As Ziran said, Jun'er's movement of rolling his eyes is just an unconscious act, and it does not mean that he will wake up soon. Yin Ziran still ran at both ends, treating Jun'er in the morning, treating Mrs. Mu in the afternoon, and sometimes being called by the general to give Zhao Yinlan a safe pulse.

The weather gradually got colder, it was very cold in the morning and evening, Ziran didn't bring much clothes with him when he came to Baifu, thinking that he had suffered so much, but also because of me, I couldn't bear it, and took advantage of my time to let the tailor sew thick clothes for him and quietly sent them to his room.

Since the last time I had a big quarrel with Ziran, he seems to have changed a person, he doesn't like to talk, when I look for him, his eyes are in a trance, dodging, can't say a few words and don't say a word, sometimes I meet in the corridor, before I can speak, he ran away, this is too different from his previous temperament, so I am very confused, he was not like this before, he used to say anything, no matter how big or small, never hide it from me, now, how did it become like this, I don't understand.

Speaking of which, it's all my fault, who made me yell at him, he was so good to me, cared about me, tolerated me, I think he was probably still angry with me, maybe it would be good after a while when his anger subsided, he was still the Yin Ziran who could bring me warmth and make me feel safe. I don't know if he saw the clothes I gave him, I never saw him wear them, and I wanted to ask him if he had seen the clothes I had put on the bed, whether they fit it or not, whether they liked it or not, but he never saw it in front of me, as if he didn't know anything like that. I endured it, but I didn't ask. This makes me feel that I am being cautious, isn't it just two new clothes, what's the big deal, people have been waiting for you for so many years, and you have spent a lot of time in vain, you just take these two clothes, you want to offset all the previous kindness, where is there such an unfair deal in the world.

But Yin Ziran didn't seem to want to forgive me at all, every time as long as I was there, he immediately turned around and left, I also knew that I was not good enough, so he misunderstood, so when I read and painted Jun'er later, as long as Bai Xiaoqiu was present, I either ignored him, or walked away, and avoided being alone with him, perhaps because of my age, I became more and more aware of what I really wanted, even if Bai Xiaoqiu told me that he loved me, but so what, since I can't be with him in this life, since I promised Yin Ziran, I should have no distractions and only be good to Yin Ziran alone. The only thing I hope for at the moment is that Jun'er can wake up as soon as possible, so that I can rest assured, and I have no guilt and debt in my heart, and I just follow Yin Ziran wholeheartedly.

I can avoid Bai Xiaoqiu, but I can't help but visit Jun'er, Jun'er doesn't wake up for a day, my guilt can't be eliminated for a day, I still come to Bai Xiaoqiu's house every day, sit in front of Jun'er's bed and read to him, or paint, while painting and talking to Jun'er, sometimes I will rub Jun'er's legs, arms, fingers and toes, especially now that the weather is cold, Jun'er's hands and feet are even colder, in addition to the girls, Chu Weilian, Bai Xiaoqiu and me, and Ziran, we take turns to rub his hands and feet, Before it was really cold, a warm stove was raised in the house, just to keep Jun'er from getting cold.

I ignore Bai Xiaoqiu, but it doesn't mean that he also ignores me, I can control myself not to do anything, but I can't control Bai Xiaoqiu. In particular, his good-looking face was thicker than the walls of Luoyang City, and he took advantage of the fact that no one was there to move his hands and feet on me, either pulling my hair or touching my hands, and I ignored him, so he snatched the book in my hand and lifted it high, so that I couldn't reach it, or I hugged my waist from behind when I was painting, saying that he wanted to paint with me. If you have nothing to do, take some gadgets to make me happy, bring me tea and water, and offer me courtesy.

Every time I do this, I close my eyes, calm down, my heart is like water, it doesn't matter, I can bear it, I want to see how long Bai Xiaoqiu's good temper can be disguised.

I have always believed in a sentence, this sentence was told to me by Bai Xiaoqiu, he said, as long as you work hard and work hard, there will be a reward, and I am convinced of what he said.

