Anyway, we still need a summary between us, and my love is rather lacking than abundant, so ...... I can't tell if I can't tell him, so I have to give up on him.

No matter what he is, no matter how involuntary he is, between me and Bai Ting, he can only choose one and give up the other.

I can't pretend that nothing happened, and I can't continue to shamelessly be the disgraceful woman next to him.

Such a decision would be heart-wrenching, but at least it retains dignity.

His gaze focused on my face, as if he was making some struggling choice in his heart, his jade-like eyes flowed slightly, pouring out infinite sadness, and he finally spoke word by word, "Linglong, I must marry Bai Ting." ”

My heart twitched so hard that I felt like I had been beaten a thousand times, and I was so painful that I held my breath and forgot how to react.

He said it had to be ......

He used the word 'must', so that is to say, he did not hesitate about his choice, his marriage to Bai Ting was an ironclad matter, and he hesitated...... It's always about whether to give up on me, and how to give up on me.

Tears rolled in my eyes many times, and I clenched my fists and let my nails run through my palms, the slightest pain forced back the tears in my eyes, keeping me awake and not collapsing.

I laughed, "Now that you've already made up your mind, are you here to humiliate me?" Now that you have a choice in mind, are you telling me this to play with me? ”

"I didn't!"

"And what is all this?" The anger that floated in my chest made me finally explode, and the calmness that I had worked so hard to maintain collapsed in an instant, "Gu Bonan, answer my topic, what am I?" What are you going to do with me now? If I hadn't found out, if you hadn't been exposed, what would have happened in the end? ”

I didn't dare to think about it, it was terrible.

My Xia Linglong is indeed not as delicate as Bai Ting, but I have my own stubbornness, I have my own pride, I can have nothing, but it can't be someone else who makes me have nothing.

"Gu Bonan, recall every word you once said to me, word by word, you said it so affectionately, don't you have heartache when you say those vows? Won't you be ashamed? Won't you blame yourself? ”

With such a serious attitude and such attentive words, I really can't believe that all this is a lie, how unacceptable is this?

"It's useless to say a thousand words and ten thousand, what I said to you, every word and every sentence is heartfelt. I've never thought about other women in front of you, so I've never thought about anyone else. Until you found out all this, I was still trying to figure out how to solve it and how to be with you. ”

"And now?"

"Now...... It depends on whether you are still willing to give me time, if you believe me, I will take care of Bai Ting's affairs, and I will definitely not leave you. ”

"It's not that I'm willing to give you time, it's that you don't have time. I didn't set your wedding time, and I can't give you time. You should ask me if I should accept everything you give without a bottom line, including hurt and deception. You make me believe in you? How to believe? I believe you will abandon Bai Ting for me? I believe that you will definitely be with me, as long as I am now your secret lover who endures humiliation and burden, you will allow me happiness? Do you think I can do it? ”

His eyes were slightly red, and there was a faint hint of pain in his eyes, "I know, it's my fault......"

I laughed, very piercingly, "Yes, it's your fault!" I'll give you a chance to explain, but you're not sure. I've given you a choice, and it's not me you're choosing. I don't force you, so I can gather and disperse, please ...... Be kind to our past. ”

With that said, I have no reason to stay. Leaving is something I have to do, as if he has to marry Bai Ting.

I walked, just a step, he threw the black umbrella in his hand and hugged me, as if he had exhausted all his strength, he hugged me very tightly......

I stiffened for a moment, tilted my face slightly, his resolute jawline was perfect, but I couldn't see the stunning face.

I had tears in my eyes, tears in his eyes, and we both let the rising mist blur each other's faces.

Obviously, I hated him, and I hated him, but at this moment, I was not willing to push him away.

"Exquisite, exquisite, exquisite, exquisite......"

He called out again and again, his voice so desolate and helpless.

Does he want to keep me too?

Is he also reluctant?

If the hurt wasn't due to betrayal, then I can forgive him for not being able to do it, but I can't allow myself to hurt myself.

No matter what kind of hardships he had, the one he chose...... Not me.

I looked up at him, my eyes were hazy with tears, "Let me ask you, do you love Bai Ting?" ”

He lowered his head, his forehead against my forehead, and his low voice was very sad, "I have only loved one person, she is Xia Linglong, she was, she is, and she will be ...... in the future."

"I see."

I get it......

As for why I want to marry Bai Ting, I think I understand.

Maybe she's his responsibility, maybe he's got his grievances, maybe he's got his reasons......

I stood on tiptoe and whispered in his ear, "I don't hate you, but I want to...... I won't love you anymore, congratulations on your wife, and congratulations on you...... Finally lost me. ”

The moment I pushed him away, I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to stay any longer.

I seemed to hear him fall to the ground, as if I heard the nervous screams of Monose, but all of this was buried by the sound of my heartbreak.

From today onwards, Gu Bonan is Bai Ting's, and it has nothing to do with me Xia Linglong!

From today onwards, I will slowly learn to live without Gu Bonan.

From today onwards, I can no longer love you and miss you......

……

……

"Xia Linglong, you have occupied my room in my house for many days, it's great to fall in love? It's been a lot of days, please get out of here......"

Tang Banxian's angry voice sounded outside the door again, I just lazily lifted my eyelids and glanced at it, and then didn't make any response.

It's been two days, and I don't want to do anything, so I just sit by the window in Tang Banxian's room and look downstairs...... Where he once stood.

Every word I said that day was so cruel that I knew that when he sent me from heaven to hell, I took him with me.

In fact, I believe his words, I believe that he loves me, but he didn't choose me, and I can't force him.

The end is a matter of moments, and he was still saying such a beautiful vow a few days ago, but the result was a thing of the past.

was upset, and suddenly there was a luxury car downstairs, and it was a monochrome that walked down from the car.

What is he here for?