"Brother Jiu, after I left your world, don't regret it. Because as long as you regret it, I will definitely not come back to you with a shame. ”

"I'll be fine, don't worry."

"Also, I won't always worry about you in the future, and you shouldn't be too lonely."

"Okay."

"You...... It's okay. Jiang Xinran smiled and shook his head, desperately forcing back the tears that were full of tears in his eyes, "I am very reluctant to you." But I have to give you up. ”

Because if she is reluctant to let him go, she will live in pain for the rest of her life.

"I'm sorry, Brother Jiu, I said I would like you for the rest of my life. I'm still so swearing, and I'm ashamed to say that no matter whether you like me or not, and whether you will respond to my feelings or not, I will like you as always, until the earth is desolate. But I didn't keep the promise I made to you. You see, even the promise that I will always like you, I am singing a one-man show alone. You never cared if I would like you all the time. From the beginning, it was the beginning of my own. The end of the present is also the end of my own life. ”

He's like an outsider. This one, which has lasted for more than ten years, has never had anything to do with him.

But he's the one she likes! It's a man she's liked for more than ten years!

Why is she always the only one in this relationship?

A person's feelings, not feelings.

So, she will have such an ending today.

All these pains and discomforts were all caused by herself.

He has expressed his dislike for the umpteenth time, asking her to stop wasting time on him. It's her own wishful thinking......

She was the only one in everything.

Ming Huaijiu didn't speak. Because he knew that no matter what he said now, he wouldn't make her feel a little better. On the contrary, the more comforting words he said, the more she couldn't let go of her heart and the more uncomfortable she became. Since he can't respond to other people's feelings, he has maintained a silent and rejective attitude from beginning to end.

In this way, it is the best for others, and it is also responsible for oneself.

Jiang Xinran seemed to have a lot of things to say to her ninth brother, but when it came to her mouth, she sadly found that she couldn't say anything.

Like his words, she has said too much in the past ten years. No matter how beautiful the love words are, she has told him affectionately.

Got it this far......

"Okay, Brother Jiu, you go and soak in the medicinal bath. I've already finished saying everything I want to tell you. I hear your answer clearly. So, I'm leaving. ”

Gone forever, never to be in his world again. Even if she appears in his world again, she is no longer the little girl who likes him, but a little sister who has known him for a long time.

When we met again, she would only nod and smile at him, saying that I hadn't seen him for a long time.

And then?

There is no then.

She and Ming Huaijiu have never had such imaginary words as 'then' and 'later', which can unfold a lot of bright futures.

Ming Huaijiu looked at her, and his tone was formal like he had never been, "Xinran, goodbye." ”

A goodbye is not a goodbye.

Overlapping circles, the same circles, they can't never see each other again.

But to meet again, it is definitely completely different, in every way.

"Brother Nine, goodbye!"

Holding back the tears that were about to erupt, Jiang Xinran took a deep breath and gave Ming Huai Jiuyi the most beautiful smile.

In this dim bedroom, her smile was stunning and desperate.

Ming Huaijiu knew that in his life, he would not be able to forget this girl's smile in this bedroom.

I want to cry but laugh, my eyes are still full of tears, but I laugh so movingly.

This smile.

It was deeply engraved in the eyes of Ming Huaijiu.

He also smiled, smiling softly and distantly, "I know the body, I won't send you." ”

"It's okay, just let Steward Liu send me. I've seen him longer than I've seen you, and I've said more to him than I've told you. Really calculated, I should have the closest relationship with Steward Liu in this Ming Mansion. ”

Yes, her relationship with his housekeeper is closer than her relationship with him.

How sad?

From the moment she fell in love with him, she may have been doomed to be sad and humble.

Without further ado, Ming Huaijiu turned his gaze away and stopped looking at her.

"Come in, help me to take a medicinal bath."

The nurse who had been waiting at the door of the bedroom immediately walked in one by one, skillfully helped Ming Huaijiu up from the bed, and slowly helped him to the next room.

Jiang Xinran blinked his eyes, but after all, he couldn't hold back the big tears that fell.

She sat on the edge of the bed, staring intently at the thin back.

It's like he wants to imprint his back in his eyes forever and engrave it on his heart.

This man she has always liked since she was a girl, from today onwards, is no longer the person at the top of her heart.

Ming Huaijiu's back was extremely thin, and it looked as if a gust of wind could blow him away. The already thin person was still wearing a wide nightgown, and under the dark purple nightgown with gold trim and intricate dark patterns, it seemed that Ming Huaijiu's body was so thin that only a pair of bones remained. Not a single or two more meats.

