Chapter 114: Magnanimity Ends Here
Bai Qiuran slowly lowered his head, his hands slowly clenched, and the water-pink cuffs slowly folded.
Bai Qiuran laughed at himself, he had always regarded himself as a sister and a brother, and he had done the same to him in the past...... But when did this relationship start to change? I don't know if it's the friendship that grows with age and is gradually born from long-term companionship? Or is it the emotion after fighting side by side on the battlefield in the northwest? Or is it the shallow look at the wine when you drink it?
In the past, the queen jokingly mentioned marrying Jin'an to herself, but she just didn't take it seriously, and there was no turmoil in her heart, how could she marry Jin'an? The "buddy" who has followed me since I was a child.
It wasn't until the beginning of this year that the queen began to choose a concubine for Jin'an with great fanfare, and she faintly felt a little awkward and tasteful, seeing that Jin'an did not accept the queen's suggestion, she faintly had a thorn in her heart, and at that time she didn't realize what this feeling was for, and then came the news of the marriage between the two countries of Zhao and the Western Jin Dynasty, when she was in the northwest, the moment she got the news, she wanted to leave tens of thousands of troops to come back alone, and she wanted to tell Jin'an not to marry a wife, but he still didn't have that guts, strange, Even the most dangerous battle is not afraid of anything, but he has no way to say that fluttering sentence, Bai Qiuran has always agreed that the average daughter's family is different, at least there is no hypocrisy and shyness on them, and now it seems that it is the daughter's family......
One step back, step by step, to this day, seeing that Jin An and Bo Yan have married, what they didn't say at the beginning is still not being able to say it......
The branches on the moon, the people are full and the moon is full
After Jin An took care of the outside affairs, he turned around and went to the new house.
The new house is located in the east courtyard of the prince's mansion, which was originally prepared for the crown princess, but for so many years Jin'an has been marrying a wife, it has been empty, and it has gradually been abandoned, until after receiving the news of the marriage, Jin'an sent someone to renovate this villa, and personally nominated "Fang Lan Xuan".
At this moment, Fang Lanxuan is festive, the happy words on the window, the red lanterns hanging high, and even the maids walking back and forth are also bright.
When the subordinates saw Jin An, they hurriedly saluted, and Jin An waved slightly to signal them to retreat.
Inside the house, Bo Yan, who was wearing a red hijab, heard the sound outside, and his heart was also very nervous, slowly ten fingers into a fist, and his heart couldn't stop beating wildly.
Jin An pushed the door and walked in slowly, bypassing the screen and entering the inner room, his eyes fell on Bo Yan's body, and his eyebrows involuntarily softened.
"Go down." Jin An waved his hand to everyone in the field.
Xi Po and the maids glanced at each other, a little dignified.
"Your Royal Highness the Prince, this, this...... ...... a glass of wine," Xi Po reminded trembling carefully.
"You don't have to follow, go down." Jin An stepped forward slowly and raised his hand gently.
The crowd didn't dare to say anything, but they blessed their bodies and retreated cautiously.
The door was covered, only Bo Yan and Jin An were left in the room, the room was quiet and terrible, Jin An stood a little cramped, just calmly facing everyone, and now only the two of them remained...... The hand stretched out towards the red hijab stretched and shrunk, and so on several times, Jin An frowned, and his face turned a little red from panic...... Who can tell themselves what to do next......
Bo Yan lowered his eyes, saw a pair of soap boots stopped in front of him through the gap under the big red hijab, and felt that there was no movement outside, Bo Yan's heart sank: how reluctant he should be, he didn't even want to lift the hijab......
Thinking like this, Bo Yan couldn't help but become more and more bitter, and was thinking about what to say and what to do to break the deadlock, when there was a sudden brightness in front of him, and the light entered, Bo Yan subconsciously closed his eyes to protect his eyes, and his heart tightened.
Jin An finally mustered up the courage to lift the hijab, under the big red hijab, is the face engraved on the tip of his heart, under the crown of chicken blood jade gold silk flowers, the appearance of the alluring city is more and more delicate, like the peony dyed with dew this morning, waiting for someone to pick......
Jin An's eyes were a little confused, and he swallowed his saliva involuntarily, since he was born to the present, it was the first time he had been so nervous and excited as today.
Bo Yan's eyes gradually adjusted to the candle flame outside, his eyebrows loosened, and he rolled his eyes to open them.
Jin An has been observing Bo Yan's every move, seeing that she has a tendency to open her eyes, she is busy sorting out her expression, shaking her head, smiling, and returning to her usual look.
All this happened in an instant, and when Bo Yan opened his eyes, he was facing Shang Jin'an's indifferent look.
Bo Yan blinked his eyes and slowly lowered his eyes, what else could he expect......
"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince hasn't seen him for a long time, everything is fine." Bo Yan opened his mouth lightly, breaking the calm.
Even if he doesn't want to marry him, he will live under the same roof from now on, so he can't be so embarrassed, Bo Yan thought.
Jin An raised her eyebrows, a little unhappy because of her polite and distant greetings, and hummed unhurriedly, tonight is the wedding night, and her opening like this is a little strange......
