Chapter 135: Subconscious
I pushed him hard, for no other reason, he was too cold, he didn't want to get sick, but he wanted to freeze me!
"Don't move, if you move again, you really won't be able to move" Jiangxi Yan was very dissatisfied with the performance of the person in his arms and threatened.
...... "I'm speechless, I don't have autonomy over my hands and feet, I want to move, it's not you who are cold, right?"
Then, the consequence of my self-inflicted sin was that I really couldn't move, my arms were squeezed by him on the chests of the two of them, I couldn't use my strength, and I couldn't open it, "my hand is going to be broken" Finally, after I couldn't bear it anymore, I shouted out, and if I didn't say it, I was afraid that my two hands would be useless.
I still had some use for that, because in the next second, he let go of me. Looking at the two miserable white hands, I threw my arms hard, feeling that the temperature was rising a little bit, and the blood color on my hands was only then seen.
"I didn't mean it" Jiangxi Yan's brainless sentence made me a little blind, I intuitively felt that he didn't apologize because of my hand, but apart from this incident, there was nothing else! Of course, this is not the most surprising thing for me, the most unbelievable thing is that he can still say these three words!
"What are you doing here?" Without further ado, I asked straight to the point. The key is that he was finally able to calm down his mind, and let him make a mess of it.
"Don't do it, I'll come if I want to" said, he hugged me again, this time very carefully, not pressing my hand, not as tight as before, making me breathless.
"There's something wrong with you" When did this person get this problem, what does it mean to hug people at every turn! It's just that I don't earn as much as I used to.
"Didn't I tell you I was sick in the first place? Don't believe me, I have to say it again! Jiangxi Yan didn't want to talk like this, he wanted to say: I miss you, so I came to see you. But if you say it, it's so choking.
"If you are sick, you can treat it quickly, it's not that you don't have money, if you don't have money, I can also lend you some, don't delay the best treatment period" I'm afraid you won't be able to.
"Okay, you can lend me some money" Jiangxi Yan Shunpo pulley, very smooth.
"I don't have any money, I'm going to eat dirt myself, so I still have money for you, but you can borrow money from the person you met today, and I think she will be happy to borrow from you." But I can't say, maybe people will know that you are sick, but they will ignore you" As I spoke, I don't know why I suddenly mentioned this matter, and I felt a little uncomfortable, well, it's very uncomfortable!
Then I felt uncomfortable, but someone was smiling very happily, even if I couldn't see his face, I could see from his heaving chest alone, this person was laughing, still very happy, "What is so happy, I'm sick, and I'm still laughing" I was a little angry, and a little aggrieved, this person, actually laughed. Finally, I pushed him away and pushed him in the direction of the door, "Go out, you are not welcome here, go back wherever you come from, I can't invite you to this small temple."
However, I used all my strength to feed, and the man still stood extremely steady, without even moving a step. I was even more aggrieved, and I felt like I was about to cry in a hurry.
"I came over today, I didn't plan to leave" Jiangxi Yan couldn't help laughing, grabbed someone with both hands and put it on his chest to push his hand, she couldn't say how happy she was, she was not jealous, she was not happy to go to see others, did she still like herself! A series of conjectures kept popping up in Jiangxi Yan's mind, he knew that he shouldn't think about it, but he couldn't help it, he really couldn't help it, how could she not let people think about it when she was so jealous!
"You are not welcome here" I was unmoved, and even a little chilled, how could this person be like this, he was going to have someone else, why did he come over to provoke her now, or did he say that he was a disguised punishment, a disguised punishment that killed Jia Qi.
It turns out that no one really will believe me? It turns out that in the eyes of everyone, I am the culprit, but if it is really because of me, then why can I continue to go to school instead of being locked up by the police, why didn't I think about it?
Or is it that everybody knows, it's just that they want to find an excuse, or an outlet, to turn all their grief into hatred, so that they can be much easier. And what about the person they hated, and someone thought about her feelings, or that she was destined to suffer for the rest of her life!
I don't want to be like that, I don't want to be a carrier of other people's hatred, and I don't want to!
His face instantly turned cold, and the words "Don't come over again" were also extremely cold. Maybe it's because after recognizing the facts, my heart is even colder!
Jiangxi Yan looked at the face of the person in front of her and changed again and again, I don't know what I thought, but it was not a good thing after all, otherwise, she would not have spoken to him in such a cold tone, which had never been done before. She is also holding herself in the palm of her hand, sure enough, people can't make mistakes, this time they make mistakes, their status is really plummeting, from holding it in her hand for fear of cold, holding it in her mouth for fear of melting, to now, directly thrown on the ground, when you are in a bad mood, there is a high possibility of being stepped on a few feet! Alas! It's really forgivable for a sin, and you can't live for your own sin!
