Chapter 136: Peace of Mind
Wait, I'm subconscious, but, with my understanding of myself, I'm by no means a person who casually touches others, even if it's subconscious, my choice will not be to hold someone's hand, not to touch, is my correct way to open. Thinking about the reason why I stretched out my hand, a thick coolness came from behind me, this person was too much, and he dared to trick me.
He said he wanted to show me, but what did he mean by putting his hand on top of my head, I didn't think anything was wrong before, I thought he was tall, I was short, and he was just doing it according to his habits. But now that I think about it, isn't that the biggest thing wrong? Even if he is tall, if he wants to show me, he should put it in front of my eyes, isn't this person doing it on purpose!
"Eat, if you don't eat it, it's really mushy" Jiangxi Yan pressed me to the stool, and then stuffed a pair of chopsticks in my hand, if I just looked at the chopsticks in my hand, I would still be entangled between eating and not eating, but when I saw the bowl of noodles in front of me, this entanglement had left me far away. Grab your chopsticks and feast. Seriously, I don't feel like I've had enough of this big bowl at all, I haven't eaten all day, and I feel like I can swallow an elephant.
After eating from my own bowl, I began to stare at the person next to me, my eyes were dark, and I even had to swallow some saliva from time to time if I didn't control myself.
The man looked up at me, and then, I wished he could see my expression at the moment, the expression I was very, desperate for at the moment. However, it was really a glance, and then there was no movement. No, it can't be said that there is no movement, he is still eating, and looking at this speed, it is much faster than before. Well, I'm pretty sure that this man must have read what I was thinking from that look in his eyes, but he wasn't happy, and without saying a word, he proved it with his actions. Suddenly I was so angry that my liver hurt!
"Eat, eat, eat, get out after eating" is not very good, and the words spoken are not very good! Get up and go inside, I'd better go to sleep, I'm out of sight and out of mind!
I thought so, but I didn't feel sleepy, and I don't think anyone who has slept for a day or just finished eating. Open the phone, flip through randomly, it's boring, it's very boring, it's so boring that I click on all the software on the phone, and after turning it around, I will go over again!
"What are you doing?" Jiangxi Yan walked in quietly, thinking that this person would find out as soon as he came in, and then drive him out, but it has been a long time, and this person has not moved at all. It's been almost ten minutes since he came in and saw her flipping through her phone with her back to herself, and this person is still flipping through her phone, which can be said to be quite boring, but when he thought that she was so bored that she could be so serious about flipping through the mobile phone software, he suddenly felt that this person was very cute, quite cute!
"Ahh How did you get in, when did you come in" I jumped straight out of bed and hid my phone behind me. But actually, why hide it, what is there to hide, I didn't understand it, I didn't want him to see it.
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What are you hiding?" asked Jiang Yan, although he had seen it a long time ago, but that didn't prevent him from teasing the man.
"After eating, you can go back quickly" I avoided answering, but began to rush customers, but he doesn't seem to be a guest, uninvited, can anyone who enters the door without permission be considered a guest!
"I remember saying when I first came in that I didn't plan to leave today," Jiang Yan repeated again.
"This is my home, it's not up to you to decide whether you leave or not" I really don't think I've seen him so unreasonable, and this cheek is a little thicker.
"I didn't decide, can it be you?" Jiangxi Yan looked at this person's face for a while red and white, and then continued, "Home is your home, but the legs are not your legs." He pointed to his leg.
I followed his hand and looked at it, and then there were those long legs, very long, very beautiful. I couldn't help but cover my face, I felt that I was also cheeky, and I stared at other people's legs for a long time. When I looked up again, I saw the man's playful expression that had not been taken back, and I was annoyed and embarrassed in my heart. However, this person is really excessive, and he actually makes beautiful legs!
"Whatever you want" I gave up, I can't fight, I really can't fight, this combat power is too far away! I originally thought that I could rely on the pain he brought to me, but now it seems that as long as this person gives me a little sweetness, my combat power will plummet, almost zero! Unwilling, unconvinced, but there is no way.
Throwing himself on the bed as if resigned to his fate, he pulled up the quilt to cover his head, he couldn't see it, but his heart was even more chaotic!
Jiangxi Yan looked at this person's movements, and his heart was already happy, he was not convinced, he wanted to turn the sky upside down, but he was held down by his own slap, and then he lay on the bed so consciously, this scene, this action, isn't this a hint of Minghuang! No, that's all explicit!
Jiangxi Yan didn't hesitate, took off his shoes and socks, took off his coat, and then climbed up from the other side of the bed, lifted the corner of the quilt, stuffed himself in, and then reached out and hugged her.
"What are you doing!" Suddenly lifted the quilt and looked at him in front of me, I was a little surprised, my heart was so confused, I didn't even notice what this person ran up.
