The memory of the day of the car accident is still vivid in my mind, it is terrible, I really don't want to face that feeling again, I choose to forget, but I forgot and found it back.

When I knew that he was going to marry Bai Ting, I was desperate. Maybe as he said, he really didn't know about Bai Ting's existence at first, because this marriage was set by his grandfather.

I think this is understandable, but what is unforgivable is that he did not confess to me immediately after knowing about it, and he chose to hide it. He was even very hesitant, hesitating whether to give up on me being with Bai Ting.

I know that those emotions are normal, it is normal for him to be selfish, and I can understand that he has difficulty in making choices, and I can empathize with them very well, assuming that I am him, then what will I do?

I think I could have done worse than him, but unfortunately this assumption doesn't exist, it didn't happen to me, so I can understand it, but I can't accept it.

Because I am not the one who makes a difficult choice, I am a victim of his injuries. As a victim, I can understand him, but it doesn't mean that I am willing to suffer such a hurt.

So, I chose to leave.

But I didn't expect it, I didn't expect him to stop me from leaving at the critical moment, maybe what he said was true, he chose to give up Bai Ting at the last moment, but he didn't have a chance to tell me about it.

From the moment he dragged me out of the taxi and into his car, it was all a foregone conclusion.

His car has been tampered with, the brakes have failed, and there may even be more uncontrollable problems, but with his ability, he can still jump out of the car if he wants to.

But he didn't, and at the last moment, he protected me with his life, and before he fell unconscious, I witnessed his death with my own eyes.

At that moment, my heart really hurt, my heart hurt to the point that I couldn't bear it, hurt me with love for him, and saved me with my life for him.

I knew he might not be able to be saved, and I wanted to forget about him. I can't spend my life with those love-hate relationships for him, and forgetting, is my best bet.

When I came back to life, I thought he had been completely removed from my life, but God played a joke on me again, he was always there, always been, just in a different way.

I closed my eyes and forced back the tears, "Gu Bonan, do you know, these memories are deliberately forgotten by me, and Gu Bonan is also deliberately forgotten by me." My life could have started all over again, why would you want to come back and ruin me again? ”

"Linglong, I know it's too late for me to say it now, but I really didn't want to leave you. On the day of the car accident, I had already divorced Bai Ting and her family, but I didn't have time to tell you about it. Maybe I'm not handling it properly, I'm not doing it well enough, but you believe me, I've always loved you......"

You've said that more than once. If it had been before the car accident, maybe I would have believed all of what you said. Because at that time, you may have a showdown with Bai Ting, you may make it clear to her, and then give me a righteous and bright identity, and let me be the woman by your side. But...... This is not the case now. ”

The current situation is that he did not give up Bai Ting, he chose Bai Ting again, and the problems we encountered before the car accident were not only not solved, but on the contrary, they were even more serious.

"Gu Bonan, let me ask you, since you had planned to give up Bai Ting and be with me before the car accident, why did you continue to marry Bai Ting after you died?"

It shouldn't be like this, should it? Unless he was lying about it earlier, he never thought of giving up Bai Ting.

There was a struggle in his eyes, as if I had asked him a question that was so difficult for him to answer, and he was silent and could not answer.

Such silence chills my heart.

I sneered, "Gu Bonan, it's good that a tragedy happens once, thank you very much for saving me with your life last time in a car accident, but will such a tragedy allow you to die again to protect me?" What do you take me for now? Lover or mistress? ”

His eyes were cold, "You are not allowed to talk about yourself like that!" ”

I roared, "Tell me, then, how should I describe myself?" Didn't you put me in this position now? Now you and that Bai Ting are a couple, you are about to get married, and I am the third party.

You've pushed me to the point of injustice without my knowledge, and if I don't find out about these things, how long are you going to hide them? Are you planning to hug left and right for the rest of your life? Are you planning to let me be your disgraceful lover for the rest of your life? ”

"No, you're not!"

"And what am I?"

He owes me an explanation, an explanation that I can hate him less.

He stared at me with pain in his eyes, and after a deep groan, he spoke, "The truth of the matter is that I was in a car accident a year ago, and I almost lost my soul for many reasons, and it was my sister's ......"

"Mr. Gu!"

Monose's voice rang out loudly from behind me, and he didn't know when he came, interrupting our conversation as soon as he spoke.

He walked to Gu Bonan's side and stretched out his hand to help Gu Bonan, who was a little unstable, "Leave it to me here, I'll explain to Miss Xia." ”

He explained to me?

Why did he explain it to me?

However, his arrival calmed my mood a little, and only then did I notice that Gu Bonan's tall body was a little shaky, and he seemed to be about to lose his life, and he might fall down at any time.

His injuries should be very serious, and I can't force him to be ruthless in his current situation, if he wants to go, I won't force it, but let Monoseyun explain it for him, I don't accept it.

He had just said that he had almost lost his soul a year ago, and it turned out to be his sister......

What is he going to say next? Was it his sister who saved him? So if it was saved by his sister, does it have anything to do with Bai Ting? If it doesn't matter, why does he have to marry Bai Ting?

Didn't he say that he had withdrawn from his marriage to Bai Ting? Then why do you want to remarry Bai Ting now?

If it's not that he's lying to me, then there might be some other reason for this, but I don't know what it is.

I took a deep breath and made up my mind and said, "Gu Bonan, even if you have a thousand and ten thousand unavoidable reasons, you also need to give me an explanation, if there is no explanation and explanation, you and I ...... I have no choice but to give up! You can choose to say it today or tomorrow, but you have to tell me in person. ”