Chapter 137: I promise
When I opened my eyes the next day, I found that the sky was already bright, and it was cold and cold around me, there was nothing, everything yesterday was like a dream, and now that I woke up, it was time to return to reality! Or rather, what I didn't figure out yesterday should be clear now!
"You're awake, get up and eat when you wake up" Jiangxi Yan walked in and took a look, and saw that this person had two big eyes, and then looked at the roof in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, oh, maybe he was wondering whether to agree to him.
"You, you" Why are you here, I looked at him in some surprise, and I couldn't say anything else. Could it be that yesterday was all true? It's not that I'm dreaming, it's not something I've imagined! However, in addition to the shock in his heart, the happy emotion was replaced by another kind of panic before he could spread all over his body.
"What am I, it's time to eat, hurry up" Jiangxi Yan said and turned around and walked out, he didn't ask about yesterday, and he didn't rush to let me answer, which made me relax a little.
I sat down at the dining table, looked at the things on the table, and suddenly felt that I couldn't see clearly, and my vision was blocked by something. For so many days, I hardly had breakfast, and even if I did, it was extremely coping. But now, I feel the heat that I haven't felt for a long time, especially the heat of breakfast.
Lowering his head, he cut off his gaze, silently picked up the spoon and began to drink porridge without saying a word!
Jiangxi Yan looked at her like this, and when it came to his mouth, he couldn't say it, he originally wanted to force her, so that she agreed under his own warmth, it seemed that as long as she agreed, his heart would be a little more peaceful, but now he was a little unbearable. Sure enough, my aunt's words were still listened to by myself unconsciously.
After driving home, Jiangxi Yan went to Professor Liu's house early the next morning, for no other reason, he didn't want to meet, but he also knew that his aunt was so determined this time, he had to make it clear to her face to face, it was best to solve it all at once, and there would be no such trouble in the future.
When I opened the door, the person standing outside was a little haggard, his eyes were blue, and only the neat clothes on his body could add a little bit to this person. Professor Liu saw such a Jiangxi Yan, she was a little surprised, but she was not surprised, and was a little worried, "What are you doing here, how did you become like this." ”
"I'm fine," Jiangxi Yan said casually.
"How can it be okay, you don't look at what you look like now" Although the clothes are neat, but as long as you look at the face, anyone can see how haggard this person is, if you have to describe it, it should be a fight with the kind of person who hasn't slept for a few days and nights.
I have to say that Professor Liu's ability to see people is still quite accurate, Jiangxi Yan has indeed not slept well for several days, to be exact, it should be from the day he saw Wang Jiaqi with his own eyes, he should not have closed his eyes much. It's not that I don't want to sleep, but I don't dare, I'm afraid that as soon as I sleep, the person will disappear from my eyes!
"I'm really fine, auntie, let's talk" Jiangxi Yan looked at Professor Liu and said very seriously.
Professor Liu looked at him, and he also guessed at this time
What he was going to say next, he sighed inwardly and said "Okay". Then he walked over to the couch and sat down.
"If you have anything to say, just say it!" Professor Liu saw that he was sitting there for a long time without saying a word, and he couldn't understand it, wasn't he going to talk about it, and what did it mean to not speak now?
"Auntie, can you stop making me such trouble in the future" Jiangxi Yan said helplessly, he felt very annoyed, very annoying.
"You actually said that I was looking for trouble for you, how could I make trouble for you, didn't I worry about you" Professor Liu felt uncomfortable, how could she become a troublemaker "I'm your aunt, can I leave you alone, can I not worry about it?" ”
"I know you care about me, but I have to be busy with a lot of things every day, and I don't want to bother about these things anymore" Jiangxi Yan faced Professor Liu's questioning, and also felt that what he just said was a bit excessive, but he was really tired, especially recently, he spent every day in joy and fear, and he really didn't have the extra heart to think about it anymore!
"Do you think I want to worry about your worries, you don't look at it just for you, how much gray hair have I had in the past few months" Professor Liu pulled his hair and said, "You don't look at what life you are living now, you have slept for a few days in the past few months, and you are either looking for someone or looking for someone every day, except for Wang Jiaqi, you have no other important people, right!" "Professor Liu really feels sorry for him, seeing that he is getting haggard day by day, getting more and more crazy, and he hardly rests much every day in order to find someone, either working or looking for someone, in this way, whose body can stand it!
"I'm really fine, I've already said it, it's my own doing, it's mine, I won't shirk" Jiangxi Yan said very calmly, if he still had some resentment when he couldn't find anyone at the beginning, resentment towards Wang Jiaqi and Jia Qi, complaints against Tang Sen and Qingqing, and dislike for himself, then later, the person he complained about was left with himself, all this, no one blames him, if you want to blame him!
