"Brother Sen, where did you say Xiaoqi went, we all looked for it" Qingqing was very worried, this person disappeared if she said she couldn't see it, obviously before she left, the person smiled and said to herself that it was okay, she also let herself relax, as a result, this person disappeared like this!

"It's okay, don't worry, she'll be fine" Tang Sen hugged Qingqing into his arms, he knew that she was worried, but people who were more worried and anxious than her, he had also seen that his brother, who was really unlucky in this life, finally recovered from the grief of losing his parents, but the girl he loved suddenly disappeared, and they hadn't even seen each other. Now I finally like another person, but this person is related to the death of his first girlfriend. is making a difficult choice between Jia Qi and Wang Jiaqi.

In those days or two, don't look at the calm on his face, but his heart is extremely complicated, and finally after making a decision, the side he chose suddenly disappeared, and no one knew where she went, looking like crazy all day long, but there was still no news. "Alas!" Townsend couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief for his brother whose fate had been twisted and turned.

In the past, he still felt that he was a little envious of him, that he was better than himself. But now, he feels that he is the happiest, the most worthy of being envied, and compared to them, he and Qingqing are really happy and happy!

"Brother Sen, I really went back to look for her that day, and after I got home, the more I thought about it, the more wrong it became, and I immediately went back to look for her, but I searched for a long time before I found a place where she lived. After she got there, she was gone, no one answered when she knocked on the door, and she didn't answer the phone" The more Qingqing talked, the more anxious she became, and her tears were about to fall "I called you, and I couldn't get through!" Qingqing was really scared at that moment, but no one came to help her, she was afraid that the people inside would do something, in that way, she would regret her carelessness for the rest of her life, but fortunately, she was relieved that she didn't see Xiaoqi inside.

"It's okay, it's okay, don't worry" Tang Sen sighed, it seems that this person must be found, not only for his brother, but also for the person he is holding in his arms at the moment, he doesn't want her to live in guilt all the time.

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have hung up the phone so quickly, if it wasn't for my fast hands, how could Xiaoqi only hear the first half, and how could he not see it?" She didn't expect that next, the most important words made her hang up.

But how can this be blamed on Qingqing, anyone who sees it will choose to hang up at that time, but this person just can't get by, he feels uncomfortable, and he feels sorry for Xiaoqi and Jiangxi Yan. But I don't know that all this is already doomed!

Jiangxi Yan stepped into the house she rented for her again, and the things in it were still the same as before, but she had never lived in this house that she had worked so hard to find for her.

Since she disappeared that day, he realized that he liked someone far more than he imagined, but why he was so hypocritical, he obviously didn't want to resent her, it was none of her business at all. Say it yourself

Listen, say whatever you say for just one day, only resent her for one day, what do you think to deceive others, can you deceive yourself again? Isn't it because he failed to keep the promise that he only likes Jia Qi for the rest of his life, in the final analysis, all this is simply making excuses for himself.

Now that the person is gone, this may be a punishment for yourself! She has always said that she is her light and her warmth, but she is not the only light in her dark world!

In those painful days, every time I saw what she wrote, I would have a warm current in my heart, and I relied on those words to survive countless nights. Thinking about it now, when he knew that she was the author, his heart had already changed, but at that time he didn't understand, he didn't want to understand, he didn't want to betray Jia Qi. But is this a betrayal?

Jiang Yan sat on the sofa, and he could even imagine what it would be like for that person to listen to his words. He really wanted to strangle himself, and he actually said, 'Why didn't she die?'.

Lying on this cramped sofa, he didn't know what he was going to do, where had she gone for so long, he really missed her, really wanted to! He swore that when he found her, he would not scold her, he would not choke her, she would say whatever she wanted, so come back quickly!

……

I don't know how I've spent my days, it seems that I can't see a little darkness, I always do things during the day, and then when the night comes, I lie in bed, close my eyes, and try to put myself to sleep. Even so, I would turn on the lights and turn on all night, as if that way, I wouldn't have to endure that loneliness.

However, I obviously wanted to fall asleep, but I always closed my eyes and did not feel sleepy. I didn't want to move, and I didn't want to open my eyes, as if that way, I could convince myself that I was asleep.

Today is another day like this, I can't sleep, but I don't dare to open my eyes, but even if I don't look and listen, those cruel words and disgusted eyes will still attack me.