With the joint efforts of all of us, the emperor lived up to his wishes, and Jun'er finally woke up. All the people in the room cried with joy, Chu Lianwei hugged Jun'er and cried, the girls and grandmothers also left tears with excitement, I almost cried when my nose was sore, I told myself to laugh and be happy. At that time, I saw that Bai Xiaoqiu's eyes were also red, he saw Chu Lianwei crying, and hurriedly walked over to hug Chu Lianwei and Jun'er's mother and son in his arms, and said, everything has passed, everything has cleared and the fog has dispersed, he reached out to wipe away the tears on Chu Lianwei's face, and comforted Chu Lianwei and said, don't cry, our Jun'er is fine, our Jun'er woke up, that Chu Lianwei cried even more sadly when she heard Bai Xiaoqiu's words, and finally ignored the people in the room, got into Bai Xiaoqiu's arms, hugged him tightly, and the couple hugged each other and cried, How touching the scene was.

Bai Xiaoqiu was right, Jun'er was his and Chu Lianwei's child, and their child was finally cured, what a thing to celebrate.

To celebrate, you have to have wine, but unfortunately this time I was drunk, effortlessly drunk, knowing that I drank so much that ordinary people could not drink me, and I fell drunk in my large, empty house. Not only was I drunk, my face was flushed, and I was drunk, I was also drunk, I spun in circles in the yard, my body was light, I turned fast, like a spinning top, and I almost flew out with a wine glass. I also danced in the yard, holding the often used pu fan in my hand, but to say that I was not drunk, but I regarded the pu fan as a short sword, I said, "Ai'er, look, this sword of mine is also beautiful with my dance."

Ai'er smiled and said, "Sir, you are a fan, not a sword, sir, you are drunk, I will help you into the house."

I said I wasn't drunk, I started dancing again after speaking, I didn't feel tired after dancing for a long time, I ran all over the yard, Ai'er couldn't catch up with me, the silk handkerchief in my arms fell to the ground, I picked up the silk handkerchief and threw it into the air, and began to blow hard, and the silk handkerchief was used as a leaf, but how could the silk handkerchief be like a leaf, I blew it lightly not only did not fly up but fell to the ground, I picked it up and blew it into the air, but it fell to the ground again. I said angrily, "What's the matter, even you don't listen to me, even you have come to bully me, do you think that I will not be your master soon, and you will not listen to me."

Ai'er smiled and said, "Sir, it's just a silk handkerchief, and it's not human, I see that Mr. is not drunk, come, I'll help you into the house."

Ai'er came forward to help me, I waved my hand, and said loudly, "Who said that I was drunk, if I was drunk, can I still dance, didn't you see how beautiful I danced just now, don't believe it, I will dance another one for you."

I started dancing again, and the person behind me grabbed my arm, and the man said in a dissatisfied tone, "Mr. Su, what are you doing, what kind of body is a good woman drunk, what kind of body has become."

I stopped, but I couldn't stand steadily, swayed, turned my head to look at the person behind me, blew hot air on his face with intoxicated eyes, and said with a smile, "Ziran, you're here, don't listen to Ai'er's nonsense, I'm not drunk."

I don't know what I said to Yin Ziran later, what I did, or what Yin Ziran said to me, I don't remember anything, it turns out that wine can really make people forget their troubles and sorrows.

When I woke up, I was sore, slumped on the bed, without any strength, and my head hurt, Ai'er brought water to wash my face, and brought me a bowl of green vegetables and mushroom porridge, and said to me with a smile as soon as I entered the door, "Mr. is drunk this time, because Jun'er, I know that Mr. will drink when he encounters something happy, and the next time Mr. encounters something happy, he wants to drink and tell me, I will accompany you, so that I can also taste the taste of drunkenness."

I pointed at Ai'er and said with a smile, "You, I think it's better to forget it, the taste of drunkenness is not pleasant, little girl, you must not learn from me."

The rain in winter is not as much as in summer, and it only comes once a month or a few months, but it is very cold, and it falls on the skin, and it is cold and cold, and it is cold to the bone. There was a fire in the house, I wore a cotton vest, and I put on a thick jacket, or the upper teeth of the freeze, shivering, Ai'er was afraid that I would freeze and brought me a cloak to put on me, I said that I am not old, why are I so afraid of the cold, Ai'er said that this year's winter is really cold, colder than any previous winter, she looked at the basket under her feet, and said to me, "Sir, I will go get some charcoal again, make the fire strong, and warm the whole house, so that it will not be so cold."

I nodded in agreement.