"I know you like her, but you can't mess up your life just because she's alone, I know you're still looking for her now, you really can't erase all your feelings for her in a few months, but can you find her for a lifetime, can you be in this state for the rest of your life?" Professor Liu looked at him like this, his heart was really uncomfortable, and he persuaded bitterly, "The feelings are mutual, and if you don't get a response from the other party for a long time, it will always fade, so don't abuse yourself like this in the future, forget what you should forget!" ”
Jiangxi Yan didn't speak, and for a moment he retorted in his heart: He won't forget this person, never, if he can't find it in half a year, then one year, if it doesn't work in one year, then two years, until he finds it.
"I know what you're thinking, but how can you guarantee that when I see you again, she will still be willing to be with you, although I don't know what happened between you, but there is one thing, a woman's place is not so easy to recover," Professor Liu said, pointing to his heart with his finger
。 "Some traumas don't mean that you can recover after a long time of looking for her, feelings, it's not counted like this."
After all, Professor Liu is a professor, he has been teaching and educating people all his life, he is older, he has seen more things, and he understands nature a lot, she can understand Jiangxi Yan's pain, but because of this, she doesn't want him to fall into the quagmire at such a young age, this time try to let him contact a few more girls, after all, he will be so entangled in one person, but also because he has less contact with other people. The heart is something that is both firm and easily changeable, especially when a person does not feel hopeful.
"Listen to my aunt's words, let it go, the long pain is better than the short pain" Although the moment of letting go will be very uncomfortable, but after getting through, it will really pass!
"Auntie, I know, but you have to give me some time, I need time" However, this time is not used to forget someone, but to put someone back into one's arms during this time. "Auntie, the person this afternoon, you can help me push it" After saying the good words, Jiangxi Yan brought up his purpose.
"Okay, it takes time, as long as you can figure it out," he said, and Professor Liu didn't have much more to say, so he picked up the mobile phone next to him and made a call.
Jiangxi Yan didn't listen to the content of the phone call very carefully, and kept thinking about someone, thinking about what he should do.
Of course, the final result that comes to mind is the final result of his actions yesterday. No matter what the process was, the final result was that he could finally sleep well, although he would still wake up from time to time in the middle of the night, but as long as he saw the person sleeping in his arms, he could quickly fall back asleep. Well, it's to hold the person tight, and then go back to sleep!
However, now, he was really a little worried, a little afraid to hear her answer, afraid that she was just like what his aunt said, unwilling to accept himself, after all, there was still a gap between them.
I drank the porridge in the bowl, and I only felt that my whole stomach was starting to heat up, very comfortable, and my mood improved, and even I was thinking that if he asked me if I wanted it now, I would not hesitate to agree, for this mouthful, in order to be able to drink hot porridge every day in the future, I would also be willing. It's a pity that he didn't ask, and I couldn't have said it myself, because I knew very well that the idea was only an impulse because of this porridge!
"After eating, do you want to go out for a walk?" Jiangxi Yan asked, today's temperature is okay, not too cold!
"You go, I'm not going" I don't want to go, it's boring, I'd rather stay at home!
"Okay then," Jiangxi Yan was obviously a little disappointed. But only for a moment.
After eating, I took the initiative to clean up my things, I am the owner of this house, people help to cook, I can't ask him to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, in that case, my master is too incompetent!
"I'm going to go out later, and I'll be back in the afternoon" Jiangxi Yan looked at the person who was sitting directly on the sofa after packing up his things, walked up to her, and reported.
"There you go
Well, you don't have to tell me," I said indifferently.
"Don't you even ask me where I'm going?" Jiangxi Yan saw that she didn't care at all, and felt a little lost in his heart, sat down, hugged her into his arms, and then continued, "You won't disappear again while I leave." ”
I'm speechless, what is he talking about, this time back, I don't plan to leave!
"You can't be true, don't you speak" Jiangxi Yan was a little nervous, and the hand holding me tightened more and more.
"No, I'm going to be strangled to death by you" I said angrily, what's wrong with this person, how do you like to strangle people more and more, I'm really afraid that one day, he will really strangle himself to death, then I really can't see the answer I want, I'm afraid that the next day there will be such a bar: so-and-so, because so-and-so was excited, hugged too hard and died!
I shuddered, as soon as this thought appeared in my mind, I only felt that my whole person was not good, this kind of death, too, was a little stupid!
"Don't worry, no, really not, I promise!" In order to prevent this from happening, I once again assure him with the utmost seriousness!
(End of chapter)