Those days should have been the most painful days for me, I watched Jia Qi fall to the ground, I shouted loudly, but no one, let alone responds to me. At this moment, the world was silent, silent, not even a bird's cry, obviously I heard it a few minutes ago, but now it seems that I am the only one left, only my screams remain. I never knew that my voice would be so loud, as if it could penetrate the heavens and the earth, but after all, it couldn't penetrate Jia Qi's ears, and then entered her mind, I thought, if she heard it, she would not say nothing, do nothing, and not respond to me like now, she was reluctant.

Unwilling to see her lying there, I took her arm and put it on my shoulder, but as soon as I was about to let go of my hand, her arm slid down, and I fell off my arm as if I didn't believe in evil, and I put it on my shoulder again. I don't know how many times I tried that day, or

Maybe it's because I've worked so hard, but this time I finally succeeded.

The way down the mountain is much easier than going up. But when you try to lean forward, it's a very difficult thing to get down. I hunched over and dragged Jia Qi's legs with my hands, in such a posture, it was easy to fall down when going down the mountain, and sure enough, I fell to the ground. It hurts, but I'm glad that in this falling position, at least the people on my body won't be hurt.

I stood up again and pulled the person behind me tighter!

I don't know how many times I fell that day, I just remember the moment that day when I didn't have the strength to get up anymore, and the moment I closed my eyes, I saw people! When I woke up again, I was in the hospital, and there was no one around. Obviously there shouldn't be expectations, and I've been used to it for a long time, but my heart still hurts at this moment. I desperately wanted to know what was going on with that man, but there was no one, and I had nowhere to ask!

"You're awake, you'll be fine when you wake up, you'll be fine when you're done with this bottle of water, and you can go back" It was a nurse sister who came.

"What about the girl with me?" I looked at her with a light in my eyes, and I longed to hear from her mouth the answer I wanted to hear, as if if I looked at her like this, she would give me the answer I wanted.

However, I was never the one who was favored, that sister, she didn't speak, she looked at me the same, and said, "You take care of yourself first, by the way, what about your family, it's so late, let them pick you up."

I lowered my head, the tears in my eyes couldn't be stopped any longer, this avoidance and not answering, isn't it the simplest and clearest answer! "It's okay, no need, I want to go see her, okay?" I still want to see it, I want to see it with my own eyes, and if I don't see it with my own eyes, I won't believe it.

"You better rest first, sleep for a while, and after losing, I'll call you" This sister is really gentle, and her voice is also very good, but in my ears, it is full of needles, and I feel distressed.

I stopped talking, and as she said, I lay down and closed my eyes and slept. But as soon as I closed my eyes, the terrible scene of the day appeared before my eyes, and the blood that flowed out seemed to flow into my eyes.

After listening carefully to the movement around me and making sure there was no sound, I opened my eyes. The scene didn't go away, but I couldn't care about it anymore, as long as I could still see things and see the way, that would be enough.

Pull out the needle in your hand, when I saw such a scene on TV in the past, I would think that this kind of action is too exaggerated, how could someone go to put the pillow, not to mention that these drugs are all money, just if you are not careful, not only can you not succeed at one time, but you may also poke other places, this is a very stupid action, but now, that stupid action, is being done by me. The movement is not skilled, and it really hurts.

However, when it came to the end, I realized that it was not stupidity, but because I was in too much of a hurry, because there was something more important in my heart than myself, and this pain was nothing!

Hurried to it

At the nurse's desk, she grabbed a person and asked, "Just this afternoon, where do the two girls who were sent over live?" "I was very afraid that the man would see that I was one of them, and that she would be like the nurse before me, who would take into account my feelings and not tell me the truth.

However, I was too worried, and she said, "Which one are you talking about, one of them is lying there, and the other is being sent home".

"How's that guy sent home?" I looked in the direction she pointed, it was the ward I just came out of, since this is me, then the rest must be Jia Qi.

"Alas! When I sent it over, it was already gone, and my parents brought it back, at such a young age, it's really a pity! Looks like you're only in high school! The man shook his head with a sad expression.

Listening to her words, I was blinded, completely blinded, I only felt that my eyes were white, how could this be, how could it be! Obviously, she is still smiling at me, and she is still calling my name, she still has something to say to me, and she also said that she will meet the boy she likes when she finishes the college entrance examination!

It was as if it had just happened, her voice was still in my ears, and her face was still so clear. I don't believe it, and I don't want to believe it, how could this man not be able to do it.

But I had to believe that I should have known all this a long time ago, and I should have admitted it a long time ago, and on the way down the mountain, I could clearly feel her body slowly getting colder, but I preferred to believe that it was only caused by her excessive blood loss. But now, this big hanging stone finally fell heavily on my heart, so that my whole heart could no longer beat!

(End of chapter)