After Jun'er woke up, Bai Xiaoqiu never came to me again, I heard Ai'er say that he accompanies Jun'er and Chu Lianwei every day, the door is not out of the door, the family of three talks and laughs and laughs happily, this is what the family looks like, I think I should bless them, I sincerely bless them. I guess he once said to me that I love you, but sure enough, it was just a casual joke.

Yin Ziran asked me puzzled, "Fan'er, why do you look like this, are you laughing or crying?"

I said, "Of course I'm laughing, can't you see it, I'm even laughing at the roots of my hair, Jun'er is well, I'm happy."

Yin Ziran looked at me in disbelief, and asked again, "Why were you drunk that day, not only were you drunk, but you also lost your temper, Fan'er, this is not the Fan'er I know, tell me what it's for."

I put my hand on Yin Ziran's wrist, patted it, and said with a smile, "Because I'm happy, Jun'er is well, I will no longer feel guilty, I will never feel sorry for anyone anymore, I don't owe anyone anymore, I can go with you with confidence."

Yin Ziran was excited, jumped up, and said continuously, "Fan'er, are you telling the truth, are you really willing to go with me, when will you leave?"

In the past few months in Baifu, Yin Ziran did his best, saddled before and after the horse, and lived up to expectations to cure Jun'er's illness. First, in order to express their gratitude, and secondly, Bai Xiaoqiu and Chu Lianwei also wanted to ask him to stay in Baifu for a while longer, until Jun'er's illness was completely cured, and he would no longer repeat it like before, hoping that it would not be too late for him to leave after the New Year. It's easy to say, but it's hard to be gracious, Yin Ziran has no choice but to agree.

It's strange to say, Jun'er's illness has healed, and Mrs. Mu's heartache has also improved, and it seems that everything has returned to the same as before, and the laughter in Baifu has gradually increased. Yin Ziran was invited by Bai Xiaoqiu to eat for three days, in order to express his gratitude, I heard that it was Chu Lianwei who cooked the food herself, Bai Xiaoqiu and Yin Ziran drank wine while eating, and chatted enthusiastically.

Mrs. Mu began to prepare for Bai Qingrui's marriage, invited me to go to Luoyang City, bought a lot of rouge gouache, and cloth or something, Mrs. Mu felt sorry for her four daughters, and all the things used for marriage were personally selected, from the head to the feet, all of them were done by themselves, all of them were done by themselves, and they all bought a big carriage.

After a long time, it was the first time I was with Yin Ziran for the New Year, Ai'er saw that I was busy going in and out, and quipped, "Sir, this year's New Year is different from the past, Young Master Ziran and you are fellow villagers, and they are also from Jizhou, and it must be very lively to celebrate the New Year together."

On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, I worked with Ai'er and Yin Ziran to make a table full of dishes, and I also made my best sweet and sour chicken feet and braised fish, Ai'er ate a sweet and sour chicken feet, smacked her lips, and praised, "I didn't expect Mr. to cook so deliciously, this year's New Year is not a young master Ziran here, I'm afraid I won't be able to eat the food made by Mr. in this life, it is better than the master of the stove room." After Ai'er finished speaking, she glanced at me, then looked at Yin Ziran, who was sitting opposite, and asked with a smile, "Young Master Ziran, did you say it, I owe you your blessing."

Yin Ziran only smiled at Ai'er, didn't speak, turned his head and looked at me fixedly, his tone was very ambiguous, he said, "What Ai'er said is that Mr. Su's craftsmanship is really good, but Ai'er, you are not a blessing to me, and only Mr. knows best which of us is the blessing of whom, but how I hope that in the future, I can often eat the meals made by Mr. himself."

Ai'er stared at Yin Ziran with wide eyes, you are so bold, aren't you just a cousin, who gave you so much power to call my master, maybe it was because Yin Ziran cured Jun'er's illness, maybe because today is Chinese New Year's Eve, Ai'er didn't say anything, only shouted "Young Master Ziran", and her face was already faintly displeased.

Seeing this, I smiled and hurriedly diverted the conversation, saying, "There is wine today and drunk tomorrow, come and toast to us."

Ai'er couldn't drink, but she also took a small sip, and after a small sip, she choked, coughed constantly, her face flushed, and she shouted "It's so spicy, this wine is so spicy".