"What do you say, isn't it obvious?" Jiangxi Yan joked, the words were frivolous, but the hand was very honest, pulled the man's outstretched hand back, and then tightly held the person in his arms, not slacking off for a moment, at least until the person fell asleep.
"You let go, and then go down, we can still have a good talk" I earned it, it's useless, this man is surprisingly strong. He could only stare at him, and then half-discussed, half-threatening.
"Oh, yes, you're willing to talk to me about it" Jiangxi Yan was very pleased, this person kept rejecting himself from the moment they met, and he didn't give himself a chance to talk at all.
"You let go, let's have a good talk" It's time to have a good talk, what does he think, what he wants to do, I want to figure it out, and I don't have to worry about it when I figure it out, and then the bridge returns to the bridge, and the road returns to the road!
"What if I don't let go?" Jiangxi Yan asked.
"Then there's no need to talk about it," I said directly, loosening is the premise, and talking is the aftermath.
"Then let's not talk about it" Jiangxi Yan felt that this didn't seem to be a good deal, he hadn't hugged her so close for a long time, and now this moment of warmth, even if it was short, he didn't want to let go. "Or just talk about it", after thinking about it, in order to enjoy this warmth in the future, Jiangxi Yan added another sentence.
"Then you say it" I don't want to do that, but at the moment, I'm the one who wants to talk more about it. Whether it's good or bad, let's have a good time, I don't want to drag it like this, it's uncomfortable!
"Okay" Jiangxi Yan was a little surprised, she actually agreed directly, shouldn't she refuse, so that he swallowed it back again. After thinking for a while, Jiangxi Yan continued to speak, "I didn't go to see that person today, I went back to my house and went to see my aunt, I lied to you." Jiangxi Yan's words entered my ears word by word through the air, and then reflected in my brain along the nerves, I was a little confused!
"Do you want to know, what do I think" Jiangxi Yan let go of his hand, then held my face, and then said, "This is what I think", and then, I saw him hit me directly, first his nose hit my nose, a little sore, a little painful, and then his lips knocked on my mouth, it should be a little painful, but it didn't seem to hurt that much.
After a few seconds, I pushed him away, and with such force that I almost fell out of bed, but luckily he avoided it even though he grabbed me.
"What are you doing, if you have something to say, just say it" stabilized my body, and I found my ability to speak again.
"I thought you could understand," Jiangxi Yan said, and then bullied him again, this time the whole person turned over above me.
"You, go away," I changed my face a little, not knowing what to do, "if you don't want to say it, don't." I couldn't say the rest of the words, he stopped me, and for the next few minutes I didn't have a chance to speak, and I could barely breathe.
"Your face is so red" Jiangxi Yan let go of me, and then turned over and lay on the bed, I don't need him to say it, I know it's so hot, it's strange if it's not red. "Can you understand now?" Jiangxi Yan then asked.
"If you don't say it, how do I know," I retorted.
"You're saying it again" Jiang Yan turned around again, squinting, and looked at the person who knew about the advisor. Once or twice he was able to control himself, and again, he was not sure. He didn't want to be so casual, the two of them hadn't done it together before, and at this time, naturally they wouldn't, there are some things that he always wants to save for the best moment.
"I, I, I don't know" looked at his threatening eyes, 'I' for a long time, I still said I didn't know, but I still thought that it wasn't that I didn't know him, but that I didn't know myself.
"Then I'll say it again" Jiangxi Yan was helpless, there were some things he didn't like to say, he preferred to express them by doing, but someone just pretended not to know, he said, "I like you, I want to be with you, a lifetime."
Child! ”
The words are so firm, the expression is so serious, I know that he is telling the truth, but should I believe it? It's not that he doubts his words, but that those who doubt him, will one day he suddenly say something like that to himself again, once, twice, who can stand it!
"What about you? Would you like to? He asked.
"I don't know," I avoided his gaze, not daring to look at him, afraid that as soon as I saw him, my brain would be hot, and I would answer yes.
"I don't know, you make me think about it" I know he's been watching him, and I can feel that he's hurt a little, but this time, I don't want to be so casual. Although at the moment my heart is full of joy, full of distress, full of impulse, and I want to agree with him.
"It's okay, think about it, I'm giving me the answer tomorrow" Jiangxi Yan finally retracted his gaze, and then hugged me again, he continued, "Sleep, I'm very tired today."
Tired? I'm not tired at all, can I still be tired after lying down for a day? Well, he should be talking about himself.
I raised my eyes and looked at him, he had closed his eyes, but the dark green under his eyes was more obvious. Don't he even know how to take good care of himself? What is he busy with, and he is so tired?
I know there are things he didn't say, but there are some things he doesn't say, and I will never know. Slowly, my vision became more and more blurry, from seeing the pores on his face, to only the outline of his face, then to the contours, and finally until I was left with only darkness. There is no light, but I feel at ease inexplicably!
(End of chapter)