make it clear, after all, that kind of thing was not a glorious thing, not only for him, but also for her.
"I don't know, I just know that you're going to break up with me now for no reason, am I not good enough for you?" Fan Xin roared hysterically, she felt that she could only be so good to Cheng Yifan, she knew that this person didn't like her so much, so she was willing to accommodate him, willing to wait for him, every time she saw other girls playing tricks on her boyfriend and losing her temper, she was disdainful, but only she knew that she was more envious and jealous in her heart.
But she told herself that she couldn't, at least not now, and that it would be the most appropriate time when the man really liked her. But now that time may never come again, because this person is going to break up with himself.
"Don't you really know, yesterday afternoon, downstairs in your dormitory" Cheng Yifan has never seen her like this, in just two days, she has constantly refreshed her cognition of her, it turns out that outside of herself, this person has so many faces that she doesn't understand.
Yesterday, in the afternoon, in the dormitory building, as soon as these three words came out of Cheng Yifan's mouth, she knew that she was finished. It's really over, she didn't expect to be bumped into by him, but that's not the most sad thing for her. She was sad that this person saw such a scene, but he didn't ask herself what was going on, but directly proposed to break up. Although this is true.
Fan Xin couldn't control her expression, and the corners of her mouth that were a little upturned really exposed her heart at this moment. Yes, she was sneering, not only laughing at Cheng Yifan's ruthlessness, but also laughing at herself. Why is she so stupid, stupidly thinking that this person will like herself one day, stupidly thinking that as long as she pays more, this person will always be able to stay by her side.
"Wasn't you in class yesterday?" Fan Xin couldn't figure it out a little, although her heart was already half cold, but she was unwilling to admit defeat like this, would her efforts over the past few days be so wasted? It wasn't what she wanted to see.
"Yes, I had a class yesterday afternoon, but the teacher was on a temporary business trip and the class was cancelled." Cheng Yifan said very calmly, if he was still a little nervous at the beginning, then now he is very calm, like an outsider, watching all this coldly, although it all has something to do with him.
Fan Xin grabbed Cheng Yifan's hand on the table violently, tightly, and did not let go. Cheng Yifan was taken aback by her move, and he couldn't break free for a while. Just as he was about to give it a try, Fan Xin spoke, "Yifan, you listen to my explanation, things are not what you think."
In the end, no matter whether she complained or ridiculed herself before, at this moment, she couldn't resist her liking for Cheng Yifan.
"Explain, what else is there to explain this, do you dare to say that I see it is not the truth?" Cheng Yifan thought that he had made it so clear, she shouldn't be entangled, at least according to what he knew about her, she shouldn't. However, he did not seem surprised that this was the case, or rather, that she could not surprise him by any action this time, for he had never known this man from beginning to end.
"No, it's really not like that, you listen to me." Fan Xin still kept repeating this sentence, explaining, explaining to him.
But if you want to explain, shouldn't you have explained it a long time ago, he Cheng Yifan is not deaf, just the time when Fan Xin has been repeating the explanation of these two words, the explanation can be finished, if she says it, won't he hear it? Does he have to listen to him so that her explanation can reach his ears?
Therefore, if you have anything to say, you must say it directly, and if you have the time to let others dry their ears, those misunderstandings can also be explained clearly, and if there are no misunderstandings, there will naturally be no unnecessary quarrels.
But Fan Xin's situation is not as simple as misunderstanding, because it is true.
"Then you hurry up" Cheng Yifan complained in his heart, but he really couldn't stand this person, if he wanted to explain, hurry up, he listened to him.
Fan Xin was stunned for a moment, and said that she wanted to explain, but she really had nothing to explain, but this may really be the last chance, "I wasn't with him, the person yesterday was not what you saw at all, we just knew each other."
, is he really a fool Cheng Yifan, this is okay! "In that case, can you convince yourself?" Cheng Yifan replied very calmly.
"Why not, I'm telling the truth," Fan Xin replied calmly. It's as if it's true.
Cheng Yifan is really convinced this time, this person's face is also extremely thick, forget it, he shouldn't talk to her so much, no matter how good his eloquence is, no matter how reasonable he is, he can't stand the reasonable talent, and he can't argue with the unreasonable and scoundrel soldiers.
"Okay, you can convince yourself, but you can't convince me, so, break up, there is no room for recovery." After speaking, Cheng Yifan stood up, the meal had been eaten, and the words were finished, there was no need for him to stay here and ink with her. He got up, pushed away the chair behind him, and turned to walk towards the door.
Fan Xin watched him step by step, until he completely disappeared from her sight, and finally the tears that he held back couldn't stand the effect of gravity and flowed straight down.
Originally, the matter would be over, and Cheng Yifan and Fan Xin would have nothing to be involved in, but if it really ended here, then where did today's matter come from.
Things have to start from an early morning, speaking of which, this incident is really a little similar to mine, but the difference is that mine belongs to something out of nothing, pure fiction, and she is half-true and half-false, virtual and real.
This happened a few days after they broke up, and at this time, no one seemed to know that Cheng Yifan and Fan Xin had broken up. In general, their love was at the beginning, and almost everyone in the school knew about it, but the breakup was when the rain fell on the cotton, and it was absorbed instantly, so how could it splash.
On this day, I don't know who it was, but Fan Xin's fierce news suddenly broke out on the Internet. One picture after another hit Fan Xin's face raw, this day came too suddenly, she didn't expect it at all. Suddenly, she went from being the object of everyone's envy to becoming everyone's laughing stock. Cheng Yifan is even more so, I don't know how many people ridicule him, but in general, he is still sympathetic.
Although, she came out to clarify herself as soon as possible, saying that it was all fake, but this was not the case in her heart, because she knew that it was true, and she couldn't stop being afraid.
After thinking about it for a long time, she decided to go to Cheng Yifan for two reasons, one is that Cheng Yifan is also a victim of this incident, although she is involved; Second, she must admit that this is the only person she can rely on in her heart.
Immediately, she dialed Cheng Yifan's phone. Without any surprise, Cheng Yifan took it. "Yifan, help me, help me" Fan Xin has never cried since the incident, but now, she can't control her tears, no matter what she does, the tears still can't stop flowing.
Cheng Yifan hadn't seen Fan Xin since that day, nor had he spoken to her. But in fact, after that day, he felt that he was still a little angry, and his words were a little heavy, but anyone would be angry about this matter. This will also know about the things uploaded on the Internet, but how to say it, it can't be regarded as completely insensitive, after all, this person is also his ex-girlfriend.
But when it comes to feelings, that's it, not much. But now listening to Fan Xin's crying, he can imagine how much the person on the other side of the phone cried, he had never seen her cry, even on the day of the breakup, he couldn't bear it.