Halfway through the meal, Bai Xiaoqiu and Bai Yan Leng came, the two entered the house one after the other, Bai Xiaoqiu was wrapped in white clothes tonight, and a black robe was draped outside, his skin was already fair, this shirt was just right, and his whole person was more handsome and chic. That Bai Yan Leng was also wrapped in a yellow coat, and he was wearing a black robe exactly the same as Bai Xiaoqiu.

The two were in their youth, one was heroic, the other was gentle and elegant, Ai'er on the side was dumbfounded, sitting at the dinner table and only looking at the two, forgetting to get up.

I quietly kicked Ai'er under the table, Ai'er reacted, got up from the chair in a hurry, shouted earnestly, "Twelve is good, nineteen is good", and then jumped into the back room.

I was about to say hello to Bai Xiaoqiu and Bai Yan, but I saw that the two of them were staring at Yin Ziran on the side, and when they just came in, they were still smiling, but there was no smile at this time, Bai Xiaoqiu's face seemed to be a little unsightly, although he didn't have a straight face, but a clear-eyed person could see four words from his expression at a glance: I'm not happy.

Not to mention that this Bai Yan Leng is better than his fourth brother Bai Xiaoqiu Xiuwei, no matter what the situation, he is so polite and pleasant, he smiled faintly and greeted Yin Ziran, "Yin Tang is well."

Yin Ziran also smiled and arched his hand, "Nineteen less."

Bai Yan nodded coldly, and glanced at Bai Xiaoqiu beside him, he saw that Bai Xiaoqiu was stunned, and hurriedly pulled Bai Xiaoqiu's sleeve, "Fourth brother, it's better to come early than to come by chance, you see, a table of dishes, didn't you say that you want to spend Chinese New Year's Eve with Feifei, and what are you doing in a daze, sit quickly."

Bai Xiaoqiu exhaled a rough breath and sat down with Bai Yanleng, Yin Ziran looked at Bai Xiaoqiu, and then at me, I smiled at him and motioned him to sit down quickly.

Originally, the three of them were talking and laughing and eating a reunion dinner, but as soon as these two came, their anger immediately became weird, especially Bai Xiaoqiu and Yin Ziran.

Soon Ai'er took the dishes and chopsticks over, put them on separately, smiled at Bai Xiaoqiu, and said more, "Twelve Shao, hurry up and try Mr. Su's craftsmanship, the dishes on this table today are all made by Mr., Mr. is well hidden, until today I didn't know that my husband is not only knowledgeable, but also burns a table of good dishes, hurry up and try it, Nineteen Shao, you can also try it quickly."

Bai Yan nodded again and again, and said, "Okay, since it is a dish of Feifei's cooking, then I must try it, I have eaten it a few years ago, at that time we all thought that Feifei's dishes had a different flavor, which was different from our Luoyang City, I still remember that the fourteenth brother said that Feifei's cooking skills were just okay." After speaking, he picked up a chopstick and put it in his mouth.

Bai Xiaoqiu picked up the chopsticks, and after scanning the table with his eyes, he put the chopsticks down again, and said, "There must have been a lot of effort to make so many dishes, but I forgot that Yin Tang Doctor is also from Jizhou, I don't know if I have seen Mr. Su before."

I didn't expect Bai Xiaoqiu to ask such a question, I was so frightened that I trembled slightly, and hurriedly stood up, without waiting for Yin Ziran to speak, and said with a smile, "Twelve young people are laughing, Jizhou is so big, how can we have met, come, eat vegetables." Without further ado, I picked up a chopstick dish and ate it.

Bai Xiaoqiu's eyes flickered, smiled lightly, and said, "Not bad, it's all good, it's a pity that as soon as I saw these dishes, I was immediately full, and I couldn't eat a bite, otherwise, you eat, I'll just drink."

Bai Yan said coldly, "Fourth brother, didn't you tell me about you just now。。。。。。 ”。 Before he finished speaking, he was picked up by Bai Xiaoqiu.

"Fifth brother, I'm afraid you heard it wrong, I didn't say anything before, you can eat more if you like."

I don't know where to offend Bai Xiaoqiu again, he didn't eat a bite of food all night, and last time he told me with a dead face that he wanted me to cook for him personally, and he didn't eat it today, what a weirdo.

What I ate and talked about with Bai Yanleng and Yin Ziran, he didn't see or hear it, he sat alone and drank silently, drinking glass after glass.