"Brother Nine—"

At the moment when Ming Huaijiu was about to walk out of the bedroom, Jiang Xinran didn't hold back, in the end he called him in despair.

Ming Huaijiu didn't look back, but stopped slightly, but soon, Ming Huaijiu signaled the nurse again to help him continue walking.

Now that Xinran has decided to let him go, that's a good thing. He also had to be neat and cheerful like a man.

Don't give Xinran any more hopeless hopelessness.

This is what he should do as an older brother.

Seeing Ming Huaijiu's figure, he only paused slightly, and continued to leave.

Jiang Xinran's tears fell even more violently.

She wanted to laugh, so reluctantly she wanted to laugh, but she couldn't squeeze a smile out of her little face.

Regardless of whether Ming Huaijiu could hear it or not, Jiang Xinran stretched out his hand and pointed at the luxurious nightgown on his body, "Brother Jiu, you, it's not suitable for a color like dark purple." Too dark for you. Such a color is also not suitable for a patient. ”

In her heart, only one person can suppress the excessively luxurious and dull color of dark purple-

Right five.

is also a dark purple nightgown, and when worn on Quan Wu's body, it exudes a sense of luxury. But if she wears it on her ninth brother's body, it will make him look even thinner.

Ming Huaijiu heard it, but there was no response.

Reasonable.

When the thin back completely disappeared from his sight, Jiang Xinran finally couldn't help it, and with a "wow-" sound, he howled and cried uncontrollably.

She was prostrate on his bed, the tip of her nose was full of his unique medicinal fragrance, and all around her was his scent.

In this place, shrouded in his aura, she lost him forever and ever.

Moreover, it was she who took the initiative to go to him.

She pushed her ninth brother away with her own hands. I didn't even leave the last bit of hope for myself.

Jiang Xinran cried very sadly, and her voice was also very loud.

Ming Huaijiu is not in good health, and he himself does not like a noisy environment. Therefore, except for Liu Da Butler and a few necessary nurses and doctors in the Ming Mansion, there is no one more.

In the huge Ming Mansion, the desperate crying lingered endlessly.

It fills everyone's ears in the Ming Mansion.

Ning Ning, who was sitting in the living room drinking tea, clearly heard the loud cry coming from afar. The hand holding the fine porcelain teacup trembled slightly, and a few drops of hot tea splashed out of the cup and dripped on the back of her hand.

She didn't realize it.

I don't know when, Old Liu Tou'er appeared behind her and called softly, "Mrs. Quan." ”

"Hmm."

"The eldest lady has been crying for a long time."

"So what?" An Ning took a shallow sip of the flower tea, put the teacup down, and slid her slender fingers over the edge of the teacup, "Do you want me to go up and see Xinran?" ”

"Yes. The ninth master can't comfort the eldest lady. I'm not a subordinate, and I'm not suitable. ”

"Let her cry." An Ning said calmly, looking out the window, on the sea of flowers covered with snowflakes in the Ming Mansion, "Cry and vent." is gladly needed. She has suppressed it for too long, and she has suppressed it too much. It's much better to let her cry uncontrollably than to let her go out and get drunk. Of course, if Steward Liu or Ming Jiuye feel that someone is crying like this in the Ming Mansion, it is too unlucky or something, then I will go up and lead Xinran away now. Definitely not disturb the Ming Mansion. ”

Butler Liu smiled bitterly, how could he not hear the spicy sarcasm in Mrs. Quan's words?

But after all, it is the eldest lady who makes the ninth master of their family cry, and the eldest lady's friend just says two unpleasant words, which is also human nature.

No matter how clear a person is about right and wrong, when he sees the person he cares about crying like this, he has a breath in his heart.

Silently, without saying a word more, Steward Liu left.

The back of his head seemed to have eyes, and as soon as Steward Liu left, An Ning immediately stood up from the chair.

Pulling her sweater, she followed Jiang Xinran's cry and strode towards the second floor.

"Jiang Xinran, have you cried enough?!"

As soon as he entered the door, An Ning leaned against the door frame, clasped his arms and sneered.

"If you want to cry, you should go home and cry yourself. You just cry to death, and no one asks you more, but you are in Ren Ming Huaijiu's house, in someone's bedroom, crying into this virtue, do you still want to make a face? I really like him to the point where I don't even want the most basic dignity?! ”

Diametrically opposed to the care and gentleness of more than ten minutes ago, this time Anning's attitude was very cold, and she almost cursed a series of swear words.

Words of comfort, these people have said too much to Xinran. There is no need to say any more.

What Xinran needs now is not comfort, but a slap in the face.

Only this spicy and unpleasant word can tear her out of her despair.

So what An Ning said was merciless, to the point, and the words sealed his throat -