Bo Yan thought about it, breathed a long sigh of relief, raised his head and smiled at Jin An pretending to be relaxed: "When I was in Zhao Kingdom in the past, I didn't expect you and me to have today, and the fate in this world is really unspeakable." ”
Such a haha tone is really inconsistent with her dignified and festive appearance today, Jin An raised his eyebrows a little puzzled: "Yes." ”
Bo Yan smiled embarrassedly: Sure enough, this suffocating atmosphere is not something that can be saved by himself.
The two looked at each other for a moment, and opened their mouths almost at the same time.
"Me."
"Me."
As soon as the words came out, Gu was stunned.
Bo Yan pursed his lips and took a deep breath: "I'll say it first." ”
Jin An lifted the hem of his clothes, sat on the opposite side of Bo Yan, and nodded, a little curious about what she was going to say.
Bo Yan looked directly at Jin An's eyes, trying to calm himself down, he was a girl after all, rather than waiting for Jin An to speak, it was better for him to make his words clearer, the slap in the face of Linfeng Pavilion that night was really fresh in his memory, and his conversation with the queen in the palace made him confirm Jin An's intentions, so he had no scruples, and he no longer had some unrealistic ideas, speaking from his heart, Jin An was a person who was enough to make all women fall in love, but ...... I don't deserve it anymore......
"This marriage is for the overall situation of the two countries, and I really didn't expect that the candidate for the Western Jin Dynasty would be you, and I know that this marriage has wronged you." Bo Yan said carefully.
Jin An slowly twisted his eyebrows, raised his chin slightly, and there was a hint of danger in his eyes: "What if I knew it was me in advance?" You're not going to get married? ”
Bo Yan lowered his eyes and thought for a moment, only feeling that if he knew in advance that it was Jin'an, and if he knew that Jin'an and Bai Qiuran were destined to marry, he would naturally not do that disgusting thing to beat mandarin ducks, and he thought that he had always been a person who knew right from wrong, so he showed ten percent sincerity and seriousness, and nodded emphatically and said: "That's natural." ”
Jin An was surprised, and laughed angrily: "You are very straightforward. . . ”
Bo Yan smiled embarrassedly: "I know that the marriage between the two of us is not a good match, and it is not from my heart, so I naturally have to say it more clearly." ”
Jin An pulled the collar, feeling that the room was very stuffy today!
Bo Yan continued: "I know that my second marriage is not worthy of your identity as the prince of a country, because you have also said a lot of ridicule about this marriage, and I am grateful to you in my heart, but I don't ask for much, as long as I live a peaceful life with Xue Yan." ”
Jin An gritted his teeth, and the prepared words were blocked in his throat and couldn't say half a word.
"You still have your own marriage, if you really like someone in the future, you can be included in the house, I will not interfere, if the status is equivalent, you can also be a flat wife." Bo Yan lowered his head and said, this is said easily. But every word in the mouth is like a knife in Bo Yan's heart, Bo Yan's intuitive chest has a dull pain, but he still has to comfort himself, it doesn't matter, he can't let the handsome prince of the Western Jin Dynasty plant it in his hands, and he can be regarded as compensation for his shame.
Jin An clenched his fists, and his voice remained as steady as possible: "If you are really a queen, you are really generous!" ”
This is sarcasm, and it did hurt Bo Yan, Bo Yan hung his head lower, obviously he didn't have the slightest choice, obviously everything he experienced in the past was not his own heart, but things are wrong, it is a fact that he married someone, and it is also a fact to remarry, all the sarcasm and sarcasm must be listened to, but all the consequences must be borne by himself, yes, who would like a woman who is a woman and a mother......
In fact, Jin An regretted it as soon as he spoke, his face was pale, and it was too late to change his words, he looked at Bo Yan's injured and shocked body, and his heart was also painful, embarrassed by his unscrupulous words just now, but he didn't say anything to explain, Jin An felt that Bo Yan had been "generous" so far, that is, he didn't have half a friendship with himself, looking back at the wedding he had worked so hard to prepare during this time, it felt like a joke, he was so bothered, what about her...... I don't care at all, and I can even push myself to others......
is as proud as Jin'an, in such a scene, naturally he can't say anything soft, and the two of them are more and more embarrassed for a while.
Bo Yan buried his head lower, in fact, he didn't hear similar words, but it was harsh to say it from Jin An's mouth, which made him especially hurt, he had always sat up straight, not afraid of others talking, but in his selfish heart, Bo Yan didn't want Jin An to feel that he had anything wrong...... But now it seems that he must be extremely disgusted with himself......
The daughter of the Bo family, the posture of heaven and man, any of Bo Yan's casual take out is a proud capital, if it was Bo Yan in the past, he would not be sensitive to this because of Jin'an's words, but now it is different, everyone is golden, and the identity of the married person is a mark that Bo Yan cannot erase in this life, everyone will take this matter as a conversation after dinner, constantly look at Bo Yan's wounds, talk about her current actions, Bo Yan smiled bitterly, this Kyushu, this era, has given women too much imprisonment, and they are not born strong, It also cries and hurts...... It's just that there is no one who can share all this with himself, and his indifference, generosity, and rejection are just layers of camouflaged armor, for fear that others will probe the fragile heart under the hard shell, and only by pretending not to care will he not be hurt.