However, just like he just said, "I didn't plan to leave when I came today, and I will come over in the future, every day, all the time, every minute, every second" Jiangxi said solemnly, firmly, and without hesitation.
But does he know what he means by this, at least I don't understand, "What do you mean?" ”
"It's literal" Jiangxi Yan felt that his words were very clear, and the meaning couldn't be clearer.
I looked at him with a cold face, but he also smiled back with my most sincere and gentle smile. Time seemed to stop at this moment, the two of them looked at one by one, one race and one seriously, and finally, a voice that no one expected broke this originally very nervous, but more and more ambiguous atmosphere.
Tracing the source of the voice, "Are you hungry? Although Jiangxi Yan is a question sentence, it is very sure. It's in this house
Two people, it's not him, isn't it just me!
"I'm not hungry" whether I'm hungry or not, what does it matter to you.
"But I'm hungry," Jiang Yan said.
"......" is speechless, what does it matter to me if you are hungry or not!
"What do you want to eat, I'll order some noodles, I want to eat noodles" said that the man was about to walk towards the kitchen, however, didn't he ask me, why did he talk about what he wanted to eat now, or did he just say that he was just a formality, and he didn't want me to answer!
"There are no noodles in the kitchen" is actually there, but I don't want him to be happy, he doesn't look back, and he doesn't speak, as if I didn't speak just now.
When I entered the kitchen, the man walked directly to the cupboard, took out a bag of noodles, and deliberately turned around and raised the noodles in his hand at me, very proud. Also, this man is no less familiar with the kitchen than I am, after all, the kitchen was completely his place in those days.
I was sulking in my heart, but I didn't feel as uncomfortable as before, but, what should I do? I went back to the bedroom, lying on the quilt, my heart was in a mess, whether it was the person outside, I couldn't get rid of it, the person who occupied my entire heart, I couldn't get rid of it either!
"What are you doing, you can't eat anymore, you will be battered if you don't eat noodles" Jiangxi Yan made good noodles, put two large bowls and brought them out, looked around, but didn't see anyone, but he knew where the person was, so he said loudly.
I heard the voice, but I didn't want to reply, I don't want to see him now, annoying, very annoying, 120,000 annoying, obviously my own heart, but why should I be controlled by him, unwilling, unconvinced, but helpless!
"Come out quickly, don't wait for me to drag you out," Jiang Yan said half threatening, half joking. He felt that the scene was good, the kind of feeling he liked, provided that the person did not oppose him, of course.
Hearing his words, I panicked a little, hurriedly got up from the bed, and then walked out of the room in a few steps, and said, "In the middle of the night, what are you howling about?" I don't let people sleep, this is not your home, I should be a little conscious."
Jiangxi Yan was not angry, he told himself to be calm, but this person has not changed anything in the past half a year, but he is a lot bolder, before, where did she dare to talk like this. He calmly looked at the watch on his wrist, which showed that it was not half past eight, "Do you mean half past eight in the middle of the night, oh it's still half a year away."
As soon as he said the time, I was still a little stunned, and then I reacted, and then I looked incredulous, it's not half past eight now? Shouldn't it be the wee hours of the night now? It should be 10:11 or 2 o'clock at the earliest, right? It's really not even nine o'clock?
"Oh, you can see for yourself" Jiangxi Yan also saw the confused state in my heart, and then stretched out his wrist with the watch in front of me, and then pointed at the watch screen with his other hand.
I immediately grabbed his hand, pulled the hand that was placed on top of my head, and pulled it in front of my eyes, and then grabbed his hand, looked at it over and over again, and couldn't believe it, it was really not even nine o'clock! "I've been asleep for so long, why is this time?" I don't know
Is the Tao asking himself, or is he asking him. Let go of his hand, I thought it was the middle of the night, and I was still a little sleepy, but this time I didn't feel sleepy at all.
"You, let go," I wondered at the misplaced time, and by the time I came to my senses, the man was already holding my hand and walking towards the dining table.
"Don't loose, you provoked me first, you took my hand first, I never suffer a loss, so I want to get it back" Jiangxi Yan said the head is the way, I feel that what I said makes sense, hehe! That's weird!
"Why don't I remember what I touched you" I obviously didn't do what he said, don't bully honest people!
"Why not, didn't you touch it when you just looked at the time, and it took a long time" Jiangxi Yan said with some grievances, as if he was really taken advantage of. It's as if the person who took advantage of him is not yet willing to take responsibility for him.
"I didn't" Yes, well, before the words were finished, I finally remembered that I had indeed touched him just now, but I was completely subconscious, subconsciously stabilizing his hand, so that I could see more clearly!
(End of chapter)